Avinash was staring at abhijeet while abhijeet was busy in taking out avinash's medicines from wrapper.
Abhijeet after taking out specific medicines looked at avinash and found him staring at him, he shook his head in silece while avinash feeling that head movemet averted his gaze and abhijeet movig forward handed him his medicies with.. "yeh lijiye…"
Avinash looked at the medicines and then towards the hand which was there for him at this moment. He said in a murmur…
"mujhe nahi khaani medicines..."
Abhijeet heard that so ask in cold tone… "jee…"
While the person who was still there on phone couldn't help his teary smile as he remembered the same tone being used for him…
"daya yeh mobile chodh aur pehle midicines le yaar…kabse khadha hun main aise…"
While here avinash looked towards abhijeet in surprise as first time feeling that tone…that gesture of a brother towards him…
He continued as enjoying the tone…
"main theek hun abhijeet…bas halka sa fever tha…theek hogaya na abh…"
Abhijeet(in tough tone)- cold…high fever…chakker…behoshi…
Daya giggled listening that though tensed for avinash…
Avinash(in fake irritation)- haan haan bas…
Abhijeet again forwarded the medicines with… "phir yeh lijiye…"
Daya continuously smiling or giggling now as avinash still denying with so many excuses, he was feeling a great sooth within his heart that his bhai be in good lovely loving hands which are capale eough to erase that pai which he gave to this ma. A small smile always there on his lips and when he heard a sentence as…
"doctor hoke aisi harkate kar rahe hain aap…lelijiye pata toh chalega kitna zulm karte hain aap humper.."
A loud laugh with a small line came on his lips which really stunned the other person… "sahi kaha boss ne…abh pata chalega avinash jee ko…"
He heard that voice so clearly that his stunned emotions immediately turned towards the mobile that was kept on the table…he was staring at it when a whisper initiated…
"maine kaha tha usse…" abhijeet looked at avinash who was looking towards him with fixed gaze. Abhijeet felt an unknown anger surge within him which he had been suppressing till now, he looked towards avinash and said in normal composed tone as…
"aap dawai khalein…maine bhi abh tak apni medicines nahi li hain…aap nahi lenge toh main bhi nahi lunga…"
The other two were clearly stunned, abhijeet saw it clearly…on both the faces. Avinash after that silently took his medicines still looking towards abhijeet's face where a painful line was stretched.
While here daya was still at his place for a moment when a single tear fell from his eyes. He removed the mobile from his ears as a distant voice called…
"DAYA!...yaar kya hai yeh sabh…daya dawai lo apni abhi issi waqt…warna…maine bhi apni dawai aaj miss ker deni hai…"
He smiled in tears and whispered… "mujhe khushi hai boss ki tumne avinash jee ko jagah di hai joh woh deserve karte hain…'
He silently stood up from his chair and headed out of his room and then from the house completely as he was here to take a file at this hour.
Here abhijeet after giving avinash his medicines left the room with… "aap araam karlein.."
Avinash didn't say a word…he realized that one sentence though was not for him completely but it did had some sooth and love which eased avinash. Avinash silently lay down on his bed again with a small beautiful smile and a murmur… "chalo gusse mein hi sahi….aur daya ke liye hi sahi…issne mujhe woh mukaam toh diya…"
Abhijeet silently moved in his room and suddenly felt himself getting immensely weak and before he can reach the bed and sit on it he found himself slumping beside the bed with his ears ringing with a voice…
"boss…woh tumse bahot pyaar karte hain..unhe apna lena yaar…please…waqt chahiye hum sabko…wohi waqt de raha hun main yaar tumhe…khush rehna abhijeet…"
A tear slipped down his eyes and after that one more…
"nahi daya…nahi…waqt chahiye tha mujhe…magar aise nahi…(in complete anger) tum mujhse baat karte ek baar…milte mujhse…lekin tumne phirse wahi kiya…wahi kiya tumne…"
His tears were falling down in great speed now. After these 3 months he was finally expressing that pain which he held inside him from the moment he came to know that daya had taken this decision on his behalf. In that teary and tired state of mind and heart he slept silently at the same place.
Evening rose and finally avinash opened his eyes feeling much relaxed and fine now. He looked towards his mobile and saw the time as… 6.00 p.m. he sat up on his bed and looked around finding whole house in darkness downstairs and even upstairs. He was confused and at the same time tensed… "yeh abhijeet kahan gaya…(remembering the incident) apne room mein hoga…dekhun usse…kaafi time hogaya hai..dekhaata hum.."
He got up from his bed and moved towards abhijeet's room, he silently opened it and found it in darkness too. Switching on the lights he looked at the slumped figure in his front and murmured in pain.. "roya hoga jaroor…(moving forward in silence now) kabhi kissi ko takleef deke isse chain kahan padha hai…"
Moving close to his brother he silently sat down in front of him on his knees and in same quietness removed the tears from the wet face of his small bear. A small smile appeared on his face but composing himself soon he called abhijeet… "abhijeet…abhijeet..utho bache…abhijeet…"
Abhijeet opened his eyes and found himself in that position with avinash sitting in his front, he in jerk got up and wiping his face while avinash thought.. "tum mujhse abhi bhi apne aasoon nahi chupa sakte abhijeet…" he too got up and now leaving the room with ordering abhijeet as…
"chalo kaafi der hogayi hai…muh haath waghera dhoke neeche aajao..."
Abhijeet saw avinash leaving and wanted to ask something so after much composing himself still ask in hesitant tone… "woh…woh aap daya se roz..mera matla…"
Aviash looked at him ad odded as… "hmmm…haa woh…ek ya do aar…"
Abhijeet(with hope)- phirse karege?
Avinash turned towards him and feeling his hope nod with… "haan…aj raat ko karunga…kyun?"
Abhijeet down his head and say in hesitant tone… "nahi bas..woh aap..(in one breath) aap usse ek baar puch lijiyega ki ussne apni medicines li kya…"
A smile came on avinash's lips and he just nodded without realizing that his silly bro was looking down, he was leaving when abhijeet ask in panic…
"woh..miss ker deta haina..issiliye…aur ah toh jah maie aise keh diya hai toh.."
Avinash realized his mistake so turn back after shaking his head in disappointment with… "haan theek hai…chalo abh tum fresh hoke neeche aajao…"
Another hesitant question welcomed him as… "aap aap theek hain ah? Aap rehenede main kuch bana deta hun…"
Avinash in strict tone… "5 minutes…"
Abhijeet wanted to say something when avinash turn back and start leaving with… "4..."
Abhijeet immediately went towards washroom while a playful smile came o aviash's lips.
Yes ow he started ejoyig this jourey with his rother as a ew hope takig a place I his heart regarding really getting his little ro ack I his arms oce at least.
He moved downstairs ad the towards kitche rememerig the words…
"usske saath coffee peete hua baat karna easy hojata hai…"
Avinash (murmuring)- chalo aaj try ker lete hai…
He made two cups of coffee for both and after arranging some cookies and coffee on a tray moved towards main hall when saw abhijeet getting down the stairs so ask in anger…
"mana kia tha na itni der shower lene se maine abhi?"
Abhijeet already in hall and after listening that angry tone down his head. Avinash look at him and say in sad tone while settling down on couch…
"jaanta hun abh bhi meri koi ahmiyet nahi hai tumhari life mei..(abhijeet look at him in shock and wanted to say something but avinash continued) lekin ek doctor ki nasihat hi samajh lete..."
Abhijeet i hurry but in low toe… "aisa nahi hai bha..(he stopped ad the cotiued as) avinash jee…(aviash smiles sadly) mai..woh bas mujhe bahot relax feel hota hai shower leke issiliye mai…"
Aviash tryig to lighte up the situation ow… "tum sardiyo mei bhi itni baar nahate ho? bhai mai toh nahi naha sakta aise…(seeing him still standing) arre wahan aise kyu khade ho…aayo coffee peete hai…
Abhijeet looked at him and then towards two coffee mugs, he was feeling odd as from last 17 years he drinking coffee just with daya and especially over such conversations but he moved forward after seeing avinash looking at him…
He sat down and picked up the coffee mug in his hands just for avinash. Avinash look at him and feel good so pick his coffee mug too with…
"waise mumbai mei toh itni dhandh bhi nahi hoti hai…"
Abhijeet odded with.. "jee…kaafi acha mausam rehta hai…(in soft smile) lekin mai itna bhi nahi nahata hu…
Aviash(smilig after seeig that smile o his rother's face after so log)- hmmm…delhi mei toh kaafi dhandh hoti thi…
Abhijeet look at him and ask in silece after few seconds… "aapne kaha tha hum phele delhi mei rehte the?"
Avinash look at him and nodded with… "haan…acp sir ne tumhe waheen se select kiya tha…"
Abhijeet(in silence)- sir ne mujhe kabhi inn sabh ke baare mein kuch bataya nahi…
Avinash look at his silence and say in soft tone… "kyunki woh jaante the ki ateet kabhi kabhi jyada takleefdeh ho jata hai…(look at him) tumhare liye toh abhi bhi hai…(low tone with down head while abhijeet looking at him) mere liye bhi…
Abhijeet look at him and ask a question that still nagging him from the time avinash told him everything… "aapne mujhe aur maa ko ghar se nikala hi kyun tha?(avinash's heart feels a high pinch) aap hume…hume bata bhi sakte the sabh kuch…
Avinash(in sad smile)- jabh pata hona abhijeet ki apno ko baho chot pohonche gi toh jaane anjaane mein hi hum unhe aur bhi dard de jaate hain…(low head) maine bhi yahi galti ki…
Abhijeet look at him and then said while staring somewhere in space… "aur daya ne bhi na?"
Avinash look at his brother and answer in positive and said softly… "sahi samjhe tumne…ussne tumhe usski takleef se aur uss guilt se bachane ke liye khud ko dur ker liya…"
Abhijeet(in painful tone after looking towards avinash)- woh bhi do baar…
Avinash look at him and just stood up with his empty mug and after taking abhijeet's filled mug moved towards kitchen with the tray and said… "kabhi coffee usske beghair pee nahi hai toh aaj bhi keh dete…mujhe acha lagta ki mera bhai rishton ki kader aur unnki ahmiyet jaanta hai (abhijeet down his head, avinash again) halanki yeh baat mujhe abhi bhi pata hai…(while moving upstairs to his room) woh tumhe do baar nahi abhijeet ek hi baar chodkar gaya hai…kyunki iss baar woh tumhe chadkar nahi khud ko dur ker ke gaya hai…"
Abhijeet looking at him and after that down his head in silence again. He realized there are so many perspectives for a single decision…of a single step. For him it was daya's decision to leave him, for avinash it was his chance to live a new life with his deary little brother while for daya…for daya this decision was just to move himself away so that abhijeet can live. He took a deep breath as he realized sometimes it's just better to flow with time while living rather than looking back and at time and waiting for living because waiting can only cause more pain.
Sighing he moved back to his room.
Here avinash was staring at a file from almost 2 hours now as his mind wandering off in some other world. He was thinking whether he said too much to abhijeet or was he wrong or were his words wrong? He just closed his eyes feeling headache now when someone knocked on the door…
He opened his eyes and adjusting himself to look perfect answered as… "darwaza khula hai…"
Abhijeet entered inside the room and look at him in his eyes. Daya had warned avinash that meeting abhijeet's gaze meant supplying your health informations in his database. Remembering the comment avinash couldn't help his smile. Abhijeet looking at him shook his head and moved forward with a food tray. Oth silently took the food after that ad whe abhijeet after learig all wated to leave heard…
avinash ask him in low tone… "kuch kehna tha?"
Abhijeet looked back at him and nodding said… 'thodhi der sojayein aap...aur medicied lelei…"
Avinash look at him in shock and then managed to say… "nahi abhijeet…main theek hun abhi…kch kaam hai bas yeh karke sounga..aur medicines ahi nahi please..…"
Abhijeet silently nodded and wanted to leave when heard avinash's tired tone… "acha theek hai..(while lying down) light band kar jana…"
Abhijeet smiled softly with… "aur medicines?"
Abhijeet wished him night after avinash took his medicies in irritation and switching off the lights moved out of the room. Here aviash after abhijeet had moved out called daya...
A/n
thank you so much for all the reviews guys.
guys the two scenes or say parts i which last chapter was devided were coming too much differently so i will post ext part today itself ut after some time...
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