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SH. Agency: Give me a chance. Ch21.
-I hope that you will not get mad at mommy, but I need to talk to this uncle so you will have to stay at Tsunade's baa-Chan house. – Hinata sadly said while they waited in front of her apartment for Tsunade. –That's okay mom. – Said Ryuuhiho.
All this time Kozuhi stared at Sasuke, but Sasuke avoided looking at these two boys'. He couldn't believe that those were his kids.
-If you do anything bad to our mother, be prepared for tragedy to happen. – Suddenly said Kozuhi. Hinata snapped at Sasuke and then looked at Kozuhi and Ryuuhiho. –That's not the way you should talk to others Kozuhi. – Hinata scold him. And then hugged him tightly while Ryuuhiho was hugging Hinata's leg.
-Sorry mom, but I am serious. – Kozuhi said and looked seriously in Hinata's eyes. It was so cute that Hinata laughed. –I love you and don't worry. Sasuke isn't going to do anything bad. – Said Hinata and picked Ryuuhiho up in her hands. –Okay… - Mumbled Kozuhi and both, Ryuuhiho and Kozuhi kissed Hinata.
At the same moment Tsunade's car stopped in front of Hinata's apartment and Hinata walked towards her. It took only few seconds for Hinata to understand what was the situation.
-It's for the whole night… - Mumbled Hinata while handed kids to Tsunade. –Okay… Good luck. – Said Tsunade and put kids in the car. –We will talk about this later. – Said Tsunade and kissed Hinata's forehead. –You are just like my daughter so if anything happens let me know. – Said Tsunade and in a flash she was gona.
-Let's go. – Said Hinata when passed Sasuke and they headed to the apartment.
Hinata was sitting on the couch in living room while Sasuke walked around in her apartment. –Hey… - Hinata mumbled when Sasuke passed her. –We need to talk… - Hinata said and Sasuke looked at her.
-When… when were you going to tell me? – Asked Sasuke and angrily looked at Hinata. –I… I don't know. I imagined this kind of situation, but not this soon… - Hinata quietly answered and sighed. –So you were going to wait longer! – Sasuke asked raising his voice. –I… I never thought about this. – Said Hinata and looked at Sasuke.
-I had the right to know from the beginning! – He yelled at Hinata. –What was I supposed to do back then! Suddenly walk up to you and say -'Oh Sasuke I am pregnant!' I couldn't do that! – Hinata yelled back at him.
-And what about now! Couldn't you tell me! – Sasuke yelled again. He was shocked and pissed. –Oh nice! So just as after I moved here two days ago I had to go to you whit kids and say that I got pregnant from you and gave birth to two kids? Was I supposed to do that! – Hinata stood up and walked closer to him.
-I don't know… - Mumbled Sasuke and Hinata sighed. –I didn't told you from the beginning because you just started your career as an actor and it would have been hard to worry about me at the same time. – Hinata said and Sasuke looked at her scared.
-And you never thought about others options? – Asked Sasuke and Hinata knew what he was talking about. –From the beginning I was 75 percents for aborting but that's just me… I can't kill a person even not giving it a chance to live. – Hinata said and Sasuke walked to kitchen and sat down. Hinata followed.
-I… I never thought about becoming a father being this young… - Sasuke mumbled and Hinata for a moment froze. She never thought about Sasuke being able to accept having kids. –I… I never assumed you being the father of my kids… - Hinata seriously answered and Sasuke looked at Hinata surprised.
-I have the right to be their father. They are my sons! – Sasuke raised his voice again. –I am not sure whether it will be right and good or bad and stupid to suddenly tell them that you are their father. – Hinata calmly said and Sasuke got angrier. –Why! – Sasuke asked.
-I am not sure that you can grow up so suddenly and learn to be a father who will not hurt his kids. I love them really much and I have already learned to be the mother and father for both of them so there is no need for you to worry and becoming a father all of a sudden! – Hinata explained and sighed.
-You had no rights to conceal about them from the very beginning! – Sasuke yelled at her and Hinata sighed again. –I had all the rights! It was only one night to do thing! Yes, I got pregnant but you never had any interest how I felt after that so I never cared what you wanted, thought or anything else! I had the rights to turn my back to you and not tell you about my two beautiful sons! I had the right to raise them the way I want! I had all the rights! Because I never assumed you being their father! – Hinata yelled at him and tears started to fall down her cheeks.
-So don't dare to say that I had no rights to keep quiet! I never wanted to hear 'Do abortion!' from you so it was easier to become alone mother than kill them! That one night to do thing was the best mistake in my life because it gave me those two amazing boys who I love from the bottom of my heart! They are the reason why I really LIVE so don't dare to say anything like that to me! – Hinata yelled and cried.
She tried to wipe away the tears while Sasuke looked at her sadly and guilty. He could understand Hinata. –Calm down Hinata… - Sasuke mumbled. –Never say 'calm down' to a woman! It pisses them off more than you could ever think! – Hinata yelled back at him and Sasuke sighed.
-I… I would never told you to do aborting… - Sasuke quietly said and Hinata looked at him, her eyes were big, tears stopped and she felt calmer. –What? – Asked Hinata. She wanted to hear it one more time.
-I would never told you to do aborting. – Sasuke repeated. –Why? – asked Hinata. –Because… Because I couldn't say those word to you. – Answered Sasuke and sighed. –What? – Asked Hinata. *How can someone get this person!* Thought Hinata.
-All this time, since that one night to do thing, I was thinking about you… I was worried, what could have happened to you, but Tsunade never told me any details about you or your life! I asked her where are you, how are you, are you okay, but she just answered the way she answered to everyone else! – Sasuke said and looked away. His cheeks were lightly red.
-That's my fault. – Said Hinata and sighed. –I told her not to answer on anyone's question, because I was away in the place where paparazzi couldn't find me and I didn't wanted them to find me, because then everyone would found out the reason why I was away… And that way you would found out about being a father… That was the last way I wished you would found out. – Hinata said and looked away too. This was the first time after a long time that she blushed.
Sasuke looked at her and took her hand. Hinata was surprised. –I… I was interested in you back then and that's why I was so obtrusive about all the things. The reason why I did all that in the first sex scene, the reason why I came back to your house all the time, the reason why I came here even after you left… I was hoping that you will be here. And when I finally saw you at idiots marriage, I didn't knew what to do. – Sasuke looked deeply in her eyes, looking under her clothes, under her skin, right in to her heart where her soul was.
-I suddenly understood that I am attracted to you… And today I was at the shop to buy a wine and come here, to tell you that… But then I saw that happy family… Those two kids and their mother who loved each other so much. At the beginning I thought turn around and pretend that I didn't saw anything, but then Kozuhi turned to face me and I understood that the one who is missing is their father… Their father who is me. I froze and then you saw me… - Sasuke sighed and looked away because Hinata's face, her beautiful eyes, her soft lips, her tense facial lines, her small cute nose and her beautiful long hair distracted Sasuke from his thoughts.
-You know… Before I left, I told Gaara that I am pregnant. – Hinata said and Sasuke snapped at her. –I told him because I knew that he would have been a good father… And that's true, you wouldn't have been able to handle all that back then, but you have changed and you can do this now. – Hinata smiled at him and somehow it felt right.
Hinata felt easier that Sasuke knew this. It felt just the way it was supposed to be.
-Hinata… Will you give me a chance and try becoming my girlfriend so I can learn to be their father and maybe your man for the life? – Asked Sasuke and took a deep breath. He waited long for this question, all these years he wished to ask Hinata this question, but back then he was late, so he didn't wait long to ask it this time. He did it just the way it was supposed to be.
Hinata thought for some time… -I will… But we will have to take it slowly as I don't want to make any more mistakes in raising them. – Hinata said and smiled. She knew it was a mistake not to tell Sasuke about them from the very beginning, but that was the only mistake in her life.
