A/N: Some mature content in this one….
Kim turned over, her arm landing on an empty space that had previously been inhabited by Shego. Her eyes flew open. "Sara?" Her eyes scanned the room, looking for the familiar green woman. "Sara? Where are you?"
She sat up, and rubbed her eyes, hoping that when she opened them again, her love would be sleeping next to her. But, she was disappointed to find that her hope didn't prove it to be true.
She jumped out of bed, worried that the older woman had left her here, alone. She knew that the ex-villainess had been worried ever since GJ had dropped in, and would probably consider leaving something that would be good for Kim. But, Kim hoped and prayed that Shego hadn't left. She needed Shego. She couldn't just…leave…
She grabbed a robe, and flew down the stairs.
"Sara? Come on, Sara…" She said, already scanning the immediate area. Nothing. "Goddammit Sara! Where are…." She froze as she heard the familiar sound of Spongebob's laugh echoing throughout the downstairs.
She turned around so that she was facing the living room. A sigh of relief escaped her lips as she saw Shego curled up on the sofa, sleeping soundly. She had left the television on, and the empty glass on the floor next to her.
Kim eyed the glass suspiciously, and walked over, and picked it up. She sniffed inside of it. She didn't smell anything…but….
She went into the kitchen, carrying the glass, and setting it down in the sink. She saw the empty can of Coke in the trash, and sighed. She opened up her cabinet, and removed the box of Lucky Charms, and pulled out the bottle of Bacardi she had stashed away. She sighed when she saw that there was a considerable amount missing. She set it down on the counter, shaking her head. God, she wanted a drink. It was wrong, but….she was stressed too. And, if Shego had already drank enough liquor to get drunk…then why couldn't she? Crappy logic…but, who gave a fuck?
She pulled a Coke out of the fridge, and popped the tab, pouring it into a glass. Then, she poured in a generous amount of the rum, mixing the two drinks together. Then, she put the Bacardi back in the cabinet, and walked back into the living room.
She sat down on the recliner, and curled up, sipping on her drink. Unlike Shego, it didn't take a lot to get Kim drunk. It only took her halfway through the glass before she felt the buzz of drunkenness start to take over her. She couldn't help but smile. Her thoughts had been plaguing her all night long, and alcohol prevented her from thinking. It was….it was nice.
She turned her attention to the sleeping woman on the sofa. Shego really did look…so peaceful when she was sleeping…
Kim set down her glass, and walked over to the sofa, sitting down on the opposite end of where Shego was curled up. She just sat there, watching.
Shego wasn't completely asleep any longer. She had felt Kim sit down on the other end. Her eyes opened, and she sat up. Her vision was blurry, and she couldn't think completely straight.
She propped herself on her elbows, and sat up, looking towards Kim. There was a look in Kim's eyes….a look she wasn't sure how she felt about…
Kim crawled on top of Shego, and claimed her lips with her own. Shego, shocked by the sudden intimacy, let Kim take over. She felt Kim's tongue slide over her lips, begging for entrance. Shego granted her wish, letting Kim explore her mouth intimately. Shego felt Kim pushing her down back onto her back. She let her, as she still wasn't completely sure what was going on.
Kim's hands started to roam down Shego, coming up beneath her t-shirt. She broke their kiss momentarily so that she could pull the troublesome garment off of the pale woman. Shego let her pull it off, blinking rapidly as she tried to clear the fog in her head.
Kim threw the shirt to the side, and smiled drunkenly at Shego. Her hands started to roam over the older woman's torso, sending shivers down Shego's spine.
"God, you're beautiful…" Kim breathed, laying gentle kisses over the woman's skin. Shego could smell the alcohol of Kim's breath, and almost said something. But, she was silenced by Kim's hand roaming even further south.
Kim tugged on Shego's pants, trying to remove them from the older woman's body. Shego arched, letting Kim remove them. She shivered as the cold air bit at her newly exposed skin.
Kim wasn't satisfied. She bent her head, kissing Shego's lips as her hand snaked behind her back. She skillfully unlatched Shego's bra, throwing it to the side. Shego closed her eyes as Kim's lips left tiny trails over her chest, around her breasts. Her hand continued to slide down, cupping Shego's most intimate area.
Shego froze as she felt Kim's touch. She shuddered violently as she was sent back to the events of that fateful night. Her eyes flew open, but she didn't see Kim. She only saw his face. Felt only him. Smelled the alcohol that was in the air…on his breath….tasted the bitter taste of the drugs he had slipped into her drink.
She pulled away from Kim, and curled up into a ball. "Oh God, don't hurt me…please…don't hurt me…" She whimpered, closing her eyes so she couldn't see her assailant. She crossed her arms across her chest, and shuddered in fear.
Kim froze as Shego pulled away. Her alcohol-befuddled mind couldn't quite comprehend what was going on. But, when she heard what Shego had said, she sobered up quickly. She could have slapped herself. Oh God…what had she done to Shego?
"Shego….oh God, Shego…" She whispered, covering her face with her hands. She didn't know what to do….she wanted to pull the woman into her arms and tell her it would be all right…but she knew that if she even touched Shego at that moment, it would just send her further into the memory her mind had generated.
She would just have to…wait it out. Wait for Shego to emerge from her nightmare. Wait until it was okay to even hold her love.
Wait until she could do something right, for once.