Well.. what can I say? I am ill and I am so addicted to writing this story that I'm posting again.. Have a nice day and hope you like this chapter as well..


Chapter 21

The doctors said baby steps. Obviously they don't know me and that I don't know what means slow. I'm fastly Ashley.. I am always ahead of anything. Ahead of everyone. And being in this condition it makes me suffer. I still can't walk as I could. Well when you have someone stubbed you you clearly can't. But as stubborn as I am I tried. And every time I was making myself to reach the highest level. Well.. when Spencer wasn't here because she always yelled when I was trying to walk more than I should. And don't tell her that she was right.. It hurts..

I can't believe that I am still here. Breathing. Talking. Kissing my beautiful fiancée. The last days what I am thinking is sex. Yes. I want to have sex with Spencer. I want to feel her. To touch her. And I tried. Believe me I tried. But she is so prude. It is not a big deal to have sex at this hospital. In Grey's Anatomy everyone do it. So why don't we? But she is irreversible. Damn.. and I am so horny.

Spencer is working today a night shift.. So maybe I can persuade her. Somehow.. I have my ways with her. And I have found all her buttons..

"Ms Davies you can stop now. You walked enough"

"Oh, come on. I can't stay still. I'm bored"

"I know. You have to walk for 10 minutes every three hours. You already walked more than that and it's the first hour. You can't.."

"I get it. Gosh.. you are a very boring person Mr"

"Is she a bad girl Ryan?"

"No Ms Carlin. She is the best patient"

"Oh, come on. Tell her the truth. She will find it anyway" Spencer looked at me like I was a child. Like she told me with her eyes 'I told you not to touch this'

"What you did again Ash?"

"Nothing. I just did my physical therapy as doctor said"

"And..?"

"And.. I walked more than I should"

"Ash.. what did I tell you? You can't do what comes in your mind. That's how you get to this position"

Obviously Spencer was still mad and hurt that I did what I did. She was clearly happy that Christine was back and me alive. But she made it clear that if I wasn't alive she would kill me for doing this. Ryan saw us in this kind of situation and decided that the best for him was to leave.

"Spence.."

"Ashley, let's go to your room" she helped me walking back. She was sad. We haven't talked yet about what happened. I was still in recovery and we both didn't want to discuss it. But now I suppose it was time. She needed answers and I needed to tell her what happened. I hope she takes it well. I wouldn't though..

"Spence.."

"Ash.. why you did this? Why you had to go out there all alone and hurt yourself? Why you have to do irrational things?"

" Spence.. I didn't think."

"No. You didn't. And you could be dead Ash. You could be dead. And.. I can't even think of that"

"I'm sorry. But I promised you that I would find her. So if I had a chance to find her I would sacrifice myself just to bring her back."

"And what? You would bring her back and you would be dead?"

"If it was for her to be ok I would be glad to die"

"Ash.."

"No Spence. I mean it. If I have to die just to protect you two then I will die thousands times. Because you are my life"

"ASH YOU ARE OUR LIFE." She was crying. Well I didn't see her burst all these days..

"I'm sorry Spence.."

"Don't you ever do that again."

"I can not promise that"

"Ash.. promise me now"

"Spence.."

"I mean it. Whatever you have to do we will do it together"

"Ok." Like I could ever say not to this woman..

"How you knew?"

"I found a picture of us three under Christine's pillow and a message written behind. I had to check this out. I couldn't stay here and wait. And those officers.. Yeah.. Assholes.."

We stood in my room together. I told her everything from Paulie to James. What they did and how I got stubbed. Spencer didn't say anything. She just looked at me but her look was blank.

"Baby? Are you ok?"

"I.."

"Spence?"

"Pau-lie? Did.. she .. do.. all..of this?" I couldn't say that again. So I just nodded

"It is ok now"

"How Ash? How it is ok? My obviously crazy ex-girlfriend stubbed my current girlfriend, kidnapped my daughter and stalking us all this time. She was stalking me way before. Oh, my God.."

"Spence it's ok."

"It is my fault. It is my fault that you are here. That Christine was.." she was rambling. So I just stopped her with a kiss.. Way to stop someone.. It gets you kiss them..

"Baby.. Shut up.. It is no one's fault. You hear me? It was HER fault. Hers and only. She was crazy Spence. Paranoid. Thank God your mother caught you and you all moved. Who knows what would happen if you were still with her. I have to personally call your mother and tell her that I love her"

"Yeah.. I would like to see you trying"

"Don't tempt me baby."

"We have to give a description to the police and tell them where to find the body.."

"Well.. I hope she is still there"

"What do you mean Ash?"

"Well.. all I know is that she was stubbed and then I took Christine and left. I know that James didn't turn back. So I hope she is dead because if I find her.."

"Ash.. what if she is alive? What if she comes near us again? You said she is a photographer."

"I'll have a personal guard watch your house full time"

"And what about yours?"

"Spence.. she wants you, not me."

"Ash.. I would feel safer if you were with us"

"Hm.. is that a proposition my sweetheart?"

"It's a I want you with me because I can't stand the thought of being alone without you. So?"

"Well.. I'll have to think about it"

"Ash.."

"Ok ok.. You are bossy"

"You know you like it"

"I tend to forget it.. It is months since you did something bad with me"

"Ash.. it's only been three weeks. Two you were in coma and one in recovery."

"You say potato. I say potatoe."

"Do you know how much I love you?"

"Care to share?"

We kissed as we couldn't do anything else. This girl always finds a way to get away from me. Well we will see if she gets away when I am healed one hundred per sent. I will not let her get out of the room. Oh.. I crave for that day..

"Spence.. just so you know.. when I will be back to myself again I'm just saying that you need to take three days off"

"And why is that?"

"Because, soon to be Mrs Davies I will blow your mind out from sexing you. That's why"

"Is that a threat?"

"Oh, believe me.. That is a promise. Keep it in mind. One week in this fucking state and you will be mine."

"Well.. if you put it like that I can't wait Ms Davies to have you in my arms again"

Now one week seems like a year..

TBC

Sorry guys for this short chapter but I just needed to write! Thank you for all your wonderful reviews! Till the next chapter.. you know what you will read next.. Spashley alone time..

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