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I zipped up my suitcase and sighed as I turned and fell back on my bed. Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath, trying to will away some of the tension that I still felt flowing freely throughout me from the events of 2 days before.
Ever since the crazy Jared situation and all of the photos of Rob and I leaked, my house had been swarmed with paparazzi, fans, and God knows who else. None of us had been able to leave since Kristen arrived. I'd never been more thankful for having so many movies and plenty of places in my area that delivered food.
But, that would all change very soon.
"Are you all packed?"
I nodded, answering Kristen's question without opening my eyes. I felt the bed shift with her weight seconds later and then felt part of her on my stomach. I opened my eyes and looked down to see her head lying on me and she was looking up at the ceiling.
"You are okay, right?" she asked and I sighed as I brought my hand down to pet her forehead.
"Yes. I promise," I said for the 500th time since this all happened. I let my hand fall down to the bed by my side again as she laughed.
"Sorry," she sighed, raising her hand to run her fingers through the front of her hair. "I just feel like there's nothing I can do to help you and it drives me crazy."
I sat up a bit and she raised up when she felt the movement, turning herself around so she could see me. I smiled at her as she pulled her knees up to her chest and rested her chin on them, staring at me like I might fall apart in front of her any second.
Ever since she had arrived she'd remained by my side unless we were all sleeping. I honestly loved every second of it. I had my two new favorite people in the world to help take my mind off of what had happened. I wondered a few times what I would have done had I not had them there and the sickening feeling that washed over me was a little too much to handle.
"Kristen," I smiled as I turned my body towards her and tucked my legs under myself. "You have no idea of how much you and Rob have helped me already. I'd probably be in a psych ward if it wasn't for you two."
She laughed and I did too. "I know I don't seem entirely like myself right now but I will get better. I've been through much worse."
She nodded, knowing that I was referring to my parents deaths. "Okay. That does make me feel a little better," she smiled.
"Good," I sighed and tucked my hair behind my ear. "I am excited about our little trip though." I reached down and patted the top of my suitcase.
"Me too," she grinned as she let go of her legs and leaned back against the head board. "I do wish we didn't have to leave at such an insane hour though."
To avoid the paparazzi and anyone else who might pay us any attention, we'd booked our flight to leave New Orleans at 3 am.
I glanced over at the clock to see that it was 12:45. I had already packed mine and Rob's bags. He'd fallen asleep on the couch in the living room while Kristen and I were watching Hocus Pocus on dvd.
"I wish you would have at least let me pay for your tickets," she said as I glanced back at her from the clock and I rolled my eyes. We'd argued over this for nearly 30 minutes earlier that day.
"Kristen, I have money. I'm fine. You and your parents letting us hang there to get away from this bullshit," I waved my hand in the air as I spoke. "Is more than enough for me."
"I know that's how you feel," she rolled her eyes smiling. "You're very stubborn."
I laughed. "Well, I've been taking care of myself completely on my own for nearly 5 years. I'm not used to anyone doing anything for me."
"You better get used to it," she chuckled. "With you and Rob being together now," she grinned as she said it like she was making a statement about her children that she was incredibly proud of, "he'll be wanting to buy you things all the time and do stuff for you. He even does that for me," she laughed, pointing at herself as she emphasized the last word.
I laughed too, not shocked at all by that fact. It was obvious that Kristen and Rob's bond was something no one could touch. I felt stupid to ever believe that there was something beyond their deeply rooted friendship. She loved Michael and Rob loved me.
It was still so bizarre to even think that.
"I'm glad we took a nap earlier," I said as I stretched my arms out, changing the subject on purpose.
"Me too," she yawned as she said it and laughed. "Although I don't know that it did me much good."
"Lucky for you," I turned myself around before pushing myself off of the bed and looking over at her. "I have coffee ready for us."
"Oh thank God," she sighed dramatically before following me after she got up from the bed.
We both walked down the hallway together, trying to be quiet so we wouldn't wake Rob. When we got to the back of the couch that he was lying on, we both looked down at him then back at each other with our lips pressed hard together to keep from laughing. I quickly pushed her, trying to get her out of the room before we busted out laughing. We'd barely made it into the kitchen when we lost it.
"Oh my God," she said through her laughter as she laid her head on my counter. "I did not want to see that."
I couldn't get any words out because I was laughing so hard I had tears running down my cheeks.
The reason for our fit of laughter was because Rob was having a little issue that a lot of men have when they're sleeping and it was very, very obvious because of his choice to wear pajama pants.
"It looked like he had a little mini circus tent on the crotch of his pants," Kristen said as she wiped under her eyes.
That just made me laugh harder. I leaned against the refrigerator and put my hand on my forehead, trying to calm myself down so I could breathe again.
"What the fuck are you two laughing about?"
We both turned to see Rob standing in the doorway and he'd readjusted his issue somehow but it was still pretty obvious.
"Dammit!" Kristen laughed again, stomping her foot on the floor. "I wanted to get a picture!"
He was still half asleep, his hair was even crazier than usual, and he had the cutest, confused expression on his face.
I pushed off of the refrigerator and closed the space between us before throwing my arms around his neck and hugging him tightly, standing on my tiptoes to kiss his cheek.
"I'm so confused," he whined as he hugged me back. He kissed the top of my head before I pulled away.
"Were you having a special dream, Rob?" Kristen asked as I walked towards the coffee pot to fix our coffee. I couldn't supress a little giggle.
"Huh?" he asked, scratching the back of his head.
She laughed, pointing at his crotch and tilting her head. He stared at her for about 5 seconds before it clicked.
"Oh God," he rolled his eyes as he covered his package with his hand while walking over to sit on one of the bar stools at the counter. "It's not like you haven't seen it before."
I nearly spat the swallow of coffee I had in my mouth out and they both turned to look at me right as I turned to look at them.
Kristen started laughing again, shaking her head like crazy as she did. "No, no. Not like that," she said as she pulled a cigarette out of the pack on the counter. "It was another situation like that one," she pointed behind her towards the living room. "Except he'd decided that he wanted to cuddle and-"
"I think she gets the picture, Kristen," Rob interrupted, a cigarette now hanging out of his mouth.
I giggled as I took another sip of my coffee and he winked at me.
2 hours later we were sitting on the plane in first class which was something I had never experienced before. The only people in that part of the plane with us were all middle aged or elderly so thankfully, they didn't notice Rob and Kristen. The fact that they both were wearing sunglasses and caps might have helped that though.
I was seated between Rob and Kristen on the plane and it hadn't even taken off when I felt myself getting extremely tired. No matter what amount of sleep I'd had the past couple of days, I felt completely worn out.
Rob's hand on top of mine pulled me from my train of thought and I looked over at him as he brought my hand up to his lips and kissed the back of it. I couldn't help but smile.
"You're sure you're alright?" he asked, reaching out with his other hand and brush a piece of hair away from my forehead.
He was asking if I was alright because of the fact that we still managed to get bombarded by a few people when we left my house. They were shouting out questions like 'Why did Jared do it?' ' Have you talked to his wife?' 'Were you scared?'. The third one made me want to slap someone. Who the fuck wouldn't have been scared?
"I'm fine, baby. I promise," I nodded, taking a deep breath after.
"We'll be far away from all the bullshit soon enough," he said softly as he leaned his forehead against mine. I kissed his lips and he smiled against mine.
About 10 minutes after take off, I was fast asleep and I stayed that way until I felt the plane shake a bit when we landed.
"Good morning sleepy head," Kristen smiled as I raised up from where I'd been sleeping on Rob's shoulder.
"I hate everything," I mumbled, feeling incredibly disoriented and out of it as I straightened myself up in my seat.
She and Rob giggled at me as I rubbed my face, trying to wake myself up.
Unfortunately, it was 5 am in California which meant that the airport was already fairly busy and the chances of getting noticed was much higher. I was in full panic mode as we made our way quickly past people. It felt like every glance was a full on stare as we walked.
Thankfully, we made it out to the car quickly and unnoticed. The driver opened the door for us and Rob waited for me to get in and then turned to Kristen waiting for her to slip in as well. She leaned into the car and wrapped her arms around me out of nowhere which shocked me. I returned the hug and looked at her like she was crazy as she pulled back.
"This is where I leave you two," she said as she motioned back towards Rob with her head.
"Wait, what?" I asked, completely confused.
"Well, I never planned on staying at the house with you guys. You need some time by yourselves and that's what you're getting. Rob is off for another week and a half and he's all yours," she winked. "But, I expect to see you before you go anywhere near Lousiana. Do I make myself clear?"
I just stared at her in complete shock for a few seconds. I couldn't believe that she was doing this for us. Of course, I'd been excited that she would be joining us when she told me about going to stay at her parent's lake house. I loved hanging out with Kristen but I knew that after Rob's break was over, I wouldn't get as much time with him and it would be nice to have him all to myself.
"You're so amazing," I finally managed to talk and she smiled before blowing me a kiss. "Make sure Rob texts me when you guys get there."
I had decided against getting a new phone yet. I wasn't ready to talk to everyone. I'd only spoken to Antonio and Timothy since the day from hell.
I watched as she hugged Rob and kissed his cheek. They said something to each other but I couldn't hear what it was. Rob slid onto the seat next to me and shut the door, pulling his shades off and turning to smile that heart stopping smile of his.
"You knew?"
He nodded proudly as he put his arm around my shoulders and I scooted closer to him. "Oh yeah. I'm good at keeping secrets."
I laughed. "That's not always a good thing."
"You know what I mean," he said softly as he leaned down to kiss my temple. "Do you think you'll get sick of me since we'll be all alone in the wilderness together for days?"
I laughed because the thought of that was completely ridiculous. I looked up at him to see his beautiful eyes looking like they had a little more sparkle in them now. "Nope," I shook my head before leaning up to press my lips against his. "I'll probably just get more attached to you."
He smiled down at me before leaning in and pressing his lips to mine again, his fingers moving through my hair as he did. "I was thinking the same," he sighed as he leaned back.
After a 2 1/2 hour drive which would've only been 2 hours if someone had not begged the driver to take us to In and Out Burger, we arrived at the gate which lead to the house we'd be staying at. The driver pressed the numbers for the code that Rob told him and began driving us down a long, winding driveway. It was surrounded by trees but I could still see the water of the lake through them.
It seemed like we'd been going down the driveway for 30 minutes before the driver pulled up to the house but it had only been 10. Rob opened the door once the car was stopped and held his hand out to help me get out.
"Whoa," I whispered as I looked around us.
The house was beautiful, which was to be expected. It wasn't huge but it was big enough. It was a single story log cabin that had a porch that wrapped around the entire house. There were several porch swings and rocking chairs sitting around it and I was already itching to have a glass of wine and sit out there. The view from the house was beautiful because you could see a large portion of the lake. There was a walkway that led from the side of the house all the way down to the pier that seemed to go out nearly half way across the lake.
"It's nice, isn't it?" Rob asked as the driver walked past us to take our bags up to the house. I wasn't sure that I'd ever get used to someone doing that for me.
"Very," I said as we began walking towards the house.
The inside of the house was just as beautiful as the outside. All of the walls in the house were the same as the exterior so it was a log cabin through and through. There was a huge fireplace in the living room that I was pretty sure Rob and I had the same idea about when we saw it. All of the furniture in the home matched the dark brown wood of the walls in colors of dark red and off white.
There were three bedrooms and each bedroom had it's own bathroom. Of course, Rob and I were getting to stay in the master bedroom and I nearly fell over when I walked in to see that not only did that room have it's own fireplace but there were also french doors that lead out to a patio where there was a jacuzzi and a perfect view of the late.
"California king bed," Rob wiggled his eyebrows at me as he hopped onto the bed on his knees and bounced up and down. I couldn't help but laugh because he looked like a little kid.
"Having fun, Mr. Pattinson?" I asked as I walked towards the door that led to the bathroom. "Oo, big bathtub," I said as I walked in and looked around at everything.
"I'm not the only one who has a saucy mind," I jumped when I felt Rob behind me and his arms wrapped around me, pulling my back against his chest. He kissed the side of my neck and inhaled deeply. "This is going to be wonderful."
I turned around in his arms and wrapped my arms around his shoulders as I looked up at him. "Yes, it is," I said before standing on my tip toes to kiss his lips. "Thank you for everything. I can't even imagine how lost I'd be right now if you weren't with me."
"There's no other place I'd rather be," he whispered before kissing the end of my nose and pulling me into a tight hug. He lifted me off of the floor and I squealed. Seconds later I was thrown onto the bed and he landed next to me soon after.
"I should probably text Kristen and let her know we made it here," Rob said as he dug in his pants pocket to get his phone out.
I looked up at his phone as he held it up to text her and I spotted the date.
"Wait a second," I grabbed his hand to look at the screen and then looked at him. "Is it really the 8th?"
"Yeah," he looked at me like I'd lost it. "Why?"
"Oh my God," I laughed, falling back to the bed, shaking my head as I did.
"What is it? Did you forget to pay a bill or something?"
"No," I sighed as I ran my fingers through my hair. I turned my head to look at him. "Tomorrow is my birthday."
He stared at me for a second before a smile crept across his beautiful lips. "Are you serious?"
"Yep," I laughed. "I can't believe I almost forgot my own birthday."
"Well, you have had a rough few days, you know?" he said as he typed out the text to Kristen.
I laid there going through what had happened in the bar with Jared for the millionth time since it had. I couldn't seem to make it go away.
I was pulled from my daydreaming, or nightmaring, by the beautiful face I'd grown to truly love hovering above my own. His hand moved to my cheek and he moved his fingertips along my cheekbone as he looked down at me. He took a deep breath as he studied me for what felt like a very long time.
"I wish I could take it all away from you," he whispered with a pained expression on his face.
I smiled and reached up to take his cap off before throwing it onto the floor so that I could run my fingers through his hair. "You really have no idea of how much you being with me helps," I whispered back, blown away that he was already so in tune with me that he knew I had been thinking about Jared when I got quiet.
"I know you keep saying that but I feel like-"
I put my hand over his mouth and sighed. "Rob, please just shut up and fuck me?"
His eyes grew wide and I felt his lips move under my hand as he smiled.
In record time, the man had managed to get all of our clothes off and I was now straddling his lap on the bed with him sitting up. Our kisses were so passionate and had such a sense of urgency behind them. For some reason, I felt like I couldn't get close enough to him fast enough.
"I can't wait any more, baby," he broke the kiss and whispered with his lips pressed against the corner of his mouth as his hand moved down to the base of his cock which I could swear I felt throbbing between us.
I raised my hips a bit for him and tangled my fingers in his hair, our eyes locking on each other as he positioned himself at my entrance and I lowered myself onto him.
Our moans came out simultaneously and he wrapped his arms around to my back, pulling me closer to him. I used my knees against the bed to push myself, riding him slowly but letting him go as deeply inside of me as possible.
The french doors were still open and the sound of the water on the lake filled the room along with the sounds of our heavy breathing and moans. I'd told him to fuck me when I started this but we both knew that this was making love.
"I love you," he whispered with a shaky voice as his lips moved, leaving soft kisses in a trail down my neck and to my collar bone. I leaned back, my hands moving down to the back of his neck as I started moving my body on him faster. His hands gripped harder at my hips and I could feel him starting to lift me, helping me move on him.
"I love you too," I moaned the words unintentionally as he began raising his hips to meet mine, allowing him to hit my g-spot harder when he moved into me.
My body was already starting to shake against his and I could feel my climax approaching.
"Look at me," he whispered and I opened my eyes to look at him. His green eyes were piercing as he looked into mine and reached up to brush a piece of hair from my face.
His hand moved to the back of my head and he pulled me to him, crashing his lips against mine. We moaned into each others mouths, moving faster together now. The bed shook slightly under us as we pushed harder, chasing our orgasms together.
His other hand that was at my hip gripped tighter against my skin and I felt him starting to tremble. I knew he was as close as I was.
We didn't break the kiss. We gripped at each other, trying to pull ourselves closer to each other somehow until finally I couldn't hold on anymore.
"Fuck," I moaned out, breaking the kiss as I started to cum hard. I moved my hands to his shoulders, gripping onto him there as the orgasm shook through my body, making me scream out in pleasure as I continued riding him, wanting it to last as long as possible.
I was still climaxing when he came as well, a loud groan leaving his lips as his forehead pressed against my shoulder and he thrust hard into me.
We sat together in the same position for awhile as we waited for our heart beats to slow to their normal pace and our breathing to calm. His hands moved slowly and gently up and down my back and he kissed my shoulder and the side of my neck softly.
"If that's your choice of therapy," he leaned back to look at me, grinning from ear to ear. "I definitely have no problem with that."
I couldn't help but laugh as I leaned in to kiss his lips once more, making a mental note to find some way to thank Kristen because I already owed her big time for letting us stay there.