A/N
Hey guys… here's my update. I know I promised before Christmas but… I had a lot of presents to wrap…Enjoy
CHAD POV
After yesterday I think we should have no more problems. Sonny dropped me off at the house since my car was in the studios parking lot. When I went home Gloria gave me the mail. I got the tour package and some fan mail. I went to sleep for the rest of the night. Gloria woke me up around 8:30. Dreading it, I dragged myself out of bed and into the bathroom. I took a shower and started to get dressed. Her car horn ran through my house. She was outside. I swallowed my juice and ran out the house. I sat in the passenger seat
"Hey" she smiled
"Beautiful" I smiled back.
"I'm sore"
"Why?"
"You punched me yesterday. It hurts like hell"
"I'm sorry…" she smiled and chuckled. We pulled up to the parking lot a couple of minutes after that
"I'll see you later…"
"Mhm…" she kissed me goodbye and walked her separate way. I walked onto my set and everything stood still. People stood and snickered as I walked past them. I went up to Trevor who was sitting with Devon
"What's up guys?"
"Nothing… just laid up on set" Trevor said suspiciously
"What are you talking about, dude"
"I thought you would be on top of this, Chad"
"Go look in your room, dude" they burst out laughing. I slowly backed away from them and made my way to my room. I opened up the door and was in struck. A HUGE picture of Sonny and I on the floor in the gym was hanging from the wall. Holy Shit. I walked out of my room and past everybody who was in shock that my face was steaming red.
"Who put that up?" I stopped abruptly and said calmly. No one answered. It got quiet on the set. "WHO PUT THAT UP?" Everyone jumped but no one said a thing. I really wanted to know who was followed me to the gym and went in my dressing room without permission. Penelope and Portlyn came through the door with coffee in their hand giggling.
"Hey, Chad" the said simultaneously as they walked past me to their dressing room. Why must they do things like this? You know what… it's not a big deal. I slowly walked behind them and into my room. I stared at the picture and smiled. It was actually really nice. Photo shopped very well. It showed Sonny straddling me and my hands rested on her legs. We both were staring into each other's eyes smiling. I stood on the chair and took the picture down.
"Hey Chad" Penelope walked through the door smiling
"What?"
"How do you like your picture?"
"I love it. Very romantic, intimate, sensual…"
"That's not what you're supposed to say…"
"What am I supposed to say?"
"Oh Penelope… why would you put this up…" she tried to imitate as she walked closer
"I like it… And you suck at trying to black mail people it that's what you were planning to do"
"Shit" she mumbled
"Aha so you were trying to black mail"
"Maybe…" she giggled and put her arms around my neck. I pried them off and stepped back.
"What are you doing…? You have a boyfriend"
"So… what he doesn't know won't hurt him"
"Yeah… I don't live by that rule"
"Maybe I can change that…" she ran her hand up and down my arms
"Nah… I'm good…"
"Come on Chad. I know you want me…"
"Nah… I want no part of you. You should go find Devon"
"Fine…we'll see if you changed your mind on tour" She sauntered out. FUCK MY LIFE
SONNY POV
I was getting changed for the Mackenzie Stalls sketch when I heard a knock at my door.
"Come in!"
"Hello…"
"What are you doing here, Portlyn?"
"Just making sure you're okay with Chad and I fake dating"
"I'm not but I guess I'm going to have to live with it"
"You're so mellow. I would be scared. My boyfriend sleeping in the same room as another girl. When I get out the shower, he's there. When he gets out the shower, she's there. All the paparazzi making assumptions. Sleeping in a bed right next to each others." I blew out a forceful breath as she sat down "That would just freak me out"
"Chad wouldn't do anything, he promised"
"Promises are meant to be broken, Sonny" I stared down at my ring "He promised his last girlfriend the same thing and broke it"
"His last girlfriend?"
"He never told you about Carmen. This was before you came here. He promised her the same thing he promised you and broke it. He cheated…"
"I don't believe you. Trying to get inside my head. It isn't going to work… Chad loves me…."
"Fine, don't believe me. You can ask Carmen for yourself." She wrote a number down and placed it on the table "Bye Sonny" she walked out. I stared at the number on the table. My hand was itching to pick it up and call it. I sighed and glared at my phone. My eyes switched back and forth between the paper and my phone. Why are you doubting him, Sonny? I walked from the table but the paper was burning a hole in the back of my head. I picked up my phone and dialed the 10-digit number. Every agonizing ring rang through my head. I went over the idea of hanging up but when she answered it was too late
"Hello?" a light voice answered
"Uh…"
"Hello?"
"Uh…hi"
"Who is this?"
"Who is this?"
"You can't call me and ask me who I am…"
"This is Sonny… Monroe"
"Sonny Monroe? Where have I heard that name before?"
"Condor Studios. So Random. Court. Chad Dylan Cooper"
"Oh... you're Sonny, his girlfriend. I'm Carmen Roberts"
"Yeah…"
"Why are you calling me...?"
"Somebody told me to call you… Because Chad was going on tour…"
"Why call me?"
"They said you been through this…"
"I have. Why?"
"Did you go out with, Chad…?"
"Yes. Why?"
"Did he break up with you or you broke up with him?"
"I broke up with him..."
"Why… if you don't mind me asking"
"He cheated on me…"
"Cheated?" I croaked out
"Yeah… he was on tour. Some girl named Donny. He was such an asshole… He totally led me on… then broke my heart"
"How long were you going out?"
"Why so many questions? Chad's going on tour isn't he…?"
"Uh… Yeah"
"Geez… How long have you too been going out?"
"A long, long while"
"Damn… he told you he loved you?"
"Yeah…"
"Did he give you a silver ring with a diamond in the middle?"
"Y-yeah…"
"Honey… don't believe it…" I heard the dial tone. She hung up.
"Why are you doubting him?" the tiny voice in my head asked "Shut up…" "You know he wouldn't do anything to hurt you…" "I do not doubt… I'm taking consideration"
PORTLYN POV
Check and mate. I walked into mine and Penelope's dressing room
"Did you do it?" Penelope asked
"It's done. We got this in the bag" I high fived her and bit into one of the apples on the table. "Are you sure you want to go through with this, little god sister?"
"Yeah… I can handle this. I'll set it up on tour then you go for it…"
"Alright… no backing out"
"So, this Carmen girl? Is she real?"
"Completely. She lives in the Valley. She broke up with Chad and left Hollywood"
"Oh… and I thought you were lying"
"Nope. I only lie on special occasions"
"So everyday…?"
"Pretty much" finishing my apple. I threw the core out the window and relaxed in the chair.
"You know what you should do…"
"What?"
"Invite Carmen…" Life is good…
CHAD POV
"Uh… yeah. That's a dozen white peonies to Condor Studios dressing room 5"
"Would you like to write anything in the card?"
"My one and only love…"
"Okay… Thank you for calling 1 800 flowers… Have a good day"
"Bye…"
"Chad Dylan Cooper to wardrobe!" the PA announced. I made my way over to the wardrobe room. Gina the dressing lady tailored the new Mackenzie falls pant while Harold tailored the girls skirts. We've all changed in front of each other so it's not like I haven't seen Portlyn, Penelope and Chloe in their underwear but why does it seem more uncomfortable today…
"Devon completely likes you for who you are, Pen" I talk lowly
"I know but I don't like my boobs or my back…"
"You're fine Pen; you don't need to go up a size. A b-cup is fine"
"You should be one to talk. You got D-cup boobs and a slender back, Chloe. Trevor probably works you hard every night…"
"Dude… I haven't had sex that good in a long time"
"OH…MY…GOD! Can you please not talk about your sex lives, please?"
"Aww… Sorry, we forgot you were here…"
"I don't mind…" Trevor stated
"Me either. Just don't tell all my moves" Devon agreed
"Don't worry babe…" Penelope giggled and walked in front of Devon "It will be our secret…" he smiled and kissed her
"And for the record Pen… I like you exactly the way you are…and I'll show you that after the Falls party tonight" Devon smiled and fixed his newly tailored pants
"Hmm… must be nice having a boyfriend that complements you" Chloe glared at Trevor
"I complement you everyday… You know I love you…" Trevor smirked
"So how about you, Chad? You and Sonny that is…" Chloe asked
"What about me and Sonny?"
"Do you guys have secrets?" Trevor said
"Yes…"
"From each other…?" Devon stated
"No… we tell each other everything…"
"So you told her about, Carmen" Devon stated. It got quiet. I didn't tell Sonny about Carmen. I wasn't planning on it… "Dude you didn't tell her…"
"No… it was the past. WAY in the past. It won't happen again"
"I thought you guys didn't have secrets…"
"That's one thing I refuse to tell her…"
"You gave her a ring, like you did Carmen. You told her you loved her, like you did Carmen"
"That was 3 years ago. Things are different. I'm different… She's different. She doesn't deal with bullshit"
"Don't hurt her… Even though I dislike her" Trevor started "She can be cool at times but don't hurt her… Nico and Grady will have your ass if you do"
"I know… I love her too much to hurt her…"
"Uh… why do you care, Trevor?" Chloe spat"Because… she can be cool at times"
"Really… huh" she folded her arms and walked around in front of the mirror "You aren't different, Chad. You're just whipped"
"I'm not whipped…"
"WH-CHOO…whipped" she laughed
"I'm not whipped…and if I am there's nothing wrong with that"
"Whatever, Chad. Sonny's got you wrapped around her finger" Devon said
"I'm whipped, Devon? When Penelope moves you move. You're her shadow, dude" The whole room started laughing
"Nah… I just got her on lock"
"Excuse me…" Penelope stood in front of him and raised her eyebrows
"Nothing…" he murmured
"WHIPPED!" Trevor and I yelled out
"Shut up"
SONNY MONROE
"Hey Tawni…" I stopped short in her room when I saw her and Nico lying on the couch "Sorry…"
"We weren't doing anything" She sat up "What's up?"
"Want to go shopping with me…?"
"Shopping… OF COURSE!"
"Great… we'll leave in an hour or so…"
"Okay…now close the door…" I went back into my dressing room and sat down. About 10 minutes later there was a knock at my door
"Delivery for Sonny Monroe"
"Delivery?" I opened the door and a man held up a crystal vase with my favorite flowers in them. White peonies. The man smiled and handed me the vase. I thanked him and closed the door. I picked up the card and read it "My one and only love…" I picked one of the roses and brought it up to my nose. A clean flowery scent waved through me and I smiled.
What color are you wearing- CDCCome and find out- SM
I will… and I meant tonight…- CDC
I'm hoping purple; but I have to go shopping- SM
Are you going now? – CDC
In like, 30 minutes. Why? – SM
Want to buy me a purple tie? – CDC
I guess – SM
Please :) – CDC
Okay… but seriously get over here – SM
What happened – CDC
I want to show you something – SM. I put my phone on the table where the vase was and twirled a flower in between my fingers. A few minutes later Chad came through the door
"Hey…" I stood up and brought the flower to my nose
"Oh you got them…"
"And I love them…"
"I knew you would…" he took me into his arms "What'd you want to show me?"
"Nothing… I just wanted to see you…"
"Wow… you missed me that much…"
"A little. You have court next week and then you leave the day after. I'm trying to make the most of it…"
"Ah… I see"
"Yeah… but I'm going to go shopping." Tawni came knocking on the door
"Chad" Tawni said
"Tawni… or should I call you Nico" he turned to her
"How about shut the hell up" she stepped forward
"Okay… I'm leaving now…" I looked at him "Neck tie or bow tie"
"Neck. I'll pick you up around 8:30" he kissed me and walked out
"Where are you guys going?"
"The Falls party…"
"Oh…"
"Yeah…why"
"You're the first random to ever go. That's a HUGE social event"
"Oh… now I'm nervous"
We walked along rodeo drive and went in and out of stores. I found a dark purple chiffon dress. It came past my ankles and a pair of Christian Louboutin heels. After that I went into Ralph Lauren and bought a dark purple silk like tie. Since I was finished I walked around with Tawni until she found something she liked. She bought four pairs of Christian Louboutin shoes and a Gucci bag. We walked back to the studios where we parted into our own cars…. She actually went with Nico but I drove off before they did. I carried everything up stairs and hung it up outside my closet door. My mom came in my room and took the dress off to look at it
"You're going to The Falls party?"
"Yeah… how'd you even know about that?"
"It's all over Tween Weekly…"
"And why are you reading Tween Weekly, mom" I laughed
"Because… I like Teen Gladiators"
"You're so corny"
"Hey… I'm not corny… and Kyle is coming over"
"Who's Kyle?"
"Torres..."
"Oh… well I'm going to Chad's house after, then"
"No you're not…"
"Why aren't I?"
"Because you're my daughter and you will not spend the night at you're boyfriend's house"
"I'm not going to stay here and listen to you guys….. having sex"
"No, Sonny"
"I'm not having this conversation with you"
"You're not staying over there…"
"I stayed over there last time you guys started humping each other…"
"No you were sleep on the couch…."
"No…. I left… about an hour after you guys came home. You never came out of your room that's why you never noticed"
"No, Sonny"
"Why is it such a problem now?"
"Because I don't want you over there"
"Whatever mother… I'm going to take a shower" she groaned. I walked into the shower and washed my hair and body. When I walked out I heard noise from the living room. I walked into the hall way and stared to wrap the towel around me. I bumped into something hard even though the wall was on the other side of the hall
"Sorry…Sonny" I heard a husky voice. I looked up and saw Torres looking down
"Uh… it would be nice if you look at my face rather than my body, Torres" I fixed my towel
"You can call me Kyle"
"Well Kyle, it would be nice if you look at my face rather than my body"
"I'm sorry you're just too sexy…for your own good"
"You're gross and a perv. Excuse me…" I moved to the left and he did the same
"You really should cover up. You never know who's in your house…"
"You really should move out of my way. You might be fucking my mom and be our lawyer and be 29 but you shouldn't even be back here without her" I moved to the right and he did the same
"Such language for a young lady. You're very confident …I like it"
"You're disgusting and I'm jail bait" I quickly walked around him and shut the door to my room. I heard him laugh and walk past. That's so gross. I think I might throw up. After I got did my hair and got dressed it was 10 minutes to 8:20. I finished my makeup and grabbed Chad's tie off the hanger. I stuffed a pair of shorts and a tank top for tomorrow. I walked out to the living room and stood behind the couch…
"Well okay mom… I'll be back later tomorrow"
"I will see you tonight, Sonny"
"Yeah… I'll see you tomorrow"
"Listen to your mother, Sonny" Torres stated
"Mind you business, Torres" The doorbell rang. I answered it. Chad was standing there in a well tailored black suit and white shirt. I handed him his tie and he put it on "Well don't you look handsome"
"Don't you look beautiful…" he expressed back
"Thanks…" I pressed my lips to his "Can we get out of her now" I whispered
"What's wrong…?"
"There's a perv in here..."
"Torres?" I didn't respond "He's old…"
"He's disgusting…"
"Okay well bye Ms. Monroe, Uh… Torres, can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Sure…" he got up and walked over to Sonny and I "What's up?"
"You're 29 she's 16. That's jail bait… and pervish. Plus she has a boyfriend. Stick to her mom, man" he patted him on the shoulder and led me out the door. We took the elevator down to the lobby and went outside. A long black limo was waiting. I slid inside first and he got in soon after.
"So is this party a really BIG thing?"
"Mhm…"
"Oh my god…" I sighed
"Nervous?" I nodded "Don't be… it's all people you know and maybe a few cameras"
"Oh that makes things so much better" sarcasm. He took my hand in his and made tiny circles with his thumb
"Don't be nervous, sunshine" we pulled up to the hall and the chauffer let us out right in front of the red carpet. Lights from the cameras flashed over and over again. Chad and I walked down the carpet hand in hand, occasionally stopping to take a picture. I stood next to him as we took yet another picture.
"Come on Channy give us a kiss!" one of the photographers yelled
"No… thanks for the pictures guys" Chad smiled and waved
"Yeah… give us a kiss!" another one repeated. Chad and I looked at each other and gave a quick peck "That's it… that's all you got for your girl, Cooper?" One provoked. He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine harder than before. I whimpered as he ran his tongue along my bottom lip. I caught his bottom lip between my teeth as he pulled away. He smiled and waved back to the photographers. We parted for a few seconds when he had to take photos with the cast. We finally made it inside. The hall was huge. It had 3 glass chandeliers and the tables were in the Mackenzie falls colors. The lights were dim and the dance floor was huge. There were pictures from the show everywhere. We sat at the table with Penelope, Devon, Chloe and Trevor. Throughout the whole serving of dinner Penelope eyed me down.
"Why does Penelope keep looking at me like that?"
"I don't know. Maybe because you look really beautiful"
"Aww thanks… but seriously she keeps looking at me like I stole something"
"I would say something but I'm too busy staring at your dress"
"Why?"
"It's going to look great on my bedroom floor"
"I think your suit would make a nice addition to my dress. Your tie… that's something diffe-"
"What are you guys whispering about over there?" Trevor cut in
"Nothing…" I blushed
"Oh… come on…"
"Uh… Chad was just saying how the band is great" liar
"That's why you're blushing…?" Chloe asked
"This food is really good…" I ate a fork full of baked ziti. Chad laughed at me and leaned over to kiss my cheek.
"You want to dance?" he whispered. I nodded as he stood up and took my hand in his. He led me to the dance floor and took me into his arms. I draped my arms around his neck as we danced. There was a small gap in between us that was soon closed when his hands wrapped around my waist. "Are you having fun?"
"Considering I just made a fool of myself by shoving a fork full of ziti in my mouth… Yeah I'm having a great time…"
"You know… while I'm gone I'm going to miss these moments" we swayed back and forth on the dance floor
"There are going to be more moments like these…"
"I know… but it seems like nothing else matters when I'm with you…"
"Nothing?"
"Nothing at all… not my parents… not the tour…"
"Or sharing a room with Portlyn…"
"That too" he laughed "I really am going to miss you…"
"I'm going to miss you too" I kissed him as we continued dancing CHAD POV
I held the one person I love in my arms. If something ever changes that I think I would die. She looked up to my through her eyelashes, which made her irresistible. The way she wore her hair or my ring.
"I love you so much…"
"I love you too… so, so, so, much"
"I'm going to marry you one day" she smiled
"Aren't we a little too young to be thinking about marriage?" she laughed and caressed the back of my head
"Mm… no… you're 16. I'm turning 17 in a couple of months. We're halfway there"
"Promise…?"
"Promise…" she kissed me and sighed. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Portlyn walk in through the doors. Next to her was a red head; a certain red-head that I didn't know. I decided to ignore it and keep on dancing. I saw her eye me and point to Sonny and I on the dance floor. She made her way over to us and stopped behind Sonny. Though they were the same height the only one I paid attention to is the one in my arms.
"Hi Chad" the redhead said. Sonny released her hands and turned around. She smiled
"Uh…hi"
"You don't remember me?"
"Uh…"
"Figures you wouldn't since I went from blonde to candy apple red. It's me, Carmen" Holy shit. My stomach dropped and I felt a twinge of nervousness. My eyes bounced between Sonny and Carmen
"You're Carmen Roberts?" Sonny asked. How do they know each other?
"In the flesh" she smiled
"So… she's the one you cheated on?" Sonny turned to me
"Uh…"
"Oh… you gave her the ring. I still have mines except yours is a newer version" Carmen giggled and pointed to Sonny's ring finger
"You gave her a ring…" Sonny asked
"Um…"
"You said I was the only one…"
"Uh…"
"Oh… did he send you 12 of your favorite flowers…"
"Uh CARMEN! Hi how are you… good okay can I speak to you over here, please?" I dragged her by her arm across the hall near the bathroom "Who bought you here?"
"Portlyn…" she smirked
"Damnit… why are you here anyway?"
"Don't do what you did to me, to Sonny…"
"How'd you too even meet…?"
"She called me…"
"What how'd she even get your number?"
"I don't know..."
"This thing we had… that was 3 whole years ago…"
"I know… you cheated on me with a French girl named Donny…It was all in the news papers"
"You know it was a mistake. I tried to tell you that but you didn't listen"
"Don't hurt Sonny"
"I'm not… don't worry…I love her too much to do that" she stroked my arm
"Do you love her like you loved me…?"
"No…I love her more…"
"Aww babe that's not right
"Don't call me babe" I swatted her hand away from my arm "Now excuse me" As I walked back on to the dance floor. I scanned the room for Sonny… she wasn't there. A flash of purple caught my eye near the entrance. I ran over to her
"Sonny…"
"What…" she mumbled. She had her coat in hand
"Where are you going…?"
"Home…"
"Home as in my home?"
"No home as in my apartment!"
"Sonny you have to let me explain…"
"Now here's Chad Dylan Cooper, the star of Mackenzie Falls for the annual toast…" Condor said at the podium
"No… I'm good…"
"Please let me explain…" I took the house key out of my pocket and gave it to her "Please just go there and I'll tell you everything … please…" I clenched my jaw
"Mr. Cooper" Condor said again
"Please, Sonny" she took the key out of my hand and walked out. I let out a huge breath. I ran back to the podium, I held up my glass of apple cider and began "I would like to toast 4 years if Mackenzie falls. To Mr. Condor who spent money on this show… to all of my castmates who make this show possible and to the fans who write very inspiring letters. Solute" I quickly swallowed the liquid and ran down from the stage.
"Chad where's Sonny?" Devon asked
"Carmen's here"
"WHAT!" they all yelled "Sonny found out didn't she"
"I got to go…"
SONNY POV
I hailed a cab to Chad's house. I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't help it. As soon as I stepped inside the house the tears flowed like Niagara Falls. He said I was the only one? I ran up the stairs and stripped my dress. I brushed the curls out of my hair and stepped in the shower. As the hot water ran down my back the tears overflowed down my cheeks. I felt my eyes become puffy. I stood there in the water not noticing anything around me. I heard the shower door open and soon felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. I sucked in a breath and turned off the water
CHAD POV
I opened the front door with Sonny's bag in my hand. I heard the shower on so I took off my clothes and stepped in with her. Why is she using the guest bathroom, I don't know. I wrapped my arms around her waist hoping she would forgive me. She tensed and turned off the water. She stepped out, wrapped a towel around herself and walked out of the shower.
"Sonny let me explain please…" I caught up to her in the hallway. I went into my room and put on a pair of boxers and sweatpants. "Carmen and I dated 3 years ago. I went on tour…" she glanced around the room for her bag. I held it up and she grabbed it out of my hand. "Come on talk to me…" Please don't let this be the silent treatment "Not the silent treatment please…" the silent treatment to me is when a person shuts you out of their life and mind for god knows how long. It's the only thing that can get to me "Anything but the silent treatment…" she put her underwear and flannel pajama pants on. She slid her tank top on and glared at me. "Carmen and I dated 3 years ago. I went on tour… to France and met this girl named Donny. The cast and I went to a bar. Donny followed and partied with us. I had at least 8 shots of vodka and lost it. One thing led to another and we wound up having sex. It was a complete accident…She went to the press and told and that's how Carmen found out" I held her shoulders "I'm sorry I should've told you" she pushed my hands off her shoulders and walked out "Come on please talk to me" she stopped in the hallway
"I don't care that you cheated on her. You said I was the only one with a ring. I am another notch. Just like your mom said. I'm only staying here for tonight…"
"No, no, no Sonny you're not another notch. I swear. I gave her a ring as a friendship ring. After we broke up…"
"You still gave her one…"
"So… this was before you. It's not like you told me about you're exes" damn "I fucked that up…"
"My first boyfriend, Brian was a dick. He liked my mother so he used me to get to her. My second boyfriend, Jake. He liked me, gave me a necklace, then cheated in me with one of my closest friends. He knocked her up while we were going out. They have a 4 year old son named Roman. Guess who's the godmommy… me… So you're the third boyfriend I had and I thought it was going well. How do you think it's going…?"
"It's still going great… we just hit a minor bump in the road…" I took her cheek in my hand she swatted it away
"Don't touch me"
"Or what?" she slapped me "REALLY! That was your or what" I grabbed her and kissed her hard on the mouth. She broke away and lightly smiled
"I'm sorry baby did I hurt you…" she brought her hand up to the cheek she hit and stroked it. Her hand made contact as she slapped the same cheek again
"Ow…"
"Are you feeling the same thing I'm feeling…?" I pressed my lips to hers again and pulled back. Her hand made contact with the same cheek again. Causing it to sting even more
"Hit me again and I swear…" she grinned and brought her hand up. I caught her hand and pinned it to her side. I drop kicked her easily
"Fuck!" She yelped as she hit the floor. I pressed my lips to hers as I ran my fingers through her damp hair. I slowly trailed my fingers down to her core.
"You can't lie. You're body responds perfectly to my touch…" I rubbed her through her pants. She silently moaned and squirmed underneath me. Her feet pushed against my hips as I slid her pants and underwear off. She was dripping wet for me. Her arousal filled my nostrils as my mood switched from love to lust and need. Her feet kicked at my sweats and boxers. They joined her underwear in a pile on the floor. I slipped my hand underneath her lower back and entered her swiftly. She moaned and the sudden contact. I slammed into her core fast, as a slick sweat broke against my skin
"Oh…" she groaned. A few more occasionally moans and sounds came but that was it. I felt her walls clamp down against my member. She bit her lip and dug her nails into my arms as she came but didn't make a sound. My release was soon after. I grunted as she laid there. Her chest heaved up and down. I slowly pulled out of her when I realized what I just did
"Sonny… I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have taken you like that. I'm sorry" A tear escaped her eyes. She wiped it away the tear away.
"You're apologizing for that…?" she said sadly. She sighed and another tear ran down her creamy skin. She stood up, put her underwear on and walked past me. "By the way… I've been on birth control for a month and a half now… you have nothing to worry about…" I was so focused on sex that I didn't use a condom.
"Shit" I hissed "Sonny…I" another tear came down her cheek. Then another. She walked into the guest room and closed the door. I stood up and put back on my pants. I knocked on the guest room door to receive no answer "Sonny…open up…I'm sorry" I said quietly. I heard her hand touch the door knob but then let go.
"I don't want to see you… leave me alone" she croaked. I slowly walked away and went into my room
SONNY POV
I push my head phones into my ear and lay down underneath the covers. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Kept replaying in my head
"I'm sorry" I repeated
"It's too late to apologize…" I recited the lyrics in my head as the song was stuck on replay. I wiped another tear out of my face. I drifted to sleep with my iPod on repeat and tear stains trailing down my face
A/N
Hey guys… very long chapter. I know… lol you guy said you liked them so there you go. Um so reviews on this chapter. Did you like Carmen, Penelope and Portlyn… how about when the Mac Falls cast was changing? Sonny and Chad at the end? REVIEW PLEASE!