Hey Guys. Its Claudia again! Sorry this epilogue is so short !I know you guys are going to hate Izzie after this chapter and trust me I hated her to, but no worries, I am going to try and find a way to have this semi-work out. But it might take a while, like this entire story. So please read, cry, enjoy, and don't forget to comment. And no worries I will beat Izzie up for you!
Disclaimer- Twilight is not mine. (I know BIG shocker huh?)
Izzie owns- Mae, Nick, Avery, Connor, Caitlyn, Patrick, Angel, Kyle, Emilee, Janice, Andrea, Jose, Natalia, Jack,
I own (kinda, she IS named after me, after all) - Claudia
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I couldn't breathe. My whole world had just come crashing down on me. I looked into my Dad's sad eyes as he told me the truth. His words slowed and then quieted to a point where I couldn't hear him at all, even though his mouth was still moving. My mind was rushing around, going from sweet memory to sweet memory. I wouldn't believe it. I couldn't. So I threw myself into my memories. The first we met, the first time we kissed. Tears were streaming down my face and I saw dozen of eyes on me, waiting for my reaction.
I heard the door creak open and saw Mae slip in. She saw my face and whispered "O God." before she broke down crying. She flew out of the room. I stood there, if I didn't react then it wasn't real, it couldn't be.
My Dad spoke softly to me "Claudia, we haven't dealt with something like this in a very long while but I am sure we can find a way to help you through it." He sighed. "Everything will be fine."
That I wouldn't take. I snapped my neck up and threw him a sharp look. "O really?' I sneered. I was angry, furious. Not specifically at him but at the world, at the way my life was going. I whipped my head around and ran towards the door. As if remembering something I turned and looked at the crowd that had gathered to see my world fall apart.
"Everything will NOT be fine. I don't know where you've been or what you've been smoking but I won't be able to get over this and you know it. I just c-can't believe you would let him get hurt. I hate…you."
I stopped when I realized how true this was, sure I had been mad at my dad before, but I had never HATED him.
Quick understanding came to me and I grasped who I really hated, and it wasn't my dad.
"I c-can't deal with this. I, I …. I have to go."
I sprinted out of the door and into the pouring rain. I looked up into the sky; well at least it matched my mood. I don't think I would be able to take it if it had been one of those rare sunny days in Forks.
It was like my whole world had fallen apart. With the loss of one person, I suddenly had no purpose, no reason to go on. I trekked all the way to first beach. I looked around, it was really pouring. The wind blew around me.
With each breath I took it felt like knives were plunged into my lungs, my stomach, my heart. Every second I was without him, every second I knew I would never see his face again; was like a torture I had never experienced. I pain I knew I could not, and would not, endure.
I walked determidly up to the ledge of the cliff. It was a long way down. I could almost taste the relief I would feel, I only had to take one step. I looked down for what felt like hours. I didn't want to be a Juliet, have my Romeo come back after a huge misunderstanding only to find me dead. But I still couldn't grasp the fact that my other half had died. And I wanted to be sure before I did something stupid. No, what I wanted was him to be alive. What I wanted was to go back in time and convince him not to go. I knew if I had just pressed a little harder and thrown in the fact that I was terrified for him, maybe even turned on the water works a little; he wouldn't have gone.
I was shocked at the trueness in this statement. I sat down on the ledge, letting my legs dangle over the edge. I bent over and rested my head in my knees. I sobbed and sobbed as it slowly dawned on me more and more and with a conviction that I knew I couldn't deny. I realized that I was the one to blame for all of this. It was my fault the love of my life was dead. I had inadvertently killed him. I hated myself. I had already sworn to myself on my long walk here that I would find whoever was to blame for this and kill them.
Well I had found her.
And with that I stood up and flung myself off the edge of the cliff.
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DUH DUH DUH DUNNNNNN. OOOO big scary cliff hanger. (LITERALLY!!!!!!) So PLEASE review, and tell me how much you love me, or hate me; what-eves. ALSO please tell all of your friends, family, grandparents, random acquaintances, and pets to read this story.
We will see you at the next story, which will be called ……. well Izzie hasn't decided yet. I suggested Lies, get it? Truth and then Lies! HAHAHAHAHA. Yeah so feel free to make suggestions.
So have fun hanging in suspense. I personally hope Claudia lives, or at LEAST goes to heaven. Yeah THAT'S likely. (Heavy sarcasm). Okay see you at the new story (coming to a computer near you!)
PS: To all of you who guessed, whoa. Did you all sneak into my house and read the epilogue?? I mean…HOW? How could you possibly guess?
PSS: To all of you who hate me (well my character) ……you want to go? Like seriously. Claudia (In my mind) has a mean bitch slap. So there. Be forewarned.
Well officially goodbye, it has been a tumultuous 3 months, but fun. Okay bye!
This is officially……………………
THE END