He Doesn't Know What He Wants
by Rylie Conner
He wants me-
But he wants me to love him more than I can-
The problem isn't that I don't care-
It's that I care to much-
Loving me is bad for him-
And if it's bad for him then who is it good for?
Certainly not me-
How can I feel loved if I feel black inside
Black and blue
Like I've been hurt-
But I have no right to be injured by his words-
When he hasn't said anything-
He wants me-
But he doesn't want to want me anymore-
He wants to want her-
Or him?
So I'll let him go-
And wait-
Maybe he'll come back
(Written by QueenBee19)
I Don't Know What I Want
by Warner Austin
She wants me-
And I want to love her more then she knows -
The problem isn't that I don't try-
It's that she won't let me try to love her-
Loving me her is bad for me-
But if its bad for me how can it be good for her?
I don't think it can-
How can I love something so much that doesn't want to be loved?
Or touched, or kissed
Like a pedestal: only to look-
I have no reason to be hurt so much by her-
When she hasn't done anything-
She wants me-
But I don't want to want her anymore
I want to want someone-
Or something?
That wants to be loved-
So I'll let her go-
I'll finally stop trying-
I don't think I'll look back.