Okay, so thinking that I might delete this made me think that I would not be defeated by a slightly difficult story so I'm getting back into it a little :L

Thank you to all the people that reviewed asking me not to stop; I really was honoured. I've decided that I'm going to change the format of the chapters slightly; I'll do the commentary of the episode as that's the easiest bit to write and I'll comment on what happens to Max/Fang in that chapters but, depending on whether I have any ideas, I might not write anything about MFV specifically. Unless you guys can think of anything for me.

JealousMindsThinkAlike, AngelRulesTheWorldWeLiveIn, PurpleTea88, The WolfCat, imsaipale – thank you for encouraging me to continue :) Oh, and of course Fang, however reluctant ;)

Lily waits for Danny to come back from visiting Jason, which, admittedly, will probably take a while. No doubt they are currently laughing at some stupid boy joke that probably is not funny to anyone else. I find it easier to just laugh along and pretend you understand; when everyone thinks you're insane it's a lot harder to pull boys. If they think you think the same way as them it opens a lot of windows.

She sighs. She misses her; Michelle, the bubbly, motherly friend who every seemed to think was invulnerable. NO! SHUSH! I MISS MICHELLE TOO! This is all so hard to cope with *reaches for 3rd tissue*

Seems that she's not invulnerable – in fact, she's pretty vulnerable. *whimpers*

Lily subconsciously rubs the discreet heart on her hip. She still remembers getting it... Oh not a flashback. The flashback's on To Live a normally irrelevant in situations like this. The only time they're relevant is when they are for the crimes Danny and Lily and trying to solve and then it's all CSI-y and cool but this is just weird.

"Michelle!" Lily squeals as her friend drags her into the scary-looking tattoo parlour. It's an old-fashioned building, at least one hundred years old, revamped into a funky tattoo parlour. Apparently, Michelle has spent the past few days checking out the tattoo parlours in the area, getting to know the artists themselves, their receptionists, the tattoos they've created. OH NO I DON'T LIKE THIS FLASHBACK! *grabs another tissue* It reminds me of Michelle too much :(

"You should get a butterfly," Michelle muses as they sit in the waiting room. Lily can hear the buzzing sound of the torture instruments also known as tattoo needles. Is Michelle deaf or something? I can't even walk past tattoo parlours, not since that one that messed up my Mom's shoulder.

"I don't want to anymore," Lily feels queasy. Maybe this wasn't such a brilliant idea. Is it weird that I'm finding Lily's awkwardness funny? It's probably more Michelle's obliviousness; she doesn't have a clue about Lily's hilarious facial expression.

Michelle shakes her head. "You are not backing out of this. I won't let you." Aah, she's not oblivious; just ignoring her. She's very determined is our Michelle; Lily will be getting that tattoo. And since this is a flashback we all know she does get the tattoo eventually which brings me back to the point that most of these flashbacks are irrelevant.

"Sure you will. Well, you won't have a choice because I'll faint and then the ambulance will come and then Danny will be really mad at you because I was going to cook him curry tonight, but I can't because I'll be weak from passing out!" Lily seems to be over thinking things. I do that a lot. It's one of the reasons that I'm classed as weird at school. Because I over think things. The 'To Live' plotline mostly.

Her friend gives her an odd look. "Has anyone told you you're a little bit loopy sometimes?" Yes Michelle they have. Oh, wait, I'm not on the show yet.

"Once or twice." 'You're loopy Lily'. That's three times! ;)

"Strange, that." I do love Michelle and her awesome raised eyebrows and sarcastic tone!

And then the tattoo artist arrived and everything passed like a blur of blood and ink in Lily's mind. Back in the present, she wishes Michelle were awake to remind her. Blood? I'm pretty sure not all that many people bleed at the tattoo parlour?

Except my Mom. This, again, refers me to my aforementioned point about her shoulder getting messed up. She had to get stitches. It was gross.

And now to watch Fang and Max's first interview together. I've already seen it of course; I was there when it was filmed. But I can always watch the brilliance of Fax again can't I?

The presenter made me laugh; Nick Lopez. Except, he had a lisp, so it sounded more like Lopeth. This then started an internal debate about why lisp has an s in it considering that's the letter that people with lisps can't say and then I got into why 'stutter' doesn't have any letters that are a struggle for people with a stutter and then I thought maybe they do struggle with T and then I couldn't stop talking with a lisp for the rest of the day.

Blame Nick.

It was a really cute interview; full of sappy 'I love him because' by Max and countered by 'I love her because' by Fang.

A lot of you may think that I am incredibly jealous of Max, and at first I was, but I have developed a couple's crush on these two because they are so darn cute. Like, Michelle and Jason cute. Now that's cute.

I waited at the backdoor for Fang and Max to come out, like all the other fangirls, but the difference is Fang came over to me with a sigh and signed my To Live autograph book (my Fang one's full). Then Max laughed and made him take a picture with me after signing my autograph book too.

A few of the girls around me got very jealous but I just boasted that Fang had come to me before I screamed at him with all the other fangirls and they went home to cry themselves to sleep.

Is it weird that I feel a little bit smug about that?

Until next episode,
Mrs Fang Valentine xo