~Taylor~
It's been three days since I slept with Mike and officially broke up with Randy I was sitting my room on my bed. I heard a knock on the door. "Come in" I muttered I looked to see Alicia and Mickie. "Come on we are going out" Alicia said. "No" I say looking down.
"You have to get over him he wasn't good enough for you Taylor nobody is but you can't hide away forever" Mickie said pulling on my arm getting me out of bed. Alicia held clothes out to me they were hers considering I haven't went to get my clothes yet from Randy I was afraid to see him.
I sighed and went to clean up, I showered, brushed my hair and teeth. I got dressed and walked out of the bathroom to see Mickie and Alicia standing there waiting they pulled me out of the room.
We walked down the hallway to the Elevator but when it opened Randy was standing there, he walked out and we got in we set it for the lobby and it went down.
~Randy~
That was the first time I have see Taylor since Monday she looked really bad I really hurt her. John tries to help me but he can't all I want is Taylor back I guess I know how Mike felt with her. But I loved her and broke her heart.
I walked back to my room. I picked up one of Taylor's sweat shirts and held it to my body tightly. I wanted her back so badly. I got changed and went downstairs to my rental car and drove to a club. It was late in the evening now and I wanted to get drunk and drown my sorrows.
~Taylor~
I stood on the stage and waited for music to start.
It doesn't matter that you had the courage to tell me.
The easy way out was to free up your guilt laid it on me
What do I care if you didn't mean it why you do it?
I am standing her looking at someone who didn't he blew it
You should have lied cause your stupid mistake
Made my world crash down
Now it's Goodbye
No you can't take it back because truth comes out of your mouth.
You tried to be honest but honesty blew it this time
You should have lied
You could have lied.
I sang the second verse and that's when I saw Randy walked in I looked away and continued on the song finished and I had another one.
All this time I was hoping that you would come around
I have been giving out chances and all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby to figure you out
And you think that we'll be fine again but not this time around
You don't have call on the phone anymore I won't pick up the phone
This is the last Straw I won't hurt anymore
And you can tell me that sorry but I don't believe you like I did before
You're not sorry
No oh no oh, oh, oh
Randy looked at me when he noticed it was me he eyes looked so pained but I didn't care I was here to have fun and not think about Randy. I looked away again and sung on I finished the song and walked over to my friends.
I took the drink they handed me and chugged it and got a refill. I knew he was watching me and I hated it. My heart jumped when I heard his voice I looked over at him to see that Blond had joined him and was flirting with him he looked uninterested he looked at me I wasn't going to give in I looked away.
~Randy~
Taylor looked me and then looked away I saw Jealousy in her eyes with this blond who was trying to flirt with me. "Look I am not Interested I am trying to get my girlfriend back right now so please go bother some else" I say to her she turns and stomps away.
I sat there and tried to get up the guts to talk to her and beg her for her forgiveness I want nothing more but that I needed that. I stood and walked over to her. Her friends noticed and walked away she looked confused till she saw me.
She tried to walk away but I grabbed her arm gently and pulled her back. "Please Taylor I need you" I tell her she looks at me. "You should of thought of that before you did what you did with Kelly" she said. "Nothing happened with her just kissing I swear I shut her out after that I promise you I did. You're the one who went all the way with the guy who cheated on you" I say to her angrily she looks taken back.
"I was confused and hurt I didn't know what to do" She said I believed her she was hurt and I confused her. "I can't be with you Randy not after that" she said walking away. "I can even after what you did with Mike I still love you and I know you still love me in your own way right now" I say to her she stops and looks at me.
"No I don't" she said facing me. "Yes you do" I say leaning in to her face she leaned in and our lips met I put a hand on her face and pulled her closer. I placed my other hand on her neck we looked like the rest of the couples in here.
Taylor placed a hand on my face and pulled my closer she was needy she missed our kisses I could feel it. She pulled away and looked at me.
~Taylor~
I looked at Randy and walked away. I walked out of the club and back to the Hotel that was six blocks away from here. I walked thinking about the kiss it felt right but I couldn't do it not right now at least.
I made it back to the hotel and back to my room. I went to the bed and flung myself on it I cuddled with the blanket and pillow.
Is everything I do a mistake.