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Sorry for the long wait I have so much going on right now that it's not even funny, but here is the long awaited chapter
Bella POV
I sat up in my bed staring at the walls before me then down at my scared hand carefully tracing the half moon scar, I remembered it clearly like it had just happened, James biting me the pain that had flowed through me, the way Edward looked and how he saved my life, and how to me he looked like my very own guardian angel staring down at me.
Memories had been coming back slowly ever since I saw Edward again, and I wasn't afraid to think about them now, knowing that Edward was here and not leaving me again. I slid my legs out from my bed and stretched slowly and looked at my reflection in the mirrior close by, my brown hair was a mess and I had circles under my eye's but, I saw what everyone had meant when they saw me again, I did still look like I was at least twenty years old.
I liked the fact that I looked young still, but yet it bothered me greatly, something wasn't right and I had been trying to figure it out ever since I turned thirty three, I knew that I should have looked older, I should've started to get grey in my hair or get wrinkles, but no there was none of that. I stared down at my hand trying to think of reasons why and all I could think of was that I was a vampire. 'Idiot vampires don't sleep and besides Edward made sure you weren't changed when that happened but still...ever since I got bit there I've been a few degrees colder there then any other part of my body and I haven't really aged at all.' I stared at the crescent shaped scar that would forever be on my hand 'I was sixteen when that happened, I had to of aged a bit, but what if the bite was causing this and it didn't take effect till a few years later.'
I had dozens of thoughts flooding my mind over it then decided it was something I would have to ask Carlisle after all this was over and flattened my hair with my and hands and walked towards the door and tripped falling into it "Ow.." I muttered and opened the door quickly and saw Alice staring at me "Morning Bells!" she said and walked over to the couch and sat next to Selene who i had noticed seemed lost in her thoughts 'Selene...' I wanted to hug her and tell her everything would be ok , but our relationship had been growing apart and I didn't want to add onto her stress.
I slowly walked over to a chair and plopped down and began thinking of Edward again, my Edward, my love. I looked up to see Alice stareing at me oddly "What?" I asked confused
"Rose, she's gonna be here any minute."
"Oh."
"Is there anything you need before she comes?"
"No, Selene, what about you?"
She looked at me and shook her head "No, i'm fine." she whispered and got lost in her thoughts again
"She'll be fine Bella, give her some time." Alice grinned then at that the door opened Rosalie stood there starring at us
"ready?"
"Yeah."
I saw Selene from the corner of my eye stand up and head towards the door followed by Alice then Rose, I followed soon after realising we were in a hurry.
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The car ride to the airport had been silent and felt longer than the ten minutes it had been, I wishes none of this was happening but wishes don't always come true, do they?
I stared out the window feeling like a teenager again, it was a feeling i hadn't felt in over 45 years, ever since Edward had left me that day, even when Jacob got me back I still was never myself completely...now though...now it felt as if I was...I felt complete again.
I had millions of emotions running through me all at once, love,pain,fear,want, and so many others I couldn't keep up. Soon though my daughters voice brought me back letting me know that I wasn't a teenager anymore and I couldn't possibly try to go back to the old vulnerable Bella that I used to be, no, I wasn't going to let any of this have that effect on me, not just yet.
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We had gotten ourselves settled in our seats, I was next to Selene who was staring out the window directly next to her, Alice and Rose sat in front of us and were talking in a speed I couldn't comprehend.
"Mom, I know they're vampires and all but, that doesn't mean they can't die does it?" I turned to see Selene staring at me her eye's were full of fear
"It doesn't mean they can't die, but Edward,Emmett, and Jasper are stronger then they look, they can handle it I promise." I said trying my best to smile
"Ok.." Selene trailed off and stared at her hands I noticed she was holding something, it wasn't until her top hand moved did i clearly see the blue crystal necklace in her hand "He...gave me it before he left..." she added seeing me looking at the necklace
"I promise you Selene, there is nothing for you to worry about." but i could reconize the lie in my own voice, I knew something may go wrong there were only five of them and over a hundred others but, I had to think positive.
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Selene Pov)
I stared my mother in the eye's waiting for her to answer me, I felt so afraid and i was hurting every moment that i grew farther from my love, I didn't want him left in a battle with hundreds of other vampires who wouldn't stop at anything to rip out his throat.
"It doesn't mean they can't die, but Edward,Emmett, and Jasper are stronger then they look, they can handle it I promise." I could see how weak her smile was and how she forced it there, I knew she was about as worried as I was if not more. I started to stare at my hands that held his necklace.
'Selene, keep this, as long as you have it i'll be with you ok?' he smiled at me handing me the chain necklace with a beautiful blue gem at the very center
'Ok Jasper, but please don't get yourself killed' i felt his cold hand on my face then his other hand on my back and he pulled me close into a hug
'I'll do what I can Selene, I can't guarantee anything, but I will try to stay alive, for you.' at that his cold lips met mine and i had no power over my body as I kissed him back making it last as long as possible 'I love you Selene.' he smiled s he pulled away and turned to the door 'Rose is here...' he turned to me and looked me in the eye's holding me there for a moment as if he was taking in everything for the last time and he began to walk.
I stood there frozen for a moment staring at the necklace then simply whispered 'I love you too jasper, no matter what I always will'.
"He...gave me it before he left..." I said and looked at my mother as she looked at the necklace carefully taking in every detail of it, I clung onto my tears inside as I tried my best not to cry, and turned looking out the window of the plane again.
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I soon awoke to a bubbly Alice trying to get me up from my sleep " Come one Selene we need to go!" she said
I looked at her and shook my head trying to stop the sleepiness "Mmmm ok."
Rose helped me up and walked me off the plane afterwards she walked away but Alice stood near alongside my mother
"She didn't want to be here really, she's just doing what Emmett said for her to do so he wasn't distracted by worrying about her during the whole battle." Alice muttered
Rose acted as if she didn't hear her even if she did, she seemed as if she wanted nothing to do with us and then at the same time she seemed worried and afraid
I never really thought of rose as a mean person more as a misunderstood girl just trying to get things right. That's what I saw her as and nothing eles.
Rose POV
I tried my best to get away from them but somehow I kept being drawn back to them including Selene, at first I thought she was just like her mother but i've found reasons to now think otherwise.
I thought back to Emmett my love and hoped he was alright, before I left I had caught a glimpse of the fight and there were more vampires than I had seen in my whole life, theyre had to be at least 400-600 of them there when I left and I heard Carlisle say that there were more coming.
'Rosey don't worry about a thing I'll show these guy's who they're messing with!' Emmett said happily showing off his muscles then giving me a quick kiss 'Go and stay safe, Don't worry about us we'll be fine.' he grinned 'I love you Emmett' I whispered hugging him for what felt like the last time 'I love you too Rose' he said hugging me back before leaving me to go fight.
I felt as if I was one of those women who watched as they're loved ones were taken into war and then killed right then and there I was worried that my Emmett would get killed I didn't want it to come to that no matter what
I knew that Jasper and Edward would look out for him and make sure he didn't get himself killed as well as Carlisle and Esme.
Something then pulled me from my thoughts I looked around quickly for the source of the smell I was smelling and saw a boy standing in front of me I could tell it was coming from him and got ready to fight "What do you want wolf" I growled staring him down
I saw his eye's flicker to me and lock on mine "I'm not here for you vampire, I'm here to speak with Bella and Selene for a moment if you don't mind." he stared at me then looked over at the others
"Jacob!" Bella said you could hear the joy in her voice and then the next thing i knew she was hugging him
"Hey bells how have you been?"
"Good..well ok, and you?"
"I've been fine i'm still trying to hold out on the secret with Alan you know."
"Yeah"
"Selene come here for a moment." he said motioning her over
she blinked confused by all of this and walked over leaving me to try and listen
Alice Pov
I didn't know what was going on but I had a feeling something bad was going to happen then I had a premonition
I saw a figure coming towards Bella Selene and Jacob, then a second later Selene gasped "No.." she muttered backing up Jacob phased and looked at the figure growling loudly
I didn't know what to do except stand and stare then I saw Bella get grabbed by someone and then Selene also, I began panicking then came back to reality.
"Rose, Rose!" I said quickly getting her attention
"What?"
"There's vampires here, I just saw it!"
"What! Where!?" she started looking around
"Stay close to Bella and Selene, Jacob!" I saw him look at me "Watch out there's vampires nearby"
He stared at me for a moment then nodded "Hmm more bloodscukers." he muttered then grinned a bit, no more then a minute later did I see him phase and let out a low growl i hurried and ran over as did Rose so we could see who or what awaited us
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OMG WHO GOT BREAKING DAWN!? I love the book so far!!