A/N: I'm sad. Wanna know why? Cause I have no more characters to kill. Maybe, I should start messing up pairings? Heheheh. Oh, and since I'm a semi cruel Juggulator. *Hugs Axel* I'm sorry for messing with your feels. But they can be TOGETHER, FOREVER.

I'm running as fast as I possibly can from the cliffs, I just saw the only person I love kill themselves in the clouds. My legs ache, and there's a pain spreading slowly up to my chest, but I can't stop. What the hell did I just see? That wasn't my Karkat, I hope to God that was just some weird allusion. Maybe I up and shouldn't have eaten all those pies. But, isn't this just a dream? No, this stopped being a dream. This is a motherfucking nightmare. When I see my hive off in the distance I start to slow my pace a little, and think. What the hell am I supposed to do? It's not like he's just going to call when I need him to. I stop my running when I'm less than two yards away. Fuck, but I wish I could, maybe if I concentrate some. He might come back. Sitting on my doorway, I close my eyes and start to think. Karbro, come on man, I really need to spit some words your way. My head starts to hurt after a few minutes so I give up. Damn. Damn, damn, damn, damn, DAMN. It's all I can think of. I grip my hair and sigh out. This isn't real, those clouds lie. I want my Karbro. I really just want my Karbro.

"gz?" I jerk my head up to a familiar lisp.

"HeY sOlBrO, yOu ScArEd Me, WhAt'S gOiNg On?" Sollux just looks at me for a moment and I see tears roll down his red and blue eyes. "Uh, ArE yOu Ok, CrYiNg Is NoT mIrAcUluS." Then he just breaks down. Sollux rushes towards me and gives me a hug. He's really starting to scare me.

"ii'm 2o 2orry Gz…"

"SoLbRo, No NeEd To FeEl SoRrY yOu DiDn'T kIlL mE." He shakes his head in my shoulder.

"no not that."

"WhAt?" He lifts up his head and takes a deep breath. Shit, he's fucking scaring me.

"kk…kk…kk's dead…" My heart, oh my god. I push him back gently and stare in his soggy face.

"ShIt…It WaSn'T a DrEaM…" He just looks at me weird, and tries to talk.

"ed found hiim, wiith hii2 2iickles and a ga2h iin hiis thoart." That fucking idiot. I let go of Sollux, and I can feel my face twist into some weird look. "ii'm 2o, 2o, 2orry gz." He whispers out to me, but it's barely audible as I slam my door behind me. NO! fuck, NO! Oh my God. This can't be real, it's not motherfucking real. My head's hurting, and my chest is still in pain. I can't tell if it's from running or hearing about Karkat. I fall down, aiming for the couch, but failing and landing on the floor. He swore, he swore, he fucking swore! Why the hell would he do something so stupid? My hand reaches up and clutches my chest, I want to cry, but not from sadness. Fuck that, I've cried enough over this. Just, from anger. WHY?! You idiot! You didn't have to do it. I close my eyes tight, replaying the scene from the clouds again in my head. The, blood, the sickle, Karkat…..My Karbro….That motherfucker. Then, there's a knocking at my door that pulls me back into reality.

"go away. I'M NOT IN THE MOOD!" Shit, the click of the door reminds me I didn't lock it as I see it open.

"HEY, DOUCHE, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?" I stare, just ,stare, at the troll that walks in the door. Karkat, wearing some shitty shades, smirking like there's no tomorrow. Well, I don't think there is anyway.

"you know damn well, WHAT'S MOTHER FUCKING WRONG!" I jump on from my space on the floor and look at him.

"ACTUALLY, NO, STOP BEING AN IDIOT FOR A SEOND AND EXPLAIN WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED. I'VE BEEN GONE FOR LIKE, AN HOUR? AND YOU'RE FLIPPING SHIT FOR NO REASON."

"take off your shades…" I whisper coldly. Why motherfucking lie? His smirk drops and he look utterly scared.

"WHAT?"

"I SAID TAKE OFF YOUR MOTHERFUCKING SHADES!"

"THERE'S NO REASON TO." I walk towards him. Till he walks back and runs into the wall.

"take. Them. OFF." He stares at me frowning, and tosses them to the side. His eyes, they are empty and white. "you idiot, YOU'RE A MOTHERFUCKING IDIOT."

"DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT!" He shouts in my face.

"what? IT'S WHAT YOU ARE! why the hell, WOULD YOU KILL YOURSELF?" Karkat continues to look me in my eyes but stays quiet. "that's what i thought. YOU PROMISED ME, the last thing you said, WAS THAT YOU WEREN'T GOING TO DO ANYTHING STUPID! what do you do? THE STUPIDEST THING EVER!"

"FUCK YOU! LIKE YOU KEPT YOURS?! YEAH, LIKE BREAKING MINE IS *SO* SERIOUS THAT WE JUST ARE GOING TO FORGET ABOUT YOURS, RIGHT? IF ANYONE'S AN IDIOT, IT'S YOU!"

"wow, REALLY?! motherfucking really?! I COULDN'T HELP DYING! i wasn't even conscious! YOU DID IT WILLINGLY!" I feel my rage build up in my gut, what the hell!? Like, I seriously couldn't help myself from dying. I storm away, fuck this, I wait till I'll cool down so I don't do anything I'd regret saying.

"OH, WHAT? CAN'T KEEP A FUCKING ARGUMENT?" Karkat follows behind me as I walk up the stairs. "YOU BETTER FUCKING BELIEVE YOU COULD HAVE HELPED YOUSELF! YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GO AND FALL OFF! YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN BEEN UP THERE!" Shut up….SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. "YEAH IF ANYONE HERE IS AN IDIOT IT'S YOU!" I walk to my room, and try to close the door from his words but he charges in. That's it, I turn around ready to tell him to get out, but I swing around to fast and my arm fly out. And lands right on his face. Shit.

"KARKAT! oh shit, bro! I'M SORRY! i didn't mean too!" I try to reach over and see if he's ok. He's not facing me and holding his cheek. "KARKAT?" I barely get his name out when I feel some nubby horns ram into my gut. "HONK!" We fall to the floor and he punches me in my chin.

"FUCK YOU!" Well, you know what Karkat? You want a fight, you have one.

A/N: See, I was going to end it right here. Have one last smut scene and finish it. But then, I messaged my Tavbro, said THAT, would be a sappy ending. Gamzee would be pissed, don't make him wimpy. Like he's going to be "Oh well, you killed yourself? I'm upset, but I'll let it slide. Let's fuck!" And Karkat, Karkat would not give up so easily, and be pissed that Gamzee's pissed, and be pissed at himself for being pissed. Like serious JugBro? Don't be nice, you're always too nice. So, what do I do? Make these guys clash? Yeah, that's right, I made them mad! So, blame my Tavbro for any future feels break down.