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Chapter 21

I woke up in Justin's arms. I looked at my baby-g and saw that it was 12:00PM. I open the curtain and I fall off the bed. That's two bunks that I fall down, so obviously I was hurt. I lied there on the floor with my breath knocked out of me. I rolled over, when I felt my self. I decided not to get up. I just dragged myself across the floor; I got to the stairs and opened the curtain. I looked out, and saw Chaz on top of Tracey. I still wasn't that comfortable with Chaz, and Tracey was my best friend at the moment. I stood up, shocked. I walked over, and just stood there. Tracey finally opened her eyes, and looked me in the eye. She pushed Chaz off of her. Chaz wiped the lip gloss off of his mouth, and backed off. Tracey was just laying there… a little embarrassed. I just looked at her, and shook my head. I sat down in the booth, and Justin came down, and he must have noticed the awkward moment. He sat across from me in the booth. He leaned over and grabbed my hand. I looked into his eyes, he was obviously still sleepy. I got up, and walked over to Tracey. I sat down beside her.

"It's okay that you like Chaz, but this was a bit surprising. Just… Be careful about him. If he EVER hits you, you come tell me right away." She looked at me, and wiped her tears away. She nodded yes, and I saw a smile. I hugged her tight

~Two Weeks Later~

We were finally in Paris. This was going to be fun. Probably because every date that we went on, Chaz and Tracey could come on… Which made me happy. Justin promised that I would be the one less lonely girl, here in Paris for his concert. I thought for a fact that it was going to be romantic, and I knew I was going to cry. We were on the tour bus, and as usual Tracey and Chaz were making out in his bunk. I didn't want to question them, so I just left it. At least me and Justin had the couch. I was sitting in the booth drawing, that's usually something that I do not do often. Justin was passed out on the couch, and you probably know where Tracey and Chaz were. I was finishing up the final touches f my masterpiece when I felt my phone vibrate. The number was blocked. I answered it. It was my mom.

"What, do you want?" I heard my mom groan.

"Kamile, I miss you, and you better come back home. I'm saying NOW!" I was shocked. I sat there with my mouth open, and tears streaming down my face. "Excuse me, missy you better be home tomorrow, or I will send a search warrant for you! And your boyfriend will get arrested for kidnapping you!" I dropped my phone, and the screen cracked, and turned black. Justin jumped off the couch.

"What happened!" He was freaking out. I was just sitting there, with tears running down my face. Justin walked over, and wiped the tears away. "Baby, what happened" I finally got the courage to speek.

"My mom… wants me home… tomorrow… and if I'm not home… she's going to get you arrested….for kidnapping me." Justin just sat there, wondering what to do.

"Babe, I don want you to go home, I need you here… with me! Your OLLG is tonight too! I can't send you home! If I send you home I can't see you for another 3 months! I JUST CAN'T!" Justin was crying, and I was crying. I knew that I had to go home, I didn't want to… but I knew my mom was serious. I looked at his eyes; they were red, and teary. I kissed him, and hugged him close. I couldn't be away from him, I just got out of a coma 2 weeks ago, she can't do this to me.

"Justin, I need a new phone, I need to call my mom, and get this settled out." I wiped the tears away. "We have to make sure that the number is the same as my last phone, because her number was private, and I think she will try calling my number." He looked at me and nodded. He grabbed my hand, and led me to the front doors of the bus. He told the bus driver that we would be back in 30 minutes. He told us to tell that to Tracey And Chaz, because he wasn't in the mood to tell then himself. Me and Justin ran hand in hand towards the back. We opened up Chaz's curtain… they weren't there. We opened up Tracey's and they weren't there…but there was a note.

"Hey Kamile, Justin. We have left you guys, I'm so sorry for this. We will meet you when you come back to Canada. So, goodbye for now." Some thing wasn't right. Her writing was messy, and awkward, and there were tears on the page. What has Chaz done to Tracey? Justin must have been thinking the same thing, because he took my hand, and ran to the mall. He got me an iPhone, and dialed Tracey's number.
One ring
Two rings
Three rings
Four rings
Five rings
I was slowly starting to die a little inside
Ten rings
Beeeeeeeeep
This is not good. Justin then dialed Tracey's number on his phone
One ring
Two rings
Three rings
Answered

"Hello?"

"Chaz? Why did you take Tracey away. Her letter made her seem distraught, what did you do to her?"

"Hey man, she's my girl, so I wanted to take her home with me!"

"Can I trust what you are saying, because man, my mirror still had cracks in it… let me talk to Tracey?"

"Uh.. Hello?"

"Tracey! Are you okay, DO NOT LIE TO ME."

"Justin, please don't worry, I'm completely fine."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

"Give Chaz the phone please."

"Dude, why are you questioning me? Is it because of before, because honestly, I've changed."

"Okay then, bye"

He handed over my phone, and he still had his phone to his ear. He pulled it down, and dialed a number.

"Hey Ryan, I'm getting you and Julia tickets to Paris, so you can come on tour, call me asap."

He looked at his phone and hung up.

"Justin, I have to go home tonight." He started to frown. He stood up, and grabbed my old broken phone. He took the SIM card out and put it into his blackberry. He gave me my mother's number. I dialed her number, and pressed record call.

"Hey mom, I am defiantly not coming home. I am not coming home to your abusive ass. You are so fucking lucky that I haven't called the cops on you. Have a nice life, because I'm enjoying mine, and I'm not letting you ruin this."

"WOAH, MISSSYYY! DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT? I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL YOU COME HOME. YOU ARE GOING TO GET YOUR ASS KICKED SO HARD YOU'RE GOING TO END UP IN THE HOSPITAL!"

"Fuck you mom." I hung up the phone. I had proof that my mother was going to hurt me, so if the cops did come, they couldn't take me away.

Justin walked toward the back, and started to take off his clothes, he put on a purple t-shirt, and white skinny jeans. He put on his purple supras and his purple hat. He looked so hot in purple. The tour bus started to move. In 20mins, we finally stopped, and it was time for Justin's concert. I put on a white dress with purple tights and white flats. Justin's make up and hair people did my make up and hair, because they knew that I was going to be on stage. They had little white flowers in my hair, to match my dress. I felt so pretty, and I felt like I was going to get married. Justin was going to go on stage in 2 minutes. The DJ was getting the crowd ready. The screams make the stage vibrate, and my ears bleed. Justin was hyping up. He ran over to me, kissed me and ran on stage. It's hard to believe but the screams got louder, and louder. He started off with baby, and then went on with Eenie Meenie, and that should be me. He was announcing that he was going to sing Common Denominator. He was motioning me to come over, but I was not going to, my feet were glued to the side of the stage. He whispered into the microphone.

"Is my Kam scareeeed?" the crowd responded with "awes" and "boos." I kept shaking my head no. I was not going to go up there. Not in a million years. He ran over, and threw me over his shoulder. He ran back on stage, and sat me down on the stool.

"Baby, this one's for you." He looked into my eyes, and the music started.

"It fills the air
And I fall in love with you
All over again, oh
You're the light that faced the sun
In my world
I'd face a thousand years of pain for my girl
Out of all the things in life that I could fear"
I started crying and laughing and smiling all at the same time. I looked down at my ring.
"The only thing that would hurt me, uh
Is if you weren't here, oh
I don't wanna go back to just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?
Girl, without you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love,
You're the common denominator
oh, oh , ohhh, oh
Common denominator
oh, yeahh, woa"
Ye grabbed my hand, and helped me off the stool. He showed my ring to everyone in the audience. I was going to kill him after.

"Before you love was low
Now we're just my height, aye
We chase the game that would put
My cot in the side, aye
Broken heart rise up to say,
love is alive
You and I would stand to be multiplied, yea
Out of all things in life that I could fear, yeah
The only thing that would hurt me is if you weren't here, woa"
The crowd started to awe, as he kissed me. Some one hit me in the head with a pice of popcorn, but I could care less.

I don't want to go back to just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?
Girl, without you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love,
You're the common denominator
oh, oh , ohhh, oh
Common denominator
oh, yeahh, woa"
He stood directly in front of me, and loked me in the eyes at he kept singing. I was bawling my eyes out.

"I'm never ever not without your touch
Every kiss that you give, gives me heart
And to all the heart aching
Jealous females hate it
Imma hold it down for you
You, woa, oh, woa
You're the common denominator
oh yeah woa

I don't wanna go back
Half of the equation
Woa woa yea
Common Denominator
Oh oh ohhhh oh
Common Denominator
oh yeahh woa

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I fall in love with you all over again, yea"
After, the screams were louder than ever. He was smiling like crazy, the fans accepted me. I noticed someone run on stage, I decided to ignore it, so I started to walk off stage when suddenly someone's arm wrapped around my neck.