Remus' Diary

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5th May 1973

I feel so stupid and hurt! Yasmin's a bitch, I should of known better. Today started out ok, we had double potions first. We had a test which I hope I did alright in (I certainly studied long enough!) When we were coming out through the halls James was talking about the next Quidditch match.

"The next match is the final so I'll be training all week. Not that I need any" James smiled.

I rolled my eyes at his presumption, he noticed.

"What wrong Wolfie?" James teased.

I couldn't help but smile, I've never been called 'Wolfie' before.

"I just can't believe your confidence sometimes" I replied.

"So when is the next match?" Sirius asked.

"Next Saturday, not long to go now" James sighed.

"Do I detect worry in your voice" I probed.

"No" James smiled, "Oh look who it is Remus"

I turned my gaze to where he was looking, a smile appeared on my face. My GIRLFRIEND was making her way to me. She looked really happy to see me AND she greeted me with a kiss. In front of my friends, their eyes were practically bulging out of their sockets! They were so jealous.

"Hello what are you guys up to?" she asked.

"We're just heading back to the common room" I said.

"Ok can I tag along?" She wondered.

"Sure" Sirius smiled beyond belief.

I shot him a dirty look before we headed to the common room. It was so nice having a girlfriend with me. When we got up to the common room it was mid afternoon. We'd decided to sit on the big armchairs by the fire. We all began talking, it started out ok but then...

"Did you hear about that incident in the newspapers?" Yasmin asked.

"No" I shrugged, blissfully unaware of what was to come.

"That werewolf thing, one of them killed a bunch of kids" Yasmin said in a hushed voice.

I felt my insides turn to ice at her words. The other Marauders gave me panicked looks.

"Yeah but you can't believe that all werewolves are evil" I spluttered.

"Yes I can, they're evil vicious creatures. If I saw one I'd run away as fast as I could in the other direction. In my opinion they should all be locked up" the cruel BITCH said.

I was speechless, I wanted to cry her words stung me more then anyone could imagine.

"That's rather cruel, it's not their fault they were bitten. Besides they're only wolves once a month. It's just a...furry little problem" James defended.

"You must be a fool" she scoffed, "I'm sorry but I hate werewolves and that is that"

The Marauders looked at me in the eyes, sympathetically.

"I've got to meet someone. I'll see you later" Yasmin smiled as she left the room.

It was a few moments before anyone said anything. I didn't know what to say I didn't think this would be a problem. How could I be so STUPID to think that I could hide what I am! That I could have a girlfriend, I can't have any of those things. If I married anyone than they'd be discriminated along with me. My children would be ashamed of me who wants a werewolf for a father! From now on I'm going to be more careful about who I date and NEVER get married.

"Are you alright?" Sirius asked.

"Are you going to dump her?" Peter wondered.

"No I'm not alright and yes I'm going to dump her" I clarified.

"I'm sorry mate" James sympathised.

"I can't believe this" I sighed heavily.

"Who needs that tramp anyway" Sirius reasoned, "You could do a lot better"

"Yeah, now come on lets continue revising" James showed me a ghost of a smile.

"O.K" I agreed blandly.

We continued on in silence, occasionally one of them would give me a sympathetic look then continue with their studies. I couldn't believe it, tears threatened to fall, it took all I had to not cry. I guess I had to break up with the BITCH: Nice having a girlfriend while it lasted!

I had a roast dinner with cheese cake for dessert.

7th May 1973

Exams start today, we had three, potions, Defence Against the Dark Arts and Charms. First we had potions and like last year we had to make a potion from memory, obviously a more complicated potion. We had to make a Swelling Solution, which I could of done blindfolded. Yasmin was sitting two rows behind me and she was smiling at me. I hadn't dumped her yet, I've been putting it off. At the end of the exam we were allowed to talk.

"How do you think you did?" James asked everyone.

"That was so easy" Sirius shrugged.

"I have to agree" I nodded.

I noticed that Peter had kept silent, maybe he found it hard. James noticed as well.

"Peter why aren't you saying anything?" James grinned.

"I found it hard" Peter confessed uncomfortably.

"Are you-" James began but he noticed me looking at Yasmin, "Remus are you with us?"

I jerked back suddenly to my friends.

"Haven't you dumped that HO yet?" Sirius said seriously.

"No, I'm just waiting for the right moment" I shrugged.

"Do it after class" he told me.

He was right, I have to dump her. So after class I got her on her own, bitch tried to kiss me but I pulled back. I've never broken up with anyone before! How do you even break up with someone? What should I say? All these questions suffocated my mind as I faced her.

"What's wrong?" she asked innocently.

Ok, just get it over with! Say it smooth and tactfully.

"I wanna break up" I said quickly.

So much for being smooth!

"What?" she cried, "Why?"

Because you insulted my species you racist little BITCH!

"I just don't feel we really belong together" I lied.

I expected her to break down in tears or something else they do in stupid romances.

Instead she slapped me!

AAAWWWW!

She didn't stick around either she marched off looking like she might kill someone. Next I had Defence Against The Dark Arts exam. When I turned up all my friends were looking at me like I had something on my face. The cheek where she slapped me was painful, so I guessed it must of been that.

"What's wrong with your cheek?" James demanded.

"Yasmin slapped me when I broke up with her" I complained.

They all seemed amused and laughed so hard that other people were looking at us.

"It looks painful" Sirius observed.

"It is" I confirmed.

For the exam all we had to do was defend ourselves from a few creatures, easy enough. Lastly I had the Charms exam which went on for TWO HOURS I thought I was going to die from boredom. I think I've got most of them right. There were a few tricky ones but I think I've gotten them straightened out.

For dinner I had steak and kidney pie and apple crumble for dessert.

It's weird lately, I've been going off pies

I write tomorrow!

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