Okay. I'm back. I'm sorry for the REALLY late update. But I went through a really tough time.
Ehm, here's my new update, I made it a little longer than usual, because I owe you.. ;)


EPOV

Friday night. Movie night.

Bella would be here in an hour. When I told Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rose about tonight, they were all really enthusiastic. They chose the 'perfect' movie, and rearranged the furniture, so that it was very likely Bella and I would be seated next to each other.

Bella probably hadn't realized what me and my family did, that there would be three couples. Well, two couples who were already madly in love, and one I was very much hoping to be in love soon. Alice and Jasper would want to sit next to each other, as would Emmett and Rose. That's why Rose and Alice put two couches and one big chair. And I was definitely planning on putting Bella on the couch next to me.

I could see why Emmett and Jasper were supportive, they knew how much I liked Bella. But I couldn't understand why the girls were so nice. I could only hope Jasper and Emmett didn't tell them. It was weird if they knew.

Maybe they just had this idea they could fix me and Bella up. Normally, I'd hate that, but this time, I wasn't going to complain.

"Edward, are you there?" Alice waved her hand in front of my face, staring at me impatiently. Apparently, I had missed something.

I shook my face to wake me up a little. "Sorry, Alice. What?"

"What time's Bella coming?" Alice asked, nodding at the clock.

"Ehm," I said, also looking at the clock. "In half an hour."

Alice' face was full of shock. "WHAT?!" She looked at me as if she was waiting for an explanation. "She's coming in half an hour? Edward, you could've told us. We still have loads to do! I guess the guys will have to help us then."

I heard painful moans from Jasper and Emmett, as if helping the girls would kill them.

"Jasper..?" Alice asked in her sweet voice, she didn't use it on anyone but Jasper, and he couldn't resist it. "I'm so sorry, but could you please get some bowls from the kitchen and then fill them with the chips I already put on the counter?" She looked at Jasper and blinked with her eyes a few times, making her request incredibly sweet, and fake.

Jasper groaned. "Fine. But you owe me."

And then Alice said something I myself did not need to know. "I know. I'll make it even tonight."

I heard Emmett wince a little, too. We didn't need to hear what our sister and her boyfriend do in their free time. Rose was Jasper's sister, but apparently she did not find this remark as terrible as me and my brother. She probably heard one or two stories.

Jasper and Alice became a little to close if you ask me, whispering little things to each other. I didn't want to see the details, so I forced myself to go to the kitchen to bring the drinks to the living room.

Jasper followed me and took the bowls and the chips Alice' was asking for.

"Nervous?" Jasper asked me.

"Like you wouldn't believe." I sighed. "I've never been nervous before. Never. It's so weird. How do get rid of it?"

"Dude, I'm sorry, but you can't. Plus, it's part of the experience. The falling in love thing, or whatever." We had to laugh.

"You sound like my mom, Jasper. Quit it, it's frightening."

He gave me a tiny push and I returned it.

"Oh, man, we have to get back, otherwise Alice will be pissed off and then tonight…"

"JASPER! I don't want to hear about you and my sister's private life, okay?"

I could see he was trying hard to hold his laughter, but he managed to do nothing more than grin. "Okay Edward." He said, and then quickly walked away.

"Finally! What were you guys doing in there?" Alice walked towards us and grabbed the drinks out of my hand. "It took you long enough." She added, but then turned to Jasper and smiled at him before turning around.

"Why does she like you and not me?" I asked.

"I thought you didn't want to hear about our private life..?" Jasper joked, I rolled my eyes and sat down on the couch.

"Alice, you can chill.. We're just going to watch a movie, okay?"

"Oh please, Edward, like you're not extremely excited about tonight." I laughed a little. Unfortunately, I'd have to agree with her. But of course, how would she know that?

The following fifteen minutes, I just walked around the house like a zombie, completely ignoring everyone around me. Yes, I was THAT nervous. I didn't notice anything, until Alice ran through the hallway, stopping me on my way to –I think- the kitchen.

"Hello? You have ears, don't you? It might be a nice idea to use them?" Since I had no idea what she was talking about, I just gave her a look. "The doorbell. Bella's here. Now, you go into the kitchen to get some… stuff. I'll open the door, lead her to the living room and then you'll come in, being fabulous. And please, please, PLEASE don't be the moron you always are with girls?"

Since I couldn't say anything to that (It was too much to take in just two seconds) so I just walked to the kitchen, as Alice asked and tried to find something I could take with me to the living room.

I quietly walked to the door and listened to Alice and Bella. It was basically them just saying hello, but something in Bella's voice made me concentrate harder. I wanted to hear what she was saying, I wanted to hear Bella.

After waiting a while I grabbed a bottle of water and took it with me to the living room. There she was. Okay, I know this sounds like overreacting, but I'm not. Bella's really that beautiful.

"Hey Bella. Good to see you. How are you?" I could see Bella blushing a little bit. I hoped that's a good sign.

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BPOV

I could feel my cheeks getting hotter. Oh no.

"Edward, hey. It's good to see you too, even though we just saw each other this afternoon." I laughed, and so did the rest in the room. "But I'm fine. You?"

Edward just smiled and nodded.

"Come ON slow people! Are we gonna watch a movie or not?" Rose asked impatiently and me and Edward both laughed.

"Fine, Rose. Come on, let's watch." Everyone sat down as Edward said that. Rose and Emmett both sat in this gigantic chair, Rose practically on Emmett's lap. Alice and Jasper sat on this couch. And, how wonderfully, I ended up next to Edward. I wondered if this was some sort of plan of Alice and Rose. Yeah, that was probably true.

As the movie began, I didn't say anything. I just watched the movie. They picked a really scary one. I usually don't really like horror movies, but this time I just concentrated on the movie. I didn't want to think about the fact that Edward, the most handsome guy anyone's ever seen, was sitting right next to me, slightly touching my arm with his, making that place tickle a little, out of excitement maybe.

Because I was really concentrating on the movie, I also noticed how scary it was. Everybody was quiet and at one point I was so scared I shrieked a little and instinctively jumped and hid my face on Edward's chest.

I could feel everyone's eyes burning in my back, but at that moment I couldn't care less about that. I felt happy, here with Edward. He wrapped his arms around me in a protective way, and I smiled.

But then I could see it was getting a little weird, since the scary part was over now and I was still in Edward's arms. So I quickly sat up straight again and continued watching the movie.

It was only five minutes after that when I felt Edward's hand on mine. At first, all I could feel was excitement. I quickly asked myself if he liked me.

But then, all that went through my head was confusion. Did I really like him? I mean, yeah, we were sort of friends right now. But would I want more than that with him? Would he want that? Or did he just think I was a friend. But, if he did like me more than just a friend, would he go out on a date with me once, and then move on to another girl, just like he did to all those other girls from our school? I couldn't find the answers to my questions and it drove me mad. I had to get out of here.

"Ehm, excuse me. I have to go to the bathroom." I said, and walked away as fast as I could, without running.

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EPOV

She walked away so quickly, that I wondered why she wasn't on our running team. And then I realized how clumsy she was and thought it was a miracle for her to only trip twice on her way out, which was what she did.

Was it about me? Did I scare her off? I could understand why, if that was the case. But she put her head on my chest! And she didn't complain when I put my arms around her. Or was that just because she was scared. That was possible. I could see Alice, Rose, Emmett and Jasper looking at me.

"What?" I asked. I was frustrated enough as it is, I didn't need them staring at me.

"What did you do?!" Alice demanded. If I were her, I probably would want to know that, too. I already wanted to know that already! I didn't need to be Alice to want that.

"Yeah Edward, you must smell REALLY bad for her to run away that fast." I rolled my eyes at Emmett for saying that and turned to Alice.

"Seriously Alice, I don't know. Maybe she really has to go to the bathroom."

"Yeah right Edward, you wish. It was about you and we all now that." Did I mention how much I loved Rose? She was always so honest, and she brought her ideas really nice. Not.

"Okay guys, enough. Let the man rest. He's probably nervous. Let us continue watching the movie and let Edward alone with his thoughts."

"Thanks Jasper." I said, and he nodded. After that, everyone let me alone and watched the movie. But I realized how long it took Bella. She was away for almost ten minutes now.

"Guys, Bella's been gone for a while now."

Everyone else agreed with me and told me I should take a look. Which I did. I left the others to the movie and walked upstairs, to the bathroom. I knocked on the door, but Bella didn't answer. The door wasn't locked, so I opened it and found Bella sitting on the ground, tears running over her face. She looked up to me and tried to smile a little. She whipped away her tears.

"Bella! What's wrong?" I sat down next to her on the ground.

"Nothing." She answered. Like I was going to believe that.

"Seriously Bella. What is it?"

"I'm not sure I can tell you.." Okay, if she wanted to make me curious, she succeeded.

"Bella, you can tell me anything!" She wrapped her arms around her knees in a protective way. I could see she wanted to tell me. She really did, but she didn't tell me.

"It's just.." She looked away from me, now looking at the ground. "It's just that I don't know anything anymore, Edward. I think I really like you but I don't know.. I have no idea about you. And you make me so nervous and make me feel so weird and it's not right. I want it to stop and I don't want it to stop. But I can't like you, and I do! And I don't want to, but I can't help it!" As I took in all these words (which took me a while, because I couldn't believe them) Bella started blushing and seemed embarrassed. "I'm sorry." She said. "I didn't mean to tell you all that, just forget about it."

"No. I don't want to forget about it Bella. But.. What do you mean you can't like me?"

"Nothing Edward, never mind."

"No Bella, tell me."

She was in doubt whether to tell me or not. I could see that in her face. "Well, you always date loads of girls. But you never, ever go on more than one date. You've never done that. And I'm sure, if you like me in the least bit, which you don't, that you'll do that with me too. And then I'll become some sort of second Jessica!"

I laughed, but not because it was funny. "Bella, I do like you. I like you so much like you wouldn't believe. Of course I wouldn't dump you after one date. You won't be some sort of second Jessica! First, because I won't dump you. And second, because you're nothing like her. You're much smarter, funnier, and you're so beautiful, which she is not."

She looked at me now. "You don't mean that."

"Of course I do Bella. I could never lie to you."

And that's when she kissed me.


Yeah. Really. That happened. =]
Okay, so I wanted to all ask you something.
Someone mentioned to my previous chapter, that I should end the story, because the person thought this was IT.
And I wanted to ask you if you agree?
I mean, I would loooveee to wright more chapter, and if you all think I should, I'd definitely do it. So if you want to read more about Bella and Edward (in this story, because there are tons of other stories about them out there) you should say so.
But if you feel like this story's at an end, the next chapter will be my last..
So, tell me what you think!! Haha.
X Inge