Dereks p.o.v

"I want her out of my sight dead or gone"

I watched as Veronica stood up and walked out of the loft. They all turned to me waiting for a decision, "She's will be kicked from the pack, made an omega" they nodded.

"Dean." Dean stood and we drove back to Veronicas and his house. Lydia stayed behind with the pack. He unlocked the front door and took me to the training room. He unlocked that door and Erica sat in the far corner.

"Erica, you are no longer apart of this pack-"

"Derek please" she started to cry and plead. It was all a show.

"If you come near my pack or step foot on Hale territory again I will hunt you down. Get out and don't come back" I said firmly

"But Derek-" Erica tried

"NOW!" I yelled and flashed red eyes at her

Erica was shown the door by Dean and I fell to the floor, head in hands.

I heard Dean's footsteps nearing me "Derek-"

"No Dean. This is all my fault. I let this happen. Veronica will most probably leave the pack as well, Malia, Stiles and Lydia following-"

"When you stop feeling sorry for yourself Derek, we'll all be waiting at the loft" Dean said angerily and left me alone in his house.

Deans p.o.v

Here I was helping Derek get rid of one of his beta while my sister was hurting. I knew her, I could see it on her face the moment she told Derek to get out of her face while Scott and Kira held her back. She was angry. Being a teenaged girl who not only is a werewolf but has ADHD, that's hard. So when Derek fell to the floor in defeat I got angry told him to stow his shit and went to find my sister.

Veronicas p.o.v

I walked out the loft and into the forest. I didn't want to see any of their faces right now, especially Derek's. I just wanted to be alone, away from sympathetic eyes, angry demands and whatever other bullshit was going on in there. I let myself turn from the anger and started to run around hoping to relieve some of that anger.

"Ronnie?" it was Dean. Of course I couldn't have one moment to myself. Someone always had to check up on me like I was a child. I turned around and ran towards the voice. I stopped in front of Dean and shifted back to human.

"Are you okay?" he asked

"No. Not really, but I really just want to be alone right now"

"Please, come back up to the loft"

"No. Dean i'm not going back there today"

"Please Ronnie"

"No"

"Why?"

"Look at everything that's happened Dean? Death all around us. All the bad things that have been happening. It's like something is happening every other day to us I can't take it Dean, I can't do it anymore, I just- I wanna go back home. Back to Lawerence, Kansas with mum and dad and Sammy.."

"Wha-what? We had to leave that life behind us. Me and you had to leave it."

"I just wish I couldn't feel a thing Dean. I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing" Dean pulled me into a hug.

"You sound just like me" Dean whispered and kissed my forehead as he begun to cry, "I miss Sammy so much. Mum and dad as well."

I wouldn't cry but I nodded into his chest. I missed him too. So much. Dad as well, after seeing him at the graveyard I felt stronger but Dean always knew how to break down my walls I had been forced to build to get through his death and finish my training just to hit the road after. I barely knew my mum but I missed her too.

After what I guessed was about 15 minutes Dean released me, "Now were both gonna stow our shit and get up there and face them. Why? Because were Winchesters, it's what we do. We are scarier than what's waiting for us up there, alright?"

"Okay" I smiled a small sad smile and we walked back up to the loft together.

Dereks p.o.v

Dean was right. I pulled myself up off the floor and ran back to the loft.

As I entered they all turned towards me, Dean and Ronnie weren't there, "Erica is gone. If you see her on Hale territory or she tries to approch you, you tell me." I told them and stormed into my room. I fell on my bed rubbing my face. I couldn't catch a break. I thought we were over this bullshit after the Kate incident.

I heard footsteps at my front door so I walked out of the room to see Dean and Ronnie walk in together. She looked at me and look away walking to sit with Lydia. Dean looked at me and nodded. Dean had been crying, Ronnie hadn't but they both had been really upset not too long ago. I could feel the grief coming from them both. I watched as Lydia gave Ronnie a side one-armed hug and a smile, thanking her that she came back and brought Dean back safe. She avoided my eyes and it hurt. I decided enough was enough and walked up to her.

"Ronnie, can I talk to you?" I asked her

"No." she said not turning to look at me

I was sick of asking her questions more than once so I just grabbed her arm and begun dragging her to my room.

"HEY! Let her go!" Dean yelled

"Dean can you take the pack out of here" I asked sternly as I continued to pull Ronnie to my room.

"No, let my sister go right now!" Dean yelled louder than before, anger rolling off him as he approched me.

"Dean it's okay, just do it" Ronnie said. She sounded exhusted.

Dean looked to her and she nodded, "Okay everyone up and out!" he hearded them all out the loft and closed to door behind him giving Ronnie one last look. I brought her into my room and closed the door for good measure.

"What do you want Derek?" she asked weakly

"What's wrong with you Ronnie?" I was worried she sounded so defeated

"Nothing" Lie

"You're lying"

"No i'm not"

"You are. What's wrong?"

"I just-I can't keep losing people, watching them get hurt. I talked to Dean, i'm thinking of moving back home"

"Home? Like where do you mean?"

"Lawerence. Somewhere close to home but not too close. I'm not ready to go back yet"

I looked at her. I understood her reasons but I needed her to stay.

"You can't leave Ronnie, the pack-" My entire family had left and they weren't coming back. All I have left is Peter. I can't lose Ronnie too.

"I think it's for the best Derek"

"Well can you at least wait, ask the pack-"

"No I couldn't put that on them, not after everything that's happened"

"Can you at least sleep on it? Please Ronnie"

She looked into my eyes and slowly nodded, "Okay" she turned to leave.

"Stay here"

"Derek that isn't a good idea-"

"You have the bed and i'll stay in the lounge" I could see her thinking it over but she finally nodded.

Veronicas p.o.v

I nodded. I would stay at Derek's tonight and sleep on my decision even though I was pretty certain that it was what I wanted. I wanted to be back in the town I grew up in, be around people I knew before I was turned into a werewolve. Ones who thought of me as a normal girl. I sat down on the bed with a sigh as Derek excused himself to call Scott.

"Can you have the pack at your house tonight? I know, I know but i've got Ronnie staying here with me. Yes Scott, at my loft. Can you let Dean know as well. Thank you, bye."

He walked back in the room and sat down next to me. He played with his hands in nervousness. He looked like he was going to say something but would close his mouth and huff quietly. He did this about 3 times and it was starting to annoy me.

"Do you think I could go to bed? I'm just really tired and just need a good sleep"

"If you promise you'll be here in the morning"

"Derek-"

"No i'm serious. If you up'd and left during the night without properly thinking this through it would destroy everyone in the pack. Lydia, Stiles, Scott, Peter..me."

I looked into his eyes, I was still mad at him for..wait. Why was I mad at him? He got me to tell him and the pack about Erica but what was I so angry about? "I promise"

"Okay. I'll see you in the morning then. Good night Ronnie"

"Night Derek"

I leant backwards with my feet still on the ground and stared at the ceiling, thinking.

I woke up, the sun just starting to rise. I had successfully kept anyone from knowing in was my 17th birthday today, only Dean knew and I made him promise not to tell. My knees were aching from being bent all night. I was freezing, I went to get under the covers when I saw Scott. He was curled up in the corner quietly snoring.

"Scott. Scottie" I whispered

His eyes shot open and i'm smirking at him.

"Uh..sorry..um..Derek said you were staying so..I uh..got Kira to look after everyone while I watched over you cause Lydia left with Dean, I wanted to make sure you don't kill him..which I failed at because I fell asleep..i'm sorry"

"It's fine Scottie. I'm going back to bed anyways. You can go home if you want"

"Okay. As long as your okay?"

"I'm fine Scott, go home"

"Bye Ronnie, remember not to kill him, oh, and happy birthday" he said jumping out Derek's window

"Yeah we'll see" I muttered. Shit how did Scott find out it was my birthday-

"Should I be worried?" Derek asked. I almost jumped out of my skin, "Jesus Derek! Your as bad as an angel!"

"Haha an angel, really? Like C..."

"Cas?" I supplied

"Yes him" I laughed quietly as Cas appeared behind Derek

"You called Ronnie" Cas stated

It was Derek's turn to jump in suprise, "Shit!"

I couldn't contain my laughter. "That's what you get sour wolf"

"Sour wolf?" Cas questioned

"Shut up" Derek said

"Ronnie. Was I called for a reason?"

"I'm sorry Cas. It was an accident. You can go back to angel business."

"I have no angel business to attend to. Hence why i'm here now"

"Hey! I could have been dying!" I yelled in amusement

"How? Being clawed to death by..sour wolf here?"

"Oh god, you really shouldn't say that Cas!" I laughed even harder as the two looked at me.

After I was done having a laughter fit and had calmed down I turned to Cas, "You wanna stay for breakfast?" Cas looked confused, "We can have cheeseburgers?"

"Yes!" he said too quickly, "I mean, yes I will stay for breakfast"

I laughed again quietly to myself and pointed him to the kitchen.

"Sit down at the bar Cas, i'll make them. Derek you hungry?" I looked over at Derek. I could tell he was thrown by my sudden change in attitude but I loved it when I got to hang out with Cas. He was a family friend so I enjoyed having him around. His straight-forwardness was really funny and I didn't have many family friends I could still hang out with like this.

"Uh..Y-yeah..sure" he took a seat next to Cas. He was staring at Cas and I was waiting for Cas to say something.

"Why are your eyes fixated on my person Derek?" Cas asked evenly

"I-I, i'm sorry" and he looked away

"What's bothering you?" he asked Derek

"Nothing" Derek mumbled

"What's bothering him?" Cas asked me

I raised my hands in surrender and walked over to the stove to start cooking the cheeseburger patties.

"Your an angel so you've been to heaven or whatever right?" Derek asked Cas

"Yes"

"Do you see people there that have, you know..died?"

"Yes"

"So if I was to ask if-"

"Your family are happy Derek."

I chose this moment to study the burger patties. Keep my head down and try drown out the sound of their voices.

"All of them are in heaven. Lycanthropy doesn't change God's views on a person. "

Derek was speechless and it was quite awkward so I poured 3 drinks of iced tea and put 2 of them in front of Cas and Derek. I began drinking mine.

"Your mother said she is a little disappointed that you havn't claimed Ronnie yet though, she likes Ronnie." Cas stated like it was nothing. I spat my mouthful of drink out. Derek looked shocked and Cas didn't pick up on any of it.

"I-I..i'm..i'm sorry?" Derek finally got out after a really awkward silence

I had finished making the burgers and put them in front of Derek and Cas, "Eat up angelboy, before you start saying other things you shouldn't"

"But he was going to request knowledge on his family and it was only fair I-"

"Just shut up Cas. Eat your food" I said with an eyeroll. I looked over to Derek and mouthed "i'm sorry" as I put a burger on a plate for him.

"I don't know how she knew. Maybe it's the family connection. Or a smell, what do you think Der-"

"Jesus Cas, just eat your damn burger" I warned

"She said it is a smell" he said reaching for a second burger as Derek was just plain confused, "Wow. That's amazing isn't it? The abilities a wolf has. Better senses, speed, healing, everything. As an angel I have that anyway but I can't determine-Oh. You havn't mated with Ronnie yet have you?" Cas asked Derek, Derek dropped his burger and my mouth fell open.

"You-you know what Cas? I think it's time for you to g-go"

"Was I interrupting? I did appear in the bedroom after all, you might have been about to-"

"Okay Cas, bye-bye! I will call you down to hang out another time! Off you go, beam yoursef back up there!"

"I can tell you want me to leave because you feel awkward" he lent forward and whispered so quietly I almost couldn't hear, "Happy birthday Ronnie" he lent back again and in a louder voice he said, "I'll go see Dean" and he was gone

"Wait! He's with Lydia..ah shit"

I didn't want to turn around to Derek. I knew I had too. This was his house, I couldn't avoid him. I took a deep breath and I turned around slowly, "I'm so sorry Derek. He is very forward, he's an angel and..and..yeah"

"It-it's fine Ronnie. I can't believe it. My family are happy and up in..heaven? It's hard to believe but he's an angel so..he tells the truth right?"

"Yeah, he is an angel so i'm guessing that was all the truth. He doesn't really play games, as you can tell so, I don't know..i'm just gonna go..I better find uh..Dean..or Lydia..I don't know..someone.."

"Uh..yeah, sure..you don't have to go but-"

"Hey Vee, you here?" Lydia called out

"In here Lydz"

She walked into the kitchen, "Cas showed up at Dean's so I left them to talk about whatever they talk about, so Cas zapped me here, yum burgers!" she picked up the last burger and started eating it,"So. What are you two crazy kids doing?"

"Your calling US crazy?" I challenged in amusement

"Well I don't what you two do when there's noone here so-"

"Jesus! What's with everyone today?!" I yell and Derek just looks defeated

"Jeez! I'm sorry. What are you doing anyway?"

"Just made burgers, nothing much else"

"Well i'm bored so we should do something funnnnnnnn...bowling!"

"Lydia-"

"No buts, nothing. All three of us are going and when Cas is done with Dean he's coming too"

I couldn't be bothered arguing with Lydia so I agreed to go, "Fine. Derek?"

"I was actually gonna go and..and- ah shit. Okay why not?"

"Yay! Double date time!" she pulled her phone out and called Dean

"Lydia, were not-" I begun looking at Derek and Lydia cuts me off

"Dean it's Lydia. Get Cas to fly your ass over here. Me, you, Vee and Derek are going bowling soon. Okay. Okay. See you in a sec, bye."

Cas appears holding Dean's shoulder, "Hello Lydia. I "flew his ass over here" as you say"

He turns towards me and Derek, "Hello. Did you two get back to-"

"Okay! Cas, thank you for that and let's go!" I said quickly grabbing Derek's arm and moving out the door, Lydia in tail.

"Wait, get back to wha-" Dean said accussingly

"Nope. I said we were going and that's that" Thankfully he shut up and we were out the door, throwing goodbyes to Cas over our shoulder's, and on the way to the bowling alley.

It's bowling and Ronnie's birthday surprise in the next chapter :) R&R, favourite and follow :D