I sat on my couch with a glass of wine in my hand as my head went a mile a minute so I picked up my phone and called the one person I felt could help.
"RyRy" Stephanie said answering the phone
"Hi Stephy" I said to her
"How's the new place?" she asked
"It's amazing, I feel at home" I told her "How's life on your end?" I asked
"The same" she said laughing "So what's up?" she asked
"Do you think it's too soon for me to start dating?" I asked her
"Honestly no" she said "But I think that it all depends on you and how you feel" she added "Look what happened between you and Donavan was horrible and I wish you never had to go through that but if you always live in fear then you're never going to be happy" she said
"So you're saying I should?" I asked her
"I'm saying to follow your gut and your heart on this and only do what you feel is comfortable" she said "So who is the guy?" she asked
"Well currently there are two that have asked me out and I just don't know what to do?" I told her
"I say go out with both" she told me "You need to date around and not put all your eggs in one basket, Now I'm not saying sleep around but have fun Ry you deserve at least that much" Steph said
"You know what you're right I think I will have some fun" I told her
"Good that's what I like to hear" Steph said "Well I'm about to head into a board meeting so I will see you Tuesday at Smack down" she said "Love ya" she added
"Love you too" I said hanging up
I nodded my head and stood from the couch and decided that she was right after everything that happened with Donavan I deserve to have a little fun and see what else is out there.
I pulled my phone out of my pocket and opened the message from Aj and let my finger hover over the key board before typing out a response
TheDOCRyOrton Like a date? What about your girlfriend the Queen?
Within in seconds I got a response
AJStyles We are broken up and yes like a date. So what do you say?
TheDOCRyOrton I guess I could throw you a bone… but only if you were the powder blue tights on Tuesday…
AjStyles it's done! I promise I will show you a good time Doc
TheDOCRyOrton I'm holding you to it
I smiled and slipped my phone in my pocket before walking out the backdoor and down the beach to Sami's house I knocked on the door and waited a few minutes before hearing him shuffling to the door.
"Hey you" he said stepping on the porch "Everything ok?" he asked
"Yeah I just wanted to come tell you that I can't go out Friday night" I said
I watched as his face fell and a ping of hurt flashed across his features before he nodded his head.
"It's because I already have other plans but if your down for it I was thinking we could do something Saturday when I get back from the road" I told him
A smile spread across his face and looked like a kid on Christmas who got exactly what he asked for and I couldn't help but get some butterflies in my stomach.
"I would love too" he said
"Great" I said "Well my boxes just got here so I am going to finish unpacking" I told him before waving bye and going back home.
To say I was mad would be an understatement I am livid, who in the hell does he think he? Showing up to my apartment and throwing my guest out of it. Then he has the nerve to try and use JoJo as leverage.
I was brought out of my head rant when I heard knock on the door I stomped over and flung it open.
"I thought I told you to leave" I yelled but then froze when I seen Tracy standing in front of me "Tracy what are you doing here?" I asked
"We need to talk" she said looking me up and down "I am going to ask you a question and I want an honest answer" she said crossing her arms
"Ok" I said
"How long have you been screwing my husband?" she asked
That question threw me through a loop and I was shocked to say the least I shook my head back and forth.
"I have never slept with him Tracy and besides on screen we have never kissed" I told her
"Why are you lying?" Tracy yelled at me
"I'm not" I yelled back
"Yes you are" she said "I get it you don't what the world to find out that little miss perfect Rose of the WWE is a home wrecking whore but at least admit the truth women to women" she said
"First off you need to watch your damn mouth" I said looking at her "You asked a question and I gave you a damn answer now I will admit that I have flirted with him but I would never and I mean never sleep with him when he is married Tracy" I said
"I know we aren't the greatest friends but I would never do that to you or JoJo and I would think that you would know that he would never do that to you" I told her
"I don't know any more he has changed so damn much that I don't believe anything he says" she told me "And if you two haven't slept together then tell me why he was calling out your name while making love to me" she said with tears coming down her cheeks.
"HE WHAT?" I yelled
"Yup clear as day" Tracy said "I'm losing him Rose and I don't know how to make him come back" she added
"You fight for him" I told her "You don't give up and walk away just because it's gotten a little rough" I added.
"Why are you giving me advice?" she asked "I mean anyone a mile away can see that you're in love with him, Why not tell me just to walk away?" she asked
"Because that wouldn't be fair to anyone" I told her
Finn came walking up the hallway with sacks on his arms he looked between the both of us "Everything ok?' he asked
"Yeah she was just leaving" I said giving him a quick kiss as he walked to the kitchen
"Go to Trin's and Jon's and work this out with your husband and keep in mind one thing Tracy, You don't get to blame me for how he is feeling I have no control over what he says or does so I appreciate it if you don't show up to my house calling me a whore" I said grabbing the door "Now have a great night" I said shutting it.
"What's for dinner?" I asked looking at Finn.
