Alex's pov

One Month Later

I still haven't remembered yet. I'm starting remember bits and pieces. Meredith and Cris are fine now. I don't even remember what the fight was about. It is mostly a blur. Nobody will tell me. I guess it wasn't important.

I was getting out bed this morning. I live at Meredith's house now. Like I used to when George moved out. I was walking down the stairs. When I tripped over a rubber duck and slammed my way down. I most of really hit my head really hard. My vision became very blurry. I heard voices yelling. I opened my eyes.

"Alex are you okay" Meredith yelled.

Then someone else came to me.

"Uncle Alex are you okay"? Zola asked.

The voices became less and less audio able. My eyes became heavy. I tried to keep them open. But they shut anyway.

Heavenish

Alex what are you doing here"? Someone asked me.

I turned around and I saw someone I haven't seen for a long time.

"George why am I here"? I asked nervously.

He looked at me with a sad smile. He breathed in the really white air. I could actually see him breathing. I was confused.

"Alex your dead" He stated.

"What not that can't be right. I'm not dead. There's no way I can be dead" I distrustfully sighed.

"Alex He's not kidding" someone else interrupted.

"Mark"? I said in disbelief.

"Yes Alex it's really me" Mark sighed.

"Oh my god, Alex" A women gasped.

"Lexie" I said trying not to cry.

"Alex you shouldn't be here. We have already spoken to Mer one month and two weeks ago" Lexie explained.

"You talk to Mer"? I asked.

"Yes, we did" A talk guy said.

"Oh you got to be kidding me. Denny Duquette" I scoffed.

"Alex I know you never liked me. But Alex you have to understand that this isn't a joke" Denny said seriously.

"Alexander Michael Evan, what are you doing here"? Someone said. I have known that voice from anywhere.

"Father" I gasped.

"Alex you shouldn't be here. Go be with Meredith. The girl you love" My Dad stated.

"How the hell do you know that"? I snapped.

"Alex we see everything"someone else stated.

"Derek"? I shouted.

Oh my god. He knows I love her.

"Yes Alex. Go back. Be with her. I told her to go back to you. Now I'm telling you the same thing" Derek told me.

"What if she doesn't love me"? I asked in heart break.

"Alex trust me, I know she does" Derek said.

"Alex what's your choice? Stay here with us or go be with her" Lexie stated my options.

"I'm going to go back" I said with a smile.

"Alex go be happy. Run" Lexie shouted.

I sprinted straight into the blinding light.

Real life

I woke up in a bed. I had wires hooked onto me. I saw Meredith crying. Oh my god she's alive.

"Alex your alive" Mer exclaimed.

"Mer your alive. When I last saw you. You were on this bed. Lifeless. You were pale and bloody" I stated.

"Alex you collapsed after you said goodbye. Cris told me. She came back and I was awake. Then you woke up not remembering anything. Not me, Cris or the kids. You only remembered Baliey. Who you called the Nazi. You lost about 14 years of memories. After that you still didn't remember after two weeks. And it's been one month and two weeks. You finally remember ed" Mer explained.

I was shocked and couldn't believe I didn't remember her.

"I didn't remember you" I cried.

"Alex it's okay. But you kissed Cristina" she told me.

I looked at her like she was crazy.

"I kissed Yang. No way" I laughed.

Mer wasn't laughing. She had seriousness on her face.

"Alex you did kiss me" Cris interrupted.

"I kissed you"? I asked in disgust.

"Yes Alex and it was like kissing my brother" Cristina laughed.

Mer started laughing too.

"And yeah me and Mer got into it" She stated.

"Why"? I asked curiously.

Cris looked at Mer with this secret language. Mer looked at me. Cris left the room. Mer looks at me and slowly opens her month.

"Alex, I have been thinking a lot about stuff. And when I was kidnapped by Paul. I started to realize all these feelings. And not cause I was scared. I was scared for my life Alex. Alex I start to feel these feelings I have never towards you. It's scaring the crap out of me. But I know it's eating me alive. So I just got to say it. I'm scared that you will leave me. And we stop talking. Okay here I go. Alex I love you. I love you comforting arms around me. I love how you are so good with the kids. But most of all Alex I love you. And I'm scared you will get scared and run off. I never wanted to ruin our friendship. I just had to get this off my chest. I have been holding it in for a long time now. I just was never sure how to tell you. And I just don't want you to let me go. I need my person. I need you Alex. And if you don't feel the same way. It might kill me. But I will get over it. So I'm just going to say it again. I'm in love with you, Alex" Mer confessed as tears fell.

I was shocked. And I did feel the same way. I watched her be with these guys. The thought never crossed my mind that I was in love with her. When she told she slept with Riggs. I felt a bit of jealousy. But It never occurred to me.

Mer kept staring at me. She had this fearful look. I finally decided to breath in. I let out a huge deep breath out. I could feel my heart beating more rapidly the more I thought about her.

"Mer I love you too. I just didn't know how to tell you. After you got hurt in the accident, Cristina asked me if there was anything going on. And I said no. But the more I thought about it. It was gnawing at me. And after you stopped talking to me. It was heartbreaking. I felt that I lost the best person I ever knew. After you were kidnapped. Cris and Maggie had to drag me out of bed every morning. Ellis called me Dada the day after you were kidnapped. I was shocked. But something felt right. I have always wanted to be someone's daddy. I have always wanted a family. I just kept looking in the wrong places. Even though the right place was in front of me. I took me so long to even realize that you were who I wanted. Me protecting you. Was more like a comfort to me. That I knew you wouldn't be harmed. I was so angry when I found out what he did to you. And that he r - a - p - e. - d You. Or whatever he made you. It made me nauseated. The thought of anybody touching you, makes me sick. Riggs touching you. It made me hurt. I just couldn't ever tell you. I was afraid you would freak out" I confessed.

Mer walks up to my bed. She turns my head and cups my chin with her small hands. She leans in and I start to lean in. I couldn't believe this was finally happening. She brings her lips to mine. Our lips connected. Passion flows through as our lips mash together. It felt like sparks. It wasn't like a pleading kiss. It was like years of passion that were building up were finally were released. I put my arm slung around her neck. She moves her lips onto my neck. I let out soft moans. I moved my mouth onto her neck. She lets out a moan. I pulled back. She pulled away. We catch our breaths.

"I love you Mer" I said as I passionately kiss her.

"I love you too, Alex" She replied as she kissed me back.

Mer climbs into my bed. She pulls the cover over her. I wrap my arm around her stomach as she lays ere head on my chest. I could her heart beating. I smiled at her peaceful face. She looks at ease. Having her in my arms it felt amazing. I kissed her forehead before shutting my very tired eyes. I finally have the one thing I have wanted for so long.