hi again, thank youi for the reviews and sorry that i havnt been able to reply personally but they are appreciated, and very very very sorry for taking so long, well we are coming towards the end of my supernatural fantasy thanks to everyone who read and especially those who reviewed

As I walked down the dark isolated road I headed towards the last place I called home, the hotel, I needed to pick up my things anyway, then from there I could think out my next move, the beeping of my phone letting me know that someone was calling made me jump, I looked at the caller id and Deans name flashed onto the screen, I pressed the button that made it stop ringing and shoved it back into my pocket, no sooner than I had crossed my arms crossed over my chest for warmth it started ringing again

"Just leave me alone," I said to no one, and kept walking, with total oblivious to the time I arrived back at the hotel, half of me was quiet upset that there was no one there waiting for me, I took my phone out of my pocket and looked at the three missed calls on my phone, 2 were from Deans phone and 1 from Sam, I picked up my guitar and strummed a few notes, trying to think of where I was going to go, I thought about going back to my mum's but pushed that thought out of head before I warmed to the idea, I thought about Missouri, and how happy and peaceful I had been there, but I knew that sooner or later the boys would show up there, I feel back against the bed and let out a loud sigh, I was starting to feel stupid about my actions and didn't know what I could do to fix them, maybe I could just ring them, but my stubbornness was taking over and I knew that wasn't going to happen, just then my phone rang again, it was Sam, I contemplated answering until it stopped ringing,

"I'm fine, just give me some time please," I hit the send button on my phone and sent the text message, I knew that they would be worried, and it wasn't fair to let them think that something was wrong, I also knew it wouldn't be long before they turned up here, in a panic I grabbed my bag, and ran out of the door closing it behind me, I got across the car park before I realized that I had forgotten my guitar, I started to turn back, then I heard the familiar roar of an engine, I kept to the shadows as I watch Sam jump out of the car and run into my room calling my name, Dean struggled to get out of the car and hobbled after his brother, I wanted to walk back in, and apologize, hold Dean in my arms and make up but pride got in my way, I said a silent goodbye, and turned around and kept walking, it wasn't long before someone picked me up.

"oh Lorraine it's so good to see you again," Missouri held her arms out and a wide smile was on her face, I walked in to her arms and she wrapped them around me "oh, baby, you in some trouble ain't you," just when I thought I couldn't cry anymore tears swarmed down my face, "come on in girl," I followed her into the small sitting room, and sat down on the lounge, "you relax I'll go and make some tea," she left the room and I leaned my head back against the back of the lounge and closed my eyes, every time I heard a car go past, my eyes would fly open, and my heart would race until the sound off the engine faded away, half of me wanted to see Sam and Dean again, I wanted Dean to run in pull me in his arms and tell me he loved me, then live happily ever after, I smiled at my little fantasy then reprimanded myself, out of pure exhaustion, I nearly put my feet on the table, when Missouri walked back in,

"Don't worry I won't scold you?" she smiled as she put the tray holding two steaming cups down on the table, I kept my feet on the floor, and accepted the cup of tea from her, taking a sip and enjoying the warm liquid that ran down my throat,

We sat in silence for nearly twenty minutes, I noticed Missouri slightly smile every time I heard a car go past, but if she was reading me she didn't say anything,

"So, are you ready tell me why you came back, and by yourself,"

I knew that she already knew, either she wanted to hear from me or didn't want me to know she had uninviting read my thoughts, I thought for a few moments before answering

"High expectations," I smiled nervously, and she gave that all too famous scowl "I wanted more than Dean is capable of giving, I rushed in and lost my head,"

"What did you want from him?"

"Happy ever after," I sighed

"Where do you find that," she didn't ask, she was making a point, that there is no such thing as happy ever after, only happy ever now, I knew that, I just didn't want to believe it

"I messed up," I threw my head back against the lounge, nearly spilling my half full cup

"then fix it," she replied, I don't know how I thought "yes you do," I opened my eyes and looked at her nearly giving myself whip-lash at the same time, she smiled at me, then got up and said good night as she walked up the stairs, I sat with my cup in my hand until it contents went cold, I didn't even hear the car pull into the driveway, it was the knock on the door that pulled me from my trance, a smile spread on my face as I stood up to answer the door, I heard the footsteps on the stairway as I put my hand on the handle and opened the door

"Don't open it," I heard Missouri scream to late, the figure I had just opened the door to flew past me and straight into Missouri I watched as she was flung in to the railings and slumped to the floor, I tried rushed to her but the man grabbed me by my hair turning me to look him in his face, my father's eyes stared back at me before it went dark.

When my eyes opened it took a moment for them to adjust to the darkness, I tried to wipe them but my hands were tied behind my back,

"Ahh the bait is awake," the bait? It was all a set up for Sam and Dean,

"Well it won't work; they don't even though I'm here,"

"That means that your useless and we can kill you," my father replied a sick smile on his face

"not yet," the man with the glowing yellow eyes replied, "they'll be here, they have been looking after you all this time, I know the boys wont just turn their backs on you,"

"I turned my back on them," I knew that I should probably just keep my mouth shut, but my curse of nervousness was taking over,

"Come on, we don't need her alive do we," I still couldn't believe that this was my father talking

"Shut up," the demon backhanded my father, causing him to stumble back; they spoke for a while to quiet for me to hear, but my father kept looking over his shoulder at me that same smirk on his face

What felt like days, but according to the dusty clock that hung isolated on the wall, was only hours, I felt the presence of two other people behind me, my father and the demon where to busy talking, to notice that one of them where untying my hands

"I knew you would show up," the demon spoke before he turned to look in my direction, his eyes shining brightly and satanic smile on his face,

"Well, we didn't want to disappoint," Dean said standing up as he pocketed the knife that he used to unbound me, I rubbed my wrist where the rope had cut into them and stood up

"Come on Sam, show yourself, I know your there," Sam came out a shot gun pointed at the demon, "you know that won't hurt me boy,"

"No but it will hurt like hell," he said firing a shot into his chest, he jolted back a bit but stood his ground

"No, I've been there, it was nothing like it," he said and with a wave of his hand the gun flew out of Sam's hand and he flew backwards, Dean now pointed a gun at him as he handed one to me, I aimed it the demon "don't you ever learn"

"Doesn't look like it," Dean started firing It all happened fast as the demon used his powers, My dream about Dean started to play out, he stood pinned to a pole, Sam still hadn't moved and feared he was dead until I saw him stir and try to stand up but couldn't. The yellow eyed demon ordered Sam to watch as he tore his brothers heart out once again, without touching him, Dean screams were deafening and I tried to run to him, but my father grabbed me, a couple of elbows to the face and his grip had loosened enough for me turn and use the handle of the gun to knock him out, I turned back to the demon and pointed the gun at him

"what do you think you would do with that," but I cocked the gun and fired, the demon stood there only a slight jolt as the bullet entered into his chest, "Silver, don't you know anything," he laughed at me as he turned his attention back to Dean, who was gasping for breath, I pulled a couple of salt rock bullets that I had in my pocket and loaded them in to the gun then shoot him again, this time he spun around,

"Now that hurt a bit," he said and flung me into the wall behind me, I felt my rib crack as I impacted with the wall then fell to floor in a heap, shooting hadn't done much but I had distracted him from his hold on Sam and he got up and flung himself at the demon, while they battled it out I managed to release Dean, with the blade that he had in his back pocket, the Demon flung Sam into us and we all stumbled back hitting the floor, we regained composure, standing together we pulled out our guns, all loaded with rock salt, and aimed and fired, the sound was strident, as bullet after bullet entered the demon, knocking him back a little at a time, after we had emptied all our rounds in to him, he started at Sam, "you will be mine one day," He said and with that black smoke escaped his body, and vanished though the floor boards, and the man that stood there slumped to the ground, I ran over to him, and checked for a pulse, I was relieved to find one

"Call an ambulance," I cried out, and Dean grabbed his cell and as quickly as he could manage ran out of the building, to get better reception,

"What about him," Sam said indicating to my dad, my new found killer instincts told me to tell him to put a bullet though his head, but instead I replied

"Tie him up, we'll let the cops deal with him," Dean came back down, blood soaked his shirt and he was wincing slightly from the pain, from where the demon had tried to perform a paranormal heart transplant, but he seemed like he would live, when the ambulance arrived they can check him over, I stood up and walked over to my father, who was now awake, and tied to a support pole.

"Can you two give me a moment alone, please," I said to Dean and Sam as I crouched down in front of my father

"Lorraine you sure," Dean replied

"I'll be fine," I looked in my father's eyes anger flashing, mirroring my own,

"I will get you, you little bitch," I stood up ignoring the pain, in my ribs, and walked across the room, I looked at the pictures on the wall, all of dead people bloody and torn, they looked more real in my dream but they were just pictures

"How much more evil do you think I am, to the guy your working with," I growled back at him, "I pity you, you spent the best part of your life chasing after me,"

"And I'll spend the rest of my life too,"

"Why do you hate me so much?" I cried back, tears brimming in my eyes, he may be trying to kill me, but he was still my father, "because of my visions?"

"You get them from him,"

"From who?" I looked at him, my neck cracking as I turned too quickly, He didn't answer me just sat there with a smirk on his face, "From who?" I yelled

"You're not my daughter," those 4 words made me stumbled back as if I had been hit by an invisible force, his laughter rang in my ears, "your mother was such a slut she probably couldn't tell you who your father is," as I comprehended those words I thought back to Rosie, he continued with his cruel words, "your were evil before you where even born," he stopped laughing then looking at me seriously, "I will get you, it will only take time, I will cut you open and laugh as I watch you bleed" he started laughing again, my blood was boiling, I took out my gun, putting a single bullet in it and aimed it at him, he laughed harder, I was aiming right between his eyes, after 3 empty clicks, a loud bang sounded throughout the room making the walls shake and the bullet went soaring though the air and met its target, he slumped where he was, he was quiet but his laughter still echoed in my ears.

I stood over my father's lifeless body, the gun still limply held in my hand, Dean and Sam rushed down the stairs and stopped beside me, one look of my father and Dean wrapped his arms around me as Sam took the gun out of my hand, I leaned into Dean savoring the warmth and male affection, and let the tears run down my face, tears of sadness, relief, happiness even, but streamed they did, after a while I felt myself being lead towards the car, I got in like I was in a trance, and we took off as the sound of sirens came up over the hill behind us.

As we pulled up to the hospital, I remembered the events that took place before I was abducted

"Missouri,"

"she's fine," Sam answered as he pulled in to a parking space, he help Dean out of the car, and we all walked into the hospital, a couple of nurses rushed up

"Bar fight" one of them asked

"Boys will be boys," I answered as she gave disapproving looks at the boys and sympathetic ones to the bruises on my face,

"you can come with me," she said I followed her as the boys where led away by the other nurses, Sam gave me a questioning look, which I could only assume was to ask is I was going to run again, and I returned a smile, before they walked off, "she will be fine" the nurse told them, she led me to a room and asked me to lie down on the table while she felt my rib cage, and stomach for any other damages, "so what where you doing getting into bar fights while you pregnant,"

"What?"

"You didn't know,"

"Does this look like the face of a person who knew?"

"I'll give you a minute, while I get a doctor"

Placing my hands on my stomach, she had to be mistaken; I couldn't be pregnant, could I?

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