Chapter 20,
Peter's POV,
"Its time we find Jackson, and I know how to do it"
Before anyone could speak I spoke out
"And how do we do it baby sis?"
She looked at me and smiled,
"We use me as bait!"
My baby sis is one crazy little hell fire, she said it so casually, like it was an everyday thing to use her as bait against a psycho vamp who wants her dead. I could see Jasper was losing his cool with my baby sis today, there has been so much she hasn't told any of us.
I could understand why she kept some of it to herself but not all of it, and to keep so much from her mate, was madness.
But before he could go all psycho major on her ass I wanted to scream madness at her first.
"Okay Bella have you damn near lost your mind? We are not going to just use you as bait! What the hell is wrong with you? We've already lost you once to death and got you back, there is no way in hell you will have that luck again!"
She smiled at me softly before unwrapping Jaspers arms from around her and walking over to me, she put her hand on my cheek and looked into my eyes.
"Big brother you know me better then anyone and you know that I have a crazy ass mother fucking plan somewhere deep in my head. I wasn't planning on being in the clearing on my own I was planning on having Leah close by, like behind me so she could look into Jackson's eyes and imprint before he got to the killing me part you know"
Yeah as I said before my sister is one crazy bitch! I looked over to Jasper who had a look of disbelief on his face, then over to Leah who looked like she wanted to cry.
I was just about to say something else to Bella when Leah suddenly spoke up
"Okay hold on, your telling me that your willing to use yourself as bait so I can get my happy ending with my mate?"
Leah looked like she just wanted to burst into tears.
Bella looked over to her and smiled at her
"Leah everyone deserves their happiness and if I can help people on there path to happiness then I am more then willing to help them. Why is that so hard to believe?"
"Nobody's ever done anything for me before. When Sam broke my heart all anyone did was pity me but I didn't want that I just want a chance to grieve for the love I lost then move on. But I phased and had to see him everyday then I had to see Emily and see what really happened.
I then listened to Sam apologise to me every chance he could get. But what hurt the most was he never tried to fight the imprint to be with me."
Bella looked at her with so much compassion in her eyes,
"Leah, fighting the imprint would have killed both of them, then you would end up with not having him in your life at all and that would of been much worse trust me. When you find that one person who you know is the one your going to spend forever with there is no feeling in this world like it.
Its like magic your souls connect and there is nobody on this planet that can fill that whole that suddenly explodes within your chest. You want to spend every minute of everyday with that person, you want to make some excuse to ring them just so you can hear there voice.
It doesnt mean that he stopped loving you or that he stopped caring for you, the feelings he has for you will always be there but now he loves you the way he was always supposed to."
I could smell the tears already without seeing them, I knew Bella had touched something deep in Leah to make her truly understand what an imprint means, before any of us could blink Leah was pulling Bella into a bone crushing hug that had Jasper growling and Bella scowling at him,
I knew Leah's hug had hurt Bella's ribs but she didnt let it show. Jasper would be taking her to some spot in the woods tonight so nobody could hear what would be said between them both, I knew it was going to be hard on him because now he couldnt go all male vamp on her ass cause he might break her.
I looked over to Jasper who was looking at me with a raised eyebrow, yeah I knew what he was asking. I have to keep everyone in the house tonight so nobody tried to find them.
I nodded my head to him but sent him some caution, because Bella has always been a hot head and rises to anger far to much and I didnt want him to say something he would regret.
He nodded his acceptance, he walked up to Bella and grabbed her hand then looked out to the family.
"Before any of this shit goes down me and my mate need some time to talk, it seems shes been keeping a lot from me."
Bella looked down with a frown on her face, I knew she was going to argue with him about going off right, I knew it but there was no way in hell I was going to tell him he had just made a mistake with my baby sis, trying to tell her what to do.
And there was no way in hell she was going to wait for this to happen because she couldnt stand to see anyone unhappy and until Leah meets her mate she would be unhappy.
She yanked her hand out of Jasper's grasp and looked to him with a raised eyebrow,
"Jasper Dwaine Whitlock, who the hell do you think you are? Do not tell me what to do!"
Jasper looked shocked, then angry, then pissed!
"Bella, you are my mate and you have been keeping stuff from me. I think right now I am pissed the hell of with you. So I will tell you what the hell to do and you will follow me and tell me everything you havent"
"No I wont! I am going with Leah to the clearing and we are going to meet with Jackson, once I know all this shit is clear and out of the way then I will go with you and tell you everything. Dont forget Jasper you left me with Maria so dont hate me because I havent told you everything"
Yeah so not the right thing to say to Bella, you do not tell her what to do unless you want your balls chopped
"Bella I am your mate and the male and as the male I am the dominate one in this relationship!"
"Dont throw that at me Jasper you know that shit dont wash with me"
Before they could say anything they both would regret I jumped in, dont get me wrong I love Jasper his my brother in venom but Bella is my sister and right now if she believes in finding Jackson first then thats what we have to do.
I stood in front of them and put my hand on Jasper's chest to push him back a bit, then I turned to Bella and looked into her eyes, the eyes could never lie to me.
I could see in her eyes that she was scared, of what I dont know.
"Your scared why?"
She looked at me and smiled,
"Because that ass can only think about what I havent told him, he isint thinking about the fact that there is a sadistic vampire on my ass wanting to kill me and if I dont sort it out soon, then I'm dead! There will be no coming back for me. So not only am I doing this for Leah but I am doing this to stay alive to!"
I could see the honesty in her eyes, so I turned to Jasper who still looked pissed, yeah I dont think he heard a word she just said. So I would have to step in and Emmett would have to help me.
"Jazz did you hear her?"
He looked to me
"Yeah I did what do you want me to do?"
I shook my head then looked over to Emmett who was just looking around as usual.
"Emmett, you fancy a good ole fight?"
"Hell yeah"
"Good get Jasper the hell outta here and keep him busy. The rest of us are going to follow Bella and sort this shit out with Jackson"
They all nodded there heads, before Jasper could say anything Emmett was pushing him into the forest away from all of us,
"Thank you big brother, I know I have to tell him everything but we need to sort Jackson out first. Guys you all follow me, when we get to the clearing stay hidden, I am going to sit in the middle Leah stay behind me. I want him to see me first then I want him to look into your eyes."
With that she took off in the opposite direction that Emmett took Jasper in.
Looks like our life's still aren't peaceful, never a dull moment when Bella's home!
Bring on the future with my baby sis, because our life's were never going to be quiet.
