**AN- Sorry for the long wait. I hope you guys like this update. I changed a lot, and plan to continue on that route. I will still go by episodes but will be putting a lot more of my own spin on them. I plan on skipping ahead a bit, but it won't be a time skip kinda thing. I promise it will make sense and go, pretty smoothly, I think. I am beyond ready for the Originals to get here! Also, I don't know if any of you are as excited as I am for the reveal of how El breaks her curse, but I have officially decided how she is going to be doing that. It's not exactly how I had originally planned for it to happen, but I had a dream a few weeks ago and just loved the whole idea of what happened. Its a bit sad and I think it may piss a few people off for a bit, but that's part of the appeal:) As always, please review and let me know what you think. Don't be a silent reader. I swear I don't bite!******


A steady buzzing pulled me from my fitful slumber. My neck ached as I rolled out of the tight ball I found myself wrapped up in. The muscles in my back burned, a searing protest as I sat up, stretching my body. An unhealthy popping sound brought a wince to my face as I moved my neck from side to side. I pulled my red hair from where it had become stuck to the side of my face and was once again thankful that there was no one else here to witness the side of me that was more troll than human. My phone buzzed incessantly again and I glared dangerously at the little black machine that was responsible for my being awake at the ungodly hour of five a.m. Before I could even consider seeing who had thought it a good idea to disturb my slumber, I knew I needed to get out of yesterday's clothes and find some sort of caffeine whether it be in IV form or otherwise, I didn't particularly care at this point. I slid off my bed and grabbed myself a change of clothes before slipping out of my room and tiptoeing to the bathroom. Once I was safely inside I went about my business, allowing the hot water to wash everything away. Hoping to rid myself of the metaphorical stain that I felt ingrained on my soul as well as the physical grime the day before had left all over me. After my skin was sufficiently rubbed a nice raw pink, I left the shower and dried my hair, pulling it into a loose french side braid. Aside from the lotion I rubbed into my parched skin, I left my face natural and exited the bathroom heading back into my room to grab my phone and purse. Shutting my door on the way out, I skipped over the squeaky step and stealthily made my way downstairs as I pulled out my phone to check who had tried to call. My head cocked to the side when I noticed I had an oddly large number of missed calls, all from Damon. What the hell did he want? Just as I was placing my finger over his name there was a knock on the front door.

Dammit! Jenna, Elena, and Jeremy were still sleeping for God's sake. I quickly headed to the door and yanked it open, a few strands of hair blowing out around my face as it passed me by. Cool, crystal blue orbs and a familiar cocky smirk greeted me and I narrowed my eyes, grinding my teeth together. I could feel my cheeks warming and hated myself for it. Damon smiled wickedly and leaned against the door frame, one arm lifted above his head. His usual button-up shirt absent today, instead he wore a long sleeve black t-shirt, sleeves rolled up to his elbows. His raven hair fell into his eyes as he moved closer to me. I bit my tongue, my traitorous fingers itched to brush the hair from his forehead. His smirk widened as if he could read my thoughts and I stepped away from him, flexing my fingers, which only made him chuckle.

I hated his stupid sexy face!

His right hand moved into view and I noticed a large coffee cup. My whole body reacted to the sight. Every ounce of my annoyance bled away at the thought of getting the fix I needed. My face lifted into a grin and my heart raced with joy. It was even my favorite kind!

"You bought me an iced frappe?" I squealed.

Damon laughed, his eyes mischievous. "It's a bribe," he said.

I took the cup, stepping outside and locking the door behind me. "What do you want, Day?" I asked, taking a large sip of the delicious caramel beverage.

I started down the porch steps and Damon followed beside me, his hands in his pockets. "Well, it seems that your sister spent the night doing the naughty with my brother." his face turned up for a moment, an unpleasant hateful expression marring his usually attractive face. Jealousy isn't a good look on Damon, and I found, that knowing that it was my sister that brought forth that sort of reaction, made me feel physically ill. "So, I want you to join me in interrupting their morning. To throw them off. I also want your take on Stefan's whole 'let's work together spiel'." Damon said, using bunny ear quotations when he talked of Stefan's idea.

I slid into Damon's car leaning my head back against the seat in frustration. When he got in I turned towards him, my eyes hard. "Fine, but I'll tell you right now before we even get there, I won't be involved in anything to do with damaging their relationship. I know this is hard for you, seeing them together, but she is happy and I won't help you ruin that," I said, my hand raised in the air.

Damon's eyes scanned my face, his own expressionless as he focused on reading me. I was an open book, at least at this moment. I didn't need to hide anything from him. In fact, he needed to see it. He needed to know he could trust me, but he also needed to know my limits, and Elena and Stefan's relationship; the game he wanted to play with his brother, that was one of them. Once he had seen what he needed to, he nodded moving back into his seat. He pulled out of my drive and moved towards the Boarding House, only slowing when I took out a coin to throw over Wickery Bridge.

"Why do you do that? He asked.

I rolled up my window and looked at him, shrugging. "It's silly but it's my way of remembering my parents. People throw coins in fountains and wells to make wishes, well I throw them over the bridge and into the water where my parents died, as a way to remember them. To make sure they know that I haven't forgotten them and that I wish they were still here," I said, my voice cracking.

He brushed a strand of hair from my face, placing it behind my ear, a rare smile gracing his lips. "There's my Elandra. Always so soft-hearted," he whispered, as we left the bridge behind.

I looked away from him, trying to ignore the way his hand had felt on my skin. Finally, we arrived at the house and I all but jumped from the car the moment he stopped. I stepped into the house and headed upstairs towards Stefan's room. I could feel Damon following me but decided to sip my coffee and ignore him. When I reached Stef's door I stood to the side and allowed Damon to take the lead.

"This is so mean," I sighed.

Damon smiled, opening the door and taking my hand, effectively cutting off my protests. He approached the bed, slowly sitting down at the foot and smirking at the vision our siblings made curled up together, unaware of the world around them. They were snuggled up, spooning. It was an unsettling image. Not just because it was my sister I was watching, likely after she had just had sex. Which was just...disgusting. It was also like I was watching a vision of the past. It was like seeing what it had been like when Katherine was with Stefan, all while Damon was in the wings, pining and devastated that the woman he loved was with his brother, always just out of his reach. It made my stomach roll. Was that the sort of thing Damon imagined every time he looked at my sister? I turned away, feeling more like my past self then I wanted to admit. My heart hurt, this whole situation was starting to bother me more than I expected it too. Katherine would love to know that, and I couldn't let her see it. I couldn't let her use the pain of my past to get what she wanted from me. Elena started to wake and Stefan joined her seconds later. He wrapped his arms around her tightly as he kissed her on the cheek, a bright smile on his face. I swallowed roughly, averting my eyes from their private moment.

"Mmm. Good morning," Elena sighed contentedly.

This was so wrong. I am the worst sister ever.

Stefan pulled her closer and looked down at her flushed face. "I could get used to this," he said.

Damon sneered, tilting his head and choosing that moment to make our presence known. "Rise and shine, sleepyheads," he cheerfully said, slapping the bed with gusto.

I winced, turning my head away as they both jumped, my sister revealing her lacy black bra in the process. I quickly walked over to them, yanking the sheet over Elena with a growl in Damon's direction.

Elena narrowed big brown accusatory eyes at me. "Damon, Elara! Please!" she yelled, turning to face him and taking hold of the sheet.

Stefan on the other hand, let the sheet fall, his bare chest in full view. Elena lifted the sheet to cover him again, glaring in my direction. I scoffed lightly, which turned into a full-on laugh when she bared her teeth at me in anger.

"Please, Lena. Do you know how many times I used to watch them swim in the lake with my brothers? I have seen both Salvatores bare-chested many times. Besides, Stefan is a brother in my eyes," I sighed, stepping next to Damon who smiled up at me.

"You've seen a lot more than my bare chest, Miss Miller," he mock-whispered.

I blushed profusely and smacked his chest avoiding my sister's fiery gaze. Stefan tried to reign in a laugh, turning it into a mild cough, which only made Elena grumble in anger. "What are you two doing in my bedroom?" Stefan asked.

Damon scoffed, his face playful. "Oh stop being smutty," he said.

Stefan pulled the sheet further up on Elena, making sure she was covered properly. "Seriously, get out of here!" Stefan hollered.

I jumped lightly and grabbed Damon's arm, he shrugged me off with a laugh and leered at Stefan and Elena. "If I see something I haven't seen before, I'll throw a dollar at it," he smirked.

I blinked several times at this and took a step back, my mind whirring at the oddly scientific idea he at proposed. I wasn't entirely sure that's what he had meant, but it had put the idea in my head. Are Elena and Kat COMPLETELY identical? It's a disgusting thought but an intriguing one all the same. While all these weird ideas were flying through my mind I didn't notice when Damon stood and leaned down, placing his hands on the frame at the foot of the bed.

"Now listen, we have some very important business to discuss," he said.

Elena sat back and sighed. "And it has to be right now?" she asked.

Damon sneered, crossing his arms. "Well, we have lots to do, now that we're all friends and working towards a common goal," he smirked.

Stefan and Elena exchanged a look, one that made me uneasy. I narrowed my eyes and stood side by side with Damon, crossing my own arms. Yeah, if they were working with Damon than Katherine was gonna win Miss Congeniality at the next Miss Mystic Falls pageant.

"So, in order to open the tomb, we need to find the journal to get the grimoire to undo the spell. First things first-since as you are Elena Gilbert. You're on journal duty," Damon said.

Elena huffed pointing her bony finger in my direction. "Hello! Elara G-I-L-B-E-R-T!" Elena spat, spelling out our last name hatefully. "Why can't she do it?" she asked.

Damon turned towards me and shrugged. "Miller," he enunciated slowly. "She'll always be a Miller to me, and besides I need her for something else. Besides, she is an all-powerful witch; journal duty is below her pay grade," he said, with a cocky smile.

Elena glared at me and I slapped Damon on the arm. "Damon, cool it. You're getting me into trouble" I whispered.

Damon turned to me with a wicked smile and I raised a brow in question. "Since when am I helping? Elara I get: you bat your eyes and somehow convince her to help you," she petulantly said.

I placed a hand on my hip and ground my teeth together, ready to let loose on my childish little sister, but Damon placed his hand on my arm, stopping me before I could blow up on her. I let out a deep breath and tried to cool off, turning away as Damon continued with his little drama fest.

"Well, since Stefan's helping, and you have taken up residence in Stefan's bed, ergo…" he trailed off suggestively.

I bit my lip to keep from laughing, my cheeks burning from the effort. Stefan looked at Elena, ever the knight in shining armor...or sheet as it may be at the moment; and smiled warmly at her.

"You don't have to do anything that you don't want to," he said.

Elena sighed in acceptance, looking at Damon with a gleam in her eye, one that had my spidey senses tingling. Something was definitely going on. I tried to catch her eye and knew for sure they had some sort of plan the moment she guiltily avoided my gaze. I shook my head and turned away from her. She could look for the journal all she wanted, but she wouldn't find it. I would borrow it from Jer myself, then use it to locate the grimoire and take it before either of them ever had the chance. I wasn't going to let them stab Damon in the back. Not this time. He needed to know that Kat wasn't in that tomb.

"I'll look for it tonight," she said.

I stood straighter, lowering my chin and staring them both down in anger and defiance. Lena laid back in the bed, pulling the sheet over her face in annoyance.

"Good," Damon said.

Stefan looked down at Elena in amusement and then glanced at Damon and me. "How do we know that this journal will hold the location of the grimoire? We're really going to take the word of this vampire? He seemed like a bit of a dimwit," Stefan said, obviously hoping to stall Damon a bit.

I placed a hand on the back of my neck and rolled my eyes.

"In lieu of any other options," Damon said.

I looked at them both and shook my head. "The location is in there. Don't worry. We'll get the grimoire," I said, staring at Stefan with heated eyes.

He watched me closely until Elena pulled the sheet from her face and sat up. "Ok, what exactly is a grimoire, anyway?" she asked.

Damon shrugged his shoulders and looked at me with a smile. "A witch's cookbook," he said.

I started giggling, my chest shaking with the force of it. Stefan sighed, laying back on the bed as Elena had.

"Every spell that a witch casts is unique itself, so every witch would document their work," Stefan explained, speaking towards the ceiling.

Elena watched him, her brows raised in surprise. She looked at me in excitement. "Do you have one?" she asked, voice rushed.

I lowered my head, my laughter dying down. "Elena, I'm not really that kinda witch, but yeah I have had a few. They were more like journals though, with memories and thoughts. They did have a few of my own spells that only witches of my kind could ever hope to cast. But they have all probably been lost to time," I said thoughtfully "Besides, with as many different names as I have had and lives I have lived, only I would even know it was mine," I finished.

I refused to tell her that there were a few people that could probably distinguish my handwriting enough to discover if a journal belonged to me. She didn't need to know that the Mikelasons were some of the few people who probably knew me well enough to piece together the different facets of my life.

Elena looked disappointed for some reason, probably hoping I would loan Bonnie a bit of my past. When would she learn that Bonnie would never be able to do what I can? We were two, very different incarnations of witch. She was one of nature: and bound to everything that goes with that. I am a witch of creation: my ancestors were chosen, created to be what we are. My magic was not a gift from nature; so I will never be bound to her, or her rules. Nor, will I ever be forced to bow to my ancestors or, any other witch for that matter; dead or alive. I felt lucky knowing my ancestors would never force me to do their bidding, or attack me because they disagreed with something I had done. I was free to make my own mistakes, and if or when I needed their help, I would always have the option of asking for it; free of fear. Whether they accepted was a whole 'nother story. I had been taught long ago that my family line of magic came from deep within our cores. Our very souls were infused with ancient magic; magic we can draw from. That's how I am able to channel everything through myself, and am visibly able to show my own magical signature, pushing it outward, and using the force of it as a weapon. The true story of how my family became infused with magic had long been lost, but my mother had told me as a child that the first of our line, Ayana, had come across a stone arch after our family had settled upon their new land. When she approached the arch - one she was sure had been there since the time of the old Gods - she found a peculiar script written across it. When she placed her hand on the jagged edge of the stone, she cut the palm of her hand. When her blood seeped onto the stone, a bright light engulfed her spilling into her body and lighting up her core; infusing it with the very magic that we carry within us today. Who knows if that is what truly happened, all I know is, that I'm grateful to not be beholden to anyone, let alone mother nature. I had warned Bonnie once already of what could happen to witches that went against their ancestors, and I was glad to not be one of her kind. I shook myself from my thoughts and focused on the conversation unfolding in front of me.

"And I don't like that disadvantage, so…." Damon clapped his hands together. "Chop, chop." he smarted, grabbing my arm and escorting me towards the door backward.

I stumbled dumbly, wait, what had I missed while I was daydreaming?

"You know, I really like this whole menage a foursome team thing. It's got a bit of kink to it," he chuckled. "Don't screw it up," he said, pointing at them both as he pulled me out the door.

Damon slowly walked me down the stairs, once we hit the bottom step I yanked him to a stop my finger on my lips. I used my other hand and pointed at his ear and then the ceiling. He rolled his eyes, their blue depths staring upward where I knew Elena and Stefan were probably trying to act all innocent and teamy. After a second his face screwed up in disgust and he took my wrist, dragging me outside towards his car.

"What?" I asked, probably not wanting the answer if the look on his face was anything to go by.

He pushed me into the car and I huffed in annoyance. I was really getting tired of his pushy behavior. I really hated feeling like a doll. I watched him warily as he slipped into the car, slamming on the gas and speeding out of the driveway like a man possessed.

"He knew I was listening. Whatever Elena was about to say...he stopped her. Then she decided to...change the subject," he said through clenched teeth.

I crossed my arms and glanced out the window. "Well, good for her. Seems like Stefan may be more fun than I give him credit for," I said under my breath.

Damon, of course, heard me and made sure to hit every bump in the road on the way to my house. By the time he was back in my driveway, at the speed he had been going, my head was quite sore from hitting the roof of his car. But it was worth it. I was sick and tired of him fawning over my sister. I turned my head towards him with a sigh.

"Listen Damon. I hate to say this but I don't trust either of our Saint siblings. They obviously have some sort of plan of their own. But what they don't know is, I have insider info." At my words Damon's head finally shot towards mine, his eyes gleaming with curiosity. When I saw he was no longer harboring anger towards me I continued. "I already know where the journal is. So, I'm going to go get it and when I have it I'll recover the location of the grimoire, then I'm gonna put the journal somewhere they can find it, and they'll never be the wiser." Damon's eyes clouded with confusion and I smiled wickedly, leaning closer as if my next words were a closely guarded secret. I lowered my voice. "I thought you might wanna have some fun with them. We could see exactly what they planned to do. Play with them a bit." I said.

When I saw his eyes spark I quickly added my amendment. "But gently," I finalized.

His full pink lips pouted playfully, but his eyes never lost their spark, making them gleam like pure oceanic crystal. "You really are amazing Ellie," he said.

I laughed lightly and decided to taunt him a bit. "And just think I could have been yours. Elandra Salvatore."

His eyes darkened and my smile became predatory. "Too bad, eh. If only I had been born a Petrova," I sighed, my green eyes hardening for a moment.

Damon leaned away from me, his pale face slackening and I almost felt bad for a moment, but then I remember the pain I had felt watching him as he lusted after my sister all morning and the guilt vanished. Bekah would be proud. "I'll text you, Damon. Do not make them suspicious of us," I said, pointing my finger at him. He pushed back his emotions, his mask slipping back into place as he nodded. I slid out of the car and headed inside to find Jeremy and the journal.


Jeremy was pretty easy to locate, like most teenage boys he was lounging on the couch playing video games. "Hey Jeremy," I said, plopping down beside him.

He smiled at me and continued rolling the joystick on his controller around, a determined expression on his face. I leaned my head on his shoulder and watched him play for a moment.

"I have a favor kiddo. Well more like a question," I said.

At this Jer paused his game and spun around on the couch, lifting one leg onto the seat as he turned to face me. "What's up Ellie Bean?" he asked in concern.

My heart lifted at the love his expression showed, and I vowed to make sure Elena never forced him into anything again. At least for as long as I could. I felt my stomach sink and tried to forget, for now, that I wasn't going to be around for much longer.

"You remember that creepy monster journal you were reading of our ancestors? Can I have it? I am researching for a story I am writing," I said quietly, biting my bottom lip as if I were embarrassed.

Jeremy blinked at me, briefly surprised. Like everyone else, he didn't know that I was into writing(which I am, just never in this life) then smiled brightly. "Your a writer, El?" he asked excitedly.

I nodded quickly with faux enthusiasm, leaning in after looking around the room. "I like to write fiction. But since writing is Elena's thing I've never nurtured it until recently. So please don't tell anyone. Especially, that I asked about the journal. I don't want anyone to know I'm into that sorta stuff, Jer. It's kinda embarrassing," I flushed.

Jeremy grinned, slapping a hand on my shoulder. "Deal, but I gave the journal to Mr. Saltzman. So you'll have to wait until I can get it back," he said.

My eyes narrowed into slits. Alaric what the hell are you doing with a hunter's journal?

"That's ok, Jer. Just keep this between you and me," I smiled, rising to my feet. Jeremy nodded, pressing start on his game. I waved goodbye and raced out the door, pulling my keys from my bag. Well, looks like I'm making a trip to the school.


I pulled into the school, only a few cars lining the mostly deserted parking lot. I spotted the exact one I was looking for and felt my tight jaw tick. I didn't know what to expect, but Alaric Saltzman was proving to become more and more interesting, and not in a good way. It seemed he was going to be a problem, something I never wanted him to become. I had never gotten a bad vibe from him, and I had always been able to trust my vibes or 'sixth sense' about people. That was the only reason I wasn't calling Damon right now and giving him the green light to go in fangs blazing.

I shut off my car and held onto the strap of my purse tightly as I walked up to the entrance, silently praising whichever God was listening when the door was unlocked. I was saving my magical reserve just in case. I was still building up my stamina. The more magic I used the weaker it made me. I needed to train so that I could cast longer without weakening myself. Who the hell knew what I was walking into. I had never really gotten close enough to Alaric to get a good read on him. I knew he was human, but that didn't always mean weak. Humans had the potential to be quite powerful with the proper training. As I entered, I squinted in the darkness glancing around, when I knew I was alone I cast a low-level spell on myself so that I would blend in with my surroundings. I grimaced as the cool feeling of an egg breaking atop my head slithered over me. I exhaled in relief. I should be sufficiently hidden from all but those who were either trained in the craft or knew what to look for. I didn't want to be caught by anyone. I tiptoed towards the History classroom, all the while keeping my ears and eyes peeled. As I neared the room I could see a faint light shining in the darkness. Hello...someone was home. I peeked into the room and found Alaric sitting at his desk bent over the journal, pouring over its contents with avid interest. His eyes were strained with exhaustion, and I felt a pang of pity for the poor man. What was going on with him? I watched him read for a few minutes, just taking in his mannerisms, trying to understand a bit about him. When he stood quite suddenly, I gasped stepping away from the door as he burst through. I followed behind him, noticing with interest when he stopped in the middle of the hallway his back rigid. He spun around and quickly scanned his surroundings in a defensive position, that of a trained hunter. I knew that look. I had seen it many times before. Hell, I had used it myself after Kol trained me.

Ah, I've got you now Mr. Saltzman.

Interesting very interesting. Do the council members know?

I held my breath while his eyes passed over my near invisible form. I knew that to the trained eye a shimmer could be seen, but unless Alaric knew a lot about witchcraft he wouldn't know what to search for. I kept my breath held deeply and watched him wait, head twitching left then right. Finally, he gave up, feet smacking against the tile floor as he headed back the way he had started. Air escaped my lips as my lungs thanked me for the oxygen they so desperately needed. I gulped down a few lungfuls and followed after my mysterious hunter/history teacher. I would seriously need to pay better attention in class from now on. Who knows exactly what type of supernatural beings he hunts. No need to piss him off unnecessarily. I found him in the teacher's lounge making copies of the journal. The glow from the copier illuminated his still form and I bit my lip, unsure if him having a copy of the journal was such a good idea. I stood next to him and watched as he finished rather quickly. When he was done he shut off the light and I followed him back to his classroom, this time without any oxygen deprivation. He lightly tossed the original journal on his desk and sat back in his sit, covering his tired face with his hands. Before he had covered his face I had seen the purple bags under his eyes and felt the pang of pity in the pit of my stomach again. I wasn't entirely sure what exactly it was about this man, but I had a bit of a soft spot for him. I knew he was a good man and that he would be good for Jenna, but he seemed to be as stuck in the supernatural world as Elena was and that would just put my family at further risk. Would it be worth it, to help this man? As he pulled his rough hands away from his face his blue eyes locked with my invisible green orbs and I felt my shoulders slump in defeat. Something was telling me Alaric Saltzman was meant to become involved with the Gilbert family. I could feel a firm sense of resolve fill me.

Ok, Alaric I'm going to help you.

I nodded as a plan started to form in my mind, and watched him grab a handful of papers from a tray on his desk. Leaning over them as he started to grade, with much less enthusiasm than he had before when reading the journal. A sudden movement outside of the classroom caught both Alaric and I's attention, our heads snapping towards the disturbance. I stepped away from Alaric and moved towards the journal, my hand reaching out to it. When Alaric stood, heading to the door, I took the journal from the desk, slipping it into my bag with ease. Alaric stepped outside the room, his back ramrod straight. I watched him closely, ready to step in if he needed me to.

"Hello?" he called out.

I rolled my eyes. Really?

I almost wanted to tell him how very teenage girl in a horror flick he was right now. When he left the classroom for the hallway, I slipped my hand into his desk where he had stashed the copy he had made and grabbed it as well.

Sorry, Alaric…

I stepped out of the room and slid past him as quietly as possible. I could sense a vampire here with us and it wasn't either of the boys. I didn't plan on staying to find out who it was. I cast a quick protection spell on Ric, hoping it would be enough to give him the shot he would need to take care of himself. I couldn't stick around all day protecting him. I looked back at Ric one last time, he was still calling out into the darkness and exited the school. As I hopped into my car I sensed a familiar presence in the air. Stefan? How did he find out about the journal? I put my car in drive and fled the school before Stefan got the chance to see me. I drove as quickly as I dared and pulled into my house ten minutes before I would have driving normally. I grabbed the journal and scanned the pages rapidly, searching for anything that would tell me what I needed to know. When I found what I was looking for my eyes ignited with hatred.

That stupid son of a bitch.

I should have guessed. I pulled out the copy from my bag and stepped out of my car, walking beside the house. I grabbed Aunt Jenna's tin bucket the garden and sat it on the ground in front of me, placing the copy of the journal inside. I stood, brushing the gravel from my knees and snapped my fingers, setting the pages on fire. I stood in front of the bucket for a moment, watching the pages curl and burn, the smoke twirling in circles in front of me. Once the pages were ash I took the bucket to the curb, dumping the remains in the trash can with a smirk. With the original journal in hand, I headed inside. I could hear voices coming from the kitchen but chose to ignore whoever it was for now. I sat down next to Jeremy, who was still lounging on the couch.

"Hey, Jer. Did you tell Stefan about the journal?" I whispered.

Jeremy looked up at me oddly but shook his head. "No, why?" he asked in confusion.

I frowned slightly, hoping I could believe him and sighed. "Who did you tell?" I asked.

Jeremy looked more confused than ever at my rapid-fire questioning and blinked heavily before realization dawned on his face. "Stefan was here earlier when I was talking to this girl Anna about the journal. She wanted to see it, but I told her I needed it once I got it back from Ric. He probably heard me," he said shrugging.

I leaned against his shoulder and smiled. "Ahhh. Well, that makes sense. Cause see, I went and borrowed it from Ric, but Stefan was there asking about it. I was nervous and didn't wanna bother them so I just took it. I'll explain to Ric later. I was just curious why Stefan wanted it. Could you tell Stefan you went and picked it up if he asks? Just tell him that when you grabbed it Ric wasn't around," I pleaded with puppy eyes.

Jeremy must have sensed my need and thought it was because I was a bit nervous around Stefan because his brotherly instincts kicked in. "Yeah of course Ellie. You don't have to say shit to Stefan!" he said.

I grinned broadly and kissed his cheek, giving him the tightest hug I could. "Ok, I'm gonna leave this here on the table for now. Remember this is just between you and me, ok?" I said.

Jeremy winked at me and I left him to the TV and his lazy day. I felt bad for using my baby bro like that, but I knew he would understand when the time came. I just couldn't wait until we could really team up and I could tell him everything. I headed into the kitchen and was shocked to find Aunt Jenna planted on the counter, a glass of red wine in hand. Damon was standing beside her cutting into a tomato.

"My father never approved of anyone I dated, which only made me want them more, of course. What about you?" he asked her.

I scoffed lightly, a hand on my hip. What an utter crock of shit. His father approved of our union until I was found to be a witch of course, but by then he had known Damon had basically dissolved our courtship in favor of Katherine. It had strained their relationship even more than it had already been. He had thought it a stain on their family honor, a broken courtship was a very big faux pas after all.

Damon spun around, the sharp blade pointed in my direction. "Have something to add there, Ellie," he asked, brow raised in a dare.

I held my jaw together tightly. "No, I was just under the assumption that there was one girl your father had approved of, once upon a time. At least for a brief period," I said tightly.

Damon cocked a grin, his eyes blazing in triumph. Had he been goading me? Jenna looked between us momentarily before watching Damon go back to cutting up the tomato.

"Yeah, there was one, but I screwed that up royally, so she doesn't really count," he said, in an almost whisper.

Jenna handed him her glass of wine and patted him on the back in a gesture of solidarity. I giggled under my breath when Damon chugged down the last of her wine before pouring her more, when he tried to stop in the middle of the glass Jenna took the bottle, filling the glass to the rim. Damon chuckled, going back to his chopping.

"There were a few guys. Logan isn't the only loser I've dated," Jenna said mournfully.

Damon looked at me and pointed the knife in my direction again. "What about you?" he asked.

I choked on my tongue and started coughing. Jenna laughed joyfully. "Yeah, El what about you? I'd like to hear this. You have always been so secretive and Elena won't ever spill about you," Jenna said.

I leaned against the island and sighed deeply. Damon was such an ass.

"Umm. I don't really date. I have had flings," I said, avoiding Jenna's eyes.

Jenna spluttered, wine flying onto my face. I wiped the liquid from my cheek and bit my lip, wincing at her surprised expression.

"Elara Marie!" she gasped.

I raised my hands in the air and shook my head. "Hey, no judgment. I am not...I have no time...I just don't want a relationship and I am not stupid. I'm careful" I said stuttering painfully.

Jenna watched me carefully weighing her words, with a resigned sigh her shoulders slumped as she smiled weakly. "At least tell me who?" she asked.

I laughed uneasily. "Um, Tyler Lockwood and a guy from the football team. No one that you know. After Tyler, I decided to keep things casual. No close friends. It's a rule," I explained, twisting my fingers.

"Well, at least it's not someone like Logan Fell. I hope...," she said.

I shook my head and she smiled. Damon who had been oddly quiet throughout our conversation apart from the savage sound of his chopping bit out a few words. "Did they ever find him?" he asked.

I turned away, rolling my eyes. That asshat had deserved everything he got.

"He's not missing. He's in the Bahamas working on his tan. Very entitled, that one. Marches to his own drum." She drained the remainder of her glass. "He's a Fell. They're all snooty," she added.

Damon chuckled and poured some more wine in Jenna's glass. Was he helping her get drunk? She smiled brightly at him and headed towards the living room. I watched her go, hoping Jeremy would make sure she didn't get too smashed. I stepped beside Damon and leaned next to his ear, in the guise of reaching for a slice of tomato. He made to slap my hand but I growled at him.

"I found it," I snapped next to his ear.

His body froze for a moment before he held a chunk of tomato against my lips with an expectant expression on his face.

"The journal?" he asked.

I opened my mouth and let him feed me with a roll of my eyes. I finished my mouthful and nodded before adding onto my sentence.

"Yeah, but that's not what I'm talking about. I know where the grimoire is. Also, our plan involving the Saints squared is in effect in the living room," I said with a wink.

Damon's brows raised and he dropped the knife with a hearty laugh. "The Saints Squared?" he asked in amazement.

I shrugged with a nod. "Suits them don't ya think. Everyone thinks they're so damn perfect. Can you imagine what that must be like? Id go mad under the pressure!" I said, placing my hands on my face.

I'd hate to live life feeling like I had to be so perfect all the time. He shuddered dramatically and I couldn't help but laugh. Damon drew my attention, my laughter ceasing when he spun on his heel, facing the doorway with a smile.

"Hello, Elena," he said.

I stepped away from him and looked at my sister, whose arms were stationed across her chest, her big brown eyes judging me harshly. I groaned and maneuvered around my sister.

"I have an Aunt I need to make sure has sobered up, and then I have to pick up something from the store," I said.

Damon smirked at my excuse but kept his eyes firmly on Elena, it was enough to let me known he would keep her preoccupied. Not that he would find his job all that hard. I stepped out of the kitchen and found Jenna seated next to Stefan and Jeremy on the couch. My eyes zeroed in on the coffee table, where I was pleased to find the journal missing in action. I bit my lip to keep the smile from my face and patted Jer on the shoulder.

"Hey kiddo, get Jenna some Advil and a bottle of water. I need to get something from the store," I sighed.

Jenna protested but Jeremy laughed ignoring her half-hearted swats and semi-slurred words. Stefan looked up at me, eyes curious and a bit weary but I smiled brightly.

"I saw someone got Damon to cook dinner. It's been a while since he put his skills to a less homicidal use," I whispered with a giggled.

Stefan's lips twitched and he looked away, focusing on the TV again. "I'll be back in a bit," I said grabbing my keys and jogging out the door.

Time to go dig up an asshole.


I drove as quickly as I could, heading towards the old cemetery where I knew Giuseppe to be buried. As I pulled up beside the gate I cut the engine and popped my trunk before I slipped out of the car. Digging in the back I pulled out a flashlight and winced as I slammed the trunk closed, the sound echoing and seeming louder in the darkness. I pulled my jacket around me and listened to the crunching of the wet grass below my feet as I journeyed into the graveyard, slowly repeating a silly mantra in my head to keep myself calm. Zombies are not real, zombies are not real. As the old fashioned tombstones came into view I clenched my teeth and tried to keep the Thriller music video out of my head. Come on El, you're over a thousand years old. Get a grip! I pushed myself forward and flashed my light on every tombstone I came across, heading deeper and deeper into the graveyard. Finally, towards the back, I found a worn stone that read; Giuseppe Salvatore. Asshole extraordinaire is a more fitting moniker. I sat my flashlight on the ground and sighed, thinking over exactly what spell I needed to use. I needed to dig him up and then put all the dirt back, making the whole grave look once again undisturbed. I nibbled on my bottom lip thoughtfully, then with a huff decided I would just pull the dirt up, then refill it and flattened the earth making it look as it had before. It would exhaust me, but I had my Blackwood branch so I would be ok. I lowered my hand over his grave and scrunched up my face in disgust. This was not my idea of fun. I took a deep breath and let my power flow, slowly turning my hand as I felt my core flair with magic. I opened my eyes and saw the electric blue light glow through my skin. The ground below me started to shake, the earth flying skyward. I used my other hand to stop its travel, freezing the dark earth in midair. I started to maneuver it to my right so that I could have it all together for when I needed to return it later. I lowered it into a large pile and looked at the hole I had successfully made with glee. I had done it. I stepped next to it, looking down. A light brown wooden coffin rested below, a smattering of dark wet earth still covering the lid. Jumping down I landed next to it and brushed off the dirt. I felt around the edges until I found a spot I could grasp, and started yanking up the side. Holding my breath I pulled it open, moaning when I looked down at the skeleton of the man who had once helped kill me. In his arms was Emily's grimoire. I looked away and gently pulled the book from his grasp. I tried to ignore the cold slimy feel of the hard bone but couldn't hold back a gag. When I finally had the grimoire in my grasp I sat it on the edge of the coffin and rubbed my hands down my jeans with a shudder. Ugh...so disgusting! I quickly slammed the coffin lid shut, gagging as I slipped out of the hole. I sat the spell book next to me and lifted my hands, watching the dirt fly into the air again, and fill the hole. Once the coffin was covered, I waved my right hand, flattening the dirt and making it appear as if I had never been here. I nodded in satisfaction when my work was done. I sent Damon a text, smiling and rolling my eyes when he sent back a bunch of heart emojis. I picked up the book and my light, as I headed back the way I had come. My prize in hand.


On the way home I stopped by the store and picked up a few things we had run out of as a way to maintain my cover story. So by the time I pulled up at my house I had been gone for an hour and a half. I quickly ran my hand over my clothes to cleanse them and placed the Blackwood branch back in my purse. I made sure the grimoire was in my bag and stumbled out of my car, closing my eyes as I shook my head roughly. I was a little weak from overexertion but the branch had helped to restore most of my magic and I was determined to fight through the rest of my weakness. I was getting tired of feeling so useless. I was supposed to be strong and powerful and I needed to be. Shit was about to hit the fan. From now on I was going to train every day. I ran inside, tossing my keys into the bowl by the door. I released a relieved breath when I noticed Elena and Damon were just now bringing the food in from the kitchen. I hadn't missed dinner. Hell yeah! I was starving. I took the groceries into the kitchen and rolled my eyes as I watched Damon deliberately bumping into Lena every chance he got. Well, I could have done without the flirting.

Was she the one digging up his father for him?

I grumbled under my breath as I went back into the dining room and slumped down into my seat, glaring at my sister as she laughed at Damon's actions. Damon placed a bowl on the table next to me, completely ignoring my existence as he focused on Elena. His eyes were hard as steel and I realized they had been having a conversation right next to me. What was with me and zoning out today?

"Then you understand what I will do if anyone gets in my way," he threateningly told her.

Elena visibly gulped and I couldn't stop the giggle that escaped me. They both shot me a look, Damon raised a brow and smiled while Elena glared hatefully. Damon walked away leaving Elena alone with me.

She placed both hands on her hips and stared me down. "What are you doing, Elara?" This game you are playing with him is going to get people killed. People we love!" she snarled.

I stood from my seat and placed a hand on the table, leaning closer to her. "No, what is going to get people killed is you and Stefan standing in our way. He needs to get in that tomb, Elena. It is the only way. Id ask you to trust me, but it wouldn't make a difference would it?" I asked, my eyes tearing up in spite of my anger.

Elena looked away her hair falling into her face. The fact that she couldn't look at me was all the answer I needed. I had felt a smidgen of guilt for tricking her and Stefan, but the way they were going about things, and the fact that she was refusing to even trust me, her own sister, was enough to wipe it all away. I sat back down, my head falling forward.

"We're done here, Elena. You have made up your mind. Chosen your side in this and I've done the same. It's a pity really, all this time we're wasting," I said, my voice breaking off as I lowered my head into my hands.

Elena stood beside me in silence for a moment before turning around and walking away. I shook my head, regretful tears spilling from my eyes. I brushed them away and placed my hands on my knees. There was nothing more I could do about our relationship right now. I had to do things this way. I knew what needed to be done, to ensure the future went as smoothly as possible. Besides, Damon had suffered long enough. He deserved freedom and this course of action would give him that. I shook off my melancholy as Damon and Elena brought out the rest of the food. Dinner was a stressful affair, my anxiety and I held hands throughout the entire meal. Damon made sure to poke at Stefan and Elena the entire time. I basically inhaled my food just for the chance at a quick escape. As soon as I was done I stepped out onto the front porch, the grimoire, still hidden in my bag. I sat down on the porch swing and held my bag against my chest, the heavy indent of the grimoire an oddly reassuring presence. I pushed my legs back and forth, as I swung. I let the cool night air clear my head, the breeze blowing the smell of honeysuckle and roses towards me from the garden at the back of the house. I slowly swung back and forth, the rhythm almost lulling me into a coma-like state, until I noticed a dark shadow blocking the light beside me. I turned my head and sighed when I noticed Damon, Stefan, and Elena all huddled together near the open window which brought their bickering to greet me despite my retreat. I inwardly groaned as I listened to Damon pestering Elena and Stefan about the journal. I couldn't help but smile when Stefan mentioned Alaric. Looked like he made it out of his encounter with the vampires alive. Good for him. I would need to introduce myself for what I really am sooner rather than later. I stopped swinging when Stefan brought Jeremy into the conversation. I stood quickly and stepped back inside the house just as Damon was heading back towards the couch where Jeremy was sitting with Aunt Jenna.

"No. Damon, leave him out of it!" Elena panicked, her eyes revealing the fact that she knew Jeremy had no idea where the journal was.

I wanted to pounce on her Ala cheetah and rip her to shreds. She had the nerve to accuse me of being the one who would involve the people we love, yet here she was willingly allowing Jeremy to be pulled into this even though she knew exactly where the journal was. I stood towards the back of their little group and crossed my arms, jaw tight.

"Why, what's the big deal?" Damon asked, shrugging his shoulders.

He was definitely enjoying this little game. I caught his eye for a moment and smiled briefly when their blue depths twinkled with mischief. I let out a relieved breath and lowered my arms, my defensive posture loosening. As long as he wasn't really planning on pulling my brother into the thick of things I could let him have his fun. Besides, they deserved it after all. I stepped up beside Jeremy and Elena froze momentarily, her brown eyes widening.

"Damon, Elara!" she whisper-shouted, as only she could.

I cringed my ears protesting as my mind conjured up images of nails on a chalkboard. "Elena, calm down! Get a grip. Jeremy is going to be fine," I said.

I plopped down on the couch next to our brother and shared a loaded look with Damon, reminding him to tread carefully. Damon sat on the arm on the sofa and leaned close to Jer with his best attempt at a friendly brotherly expression on his face. I chuckled under my breath and placed a hand on my forehead, putting a checkmark on my mental checklist beside 'Teach Damon how to be less creepy.'

"So...I heard you found a really cool journal from back in the day. Who else did you show it to?" Damon asked, trying( what I hope was not his best) attempt at nonchalant.

My chest shook lightly as I silently laughed. I was sincerely hoping this wasn't Damon really trying to gather intel because if it was, I would feel really bad for him. I kept my eyes off my brother and was beyond proud when he didn't glance my way once. I had to give Jer credit, he had one hell of a poker face.

"Huh?" he asked, playing dumb.

Damon rolled his eyes, face hard. "Don't ask questions, just spill," he said.

I leaned across Jeremy and slapped Damon on the knee. Jeremy chuckled and looked between all four of us with guarded interest. "You're kidding me, right?" he asked, looking directly at me.

Elena started to speak, I assumed to ask Jeremy who else he had shown the journal to, but I held up my hand, stopping her mid-sentence.

"Its ok, Jeremy. You can tell us it's not a big deal. It's just….I guess that come to find out...the journal was a little more valuable than we originally knew," I half-heartedly explained, trying to convey with only my eyes that he shouldn't tell them about me.

Jeremy looked at me for a moment before he turned his head to look at Damon and Stefan, his eyes narrowed. He took my hand and gave it a tight, reassuring squeeze.

"Just this girl Anna," he said.

I released a breath I hadn't known I was holding and squeezed Jer's hand back in thanks. I could tell he no longer trusted the Salvatores and I wasn't sure how I could remedy that right now, but I had too many problems to deal with at the moment to add another, so onto the mental checklist it would have to go. At this rate, my list was going to be a few feet long.

Damon cocked his head in question. "The hot, weird one?" he asked.

I blinked a few times and tilted my body around so that I could see Jeremy. "The what?" I huffed.

Jeremy blushed and nodded quickly, a hand on his neck. "Yeah," he said.

Elena took the lapse in talking to step in front of Jeremy. She looked down at him in curiosity. "Wait, who is Anna?" she asked.

I leaned towards Jeremy and patted my knees excitedly. "What she said," I smiled, pointing my thumb at Elena.

Jeremy looked at all of us again, noticing all eyes on him, two sets of them anxiously awaiting his answer and huffed in exasperation. Before he could open his mouth Elena's phone rang and she yanked it out of her back pocket, glancing down at the screen. Her brown eyes blazed with annoyance for a second before softening as she answered, quickly catching my eye and pointing to Jeremy and Damon. I rolled my eyes and gestured for her to leave.

"How do you know her?" Damon asked Jer as soon as Elena headed up the stairs.

Jeremy looked away from our retreating sister and leaned against the couch. "I just know her. She wants to meet me at the Grill tonight," Jeremy said.

I smiled brightly and covertly winked at Damon. This would be the perfect way to meet Jer's mystery gal and get away from Elena and Stefan.

"Perfect," I said, clapping my hands.

Jeremy blinked rapidly, looking at me in shock. Damon stood, taking my hand as he did. "I'll drive. Come on," he said.

I grabbed Jeremy's hand and pulled him towards the door. "O-Okay," he said in shock.

I pushed Jeremy out the door and looked behind us, catching Stefan heading up the stairs towards Lena's room. I shook my head, a flare of betrayal stinging me. Even without super Vamp hearing, I knew he was heading up there to tell Elena he was going to read through the journal and find out where the grimoire was. I looked away from stairs and buried the feeling of betrayal, he was doing what he thought was best. Just as I was. I followed after Jeremy and hopped into Damon's car.

"You still with me, El?" Damon asked.

I turned my head towards him in confusion and saw the flash of fear and uncertainty in his eyes before he closed himself off again. I checked the backseat where my brother was staring out the window before I took Damon's hand and sent him a confident wink.

"Of course I am. There's nowhere else I'd rather be," I chuckled.

Damon squeezed my hand, his cold skin raising the hairs on my arm. I cocked my brow and used my other hand to motion towards the ignition. "We gonna go?" I whispered.

Damon rolled his eyes and gave me his best cocky smile as he started the car. I moved my hand from his and placed it in my lap. I really didn't need to blur any more lines with Damon. Once we reached the Grill Jeremy headed inside to find Anna. Damon and I stayed towards the back of the bar and waited. After a few minutes, Jeremy was joined at the pool tables by a short, long-haired brunette girl. Damon growled in recognition and I froze in fear. If he recognized her that could only mean one thing; she was a vampire. I focused in on the girl and was shocked when her smiling face turned towards me, recognition instantly ignited within me and my back become rigid with stress. I had seen her before, back in 1864. I knew her and her mother Pearl. Which was obviously why she was here now, flirting with my very human brother. Katherine might not be in the tomb, but I knew Pearl was. Anna had another thing coming though if she thought she could use Jeremy to get her out. A Gilbert or not. She would not be using him for her revenge. I stood next to Damon, a silent sentinel throughout Jer's entire 'date' with Anna. When the night winded down I texted Jenna and asked her to pick Jeremy up. I told her I had a few things I needed to do before I would be home. She was surprisingly ok with my late night to do list and for that I was grateful. Damon and I followed Anna's scent to a dingy Motel where Damon easily stole Anna's room key. Once we were safely inside her room I sat down next to him on one of the beds and waited, my eyes glued to the door.

"You know I could do this part on my own," Damon said.

I rolled my eyes towards the heavens and looked at him in annoyance. "Yeah, cause I'm just gonna leave you to deal with a much older vamp all on your own. That's not gonna happen," I said.

Damon smiled briefly then held a finger to his lips. I slowly stood and crossed my arms. A low clicking sound came from the door, and Damon sped behind it just as Anna came inside. Grabbing her by the throat he vamp sped her against the wall, taking her by surprise for only a moment. Before I could take control of the situation Anna had Damon by the throat and she started to squeeze. Damon gasped in pain, choking from the strength of her grip. I sighed deeply and waved my hand, ripping the two vampires apart. They both went flying in opposite directions, slamming into the walls with loud gasps of pain and annoyance. I shook my head with a laugh and stood directly in the middle of the two. Damon was the first to sit up, leaning against his knees with a groan.

"Damn. You're strong for a little thing," he said, rubbing his neck.

I smirked, glancing at Anna who was looking at me in pure shock. "How?" she finally managed.

I pointed at myself and shrugged. "Original witch, cursed, Reincarnate. Very long story," I said, shaking my hand in a blase way.

Anna looked at Damon and started to laugh, her whole body shaking. Damon's face scrunched up in anger as he stood, moving towards the little vampire. I held up my hand, putting up a magical barrier between the two. Damon banged his hands against the invisible wall of magic in anger, his blue eyes furious.

"Whoa, moron slow down. I'm not gonna let you get yourself killed just because your mad that she is laughing at you," I sighed.

Anna stood up and stepped closer to the barrier with a grin. "So, how are you enjoying having your ex-fiance around while you're trying to get your lover out of the tomb?" she sneered.

I lowered the barrier slowly and stepped right next to Anna, tilting my head expression blank. I focused on her mind, smiling when she fell to the ground screaming in pain.

"Listen here bitch, I already know why you're here and what you want. I know Pearl is in the tomb, but ya see, you have nothing we need, so if you don't want me staking your mother the first chance I get, then you need to stay the hell out of our way. That means leaving my brother alone," I said, letting up on the witchy migraine I was giving her. Anna gasped, her pained sobs letting up.

She looked up at me in confusion. "Your brother?" she asked.

I leaned closer to her and smiled. "Oh yeah, you don't know who I am in this time. Elara Gilbert at your service," I said, waving brightly.

Anna's face whitened considerably and I could hear Damon chuckling darkly behind me.

"Yeah, Jeremy is my baby brother. Now I get your anger at the Gilberts, I do. I mean Jonathan helped kill me, but ya see they are family now, so I can't let you exact your revenge on any of them," I said, my voice firm.

I stepped past her and opened the door to her room. Damon joined me and looked down at Anna. "You heard everything she said, Anna. We work alone and if I see you anywhere near the Gilberts I will kill your mother myself," he said, stepping outside.

I glanced at Anna one last time and bit my lip. "I'll get her out, Anna. As long as you don't cross me. I never had anything against either of you, and your mother was a nice woman, but you go against me or my family and you will regret it," I said.

Anna looked up at me, her brown hair falling into her eyes, finally, she nodded. "You have a deal. Just save my mother," she whispered.

I placed a hand over my heart and lowered my head. "Agreed. I'll call you when we open the tomb," I said, before turning and leaving the girl behind. I just hoped I made the right decision.

Once we were back in the car Damon looked at me in confusion. "Are you really going to help her save Pearl?" he asked.

"As long as she keeps to her end of the deal. It's the right thing to do, Damon," I said, turning away from him. "Now let's go deal with our Sainted siblings," I sighed.


Damon and I stood just out of view watching Stefan shovel the dirt out of Giuseppe's grave. Elena stood beside the deep hole the beam of her flashlight the only source of light in the darkness surrounding us. We were both shielded from detection by a magic barrier I had placed between us and our siblings. I watched in disappointment as Elena used the situation to joke with Stefan. She smiled down at him shaking her head.

"What?" Stefan asked.

Elena continued to shake her head in amusement. "Not many girls can say they've done this," she said.

I scoffed lightly next to Damon, tapping my foot on the ground. "Get a room, Elena," I whispered.

Damon placed a hand on my lower back and snickered. Stefan continued to dig until a loud thud echoed in the darkness. I rolled my shoulders in anticipation.

"Finally, it's about damn time. It didn't take me nearly this long," I ranted.

Damon stepped closer to the barrier and watched his brother toss the shovel out of the grave. Stefan quickly started to wipe the dirt from the coffin as Elena knelt down, leaning closer to the hole to get a better look at what Stefan was doing.

"Hold the beam steady, Elena," Stefan said.

Elena nodded and held the light towards the grave with both hands. Stefan found an edge and started to pry the coffin open. Breathing heavily, Elena leaned forward with a gasp as the lid creaked open. I looked at Damon and we both shared a smile.

"What? No, that's not possible. The journal said it would be here," Stefan sputtered.

I lifted my hand and lowered the barrier stepping out from the shadows with Damon by my side.

Well, what do you know?" Damon playfully said.

He cocked his head to the side and smiled down at his brother. I stepped up beside him and watched Elena closely, her brown eyes narrowed as she took me in with distaste. Stefan slammed the coffin lid closed and pulled himself from the hole, speeding in front of Elena. Damon sneered at his brother and turned to me with a smile.

"This is an interesting turn of events, wouldn't you say, Elandra?" he asked.

I looked at my sister with a frown, my head tilted. "Very interesting, Day. But sadly, I can't say I'm all that surprised," I said.

Stefan lifted his hands in supplication but kept himself firmly placed between the two of us and Elena. I wanted to laugh as if I would ever allow Elena to be hurt. Yet here he was, acting as if I were the enemy, all because I was siding with Damon.

"I can't let you bring her back. I'm sorry," Stefan said.

I ran my fingers through my hair, pulling gently in exasperation. I stepped closer to Stefan and leaned near him. "Listen to me, Stefan. Katherine is not in the tomb she has never been in the tomb. Damon just needs to see that so he can move on. You need to give him that," I angrily said.

Stefan looked at me sadly as if I were a small child being tricked into believing in a fairy tale. "I'm sorry Elandra, but I can't take that chance," he sighed.

Damon stepped in front of me, pulling me away from Stefan with a growl. "I can't believe I ever, for even a second, considered trusting you," he spat.

Elena whimpered lightly from behind Stefan and I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

"Oh. You're not capable of trust. The fact that you're here means that you read the journal and you were planning on doing this yourselves," Stefan said triumphantly.

I tried to step around Damon but was held back by his tight grip on my shoulder. Both Elena and I were being pinned behind the feuding Salvatore brothers, and I was beginning to lose my patience.

"Of course Elandra and I were going to do things on our own because the only people we can seem to count on is each other! You made sure I couldn't count on you many years ago, Stefan." Damon stepped closer to his brother, blue eyes rolling with emotion, and pointed his finger at Elena. "But you...If I hadn't had your sister...you would have had me fooled," he sneered.

Elena turned away, hiding her ashamed and hurt expression behind Stefan's shoulder. I shook my head and took Damon's wrist, pulling him back away from our siblings and hopefully offering him what little comfort I could.

"So what are you going to do now Damon? Because you know I can't allow you to open the tomb," Stefan said, stepping closer to us.

Damon laughed, smirking at his brother as he watched Elena follow closely behind Stefan.

"What are you going to do, Stefan? All we need to open the tomb is a witch and that won't be too hard to accomplish," Damon said, watching his brother with an intensely hateful expression.

As Stefan inched closer and closer to Damon, I held my bag tightly against my side, silently casting a spell that would prevent anyone but me from touching it. I knew Stefan was planning something and I was getting antsy. Stefan and Damon continued to dance around each other, each fighting for dominance, and I slowly tried to inch away from them, unknowingly giving Stefan the shot at me he had been aiming for. Stefan vamp sped in my direction. Before I could even take a breath he was biting into his wrist and bringing it to my lips, feeding me his blood. The coppery taste ran across my tongue as I tried to fight against him. But it was to no avail, and before I could think to use magic, I had given in and started to swallow. The thick liquid inched down my throat and I gagged, trying to turn my face away from him, but his fingers held my chin tightly. I could feel bruises starting to form and just prayed for him to stop. When I had accepted enough he pulled finally away. I quickly wiped the remainder of the blood from my chin and mouth, disgusted by the man I had seen as a brother. I didn't think I would be able to forgive him for this. At least not for a very long time. Before he could make another move I smacked him as hard as I could allowing the hurt and disappointment to show in my eyes. Stefan looked away quickly and without an ounce of emotion, wrapped his cold hand around my neck, pulling me beside him. My feet lifted from the ground as he dangled me in front of Damon.

"Give me the grimoire or I will snap her neck and we will see, first hand if her curse is affected by vampire blood. Are you ready to play Russian roulette with El's life, Damon?" he asked.

I clawed at Stefan's fingers but otherwise tried my best to hide the fear that was welling up inside of me. I could see everything I had been working for swirling down the drain.

I didn't want to die. That was a heady thought for someone like me to have, someone who usually had no choice but to accept death. Now though, all I wanted to do was fight...and live.

Damon stood in front of me, helplessly watching as his brother held my life ransom. I caught his blue gaze and followed it to my bag and then back to Stefan. I could see his resolve grumble as he started to give in. After everything, he was going to give in to save me. A small whimper of fear and disbelief caught Damon's attention and a flickering of hope started to grow in his blue orbs. Stefan's body froze in fear and I watched his eyes darken as he realized that unless he released me, there was nothing he could do to save her. His shoulders stiffened and I was sure he hoped that he could somehow still save Elena and get the grimoire out of this whole ordeal. He was a moron. Hopelessly I watched as Damon sped over to my sister, taking her by the throat. He quickly fed her his blood and Elena's face turned to me in fear as it spread through her system. You could see the moment the realization of what it could mean for her finally clicked. Tears began to well in her brown eyes, as her whole body began to shake.

Damons hand held her steady as he stared down his brother, crystal eyes moving from Stefan to me in quick succession. "I can do one better. Give me Elandra, or you will have a vampire girlfriend, brother," he sternly said.

I watched the whole scene play out in horror, Damon had fed Elena his blood. He had made the decision to do to her what had been done to him. It was so easy for them to play with immortality, for me it wouldn't work, but for Elena, it would, and it would be an eternity she never asked for. One that would cause a monumental disaster.

Oh God! There was so much that would be lost if Elena became a vampire. I could see the death and destruction of everything and everyone we loved flitter across my vision and panic began to set in. I could feel power start to course through my veins, sending a burst of magic across my skin. The bright blue burst of light caught Damon off guard and he dropped Elena in shock. My skin continued to glow and Stefan gasped in pain when his skin started to sizzle as if he had touched an open flame. I felt my feet connect with solid ground and caught myself as I fell forward, my hands landing on the soft grass in front of me. Stefan stepped away from me as I stood, my whole body still glowing with light. I turned towards the vampire that had held me captive and raised my hand, closing my palm into a fist, pulling him towards me. Stefan flew through the air his eyes wide with shock. I lowered him to the ground next to Damon and quickly made my way to Elena, the glow of my skin dimming into nonexistence. Elena, still shaking watched me in fear, doe eyes large. It was so reminiscent of the time I had once healed her when we were children that I froze momentarily, my eyes burning with unshed tears. I raised my hands with a smile, trying to reassure that I never wanted any harm to come to her.

"Lena, I am so sorry. I never wanted things to go this way. We were supposed to talk and nothing more. Stefan went too far tonight," I said with a wince.

My head was beginning to pound, one of the least fun side effects of vampire blood.

Elena shakily stood and backed away from me, heading closer to Stefan. "Elara this whole thing has gone too far and nothing will change until Damon leaves town. He can't be allowed to get into the tomb," she said, as she lowered herself down next to her vampire.

I ran my hands across my forehead and felt a cold hand against my neck. I glanced behind me and found Damon staring at Elena and Stefan with disgust. I shook my head and let out an aggravated breath.

"Elena, you really have no clue how very wrong you are. Damon isn't going anywhere and the tomb will be opened." I took Damon's hand and started towards the car. I turned my head back, watching my sister help Stefan stand, checking him over for injuries. "Maybe when the tomb is open and you both see that what you should be worried about was never inside it, then we can all work together again. Because we will need to be united for what's to come." My eyes connected briefly with Stefan's and I tried not to show exactly how saddened by his behavior I was. "Please make sure she is safe tonight. She cannot become a vampire," I said.

Elena's head shot towards me as Stefan's eyes filled with a mixture of fear and curiosity. Turning away, I allowed Damon to lead me to the car.

"You gonna explain what you meant by that?" he asked me.

I glanced up at him and shook my head. "Not until your free of Katherine," I said, slipping into the car. I leaned against the cool glass of the window beside me and closed my eyes. Tomorrow I would be heading to the Bennett house to procure us a witch. It was time to open the tomb.