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Cara wakes up feeling soft tickling on her shoulder. She opens her eyes slowly to see Jax placing small kiss's on her and his goatee brushing her skin . She giggled at the sight
He whips his eyes towards her .
Jax " morning Darlin, How did you sleep ? How ya feeling? " he smiles moving to lean his head on his arm looking into her eyes
Cara " surprisingly ok " turns and faces him . She looks down and realises she's naked . She pulls the sheet up tight trying to hide. He smirks and shakes his head at her
Jax " talk to me " his other hand goes to her hip and he runs his hand up and down it
Cara " what do you want to know " she whispers
Jax " what happened Darlin " he asks
Cara " I stupidly agreed to drop her off after work . She said she needed help opening the back door " she whispers feeling tears stinging her eyes
Cara " I feel a pain at the back of me head . Then it went black " tears fall . Jax sees them and pulls her to him and rubs her back as they lay there
Jax " it's ok . It's ok " he whispers to her over and over again
Cara " I wake up hearing them arguing . She was giving me to him " she sobs as she feels him body stiffen.
Cara " they were in a relationship Jax , she let him hurt me " she sobs into his chest . He keeps rubbing her back
Jax " you did good calling me . We heard you ask him why he was at Taras , I'm so proud of you " he hugs her tight as he can . They don't know how long they lay there holding each other he's still rubbing her back . She finally stops sobbing and sniffs .
Jax " very lady like " he says ,she larphs braking the silence
Cara " shut up " she pokes his ribs
Jax " you ok if I let the others know " he asks lifting her chin up so he can look in her eyes
Cara " Ok " is her reply. He leans forward and kiss's her . It's a different kind of kiss. It's a wanting, a needing kiss . Sucking all her breath out of her lungs . They can't keep there hands off each other, needing the close contact. Suddenly there's a bang on his door
Chibs " Jacky boy, church " they hear
Jax " fuck " he pulls away smiling. She giggles biting her lip
Jax " not funny . I'll be there " he shouts shaking his head
They head Chibs larphing the other side of the door
Jax " I don't know how long we're Gona be " he climbs out of bed pulling on clean clothes
Jax " behave " he smirks turning around find her watching him dress . She's biting her lip hard and smiles at him
Jax " help yourself to my clothes, I'll be out as soon as I can " he crawls up the bed and places a kiss on her lips
Cara " Ok " she smiles as he puts his trainers on grabs his t-shirts and cut and walks to the door
Cara " bye " she waves as he leave and shuts the door . She looks around the room and spots her handbag , she can't remember it being there last night. She gets her phone out and emails the hospital saying she's not going to be in until l next week , She explained why and requests different shift to Tara .She grabs his t-shirts off the floor and puts it on over her sports bra she wore to work . She pulls his shorts on too and collects her bag . Pulling out her brush and a band she walks to the bathroom. She's sees a puffy face .
Cara " yuck " she pulls her hair into a high ponytail
Spots his toothbrush ,again and uses it
She sees her scrubs trousers and pulls them on
Sitting back on the bed she puts her trainers on and goes in search of coffee
It's quiet everywhere. She makes a cup of coffee , spots a muffin then goes into the bar
She spots drinks in boxs behind the bar . She decided to help out and unpack them Onto the shelf , she sits on the floor and gets to work
Cara ". Love's my religion
But he was my faith
Something so sacred
So hard to replace
Fallin' for him was like fallin' from grace
All wrapped in one
He was so many sins
Would have done anything
Everything for him
And if you ask me
I would do it again
No need to imagine
'Cause I know it's true
They say all good boys go to Heaven
But bad boys bring Heaven to you
It's automatic
It's just what they do
They say all good boys go to Heaven
But bad boys bring Heaven to you
You don't realize the power they have
Until they leave you and you want them back
Nothing in this world prepares you for that
I'm not a sinner
He wasn't the one
Had no idea what we would become
There's no regrets
I just thought it was fun
No need to imagine
'Cause I know it's true
They say all good boys go to Heaven
But bad boys bring Heaven to you
It's automatic
It's just what they do
They say all good boys go to Heaven
But bad boys bring Heaven to you
I still remember the moment we met
The touch that he planted
The garden he left
I guess the rain was just half that effect
No need to imagine
'Cause I know it's true
They say all good boys go to Heaven
But bad boys bring Heaven to you
It's automatic
It's just what they do
They say all good boys go to Heaven
But bad boys bring Heaven to you
Ooooh... ooooh
Oooooh" she calmly sings to herself .She didn't hear Chibs and kip stand at the bar
Chibs " who left the radio on " he walks to kip looking over the bar . kip points to Cara singing ,Cara had just emptied her 3rd box and chucked it out the end of the bar
Chibs " You alright there love " he asks leaning over to look at her . She screamed putting her hand on her chest .
Cara " fuckin hell Chibs " turns to see him . She also hears boots running towards them
Jax " what happened " he asks going to her side standing her up
Kip " we were just watch her sing and Chibs scared the carp out of her " they watch as Jax looks her over
Chibs " didn't mean to scare you love " they watch as Jax hugs her and rubs her back
Cara " sorry , I'm just jumpy " she apologized
Jax " you ok Darlin " he pulls her back and looks into her eyes
Cara " I'm fine , I'm keeping busy " she larphs pointing at the boxs
Jax " half sack why ain't you doing it " Jax asks kip
Kip " I was planning to after I've done my repo for the morning " he answered
Clay appears out of the big wooden door she went in last night
Clay" you good " he looks at her
Cara " I'm fine , go " she looks at Jax
Cara " go " she says again
Jax " Ok. Shouldn't be too long " he places a kiss on her forehead and followed clay
Chibs " sorry love " he adds doing the same
Cara " I'm fine, go do your work . I'll carry on " she tells him sitting down starting the last box
She's got about 2 bottles left and she hears the door go behind her
Cara " no body here to help at the moment, come back later " she shouts staying where she was
Tara " You weren't at work " she shouts back
Cara " you've got to be kidding me " she stands up looking at her
Tara " i knew you'd sleep your way into here " she spits out to Cara
Cara " go away back to your sad life " she goes to turn but hears a gun safety being taken off . She spots a small hand gun under the bar and picks it up without Tara seeing her
Tara" why are you here " she points the gun at her
Cara " I should be asking you that's " she leans on the bar keeping the gun out of sight
Tara " you've ruined everything , it wasn't supposed to happen like that . He should have saved me not you, he was supposed to help me" she screams not spotting kip sneak into the big room to tell them what's going on
Cara " you putting me into danger , letting him attack me, threaten to rape me and tried giving me to him , was that all part of your plan " she shouts back walking to tara pointing her gun at her
Tara " I was supposed to call for help , he should be with me , sort out my problem, not you" she screams . Suddenly Donna bursts through the door . Tara shoots up in the air , Donna screams . All the men run out of the room again
Clay " what now " he mutters
Clay " crazy bitchs " he whispers
Cara " point that at my friend's and I'll put you with your fucking boyfriend " she gets so close the chamber of the gun is touching Tara forehead
Tara" go on then " she pushed her gun into caras stomach.
Cara " I'll survive, you won't . Wona see "she spits out pushing the gun deeper into to Taras head
Donna is shaking by the door . Jax and Chibs walk towards the women
Jax " give me the gun Tara" he holds his hand out to tara . He repeats himself twice
Tara" she ruined it " she starts to cry
Chibs " come on love " he takes caras gun . She lets it go first time
Tara" it should be me here not you , this is all your fault" she crys as he takes the gun and places it the back of his jeans
Cara " I don't fuckin believe it . You tried giving me away you bitch " she tries to get at Tara
Chibs grabs her shoulders and she's reminded of her pain through her body
Cara " ouch , too tight " she winced as Donna walks to her
Jax " take her to my room " he doesn't even look at her
Donna " come on . Let's get Chibs look you over " they walk to Jax room leaving behind Tara
Chibs " come on love , let me see " he asks as they go in . She struggles to take jaxs t-shirt off . Donna helps . She still has a sports bra on under
Donna " Oh my god " her hands fly to her mouth
Chibs " your all the colors of the rainbow " he turns her around
Cara " is it just bruising " asks looking at him . He pokes her at different parts
Chibs " ribs look good , think it's ok " he replys as Jax walks in
Cara " ouch Chibs " he pokes a sore spot
Jax " holy carp girl " he walks to her engulfing her in his arms
Cara " too tight " she whispers
Jax " ops looking for you " he doesn't let go of Cara
Donna " Ok ,I brought you some clothes " she gets them out of her bag and puts them on his bed
Cara " Donna, thank you " she says then walks out of jaxs arms into donnas
Donna " come find me ok " she goes to the door
Cara " thanks Chibs " she adds as he followed Donna
Chibs " no worries love " he shuts the door
Jax " hey , what happened out there " she sits on his bed
Cara" she came in screaming i ruined everything and she should be here , then waved the gun at me " she picks up her jeans . She slides her scrubs off and pulls them on
Jax " where'd you get the gun from " he sighs pinching the bridge of his nose
Cara " it was under the bar " is all she replied. She picks her shirt up and tried to put it on . She's struggling
Jax " come here " he stands up and helps her
Cara " ever since she's been back my life has gone tits up " she sighs looking at him
Jax " everything " he smirks looking at her
Cara " Ok so not everything " she bumps his shoulder
Jax " I'm proud of you" he whispers moving his face closer to hers . He places a soft kiss on her lips
Jax " come on " he takes her hand and walks to the door
Cara " can I have a strong drink please " she asks as they walk along the corridor back to the bar
Juice " way to go feisty " he puts a glass infrount of her as they get to the bar . She looks around
Op" Tig took her home " he pulls her into a hug
Cara " Ok " she take a big gulp . It's burns going down
Cara " I'm sorry clay for bringing this to the club house " she leans into Jax
Clay " don't worry about it , that's nothing " he larphs . Donna and Op stand with them talking about nothing . Jax doesn't move too far away from her
Donna " you'll have to take tomorrow off work " suddenly says looking at Cara
Jax and Op stop talking and wait for an answer
Cara " I messaged them , told them in not working with Tara . And they need to rearrange shifts around it. I said her boyfriend attacked me with her help . " she starts Jax kiss's her forehead and rubs her back
Cara " I may have added if she or him come anywhere near me I'll take the photos to the police and my solicitor. " Donna clinks glasses
Donna " let's sit down " Donna pulls her to a seating place , Jax watch's closely. Tig walks in and walks towards them
Tig" you ok doll " he asks kissing her head
Jax " watch it Tig " he and Op sit beside the girls
Tig " just making sure there ok " he puts his hands up in surrender
Cara " I'll get there thank you Tig " Jax puts his arm around her and rubs his fingers along her other shoulder
Jax " you ok here with the party tonight " he asks into her ear
Cara " I'm not made of glass , enjoy yourself " she smiles at him putting her hand on his leg
Jax " I'm fine here " he smirks
Donna leaves to get The kids and sort them out before Neeta babysits
The room starts to fill with women in next to nothing clothes and men in cuts that she's never seen before. Jax occasionally squeezes her shoulder reminding her he's there
Cara " is your dorm open " she asks looking at him
Jax " I'll come " he goes to stand and takes her hand
Tig" pussy whipped " shouts at them . Jax throws him the bird
Cara " no stay . I just want to lay down for a little bit " she stands up
Jax " I'll come " he repeats himself
Cara " no have fun . Stay " she places a long kiss on his lips . he pulls her body close to his , Someone whistles at them. Jax smiles against her lips
Jax " you sure " he pulls away
Cara " yeah , if I'm not back in a couple of hours come get me " she kiss's him again . They hear a cheer
Jax " alright. Alright " he shouts as she goes to his room . She climbs under the covers after taking her jeans and t-shirt off . She didn't know how tired she was . She falls asleep.