Title: I love you sensei
Chapter: Mello's memories
I hadn't realized but the previous chapter was pretty awesome! Thanks to my Beta! :3 She did a wonderful job! Thanks for the reviews! I love you guys!
The truth is that I had lost interest in this story and I wanted to end it as soon as possible but in a magical way I found it again. So stick with me because we have some chapters ahead of us! :3
So I was looking for some songs and I found this little video accidentally. You may or not believe it; this girl may have changed some peoples lives. She is a hero that fought everyday. See it and you will understand me! It's worth it!
Link: watch?v=jexv1LMmSqY&feature=endscreen&NR=1
I'm gonna dedicate this chapter to her! :)
Enjoy!
Ladies and Gentleman
Mello's memories :3
Mello's POV
Life is not a fairy tail. This is reality.
Age Twelve:
Everyone is afraid of me. They don't talk or even look at me. I don't care. I don't need anyone. I'm better off without them. I have the lowest marks even if I have the highest IQ. I don't care. Nobody cares. I'm ALONE and that rocks!
I was wandering in the school yard thinking about nothing in particular. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice a team of four guys, all older than me, walking in my direction.
They stopped in front of me, blocking my way.
"Move it!" I yelled angrily, shoving one of them away. The tallest of the four grabbed my arms and pinned me against a wall.
"What an awful mouth this brat has. Can I hit him boss?" he asked a brown haired teen who was standing beside me.
"Don't you recognize who this is? This is the little freak that all the kids fear in my little brother's class." He eyed me and continued.
"But I can understand why though. This ugly scar that runs across your face gives me the creeps. Tell me, doesn't it hurt knowing that you will have it for the rest of your miserable life?" He laughed evilly and punched me in the stomach.
The pain was too much, but I wouldn't give to these fuckers the pleasure of seeing me cry.
I glared holes at their excuse of a leader.
He chuckled. "Aren't you a tough one? Don't worry. We have all the time we need to break you." He motioned to the others and they started the abuse.
I was now on my knees, pools of my blood circling me. I lowered my head to catch my breath, my bangs covering my blue eyes. I placed one hand on my aching shoulder.
"Oh, is the blondie going to cry?" the brunette mocked.
"Haha! Like hell am I going to cry, bastard! That's for pussies like you!" I laughed in their faces. I received a rather powerful kick in the gut that made me scream. Then another followed... and another.
My vision was getting blurry. My whole body felt numb. Is this really how it will end?
As I thought it was over I heard a gentle voice shouting.
"Let him go!"
Risuki's POV
I was walking with my two best friends by my side. Being the most popular kid at school, I had a lot of friends. We were talking about our homework when I heard a loud scream.
I looked around and I spotted four teens beating the crap out of that Mello-boy from my class.
"Hey guys look! Let's go and help him!" I pointed at their direction.
"No way, Rii-chan! We shouldn't get involved! We may get beaten too."
"Yeah! Besides we don't like the guy! He's a freak. Come on! Let's go home!"
"You go! I forgot something in class. I'll go get it!" We said our goodbyes and they left.
They say he is weird. Everybody despises him. Everybody is afraid of him. But… I always thought that he was kinda cool. I'm not scared. I don't care if they beat me. I would have helped another person. I would have done the right thing!
I ran there and with all my remaining courage I screamed.
"Let him go!"
Mello's POV
It was that girl, Risuki. What the hell was she doing?
"Go away!" I shouted but I received another kick in return.
"Well, well! What do we have here? Wanna have some too brat?" Their leader neared her and shoved her onto a hard wall.
They started punching and kicking her. She was silent. Not even a cry. A scream of agony. They soon got bored and left us alone.
I shifted from my spot and crawled in an attempt to reach her.
"Are you alright?" I asked, worried.
She raised her head and gave me a bright smile.
"Of course I am, silly!" she said happily.
I looked at her. "Oh, God! You must have gotten brain damaged!" I grabbed her by the arm. She stood up and giggled.
"Nope! I'm fine! I think!" She smiled playfully. "Let's go to my house. We can treat our bruises there!" she said, dragging me with her.
"Wait!"
"What?"
"Well, uh… thank you." I scratched the back of my head nervously.
"For saving your sorry ass? Don't mention it!" She stuck her tongue out to me and I couldn't help but smile.
"Oh! You have a really cute smile," she teased making me blush.
"Sh-Shut up! This is embarrassing!" I yelled at her.
"Ok, ok! But if you want to repay me then be my friend!" she said cheerfully.
"What? Why would you want someone like me to be your friend?" I asked her suspiciously.
"It's obvious, isn't it?"
"Enlighten me."
"To have someone to tease!" She smiled warmly.
We continued walking in silence.
"Risuki?"
"Yes?"
"Alright."
"Alright what?"
"I'll be your friend, but why?"
"Why what?" she asked me curiously.
"Why now? I planned it all for today. When I got back home I would kill myself! It's too late for me!" I clenched my fists.
~Silence~
As I thought. She thinks that I am a psycho like everybody else. I turned to leave but a pair of hands stopped me and pulled me into a hug.
"It will be okay Mels! It's never too late," she whispered calmly in my ear.
"I guess so," I whispered back, hugging her tightly.
Age thirteen:
This year a lot of things happened. I met my first love. He's my history teacher. He's one of my best friends. He helped me a lot to get over a really bad thing that happened this same year.
Risuki committed suicide.
I remember myself crying for hours. When there were no more tears left I was forced to stare at the ceiling.
Then he came and my life changed for a little. He's so kind and cute. The ideal prince charming. But life is not a fairy tale. This is reality. He raped me this very same year.
I cried again. But not as much. I heard that he was put in jail for several crimes.
I didn't care.
Age sixteen:
I tried my best these past few years. I took some tests and I will be going to a university when the summer ends. I will become a history teacher. This is what I want to do. This is what I will do! I learned to play some musical instruments as well. And who knew I could sing? I really like music. It's a way to express yourself. I've written a lot of songs. It's a distraction. A way for me to forget. It's not easy.
I stopped in front of a mirror to look at my reflection. I touched my scarred cheek. My memory of my parents' death.
As I looked closer all came back to me. Risuki's bright smile that fateful day when we had first met. Alex's emerald eyes that always showed a glimpse of pain and sorrow.
Hot tears rolled down my face.
I grabbed my guitar and started playing a song that I had wrote myself. Risuki was my inspiration. What she had told me back then.
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it?
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
No one will ever see
The side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it?
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong...
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late
I couldn't stop crying. Now I realize… I am alone again. Nobody is here for me. I'm on my own.
I'm ALONE and that sucks!
Life is not a fairy tail. This is reality. This is… my life.
Taa-Daa! I have nothing to say! Poor Mello! this fafic is turning out to be dark. I will change it! :3
Song: Never too late by three days grace
Till next time!
R&R