I'm back and I know what you are all thinking "Finally a f-in update!" This is the story's 2nd month Anniversary! I am so sorry for not updating sooner. Being a senior in college sucks! I have been so busy with homework, but I finally get a weekend off from all the homework and projects. I have been mentally drained and needed a bit of encouragement and reading my reviews has given me a boost! Thanks to all that have left a review and I hope you all enjoy!

Check out the link to a youtube video that goes with this story! This was the video that inspired me to write this fanfiction. I do not own this story nor did I make it. the title is - Damon and Elena {Damn your Eyes} "CSC" the link will be on my profile page. copy this to your websearch and enjoy- watch?v=kpSvifQkhC8

Notes- the Flashbacks are Damon playing back the memories in his mind.

Chapter 21- Feel So Close, Yet So Far

Damon's P.O.V.

I couldn't help but stare at Elena while she slept so peacefully in my arms. With sun beaming through the windows warming our bodies, I was in pure bliss. The realization completely settled as I admired her beauty. I kept saying to myself, this is real; Elena is finally in my arms and I will never let her go.

I replayed last night's events over and over in my head, but one thing in particular stood out above the rest…

***Flashback***

"I know that once I give into you I will never be able to let you go." I warned her because I knew that once I cross this line with her there is no going back.

"Then don't let me go. I know that you can be selfish and I know that you feel guilty, but I can be selfish too." Elena said.

As I thought about that particular moment, I knew that once I come clean to her about what is truly going on, she will still care about me. I know she will be angry with me, but what that moment taught me was that Elena's feelings for me ran deep in her. At first I thought that maybe her feelings for me were just a physical attraction, but now I know for a fact they are mentally as well. She wanted me just as much as I wanted her and her begging last night proved it.

***Flackback***

"Kiss me. Damon, kiss me and let me in." she knew I wouldn't kiss her so she went to my neck. As Elena's kisses trailed all over my neck, she pleaded in-between kisses, "Damon, please give in to me. Make love to me." Her kisses trailed up to my ear and she whispered devilishly, "Make love to me." nibbling on my ear lobe.

I instantly became aroused at the thought of her whispering "make love to me" in my ear. I looked at the blood stained sheets and remembered how rough we got last night. Elena and I both had dried blood on our naked bodies, which immediately reminded me that I lost control and fed on her. I didn't want to lose control with Elena because I care about her too much to put her life in jeopardy. I have never felt emotionally connected to someone during sex until now. With that thought, I realized that I didn't truly love Katherine; I now know what it feels like to make love to someone. I was about to lean in and sweetly wake Elena up, but all the sudden a noise startled me, it was a buzzing sound that was coming from the bathroom.

It finally clicked in my head what the noise was, it was my phone and I needed to answer it. I was as quiet and stealth as possible trying not to wake Elena. I ran at unhuman speed to the bathroom where I found my pants lying on the tile floor. I quickly picked them up and reached in the pocket to pull out my phone. I looked at who was calling, it was Stefan.

I answered it and asked, "Stefan, what's going on?" I knew that Elena didn't need to hear the conversation, so I shut the bathroom door and turned on the shower.

"Everything is going ok right now, but Klaus is here and he is asking about you." Stefan said in a worried tone. "Hang on…Elijah wants to speak with you for a second." Stefan said as I wait for Elijah to speak.

"Damon we need you to come back here, Klaus is asking questions about your whereabouts. He remembers you the night of the ritual and wants to speak with you." Elijah informed me. I began to panic a little.

"Well, Rose is on her way here right now. As soon as she gets here I will head there straight away. I will call you as soon as…" I heard a knocking on the door. "…I get on the road, I got to go." I said softly then I ended the phone call. I quickly hid my phone and walked into the shower, which was ice cold because I didn't adjust the temperature yet. As I adjusted the temperature of the water, Elena opened the door and was completely naked. I couldn't take my eyes off of her and my member began to erect.

"Hello… and… good morning to you." I said flabbergasted. Elena had a grin on her face from my reaction.

Elena's P.O.V.

"Looks like you're not the only one saying hello this morning." I said as I glanced at his fully erect member.

Damon looked down at his member and said, "I guess you're right about that, maybe you shouldn't be so damn stimulating." Damon paused for a second and smiled. "Nahh… who am I kidding, I love that you have this effect on me." I giggled as I stood there admiring his perfect sculpted body. Damon noticed that I was staring at him and said, "You know it's not polite to stare, if you want something enough you should go for it." He looked at me with an arrogant smirk.

"Well, did you know that it's not polite to point either?" I said, in reference to his erection.

Damon busted out laughing. "Touché." He said scrubbing his hair with shampoo. "You do know that you have to join me and take care of this, I mean you are causing it." He said flirtatiously with a smile, while rinsing the soap out of his hair.

I walked over to the shower to join him, when I heard a buzzing sound. He noticed that his phone was ringing and said, "It's just Rose telling me that she is on her way here. Now, get your sexy ass in here and join me."

As soon as I stepped one foot in the shower, he immediately grabbed a hold of me and started kissing my neck. I couldn't help but wonder why Rose was coming here, I thought this was supposed to be our alone time. Damon caught on to the fact that my mind was elsewhere. He stopped kissing my neck and looked at me and asked, "Is something wrong?"

"Why is Rose coming here? Not that I have a problem with her coming to hang out with us." I asked him.

"She has finally escaped running away from Klaus for 400 years and wants to have fun. She said that she will leave us alone and not interrupt anything. Plus, Bonnie made her a daylight ring and she wants to enjoy the beach during the day." Damon said.

"I like this side of you, all sweet and understanding." I said as I pinched his cheek.

Damon had an annoyed look on his face and said sarcastically, "I know, I feel so emotional sometimes." As his smirk appeared on his lips, I grabbed ahold of his face and began to kiss him.

I pressed his back against the wall and began to kiss his neck. He made a slight moan as I trailed my lips down to his collar bone. His hands were roaming all over my body causing tingles down my spine. He moved his hands to my face and pulled it up so our lips would meet. He crushes his lips onto mine and turns us around where my back is now against the wall. He starts to kiss and nibble on my neck as his fingers slide down my stomach and onto my warm core. He entered two fingers inside me and my body instantly gives itself over to him. While his fingers were pleasuring me, he whispered in my ear seductively, "I want you."

I leaned in and whispered back in his ear teasing him, "Then what are you waiting for." He looked me in the eye with devilish grin. He grabbed ahold of my hip bones and turned me around where my chest was against the shower glass. One of his hands gripped my hair causing my head to tilt back, the other reached down to my wet entrance. His fingers skillfully part my nether lips and then his cock plunges into my steaming core. He starts thrusting in a slow steady pace, as his thumb reaches around my waist and teases my clitoris. I can feel him building me up again, my inner muscles start clinching his member tighter as he picked up his pace. Damon started to groan loudly as he grabs my hips tight giving me deep and powerful thrust. My legs begin to tremble; the pleasure is just overwhelming as his hips crush against my ass. I keep shrieking, but his grunts and moans overpower my screams.

He is thrusting his cock in me so fast that I know that it is unhuman. Damon thrusts are so fast and deep that my walls clasps on his cock, clutching him in all ways. When it suddenly I feel it, I know that I am about to climax at any second.

His moans get louder and he shouts, "You feel so fucking good! I can feel you getting close!" by the way Damon is pounding in me, I can tell that he is getting close too. "Shit, I'm getting close." He mumbles.

My orgasm just keeps building up and tensing, then "Damon…" I scream his name at the highest pitch as the intense force of my orgasm ripples through my body. I could feel my legs getting week and about to give out when I heard a deep growl. I felt my insides fill with warmth. Damon had just climaxed as well. We just stood there under the warm water as we both caught our breath.

When he pulled his cock out of me, I felt his warm seed trickle down my inner thighs. I could barely stand up, my legs were so limp. Damon had to hold me in his arms and help me wash my body and hair.

When we were both clean, we walked out of the shower. Damon brought me a white terrycloth robe to slip on over my naked wet body. He gave me a kiss my forehead and said, "I'm going to get you something to eat.." Damon grabbed his black terrycloth robe and grabbed his phone that was behind a plastic plant.

I walked over to the sink to brush my hair and my teeth. When I looked in the mirror, I was expecting to see fang marks on my neck from last night along with some bruises, but there was nothing. After we both climaxed last night, I don't remember anything.

Damon's P.O.V.

As I headed downstairs I noticed that I had 3 missed calls and 2 texts from Rose. The first text read,

Hey I am on my way, traffic is a bitch. Stefan has already informed me on what's going on. I will take Elena shopping, giving you plenty of time to leave and come back without her knowing you went back to Mystic Falls.

The second read,

Damon where the BLOODY HELL is this house? Call me or give me an address please.

I replied back,

I'm sorry this text is a bit late, I was busy. The address is 5700 Atlantic Ave.

While I waited for Rose to get here, I went to the freezer and pulled out some toaster strudels. I put them in the toaster and while they were cooking, I went up to the bedroom and grabbed all the sheets and pillowcases off of the bed. Elena was walking out of the bathroom and I said, "Go to the kitchen and eat, your breakfast is in the toaster."

"You're so sweet! You didn't have to do that." Elena said as she walked up to me and kissed me on my lips.

"Of course I did, I am supposed to take care of you. Oh I almost forgot Rose wants to take you shopping today. Get dressed real quick and then go eat." I said while putting the sheets in the laundry basket.

"Sounds like fun, by the way what exactly happened last night?" Elena asked me with a confused look on her face, noticing all the blood on the sheets.

"What do you mean? Don't you remember?" I asked trying to avoid this conversation at all cost, but it looks like it's inevitable.

"Yes I remember that part." She said, blushing and smiling, but then continued, "I remember you biting me, but that's it. When I went to look in the mirror, there wasn't a bite mark on my neck."

"Oh that." I said. "It is no big deal really, but I kind of…got a little carried away last night. When I bit you I drank a little too much and I... had to heal you." I said, not sure how Elena would take this news, but I had to say it. "I feel terrible about it and I am sorry. Are you mad?"

Elena's face didn't seem angry, but she did look relieved. "No I am not mad, I'm just glad I didn't pass out because I'm a wimp or something." She said with a smile on her face. "Just be more careful next time."

"Don't worry I won't bite you again." I told her a bit taken back by what she said. I walked over to her and tucked a piece of hair behind her ear.

Elena grabbed my hand as I was beginning to pull it away from her face and said, "Hey… I don't want you to hold anything back, I want all of you. I want you to be yourself with me."

"I just don't want to accidently kill you." I said with concern.

"See that's what I was worried about. I liked it when you fed on me last night; I thought it was really hot. I knew something was weird when you didn't bite me in the shower." Elena said with frustration.

"Elena…" I was cut off as she started to rant.

"I never would have thought you of all people would be like this. Stefan always held back from me and I know that is the reason why we didn't have passion. Last night was absolutely perfect and I have never experienced anything like it before." Elena paused as she saw the surprised look on my face. She took a couple of deep breaths and said, "You can't take that away from me because you are afraid of hurting me."

I couldn't help but grin and said, "Alright, I will fucking bite you next time!" I walked away from her and picked up the laundry basket.

"Good, that's all I wanted." Elena said arrogantly. I rolled my eyes at her jokingly and carried the sheets out of the room and was heading to the laundry room.

After I started the washer, my phone started to vibrate in my pocket. It was Stefan.

"Damon?" Stefan asked.

"Yes brother." I answered.

"Has Rose made it there yet?" He asked.

"Not yet, but I know she won't be much longer." I answered him. Then heard a car pull into the driveway and said, "Never mind, I think I just heard her pull up. I have to go take care of a few things; I will call you on the road."

"I almost forgot Rose has a flask of vervain laced bourbon that you need to drink before you get here or else Klaus can compel you." Stefan added.

"Will do, see you in a couple of hours." I said before we hung up. I walked out of the laundry room and was on my way to the kitchen when I heard Elena talking to Rose.

"Well I would've been here sooner but Damon wouldn't answer his phone. I wonder why?" Rose's question was rhetorical because she knew exactly what was going on.

"So… what do you want to do today?" Elena asked Rose trying to avoid the awkwardness, while eating her breakfast.

"Damon, are you sure you don't mind if I take your woman away for a while?" Rose asked me as I walked into the kitchen.

"Nope, don't mind at all. Besides I have some things I need to do today." I answered.

"You don't mind if we borrow you card then?" Rose asked me.

"No go ahead, you two have fun." I answered. "Oh and Rose make sure Elena gets a new black nighty, I kind of demolished hers last night." I said as I glanced at Elena and winked. Her face immediately turned red, almost choking on the strudel in her mouth.

"O.K." Rose said with a smile. She looked over at Elena and asked, "Elena you ready to go?"

"Yeah I'm ready." They both headed for the door when Elena said, "Oh I almost forgot." She ran back to me and placed her lips onto mine and kissed me. She then said, "I'll see you later."

"Can't wait." I said, giving her another kiss. I let go of her and in a few seconds she was out the door.

As soon as Elena shut the front door, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text from Rose.

I placed a vervain flask in your car seat, drink it. I hope everything goes well, if it doesn't call me ASAP and I will get Elena out of here in no time. If anyone knows how to hide from Klaus it is me.

Reading that text made me feel so much better leaving Elena, if I could trust one person other than myself with her it would be Rose. I texted her back and wrote,

Thanks and if you don't hear from me by 9:00 start planning to leave town. If I text you a word in all caps then I am in trouble and get her out of there quickly. Just keep her safe.

Once I hit send, reality settled in. I grabbed my keys and walked out the door, immediately calling Stefan.

I sat in my car and started the engine as Stefan answered and said, "I'm guessing you're on your way?"

I answered him annoyed, "Yep, now let's get this shit over with." Then I tilted my head back and drank the vervain bourbon, feeling it burn down my throat.

Thanks for being patient with me last month, I know it took awhile for an update but I have been super busy. Please leave a review, they give me inspiration! Damon is going to start being a little less soft and a bit like normal Damon since he is away from Elena dealing with the Klaus situation. There is some Stefan drama coming soon, and also some new drama that isn't expected! things might seem like rainbows and butterflies right now, but things are going to get intense. Don't worry Delena will be fine though lol!