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Chapter 20
I was in Edward's car as we were driving back to my flat. We still had a lot of things to talk about; I just hoped I could finish a sentence without vomiting. I closed my eyes and started to drift off to sleep as I felt Edward's hand on my stomach. I knew this made him happier than I could ever know, and while I was happy as well I had more stress to worry about then Edward did. I had to keep our baby safe and healthy, this time around though I knew I would not fail, my baby was going to be born safe. I'd be sure of it. I put my hand over Edward's and let a soft smile come to my lips and finally fell into a deep sleep.
"Bella, love you have to wake up and eat something. You need to stay well fed and keep your strength up." I heard Edward say and I nodded and opened my eyes. At first I was slightly disoriented, before I was in the car and now I was in an open room on my couch. Edward made up some toast and juice; I made a face as the orange juice smell hit my nose. Edward sat the plate down and quickly took the cup away and came back with water. I was happy to realize I could eat the toast and ate it quickly as I gulped down the water. I was about to ask Edward for something when I looked up and noticed the time and let out a disappointed huff. Edward noticed.
"What is it love?" Edward asked and I played with the hem of my shirt, not sure if I should ask or not. Edward lifted my chin with his thumb and forefinger, giving me his "go ahead" look.
"Well I was just wondering if you could go and get me some ham and cheese hot pockets and a box of green tea, but I noticed the time and I know you don't like driving in the lunch time rush and..." Before I could continue Edward put his finger up to my lips silencing me.
"Bella I'd be more than happy to get those things for you, now is there anything else you wanted?" I pursed my lips in though and shook my head.
"Edward you really don't have to go, I'll go when the traffic dies down." I tried to reason and he shook his head no and gave me a look.
"Bella you are pregnant with my baby, of course I have to go and get your food. I'll try and be back soon though, you stay hear and rest." I smiled and nodded. I placed a chaste kiss on his lips as he walked out. I decided to call my old gynecologist and set up an appointment, I looked through the yellow pages and dialed the number provided.
"Hello this is Doctor Weber, how may I help you?" I heard the voice of an old familiar friend.
"Hey there Angela, it's Bella. I need to shedule an appointment sometime this week hopefully."
"Oh hey Bella it's nice to hear from you, what's the nature of your appointment?" She asked and I took a deep breath.
"I'm pregnant again." I said slowly and quietly as the information sunk in for me as well.
"Oh well then, it's been slow around hear as of late so luckily I can take you tomorrow around 3:30?" I smiled.
"That's great Ang I'll see you tomorrow." and hung up the phone without her reply, I knew it was rude but I was tired. I would apologize later. I put the phone down and laid on the couch, it was insane for me to be as tired I was after all my naps but I was. I was awoken to feather light kisses on my stomach, I knew who it was. I smiled and put my hand in Edward's silky locks and played with his hair.
"Sorry love, I didn't mean to wake you up." I yawned and rubbed sleep out of my eyes. Edward was there sitting Indian style staring at my stomach with wonder. I took his hand in mine and placed it on my tummy as it grumbled in hunger.
"Edward we need to talk about some things." I said and his expression grew serious and he nodded as he picked me up and took me to my little breakfast nook and put down a fresh plate of hot pockets and a cup of green tea. I smiled my thanks and took a big bite and moaned. I was so happy that my little bout of morning sickness was over, for now at least. I took a big swig of the green tea and wiped my mouth.
"How are we going to tell your mom?" I asked. Edward smiled and swept some hair from my face.
"Well we just tell her Bella, there's really no other way to do it." He chuckled and I gave him a horrified look.
"But Edward she's going to think I'm a slut or a harlot. A woman who goes out to get pregnant just to ruin her son's life!" I yelled and stood up from the nook angrily and walked away with tears cascading down my cheeks as Edward followed me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Of course she's not Bella, and I want you to get something clear. You did not ruin my life. I want this baby and I want you. I'm at a point in my life when having kids just makes sense to me so please don't think that." He said and turned me around in his arms and I nodded and sniffed.
"Also I don't know what your plans are but I want you to consider moving in with me," I gasped and looked up at him with wide eyes.
"Edward I don't know… I mean I know we're going to have a baby together but don't you think moving in is just moving to fast?" I asked as we sat down.
"Bella you know me better then anyone else, it feels like I've known you for years not months. Anyway I'm just asking because I wanted you to have something to think about, you don't have to answer it now." He said and kissed me. I gripped his hair in my fingers and swept my tongue over his bottom lip which he graciously allowed me entrance to his sweet hot mouth. I stood up with our mouths still connected and pushed him on the couch and undid his belt and slipped his pants off. I disconnected our lips in a heated pant. I licked my lips as I looked to Edward's covered arousal that seemed to have taken a tented look to his boxers. I licked the tip of his member, he hissed and bucked his hips to my face. I smirked and slid off his boxers and threw them somewhere in the room.
I took him in my mouth and started bobbing up and down. His legs opened wider as I scooted in closer. He fisted my hair and moved my head to his speed. What I couldn't take in I wrapped my hand around and moved then in tempo with my mouth. Edward moaned and tilted his head back as I caressed his balls with my free hand. I could tell he was close by the tightening in his balls as his moans got louder and his panting got faster.
"Oh god Bella so close," He panted out I took him in as deep as I could triggering my gag reflex, his eyes popped out of his head and with a final jerk released himself into my mouth. I swallowed everything he gave me and licked him clean. Edward lifted my shoulders up and kissed my fully on the lips, when he broke away he smirked.
"My turn," he whispered and I giggled as he adjusted me to be below him He ripped my shirt off me and I gasped as he made quick work of my bra. He then attached himself to my right breast, I moaned and arched my back as I rubbed my soaked core on his growing erection. He placed heated kisses down my body but once he reached my stomach they turned sweet and he stopped to nuzzle himself in my tender flesh. I got up and quickly discarded my jeans and panties and pushed Edward's chest so he was laying back down. I then sat above Edward's now fully engorged member as I started going down Edward's hands on my hips stopped me. I gave him a questioning look.
"I don't want to hurt the baby." He said and I smiled at his sweetness.
"Edward the baby is just the size of a peanut, maybe smaller, you won't hurt it." I said and started going down as Edward slowly guided my hips down onto him. I bit my lip as I started to be filled with him. I settled my hands on his chest as he filled me to the hilt. I rose a bit and bounced onto him and we both moaned at the friction. We were going too slowly, I rocked my hips hoping to go faster when Edward got the message he turned us around and slid in and out of me at a maddening pace. I wasn't going to last much longer and Edward knew this. Edward trailed his hand down my body to my sensitive nub and rubbed and pinched. I felt myself convulse around him, it was so strong I arched my back and he released into me.
"Oh god." I panted and Edward nodded as he struggled not to drop any of his body weight onto me. Edward took a deep breath and stood up and picked me up even though I struggled against him, he hushed me and took us to my room and I faced to where we were chest to chest and kissed him.
"I love you." I whispered. He smiled and kissed my forehead.
"I love you too." He said and trailed his hand to my stomach "and you too." I smiled and cuddled farther into his body as I fell into a deep slumber. I woke up a little while later I couldn't understand why, I was still very tired so I stayed awake for a little. Suddenly my mouth watered and my stomach convulsed a little. I had to throw Edward's hand off me and clamped my mouth shut as I hoped to make it to the toilet. I could have made a leap of joy but instead I leaned over the toilet and upchucked my entire meal that I had last night. I stayed in the bathroom for what seemed like forever when Edward knocked on the door.
"Yes?" I crocked and continued to dry heave. Edward entered and was instantly by my side rubbing my back. Tears started to fall as I continued to dry heave. Edward kissed the back of my neck as he stood up.
"I'll be right back." He said and left. I sighed as the vomiting sensation left my body. I pushed myself away from the porcelain and flushed the sickness. I laid my head on the nice cool tile and sniffed, the coolness felt good on my over heated skin. Edward walked in then with a glass of green tea and a plate of toast. He set it by the floor and picked my body up and put it on his. He stroked my hair and kissed my cheek.
"I'm so sorry Bella, you need to eat though," Edward said and he looked rather upset. I nodded and picked up the glass and chugged it down. I picked up some toast and started nibbling on it.
"Why are you sorry?" I whispered around some toast. Edward blushed and a cheeky smile made it to his face.
"Well because technically it's my fault you're in this state." I chuckled and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I don't mind too much. Anyway what time is it?" I asked. Edward kissed my temple.
"When I was in the kitchen it said it was about 3:30am." He said. I sighed and stood up while taking my dishes and I left them on the bathroom counter. I would take care of it later. I went to my cot and fell asleep so fast I didn't even notice that Edward didn't immediately join me. I woke much later and this time there was no morning sickness. I got out of bed and walked in the bathroom to get the dishes but wasn't surprised to see they weren't where I left them.
I walked out to the living room area and saw Edward with a cup of coffee walking around and looking at all of my paintings. I smiled and walked back to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I came out and saw Edward lightly touching the charcoal painting of the woman and the girl.
"You like that one?" I asked and Edward whipped himself around.
"Of course, there's so much emotion so much....pain." I smiled sadly and nodded. It was.
"I still wasn't over losing my first baby; I still had nightmares of being alone. I still remember the physical pain of having a miscarriage as well." I said as tears welled in my eyes. Edward put down his cup and embraced me.
"How about we get ready and go and visit my parents?" Edward whispered and I tensed but nodded.
"I have an appointment with a gynecologist at 3:30 today." I told him as we walked to my room.
"So soon?" He asked, wondering how I got an appointment so fast.
"Yeah well it helps that's she's an old high school friend and that her office has been slow lately." I said as I picked out my outfit, I chose some black business pants and a red sweater. I brushed my hair and walked out to eat a healthy breakfast of a simple banana and water.
"Ready to go?" Edward asked as he walked out in a simple jean pants and white tee.
"Let's get this over with." I said and grabbed Edward's hand as we walked out to his car. I was a little bit nervous about telling Esme about the pregnancy. Carlisle seemed to take it just fine, but this was Esme's only son, I just hoped she wouldn't think me to be not enough for her son.