Hey Everyone,

Sorry that I haven't been able to update. School has been hectic. Well, everything has been hectic really. But here is a chapter. I can't really guaruntee the date of the next chapter so don't keep your hopes up. It really sucks that I can't update as much as I want to but school is crazy.

Hope you understand,
Ashley

Tiny Voice

Sniff.

Sniff sniff.

What in the world was that?

I felt something moving across my cheek. I felt my cheek wetting.

I peeked my eye open and what do I find? A russet black wolf all in my face with his morning doggy breath.

I batted my hand in his direction and smacked right smack in the muzzle.

He whimpered in pain and sadness.

"Jake," I said, croaking "Stop it."

Jacob licked me across the face and started to pant.

I opened my eyes fully to see his dog face. I rolled my eyes as I sat up in my bed.

"Why are you waking me up this early? It's Saturday!"

Jake cocked his head to the right and looked at me.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Stop it!" I said, grouchily, while getting out of my bed.

As I went to my dresser, I pulled open the drawer. I grabbed my clothes out of it and lie them out on the bed.

Jake barked from behind me.

"Can you just phase already," I said, venomously "I don't speak mutt."

I soon heard a quick burst of sound as I walked through my walk through closet.

"Are you still mad at me?"

I snorted at his ignorant question. Was I mad? Oh you couldn't imagine.

I turned around quickly to grab some socks when I got a glance of Jake's pride and glory. He forgot to put on his shorts. Well, more like everything. Gross.

"Jake!" I screamed "Don't you think you forgot something!?"

"Oh crud." I heard him mutter as he left my room, totally embarrassed.

I tried to hide my blush. I was so not expecting that this morning. I don't think I would have been ready at anytime of the day. This was just awkward.

Soon, I heard my door open and then close. He was back.

"Please don't be mad, Ness." I heard him say "I'm sorry."

I listened to his plead carefully. I knew Jake. He was really sorry about this.

"I know you're still mad about last night but you have to forgive me sooner or later…"

"Actually, Jacob," I said with a slam of the closet door "I don't have to."

"Look, Renesmee," Jake said "I'm sorry."

I considered his plead. He sounded really hurt.

"Okay, Jake." I said inhumanly quiet "I forgive you."

I quickly felt his warm arms wrap around me.

"Thank you, Nessie."

It felt good to be in his arms again. But I wasn't going to let him know that.

"Yeah."

I opened and pushed the door back into its place for the second time and got out of his arms. I went over to my bed and reviewed my day's outfit.

"So, I was thinking" I heard Jacob say as he sat on the edge of my bed "Maybe we can go out for the day and spend it together."

I froze in my spot and stared blankly at my clothes lied out on the bed. I wasn't going to do this. He was basically asking me out on a date.

Come on, Renesmee, I heard the little tiny voice in the back of my head say. You should let him come with you.

Oh no I am not. I refuse to bring him after what he did to me last night. Why am I bargaining with myself? Why am I talking to myself should be what I should be asking.

"Um." I started but didn't know what I wanted to say. I needed an excuse.

"Come on, Ness," he said "We can go to Central Park and maybe have a picnic or something. It'll be great. Just like old times."

Just like old times, the tiny voice said, Doesn't that sound nice?

Not at all really, I replied back, bargaining with the voice.

I thought about the words. Old times. I don't really know what that means now. It is more like a faint memory stored in the back of my mind. I don't know anymore.

"Come on, Renesmee…" I heard him urge from behind me

I needed an excuse and fast.

"Well, me and Nate have a date today…" Lie. "And he was going to go take me somewhere today." Another lie.

He growled at Nate's name.

"How about I come along?" he asked, hopefully.

He was going to be difficult. I sighed.

"We were kinda going alone…" I lied once again to him.

"Oh."

We both were frozen in our spots. Nobody dared to move.

"Well, I guess that's that." I heard Jake say with a puff of air. He proceeded to the nearest exit way to get away from all the tension in the room.

He was crushed.

Just as he was leaving I heard myself call out to him.

What was I doing? Why am I calling him back in here?

"Yeah, Ness?"

"Um."

Don't do it Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Don't you dare.

"Do you want to go with us to Central Park?"

He smiled suddenly. "Yeah, I'll be ready in a few!"

He ran out of the room quickly to get ready.

Just as he left, he came back and swooped me up in a hug. Me, off guard, fell on the bed with him on top of me.

Our eyes locked instantly.

They were beautiful. You could probably swim in them if it were possible. They could just drown you in beauty.

Jake was staring at me contently.

I saw his head move toward mine as he dipped to kiss me.

I quickly grabbed a small beanie baby and shoved it in his face.

"Hey, Jake, remember this?" I said, as I moved from underneath him.

"Uh…" he started, slightly confused of my actions.

"Well, looks like," I said while pushing him out of my room "You need to go get dress so see you in a few! Okay? Great!"

I closed the door quickly and slowly descended to the ground.

Another note to myself: Don't listen to the tiny voice in your head.