ONLY KENDALL AND JAMIE ARE MINE!

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The only thing that I really have to say about this past Monday's RAW is: Way to go Randy! 2 down, 3 to go! I am so hoping that John takes the belt from Miz at Wrestlemania! I am so sick of Miz thinking he can do anything that he wants to do to whomever he wants. I was so happy to see Evan Bourne return.

Well, that is all for now. Onto the story.

3 Days Later; October 16th

We were at the arena preparing for RAW. I had just gotten done talking to Vince. I was now on my way to the ring. It was 2 p.m. I wanted to get in the ring and do some things before others wanted to use it to rehearse. I got into the ring and looked around. Tonight would be my last time in the ring until after the baby was born. I was going back to being a creative writer. Just as I had started my career as a Diva, I had to say good-bye to it for a little while. But I wouldn't trade having Randy's baby for anything. I just wish that I hadn't been so stupid. Randy and I wouldn't have this huge rift between us if I had just trusted him. I had tried calling him, but his phone went right to voicemail. I had finally stopped calling, after I didn't hear from him. I really didn't know what to do to get Randy to talk to me. I missed him like crazy. I felt incomplete without him.

"Why didn't you just trust him? You love him, yet you didn't trust him. This is all your fault, Kendall. You are going to have to figure out how to fix this." I said to myself. I continued to stand there. I started to think about what I was going to say to the WWE Universe. I hadn't been a Diva very long, but I was still going to miss being in the ring.

"What are you thinking about?" Jamie asked from behind me. I turned around.

"What I am going to say to the WWE Universe. Tonight will be my last night in the ring until after the baby is born. Before that, I was thinking about Randy. What am I supposed to do Jamie? How do I get back the man that I love, when he wants me out of his life?" Tears started streaming down my cheeks. They were uncontrollable.

"You are going to give him time. Look how long it you to come back to him."

"He is never going to come back to me. He doesn't want anything to do with me. You weren't there to see the hatred in his eyes. I love him so much. My actions sure didn't show it. I guess it is true what they say about actions speaking louder than words. Now I have to deal with the fact that I'm the reason that our child will not have her father in her life, the way that he should be in her life. I will always love Randy. He completes me, but I know that I hurt him badly. It will be hard not having him in my life, but I will be okay. These are just the consequences for my stupidity. I lost the one man that I will always love." I stood there for a

few minutes. "What the hell am I saying? I won't be okay. Tell me, Jamie, how do I let go? How do I live without him? Tell me how I am supposed to do this. How am I supposed to stop feeling like my heart is being ripped out of my chest?" I sank down to my knees, in the middle of the ring. I cried into my hands. Jamie knelt down and wrapped her arms around me.

"I don't know, sweetie. I don't know." She held me as I cried, Her eyes started to tear up as she listened to my heart-wrenching sobs. She looked in front of her and saw Randy, Paul, John, Dave, and Ted standing there. Her eyes locked onto Randy's. In them she saw how my crying was affecting him. I sensed someone behind me. When I looked, I saw the guys standing there. I quickly stood up. I wiped my eyes and said, "I will see you later, Jamie." I started walking to the opposite side of the ring.

"Wait, Kendall." she said.

"No. I can't deal with the hatred. Not when I hate myself enough as it is." I walked out of the ring and left the auditorium. Jamie got out of the ring and stood in front of the guys.

"Do you really hate her, Randy?" She asked him.

"I could never hate her." He replied, quietly.

"Then how could you let her walk out of here, thinking that you do. I don't know how much you heard, but she hates herself for not trusting you. She thinks that she has lost you forever. She has tried to reach out and talk things out, but you have ignored her. If she has to live without you she will find a way. She will be okay for the baby's sake. She loves you, Randy. She gave you another chance. Why can't you do the same?" She walked away. The guys watched her walk out of the auditorium.

Randy's POV

After Kendall and Jamie left, John and I got into the ring and started rehearsing. My heart wasn't in it. All I could see and hear was Kendall kneeling in the middle of the ring, crying her heart out. To hear her cry like that had ripped me apart. All I wanted to do was get in that ring and wrap my arms around her. So, why didn't I? My stubborn pride. Kendall had hurt me more than I ever thought possible. Thinking about what Jamie said, I realized that she was right. I had hurt Kendall worse than she had hurt me. That doesn't matter at this point. All that matters is that I love Kendall and I miss her. She is the one that completes me. When it comes down to it, love is the only thing that matters. I know that Kendall loves me. Yeah, she made a mistake, but so had I. Everyone makes mistakes. I had to talk to her. I looked at John.

"I will see you later." I said and headed toward the ropes.

"We just started. Where are you going?" John said.

"To talk to your sister." I got out of the ring.

"About damn time." He replied. I chuckled. I left the auditorium and went to the Diva's locker room. When I knocked on the door, Gail answered. She said that Kendall wasn't there. She hadn't been there today. I sent a text to Jamie. She sent a text back to me and said that Kendall was in Dave's and Paul's dressing room. When I got to the room, Mickie and Jamie were waiting outside to talk to me.

"What are you doing, Randy?" Jamie asked.

"I want to talk to Kendall."

"We just got her to take a nap. She hasn't been sleeping. Please don't wake her now." Mickie stated.

"I won't wake her. I want to see her, though."

"We will give you some privacy." Jamie said. They walked away and I went into the room. Kendall was sleeping on the couch. I looked down at her. Mickie was right when she said that Kendall hadn't been sleeping. She had bags under her eyes. I knelt down so I was looking into her face. I noticed that she was stressed out. Her forehead was furrowed. I knelt there for a few more minutes before I stood up. I leaned down, kissed her cheek, and then left. I went back down to the ring and continued rehearsing with John.

Kendall's POV

I woke up from my nap at around 6. There was no one else in the room but me. I decided to go walk the halls and think about what I was going to say to the WWE Universe. I didn't want to tell them that I was pregnant. They would find out soon enough. I wanted to keep it away from the media for as long as I could. I was the first one to go out on RAW tonight. So I had three hours to figure out what I was going to say.

2 Hours 45 Minutes Later

I had finally figured everything out. Now I was in the Diva's locker room, waiting to go down to gorilla. A tech came to get me at 8:55. I went down to gorilla. I had told the others not to come down to gorilla with me. I would see them all after I was finished. I just wanted RAW to start so I could get this over with.

Finally, the time came. My entrance music started and I walked down to cheers and claps. I smiled and slapped fans' hands. When I got into the ring I stood there for a few minutes, listening to the WWE Universe, before I started talking.

"Thank you for that reception. I love each and every one of you. I love coming out here and performing for you. Even though, I have only been in the ring for a short time, I love it. I am sorry to say that I have to say good-bye for a while." I stopped as the fans started to boo and talk. "There are some things going on in my personal life that I have to take care of. Just know that I will miss you. I love you all. Until next time." Tears started falling down my cheeks. I waved to the fans and started to get out of the ring. Just as I had gotten to the ropes, entrance music started. I stopped getting out of the ring and waited.

Well, that is it for Chapter 20.

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