A/N: Heyy guys author One is BACK! I know, I know, I am amazing! I hope you enjoy the character I have built out of Jared. He's a bad ass! Now none of you fangirls can date him. I know, I know, he is just so attractive, but you girls have to hold back. Jared is Kat's and only Kat's! I hope you guys are enjoying, really, its a pleasure to be writing for y'all. Here is another chapter!
***Jared's POV***
I close my eyes and breathe in, breathe out. I will not lose my self-control. I will not harm Kat. I need her to function. I love her so much.
I run my hands through my hair, looking Kat in the eyes. Kat is now looking at the ground.
"Kat..." I say. My eyes flash pictures of me lying on the ground as Alex and Jay stand there and laugh. I can feel the rage build in my chest.
"I...I..." She stutters.
"You...You..." I mimic back. "You know what that boy did to me? Next time I see Jay he's going over the fucking chasm," I find myself saying. The rage is growing inside me, I don't know how much I'll be able to take.
"It wasn't Jay, It was Alex," she says.
I feel the rage build inside of her. I grab her shoulders, "That son of a BITCH?! You did not do this KAT!" I scream in her ear. That damn boy beat me! If Lilly wouldn't have tried to open the door, who knows what condition I'd be in!
I start shaking Kat. Once I realize I'm doing it, I step away. I look down at my hands in puzzlement. I love Kat, why did my hands do this? I start crying, why was I doing this? I hit the ground, falling on my knees. Kat has to have a reasonable explanation. She wouldn't do this to me! I look at Kat who was now looking at me. I am on my knees crying into my hands.
"I...I..." I stutter. I feel so bad! But why the hell did Kat do whatever the hell she did with that freak?
"I'm sorry," says Kat, "You said yo get him to trust me... That's how it'll work on that overconfident son of a loser!"
"I'm sorry Kat, it's just... it's just... I keep imagining lying on the ground in the dorm with them there. That's all I see: me lying on the ground, them kicking and whipping me. I literally can't take it. I'm so sorry Kat!"
Kat walks to me on the ground. She kneels down next to me. "Its okay Jared, Its okay," she says.
She wraps her hands around me. I feel my body quiver. I still feel the pain.
I hug Kat back. "I'm soooooo sorry Kat, I never want to hurt you!" I say, crying into Kat.
I blink and see myself lying on the floor and I see Alex bring the whip up, I open my eyes.
"I love you Kat," I say imagining her kissing that jerk.
"Trust me, I don't like him. I just gotta get him to trust me, and that'll be the only way to get that stubborn jerk to do it," Kat says.
"I trust you Kat," I say.
Kat breaks away from me and stands up. She offers me her hand and I take it standing up.
I look closer at her hand and see her tattoo.
She sees me looking at her tattoo.
I wrap my hands around her and embrace her in a kiss.
We break away and start walking toward the chasm, my hand in her hand. I would do anything for Kat.