::::Alcohol::::
I don't own Inuyasha
I sit alone in the room waiting for the woman to comeback. Which she does after a couple of minutes, she looks worried and tells me to follow her. So I do what I'm told. I follow behind her as we make it across the rooms.
I keep my head down when we walk by the officers again. They're not making fun of me anymore. There not talking. They are just staring. They are giving me the kind of stare that make me wonder what there looking at.
As I walk my head bend lower and lower. Their eyes are filled with lust. I know this because that's the kind of stares the sinister man would give me. I feel naked in front of this men.
We walk out to the parking lot and get into a black car and that's when she starts talking again. She smiles a sad smile. She turns the car on, and puts it in reverse.
"I feel so stupid" she said stopping and putting the car on drive "I didn't even ask your name" she drives down the road. Not taking her eyes of the road. When I don't answer her she speaks.
"Well my name is Yuzuki, Tashio" she said touching her left eye as if to wipe a tear away "you can call me Yuzuki" I don't say anything so she just keeps on driving. She's quiet until something makes her head snaps up. At first I thought that there was something was wrong, until I saw the smile on her face.
"You know" she said trying to break the silence in the car "when I was little my grandfather just to tell me stories about my ancestors, and how my name was very important"
she said turning to look at me before flashing me a very happy smile "he always told me that I needed to be gentle because that was part of what my name meant and that where ever I went, I had to demand superiority" it seem that she was going back in time to remember something far away. As if she was looking for century worth memories.
I didn't want to be rude but I wanted to cover my ears so bad! Why should I care about this!!! Come on! Even if she was taking me in for gods knows how long, it doesn't mean I have to be taught about her name! Let along her past!
I don't know why but her remembering stuff makes me mad! She's older than me and she can remember who knows how far! And the only thing I can remember is the officer finding me on the side of the road!
"-But the part that I liked most about the name they gave me, was that more that half of me was supposed to belong to the moon" Come on!
"well, since you don't have a name" she said looking at me from the corner of her eye "is it ok if I call you-" her phone starts ringing. Thank you god! She looks up at me and smiles she's so nervous for some reason.
"Hello?" she said looking straight at the road. I can hear a male's voice on the other side of the phone.
"I'm on my way-" she stops for a second.
"No! Just put the bottle down I'll be there in less than five minutes" she hangs up and drives faster. The car is silent for less than five minutes until we pull in her drive way. She tell me to wait in the car, again I do what I'm told.
The windows are up and I can hear the woman screaming at someone. Before I know it my arms are up on my ears trying to block the screams. When I do, I don't hear her screams anymore. I hear the sinister mans screams.
I notice I haven't thought about his name for a while know and just like that his name pops in my head.
Naraku
"Shut up! I will not touch my dear!" he screamed his so called happy scream. "I will not touch you in any sexual way silly!" happiness pours out his mouth like a rainbow of skittles.
"No I will wait until you're ready! And than we'll have some children, too show the world how much we love each other!"
"Come on…..get down from there!" happiness "if you do jump you're just going to hurt your neck! You know I won't let you die! I love you"
Knock, knock.
I look to my left to see outside my window. She smiles. She's looking at me. My hands for some reason are around my neck. I remove them and place them on my lap.
"Come on!" she said as she opens my door "I'm not calling you 'girl' the whole time you live with me!" she said smiling "what would you like to be called?"
I shrug, she smiles.
"Aki! I'm going to call you Aki! Is that ok with you?" yup is ok with me if you think I'm like your little dog that you can pick a name for! Why am I so mad?!? I don't think I ever been this mad before! So why now!
"It means sparkle! Because your eyes sparkle a whole lot!" whatever!
We walk into the house and the stank of alcohol fills the room. She smiles when she notices I'm sniffing the air. She walks over to the living room and I follow her.
Glass. There's glass in the corner of the room. A bottle I suppose. She walks over and starts picking up the glass I just stare at her.
"Are you hungry?" she asked out of nowhere. She gets up and this time I'm sure she wiped a tear off her face.
"Yeah" I whisper. Her sadness makes me feel more comfortable. She walks over to the kitchen and turns the stove on. Her sadness makes my anger banish completely.
"What do you want to eat?" I shrug and she walks over to the cabinets. "Do you like tomato soup?" again I shrug and she opens the can and pours it on a pan.
Ten minutes later we are eating tomato soup and grill cheese sandwiches.
"Yuzuki!!" someone screams and I hear foot steps. She off her chair starts running down the hall somewhere.
"Stop it!" she screams, she's not mad she's sad "why do you have to do this! Please just go sleep it off!"
"Shut up! Officer!" someone said with laughter in his voice. He's mocking her. "Well didn't you say we're having a guest over?" the foot steps get lauder.
"Sesshoumaru! Stop!" she scream before she started whispering "we couldn't find her ok, I wasn't your fault!" the footsteps start to fade away, "stop wasting your life on alcohol!" until there gone. All that I can hear is two people sobbing.
Is her son an alcoholic? I look around while shes gone. Empty bottles. I read the names of the battles as I wait fro her to come back. Vodka, whiskey, tequila, some beer cans.
"come on I'll show you your new room"
Yuzuki show me my room. She told me it belonged to her younger son. There's sadness in her eyes. She hands me a pair of basketball shorts and a black tank top.
"Here you can sleep in this" she said as she walked out of the room. She didn't lock the door. Which I think is weird. Naraku never left the door unlocked.
I change into the clothes and sit on the bed. What am I supposed to do? I get up and walk around the room. There's nothing to do! I walk over to a dresser and open one of the doors. Empty. I open another one empty…soon I check the closet and anything where you could put clothing or just some crap, but everything empty.
I go back to the bed and lay down. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep but the voice form the man that screamed earlier fills my head, I can hear his voice. But he's saying something else something I heard before. Something important...
"K….. This is my last question, and probably the hardest one I'll asked you so far tell me why did you start cutting, how did this began?"
I close my eyes and try to forget about it. I try to sleep.
I open my eyes when I hear someone screaming. I sit on the bed and look around the room. I don't know where I am. But it's dark. At first I think I'm back with Naraku but when my eyes adjust to the light I know I'm somewhere else.
I open my door and walk into the kitchen. Empty. The house seems empty yet I can hear screams coming from down the hallway.
I'm about to walk out of the kitchen when I see a piece of paper on the fridge. It's a note from Yuzuki. Not knowing if it belongs to me I get close to the fridge and read it.
I had an emergency at the station. There's food on the fridge. I'll be back as soon as possible.
Yuzuki
I can still hear the screams coming from down the hallway with out thinking I follow them. Until I'm standing in front of a wood door. I knock but nothing happened the screams only get louder.
Get away! My head is telling me to get away! To go to 'my room' and lock the door, But my hand opens the door. The room is full of darkness. As I walk into the room the darkness increases.
I reach the bed as the screams get louder. What was his name? What did Yazuki called him. I reach out until my hand's on top of the covers before I say his name.
"Sesshoumaru?" Sweat dripped from my forehead. Why did that name feel so natural coming out her mouth? Why did my heart beat faster? Was I that scare?