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Chapter 21: The Field of Choices

*Marysol's POV*

I was dreaming, I knew that. I was in a field, a beautiful field, with roses, and sunflowers. It was a wonderful day with blue skies and no clouds in site. I ran, jumped, and walked through the leaves, laughing all the way. I was in pure heaven, heading towards the light. The light brought promise, and Finn. I saw him there in the light, waiting for me. Then the door's came, the evil doors that had Finn's name on one and Christain's name on the other. I walked to the door's and put my hand to feel the oak, they felt different from each other. Finn's door, I felt the emotions of love, laughter, and hope. On Christian's door, I felt comfort, courage, and commitment. I liked the feeling of both of them, enjoyed the touch, but each door had it's problem. On the doors a sign came up about their flaws, Christian's door said too safe, doesn't take risks, and does'nt like women who likes adventures who like drama. It didn't like big adventure's but I still like tiny ones, and I loved drama, best T.V. shows ever. Then I looked at Finns door, and there was only one fault listed there, and it read Only like's redheads, not blondes, and not brunettes. This hit a soar spot, and I felt like crying. It reminded me of our fight many years ago, when Logan treated me like dirt and I found out Finn only liked redheads.

A sign appeared above the doors. Choose Marysol, who do you want, it said. What or who did I want, that was the easiest choice I ever made. I walked to Finn's door and stepped in, boy was that a mistake. The scene I walked into was him holding the redhead, and making out with her. I started crying, the scene was replaying itself over and over again.

"Please! Let me out, I changed my mind." I shout and the spinning stops, and I found myself in the field again. I walked to Christains door and opened it up, walking into a scene placed into the future. I was there holding Christain and making outin a baby's room.

"I love you Marysol!" He states. "And I can't wait for this baby." He kissed me again. I gasped when my dream self turned around and I saw a bulging belly. There was tears in my eyes, I could hear her thoughts though. 'I hate when he does that! Why does he have to point out i'm fat!' I screamed It was a beautiful love scene, the problem was that I didn't feel passion. It was like kissing Bobby Fay, who made me feel like I was kissing air. There was no spark between me and Christian, I knew that before I went into that door. I knew it when he asked me on a date. Christian was nice but he was no Finn. Dream Christian walked in with a little tiny box.

"Marysol, will you marry me!"

'I don't want to marry him' dream self thought, but she said something different. "Yes! Christian of course I will marry you!" She jumped into his arms, things started getting pretty hot, and I started getting sick. The scene replayed over and over again, then a voice came over the room.

"Marysol." She directed towards me. "You have a choice to make! You can have Christian and have a loveless marriage or Finn who you have passion for but you doubt yourself because your not a red head, which makes him do stupid stuff. You have a choice!" And the voice was gone.

"I want another choice! Give me another chance!" And the scene disappered and once again I was in the field, but I wasn't the only one there this time. She was wearing a black sundress, and it clashed with the whole picture of the field. Her brown hair was flowing down her back, and she was standing in front of two doors herself, barefoot. One read Selena and the other said life.

"When I step into the Sel door, I find myself in heaven with my best friend, my gaurdian angel, I finally would be with my best friend. When I step through life, I saw you, Rory, Logan, Finn." She shakes her head which makes her hair shake as well. "I see my Inn, Jackie, then I see the guy named Colin who hit me with a car. I feel pain and I remember a guy lifting me up. The pain overwells me and thats all I feel. Thats when my room starts spinning." She lifts her head and I see the tears in her eyes. "They both start really good, but when I am in the Sel door, I miss my other friends, the porblem with the life door is I don't get to see Sel. I can't decide, so I am stuck here." She turns around and I shout her name.

"Jill! Come home, choose life!" She looks at me with her owl eye's, they were filled with wisdom.

"Marysol, Welcome to the Field of Choice's, you have to choose wisely. No choice is easy! If it was you wouldn't be here." She looks back to the doors, and opens Sel's door. A couple of minutes later she steps back into the field. "Not easy at all!" She screams. "I miss Sel, did you know that after she died I tried to kill myself." She lifts up her wrists to show the scars on her left and right wrist.

"You've been here before, have'nt you?" She nods.

"Its even more beautiful than I remember." She opens the door life nd walks in, but a few minutes later she was back again. "I wish I could make up my mind!" She huffed and pulled out some flowers, but they seem to grow back again. She turns towards me and smile's. "Have you made a decision yet?" I nod. "Then go!"

"But... but... its been days since I could talk to you. I don't want to leave you!"

"Is that the only reason you stayed for this long?" I nod and I feel a slap on my head. Jillian had moved closer and hit me. "Then you are a fool."

"Why? I missed my friend! That is a rational descision!"

"No! You have made it hard on yourself, you made it harder for me to decide. Go, Marysol, I love you friend, but I have to make this descision on my own, and you already made your's, go! You fool!" She went a kissed me on the forhead, then calmly walked back to her two doors.

"I love you to friend!" I shout and head to my doors, I take a deep breath and opened the door, stepped in, and awoke.