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Chapter Twenty
A couple days later
It had been a couple days since I was brought to the Cullen's mansion after Emmett attacked me. And in just those few days a small routine had been established.
Each day Carlisle would come into my exam room, check on my wounds then use me. After he cleaned he and I up, Edward would come in with a tray of way too much food. Once I ate my fill – which was barely anything he'd bring the rest downstairs, lm leaving me with his father. Carlisle would then run his hand down the side of my face, kiss me deeply and whisper to me that we would be together again soon. After Carlisle would leave Edward would come back up and sit with me for a little while before I would get up and stretch my legs. Then every afternoon Edward would have to go to the hospital for his internship. Leaving me alone for eight hours. Before Edward would leave he would come to find me at 11:30 and spend 15 minutes with me, and then as soon as he was gone Emmett would come find me and wrap his arms around my waist. 'You ready for me baby?' he would whisper in my ear. After Emmett was finished and let me go I would stumble out of his room and head down stairs, to find a lunch Esme had lain out for me. At six o'clock I would head upstairs after eating only a little bit of the food that was made for my dinner, to go to bed. I know it's early but with what happens every day I'm exhausted by that time. I would curl into a ball on the bed and what seemed like two seconds later Carlisle would come in use me three times, and then go. Not bothering to clean me up. A few minutes after he left Emmett would come in use me another three times, clean me up and then leave me to myself. I would usually cry myself to sleep and be woken up by Edward coming in to see me.
The first day Carlisle came into my room I asked him about Edward, knowing that he was in the house. But Carlisle assured me he was busy worrying about me and was down in the kitchen making me a huge breakfast. 'Oh' was all I could come up with as Carlisle climbed on top of me.
Today was no different. I got up to find Carlisle in the room, he used me, Edward came in with breakfast, I barely ate it, Edward left for the hospital, but…that's when the routine changed. After Edward left Emmett didn't come up to me. Instead Jasper did, he handed me a note then walked away too fast for me to see.
I opened the piece of paper and read what it said.
'Meet me in my room…we need to talk.' My eyes widened, as my hands started to shake. The note fell to the floor as I booked it toward the stairs.
I made it to Jasper's bedroom door within a minute, surprisingly not tripping. While breathing heavily I raised my good arm and knocked. When I didn't get an answer I knocked again.
"Come in, Bella." I quickly opened the door and stepped inside, closing it behind me.
It was dim in the room but I could make out the outlines of the furniture and a few different colors but other than that I was blind.
"Lock the door and turn on the light, Bella." I heard from over by the bed. I did as I was told and when the lights came on I was surprised by the sight before me.
Jasper was on his side in the bed, propped up by his right arm. He was shirtless and the light blue sheet and dark blue quilt was down around his lower hips…he didn't have boxers on.
He was naked. And I knew what he wanted.
Tears welled in my eyes, and my body began to shake. I closed my eyes as my lip started trembling. Not him too. I thought Jasper would be the one to help me, not use me too.
When I reopened my eyes a corner of the bedspread was pulled down, Jasper was still covered but I knew the drawn cover was my 'invitation' or 'cue' if you prefer to go to the bed. But I couldn't move. My feet felt like they were cemented to the ground.
"Come here Bella." I heard Jasper whisper. My body wouldn't listen to my mind but it would listen to his words. My feet started bringing my closer to the bed and when I was right next to it they stopped. "Sit down." I sat. "Listen to me…" my head turned to face him. "…I'm not going to hurt you. It may seem that I want to but I'm not going to." As he spoke, Jasper reached for my shirt and started lifting it over my head. My arms went up automatically. "I know what Emmett and Carlisle have been doing to you. I can't say that I approve, but I'm curious. I have to know why it's impossible for them to stop…stand up Bella."
By now my shirt was on the floor and I was left in my baby pink lacey bra, but I stood. One look at Jasper and I knew what I was supposed to do. My hands very slowly went to the button on my pants and unsnapped it, pulling the zipper down after. I let the pants fall to the floor as Jasper scooted closer and reached behind me to unclip my bra.
Once I was free of everything but my panties, Jasper pulled me back onto the bed. He slid me under the covers, then under him. I could feel his arousal on the inside of my thigh as he settled in on top of me. That's when I started to struggle I couldn't do this. It was bad enough that Emmett and Carlisle were doing this to me against my will, but with the fact that jasper's being so kind to me and acting like he was giving me the choice…I couldn't do it.
My arms came up to wrap around my chest as I tried to get out from underneath him.
"Bella stop." Jasper said sternly. I didn't, I couldn't do this to Alice. It was bad enough that the others were cheating on their wives but to have Alice hate me after this too.
I was about half way out from underneath him when I felt his hand grasp the upper part of my throat, and force me back underneath him.
"I don't want to make this hard on you Bella. But it's up to you. We can do this the easy way or the hard way." His grip tightened on my throat to the point of where it was getting hard for me to breath. "So what is it Bella? Easy or hard?"
Between gasping breaths I was able to answer. "Can't….do it……Alice."
"Bella…I DON'T want to hurt you. But if you don't give me what I want, then I will take it forcefully. Alice knows and she's fine with it. Now are you going to give me what I want?"
Still not ok with what was happening, I calmed down. Wanting this to be over as soon as possible.
"Good girl Bella." Jasper said, moving his hand from my throat down to my hip, his other hand came up to my arms and removed them from my breasts.
In a motion I couldn't see he snapped my panties from my waist and threw them to the floor.
His index finger than ran through my folds stopping at my clit to rub swift circles around it. And even though I didn't want to be, I was wet. I couldn't help the groan that made it's way out of my mouth when Jasper added a little more pressure to my clit, increasing the speed of the circles.
Before I knew it Jasper had moved my arms so they were wrapped around his neck and was thrusting into me. It was nowhere near as hard as Emmett and Carlisle. It was almost sensual, passionate. It almost felt like making love.
Except after a moment Jasper sped up his thrust, grunting with the force of which he was using. Pretty soon he was going vampire speed and it started to hurt.
"Jas-per. S- stop…..please…..s-s-stop." I tried pleading, clutching his wrists in an attempt to keep my head from hitting the headboard. The only response I got was a low guttural moan and an even harder thrust.
I tried again. "Jasper…..please…it, it hurts…..s-stop…." I looked up into the face of my soon to be brother in law and saw in place of his usual handsome, kind face…the distorted, twisted face of a monster.
The tears came then. Springing into my eyes and falling quickly. The only thing that kept me from screaming out was that I kept repeating to myself that 'it would all be over soon. It would all be over soon.'
And sure enough, Jaspers thrusts soon became uneven, harder, and some faster. And after that he threw his head back, growling and grunting my name, as he came. I could see his neck muscles straining, and just so that it would be over sooner, I leaned up and ran my tongue up the column of his neck, then latched my lips around his Adams apple and sucked it.
His breath coming in deep breaths, Jasper buried his head in the crook of my neck and wrapped his arms around me.
After pulling out, he rolled us onto our sides so the weight of his body wasn't crushing me. We stayed like that for a while. Me just lying there, while Jasper wound himself around me.
About thirty minutes later Jasper detangled himself from me, and sat up looking down on my naked shaking form.
"Thank you Bella. For me that was absolutely amazing. You don't know how hot you are while wrapped around me. And I'm not talking about your body. And I would love to do that again but right now, you have to get up and go. Esme is probably wondering where you are by now."
I didn't say anything as I got up and went on a search for my panties. I had found everything but them. When I heard a chuckle from the bed I looked up to see Jasper spinning my pink panties around his index finger, smiling as he watched me search naked for them.
"I think I'm gunna keep these." He said tucking the piece of lingerie under the bed covers.
Once I was dressed I made my way out the door and down to the kitchen to tell Esme I wasn't hungry, that I was still full from breakfast and that I'd be in Edward's room.
When I got up there, I didn't bother changing I just curled up on the couch. Not daring to get on the bed…too many things could happen on beds. So I curled into myself on the end of the black leather couch and started crying again.
I couldn't believe Jasper would do that. I thought he would be the one I could go to for help from this. But instead he decided to be evil just like his brother and father.
At least the end of the two weeks was coming and I'd be out of the house before I knew it.
Hallelujah.
Just as I was starting to calm myself down and realize I'd be out of here in a week and a half a knock sounded at the door.
"Bella…I need to come in."
Oh no…I can't deal with this now. Not after what I just went through, I couldn't deal with this.
The tears came back as the door to Edwards's bedroom opened to reveal the one person, besides Edward I did not want to talk to.
A/N: SOOO......WHO WAS AT THE DOOR? ANY BODY KNOW....I KNOW IT'S ANOTHER CLIFFIE BUT I COULDN'T HELP IT. I HAD TO....SO WHAT DID YOU THINK? JASPER'S IN ON IT TOO.....UH OH!!! I SMELL TROUBLE BREWING....DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW. REVIEWS MAKE ME WANT UPDATE FASTER....LOVE YA ALL!!!
~JESSICA~
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