my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

Kel's P.O.V.

I heard slow, very slow deliberate steps towards the infirmary and my heart froze. He had figured out, hadn't he? I started talking to Neal about something that I wasn't paying attention to and stopped when the door opened to show Dom.

'How old is he?' Dom asked my sharply. I didn't appreciate his tone. How could he have known what I had done and gone through? I bet her had just lived a comfortable life here without me, not even worrying, the womanizer he is.

'One, I don't know who you are talking about, two, I don't like the tone,' I replied and starting reading a book that I somehow had managed to convince Meathead to let me borrow. If I broke it, I was dead, he had said. I had given this to him...

'I don't care. How old is your son, Kel?' Dom asked back, ignoring my attempt at leaving the conversation and he stopped beating around the bush.

'Well, if you really want to know, he is 2 and a bit. When were you planning on telling me that you knew who I was?' I said and somehow the end came out softly. I was curious, why shouldn't I be? Dom softened a bit before hardening completely. I knew then that we would never be together properly again. If only he could see what was in front of his eyes!

'After you were going to tell me that you are Kel,' said Dom and his eyes narrowed considerably. I looked up at him before looking down suddenly. I would never regret the choice I had made in not telling him, if only he had known.

'Well, what was I meant to do? Parade in here like i hadn't been missing for the past three years due to being kidnapped and say that I am your wife? I can see how that would have went down,' Kel scoffed and looked away to try and get rid of the prickly feeling that was starting to develop in her eyes.

'No, but you could have at least tried!' Dom yelled.

'Please, let's not, Dom,' Kel said softly and rested her head against her pillow once more. As much as I hated to admit it, being held in a cell hadn't left me in my fittest shape. 'I can't bare to fight with you. One day I might tell you my whole story but not for the moment. After one has seen something like I have seen you can't really jsut turn around again and fit into your old life. It does take a while. That and I am not proud of some of the things that I did. Dom, please, forgive me! I am just trying to get somewhere in this life!' I started sobbing.I couldn't help my self. What else could I do? He probably hates me, and I don't blame him!

Dom's eyes narrowed and he looked away from me. He looked straight into the open eyes of Neal. I winced and looked away, I knew what was going to happen next.

The open bright, sapphire colored, eyes.

He swore. 'Why didn't you tell me, Kel?' he yelled and stormed out of the room. There was no way that he was going to be willing to stay in that room when he had thought that I had cheated on him.

Dom had assumed, that was his fourth mistake...

All I can say is that I did warn you...

Aly