Hello everyone,
I was emotionally drained after writing the previous update. At times I felt like a voyeur...as though I needed to close my eyes, but when I did, I couldn't see the keyboard so the story kept dying at my finger tips! :P
I am a shameless praise whore so please keep the reviews coming.
SusieCC,
I'm a sucker for pouting & puppy dog eyes, so as per your request, I give you Christian's Point Of View as "Ana Dominates In The Playroom" From the beginning.
Please remember everyone, Christian's POV has been written by request, it was not something that I had originally planned on writing. I tried to imagine what it was like for Christian as he subbed for The Snake/Child Molester. Please be gentle with me, unless of course your Christian Grey...He can be as rough as he wants!
Thanks for challenging me SusieCC! I hope I do not disappoint!
Enjoy!
"Ana baby, what are you thinking?" I ask my beautiful Angel.
"I was thinking I'm not going to call you Master because I am going to take care of you now. How does that sound?" She purrs at me, ever the vixen.
"That sounds great baby." I say with some amusement.
"Excellent, now be a good boy and lie down."
My Angel straddles me as I look up at her. What is my baby up to? Her eyes are twinkling with excitement.
"Christian, you are so fucking beautiful. You are the most beautiful man I have ever seen."
She says those words with the utmost sincerity. Like a small child who speaks only the truth, a truth I find difficult to believe.
"Have you not had anyone tell you that before Christian?" My Angel asks in mild disbelief.
"No, not directly. I've heard that said about me and yes, without sounding like a pompous ass I know I was blessed with a nice looking face." I say matter of factly.
"Christian, it is more than just a nice looking face baby. You are able to make women swoon at your feet, now this I know you are aware of...aren't you?"
I can't help but smirk as I say, "Yes, I know this to be true. Though I find it annoying."
"I hope that my swooning doesn't annoy you baby." She says as she leans forward to give me a quick kiss on my nose.
"It's your swoon that I live for Anastasia."
"Good, that's what I want to hear," She says as she slowly moves her hands up to her breasts.
Holy fuck! She's touching herself!
"Ana, what are you doing?" I ask as I start to squirm.
"What's wrong Christian. Don't you like when I do this?" She asks as her hands move sensually caressing her beautiful breasts. She closes her eyes & moans slightly as her head tips sideways.
"Yes, baby I do." I moan.
Fuck! This is so hot! She's turning herself on with her own hands & getting me hotter with every fucking caress of her fingers on her tits!
"Good baby, now you just relax," she says as she give me a quick kiss.
Her nipples have hardened and she rubs them against my chest. Fuck I love the way her nipples feel as they move up and down my chest, they are hard & they feel fucking great! She's fucking me with her nipples!
"Fuck Ana..." I moan.
"SShhhhh, just feel it Christian. You like that don't you? Tell me Christian! Tell me you like it."
"Yes baby, I like it." Christ, I cannot believe the effect this woman has on me! I close my eyes and let go of my apprehensions.
"Open your eyes baby, I need you watch me." Says my little vixen as she continues to take me to higher level.
I open my eyes and holy fuck! She pinches her perfect pink nipples and she's fucking pinching them hard! She starts to moan and squirm!
"Jesus Ana!" I shout.
Who is this woman before me? Where the fuck has my Angel gone? I cannot take my eyes off of her and what she does next fucking blows my mind!
My Ana, my Angel, fuck! Who I am kidding, My Dom! My mother fucking Dom moves one hand towards her pussy, she proceeds to touch herself in such a way that I cannot explain, while her other hand continues to assault her own breast!
I'm frozen, I cannot speak, I cannot move, I am enraptured by this sexual creature before me. Anastasia Steele, My Mini Me Dom!
She probes her pussy as though she is exploring, getting to know her body, finding the perfect place that can make her moan in ecstasy while making me moan as well.
I swear to God if I didn't know any better, this woman had to have taken Dom classes somewhere. How can my Dom do this and be so inexperienced? I don't fucking get it!
She continues with the probing of her pussy while she moans & closes her eyes, touching and pleasuring herself before me.
Fuck! I want to do that!
She finally takes pity on the poor pathetic bastard before her who I'm sure is wagging his tail like a love-sick puppy, drooling, waiting for his master to throw him a fucking bone!
She takes her finger out from its exploration of her hot wet pussy & she puts her finger in her mouth, slowly, she sticks her tongue out and runs her finger against it, then sticks her finger back in her mouth, she closes her eyes while she does this, then I hear her moan.
That's good, perhaps now I can take over. The moaning won't stop! Oh shit, it's me that's moaning! Fuck!
"You're right Christian, I do taste good. I'm fucking delicious!" She says in an authoritative commanding manner.
I'm gone, I've checked out...
What did my Mistress say? Did my Mistress say something? Shit, she's going to be pissed if I don't pay attention!
"Christian, suck me dammit!" My Mistress commands & I quickly do as I am ordered, I suck her finger and wanting to be the good sub, I suck...hard!
"Yes, you like that don't you Christian?"
Is my Mistress asking me a question? Am I allowed to answer?
She looks eagerly at me with kind and loving eyes, this is so very different. I will take a chance and reply if this is not what my Mistress desires I will have no choice but to take my punishment, though for whatever reason, I do not fear my Mistress.
"Yes baby I do." I mumble while I'm still sucking, since she has not told me stop.
"That's a good boy. Now I want to taste you baby." My Mistress says as she grabs my dick.
She is kind and loving with my dick, she doesn't hurt me. She is loving me. This is so different. She's looking at my dick with wonder and awe, why is that? I'm confused. What is happening?
She runs her thumb around my dick and places it in her mouth.
"Oh Christian, you taste so good. Nothing tastes as good as you baby." She is so kind, her words are soft. My mind cannot focus.
"You taste much better Anastasia," I say without thinking.
Fuck! I spoke freely without permission. Here it comes! I brace myself for the pain. She raises her hand and I flinch.
"Ah, ah." My Mistress waves her finger at me, "I didn't ask you a question. You just hush now and enjoy." My Mistress says to me, no pain, only kindness. I feel free, free to speak, free to move, free to love.
My Mistress is worshiping my body, she is worshiping my dick!
She runs her tongue all around it as though it were a big stick popsicle. I've never had anyone do this to me. What is happening? She won't stop & it feels fucking great!
She takes me in her mouth, she takes all of me. I want to come in her mouth, will she let me, will she be angry if I do? Will she hurt me? I don't care, it will be worth the pain, I need to come.
My Mistress feels my urgency and she stops, now my domineering Mistress returns, she will now deny me what I want most. I must speak, she never lets my come. I hate when My Mistress does this to me! I fucking hate it! Why won't she let me come? For the first time ever, I will speak my mind!
"No, please baby, don't stop," I moan as I look at my Mistress, pleading, begging, beseeching.
My Mistress runs her thumb over the tip of my dick and she sticks her thumb in her mouth, she closes her eyes while she moans. "Oh yes, there is nothing better than your sweet tasting dick Christian." She says as she lovingly caresses my balls.
Jesus Christ, what she does to me!
"You know that I'm yours Christian. I belong to you, I am all yours."
Holy fuck, she's allowing me to claim her, the sub is claiming the Dom! Fuck yeah, I will top from the bottom!
"Yes Anastasia, you are mine." I say boldly.
Yeah, that felt good! She's mine! She's my Mistress!
She will not be with anyone other than me, not like that other bitch! The one who shared me with other women and then let other men fuck her while she made me watch, she made me watch them satisfy her while my dick was hard. Never allowing me my own fucking release! Fucking bitch!
"That being said, I need for you to know that you are mine as well. You belong to me. You are my man!" My Mistress says with her commanding Dom voice.
Fuck yeah! I belong to you baby, the way you treat me, I desire no one else!
"Yes Ana, I belong to you baby." I moan with ecstasy.
"I own you Christian, your body, your beautiful body belongs to me!" My Mistress shouts.
"Yes, oh yes Ana." I say with passion and hunger!
"Your dick, your enticing dick & what it can do, how it makes me feel, it belongs to me! It's mine Christian, all mine!" My Mistress proclaims.
"Yes baby, my dick is yours, please Ana, please!" I can't wait! I want to come! She is denying me, I don't want to be denied!
"Shhhh, it's ok baby. Now I need you to listen to me, I'm not going to hurt you. Can you say that baby? Say it. Say 'Ana is not going to hurt me.' Go on now."
Oh no, please don't do this. Please don't hurt me. I thought you were different. My body once again tenses up, preparing to feel that pain, a pain I've not felt for years! I don't want to feel it anymore. I know deep down I deserve it, I am nothing, I am filth but after not dealing with punishment after so many years, I'm not sure how I'm going to handle it!
I brace myself! I will do this for my Mistress, she is different, she is special.
"Ana is not going to hurt me." I say as I try to convince myself. I'm lost in her words, lost in her voice, lost in her face, her face is kind, not angry, perhaps she speaks the truth?
"There now, you believe it don't you? That I won't hurt you? You need to believe it otherwise this won't work Christian and I really need for this to work."
My Mistress speaks with conviction, her face is soft, like that of an Angel. She has tears in her eyes.
"Now relax Christian, I want you to take deep breaths & if you feel any pain you can tell me to stop or you can just say, 'Ana is not going to hurt me' ok baby?"
Fuck! This is it! She's going to torture me now!
"Yes Ana." I say as I await my punishment.
Sometimes my Mistress will instruct me to do something that will intentionally cause me to receive extreme punishment. It's not fair to set your sub up for punishment but I do it anyway because I deserve all the bad things she does to me.
My Mistress scoots down & leans towards my chest!
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
This is going to be bad! I thought things would be different with Ana, my Mini Me Dom.
I brace myself as I prepare to feel the burn scorch my skin, I can almost smell the burning of my flesh.
My Mistress leans carefully towards my chest, looking at my scars, she has a look of pain in her eyes, as though she feels my pain just by looking at my scars. I'm not scared, I'm hypnotized by her.
Holy mother fuck! She is going to kiss my scar! I brace myself.
She kisses my scar, it's like nothing I've ever felt before. Her touch is the most loving touch I have ever felt, so soft, so kind, so indescribable. The pain, the burning sensation is gone, replaced by the loving touch of my Mistress. How can this be? After all these years? I've never been more confused yet more sure of anything in my entire life. My Mistress, My Ana, My Mini Me Dom, My Angel...
"Christian, are you ok baby?"
"Yes, don't stop, please don't stop!" I cry out. I need for this to go on. I need my Mistress to heal me.
"I won't, now breathe in through your nose and breathe out through your mouth, deep cleansing breaths ok my baby?" My Mistress asks, she doesn't command.
"Yes Ana," I say as I moan in heightened arousal & in awe as my Mistress has begun to heal me. How the hell is this happening?
My Angel, my loving Angel!
I'm overcome with emotion, I'm overcome with love!
Fuck! I can't say that! She will destroy me! Love is for suckers, love is for losers! I am a sucker and I am a loser anyway so why not say I am in love!
My Mistress leans forward & kisses another scar, it feels good, it feels so good to have loving contact on my chest. Her soft loving lips, they feel so amazing on my chest. My chest, I've not had anyone touch my chest, it feels so fucking good. I want more contact, I want more touch, I want more of my Mistress!
"Shall I go on Christian?"
"Yes baby please! Kiss my chest, kiss my burns make me hole, complete me Ana, please!"
She continues to love me, all over my chest. I am feeling the pain leave me, the devil that did this to me will no longer own this part of me. I am taking my final bow, I will no longer bow to this pain. I am taking myself back, My Angel is giving me back my body, the part I thought I could never reclaim.
Actually it is not mine to claim, it belongs to My Dom, she owns me and I submit to her willingly for giving me back my soul.
She must complete the healing process, she must claim all of me, she must heal the scars on my back in order to completely release the devil that has this hold on me.
"Ana, will you please kiss the ones on my back," I plead.
I hear my Mistress gasp, she feels my pain, she did not know about the scars on my back. My Mistress cares about me.
"Yes, baby I will. Roll over baby"
I roll over quickly and my Mistress straddles me. I hear her sharp intake of breath as she gasps. I feel her tears falling against my back and oddly enough, though she cries as she takes in my many scars, it's her tears that fall on my back, her tears of looking at my pain that heals my scars. It's a very odd feeling knowing that through her pain, she is helping to heal me. She is my Angel, my healer, my redeemer.
"Angel baby, please don't cry. You have no idea the kind of joy you are giving me. Please baby, be happy, what you are doing is a gift from the heavens above. Don't you see, you're my Angel. My redeemer."
"No one will hurt you again Christian, no one. I will not let anyone hurt you. You are mine Christian. I take care of what's mine." She speaks with command & conviction.
"Roll over now Christian, I want to fuck you." Says my Mini Me Dom.
I fear the effect I will have on her when she sees that I too, have been crying, will she think me a weak man, will I repulse her? Will she no longer want me?
I must roll over and face her now.
"Oh Christian," She says as her voice begins to crack, she leans forward to kiss me, she kisses my tears and it is so fucking hot! I'm so turned on although my walls of protection are down, she can see all of me, I am naked and vulnerable, all my dark shit exposed. Yet for whatever reason she does not look away, she is not repulsed, she is looking at me with kindness, no pity, is that love that I see in my Angel's eyes? Or is that the reflection of my eyes on hers showing the love that I have for her?
Fuck! I love her! I fucking love her! What the fuck am I going to do!
"Ana, my Ana." I moan.
My Angel straddles me and kisses my chest. It feels so fucking good!
She then scoots up to face me and she kisses me, she kisses me hard! She is fucking my mouth with her tongue. It's as though our mouths are the only connection we have and she is determined to fuck me hard with her mouth. I want to fuck her right now, I want to fuck her so hard! I need more than just her tongue and her mouth! We need this connection, we need to be raw and carnal and we need to fuck...HARD!
"Christian, do you want me baby?" My Min Me Dom purrs.
It's about fucking time!
"Yes Ana, I do." I plead.
"How bad do you want me?" Holy fuck, she's going to torture me!
"Ana, please. I want you more than I've ever wanted anything in my entire life."
Ana grabs my dick and starts to stroke me! Fuck!
"Do you like that baby? Does that feel good Christian?"
Fuck, she knows what she's doing! Fuck me!
"Yes Ana, please take me." I beg.
"No baby, not yet. I want to taste you again Christian." She says as she leans forward and takes me in her perfect mouth.
She swirls her tongue around my dick and she bobs her head and up down, she is so good at fucking my dick with her mouth but I want more, I start to shift my hips but she quickly puts pressure on my pelvis to stop my assault on her mouth.
She picks her head up and says, "Don't move Christian, I want to do this my way. You just lie back and enjoy ok baby?"
"Ana please, I want you baby." I am fucking going crazy! My damn balls are turning blue!
"And I want you too Christian, in so many ways, now let me do this." She says as she is shifting so we can finally fuck!
She slowly lowers herself on my dick, it feels so good, I start to moan and she lifts up!
Dammit!
"Ana, I want you! Take me baby! Please!" The vein in my dick is going to burst!
She lowers herself again and she goes deeper this time but again, she lifts up off of me!
Fuck! I'm going to fucking die with a fucking hard on!
"Ana! Fuck Ana! Don't do this to me! I want to fuck you so bad!"
Finally she lowers herself and I start to moan & move & she fucking lifts up again. I'm going to snap! I'm going to fucking snap!
"Ana! Please baby, I'm dying! Give it to me please!"
"Tell me Christian, tell me you belong to me, tell me that you are my man! Tell me that I and I alone own you Christian!" My Angel commands & demands.
She slams down on me hard! It's like fucking fireworks! I've been waiting for this! My hard throbbing dick is wrapped in her juicy, hot, wet, tight pussy & it feels fucking fantastic!
"Ana, I'm yours, I belong to you!" I shout as I fuck her hard, I grab her hips and I feel my fingers dig deep into her flesh, forcing her to take me, to take all of me, I force her down on me as I shift up.
We are countering our moves, I keep forcing her down while I buck myself up. It's a loving, punishing, hard fuck, but it's more, it's so much more. We need this fuck, we need to feel this on an emotional level. It's raw and carnal but for me it's love! I fucking love her!
I'm overwhelmed knowing I am fucking the one that I love, I am so confused, I never loved anyone before much less fucked and loved at the same time. The thought alone brings over flowing emotions coupled with the fact that my chest has been claimed by my love.
She is crying and so am I, she is shouting, shouting out loud. What is she saying?
"Tell me again Christian! I need to hear it! I can't lose you Christian! I can't!"
What does she want? Does she know that I love her? Should I tell her? What if I destroy her with my love. I don't know what kind of love this is, I only know that I do love her, I love her with every fiber of my being!
"Please tell me Christian, please!" She shouts as she continues to fuck me hard. Christ, my dick is feeling raw! She is really working me!
She leans down and grabs my hair, she's pulling it hard but she doesn't stop fucking me, it is amazing what she can do!
I fucking love this woman so much! I would die for her! I would do anything for her! I want to make her happy! She deserves to be happy! Am I the one that can make her happy? I will go to grave living every day trying to make her happy!
"Tell me you're mine Christian! Tell me dammit!" She shouts.
"Anastasia! I love you! I've always loved you!" I shout.
Holy shit, I said it!
"Christian, I love you too! I love you so much! I am yours always!" She shouts back at me.
Thank God!
I cannot hide what I feel! I must tell her!
"You saved my life Ana, but more than that, you gave me back my heart and soul and now you have my heart Ana! You own me body and soul! Please don't leave me baby, please! I would die without you!"
"Christian, I love you! I will never leave you!" My baby says as the tears continue to fall down her precious face.
I can no longer take this, I must now fuck my woman. I must take control! I grab her hands and we roll over without breaking our connection. It is my turn now! I will fuck and love my baby!
I lower myself to my Angel's face and say, "Ana, my Ana, I love you baby, I love you."
"I love you Christian, more than you can possibly know. You are mine Christian, you are mine and I love you so very much! Take me baby, take me away!"
"Oh Ana, my Angel, my baby!"
I thrust inside my baby's pussy and she lifts her hips to meet my thrusts. We fuck each other hard. It feels so good to finally be in command, I'm in control, I am the Dom! This is the best fucking ever. I need for my baby to come as I feel I am close. I feel her start to quiver and I'm about to tell her to 'give it up to me' when my Mini Me Dom tops from the bottom & shouts, "Come with me Christian!"
Fuck it, I do and so does my Dom!
APOV
I return to planet Earth, panting, spent & shattered. We came gloriously together, afterwards Christian rolled over so that now I'm laying on top of him, my head turned sideways on his chest, his chest that I have claimed as my own, he is now mine in every way. His entire body belongs to me.
As I lay on his chest, I hear his breathing slowly return to normal, his hands loving my body as they rub up and down my back with an occasional squeeze to my bottom.
I gave Christian all of me, my body, my soul and my love. I am in love with Christian Grey and I can now say it to my man. What's more is that Christian is in love with me! Who would have thought? This beautiful man, my man...loves me!
His declaration of love caught me completely off guard. I was not expecting him to pledge his love to me and although it was not expected, it was very much what I needed to hear.
I began to lose myself in our love-making, yes, we were making love, we weren't just fucking, we were definitely loving each other, I noticed that my love for this man was on full display so I demanded that he state he is mine, that he belongs to me.
I needed to hear those words to validate my feelings of love for him, then out of nowhere he shouts that he loves me!
My face hurts, my cheeks hurt, oh...it must be this smile that I have plastered on my face as I revel in the fact that my man loves me! I lift my head up & cross my arms across Christian's chest while I rest my chin on my arms and look up into Christian's grey eyes. He looks to me & smiles.
I uncross my arms and move to kiss his chest, I look at up Christian to let him know my intent and he says, "Yes baby, please."
I carefully and tenderly kiss one of his scars and ask, "May I continue Christian?"
"Ana, my Ana, Yes please." He sighs
CPOV
My Angel gives kisses my chest with the most tender & loving kisses. Her kisses are an affirmation, she takes away the pain, the sting and the burn that the crack whore's pimp branded me with as he pushed his cigarette in my chest and on my back.
I do not ever think about the times he branded me, those thoughts only enter my mind when I sleep. This is the only time I've consciously thought about it and I do not feel the pain or the bile rise in my throat.
Anastasia, my Angel, my redeemer makes me whole. I look at my baby with awe and wonder as she has managed to break down my final barrier.
God I love this woman. I recall those words going through my head, "God I love this woman" before we fucked, when she went on about how she loved the way I looked in my jeans and how she wanted to take me in her mouth. She left me speechless & she was so adorable as she tip toed and whispered in my ear, wanting to know if we were still playing.
How can I not love my baby? I was such a fool to try ignore the obvious. Did Ana know that I loved her before I exclaimed it in the heat of the moment? Did she know she loved me or was it just a proclamation of her love for me in a dream?
Shit! Does she love me? Did she say it only because I said to her as we were lost in the throes of our passion? I need to know!
"Ana, I love you Ana." The words are out before I can stop them.
"Christian, my Christian, I love you so very much," She says as nuzzles & then kisses my chest.
Thank God for that! She really does love me.
APOV
Aside from saying that we love each other, Christian and I remain silent. I think we're both reveling in our post coital bliss. Our hands move freely as we tenderly and lovingly touch each other's bodies. It feels so good laying here, our bodies intertwined. I feel as though a ray of sun is directly above us shining a warm light on our love. I want to stay like this forever, naked in my mans arms.
I lift my head and inch up to Christian's beautiful face, I take his face in my hands and say, "Christian, I love you so very much. I've not known a love like this, thank you Christian. Thank you for loving me," I kiss my man and with my words I begin to weep.
"Sssshhhh...Hey baby, don't cry," He says as he gently wipes my tears.
"Christian, I'm just...I'm just so overwhelmed...overwhelmed in a good way, I'm happy, happy that I love you and that you love me too."
"Ana, I am the luckiest man in the world. You saved my life, a life that was not worth living. My life was empty and I could not understand why my life was spared. I only knew that I loved you from the moment I first saw you three years ago."
My jaw is on the floor, he's loved me since then?!
Christian takes a deep breath.
"Anastasia, you really have no idea how much that day meant to me and I'm not just talking about saving my life, I'm talking about the impact of our chance encounter. You have always been imbedded in me. Do you know that Ana. You've always been with me, always."
I'm not sure what he means.
"Look at my ceiling baby," he says with the excitement of a five-year old.
I look up and see the heavens painted above and tiny little angels floating amongst the clouds, beautiful little cherubs, it's a peaceful picture.
He moves up suddenly and jumps out of bed.
Christ, he is so beautiful, I love looking at him in the buff! He wraps a robe around himself and wraps a blanket around me. He takes me in his arms and he carries me to his bedroom. What is my man up to? He gently lowers me on the bed and he lies down next to me with his elbow extended as he cups his head in his hand. He has a smile on his face and he motions for me to look up.
I'm confused, what does he want me to...Oh...my...God...It's an Angel!
Then out of nowhere, I hear music and a heavenly voice singing a melody that brings tears to my eyes..."Ave Maria."
This is all too much for me, my mind cannot process this!
I don't understand, why had I not seen this before? This isn't new, I don't smell fresh paint but what I see above me is...is...it's me! I'm an angel painted in the clouds above, I am wearing a beautiful blue gown and I have wings. It's me as angel & I am beautiful!
"Christian, this music. This painting! When did you do this?!"
"I put the wheels in motion the day after you saved me Angel."
"You...you did this from memory?"
"Yes. I had Andrea find me the best sketch artist around and I told her to fly him to Seattle. We spoke on the phone as he was dubious about what my project entailed. Once I explained my situation he was more than willing to do this for me. His name is Damon and he is quite talented. I described you to Damon in great detail. Though I have to be honest, I wasn't expecting much, however when his work was complete, I was astounded at how well he captured you and I told him as much. What he said in reply shook me to my core."
"What did he say Christian?"
"He said, 'Sir, my work will only come through if the person involved gives me what I need to capture the essence of the person. In all my years of doing my line of work, I've never known anyone to give me the very many details that you gave me of your angel. I believe that I not only captured her essence, I believe that I've captured her entirely. I could not have done that without you Sir. It's clear that this Angel is very special to you.' Of course he was spot on with his observation"
"Christian, I...I don't know what to say."
"You've already said it baby, say it again." He implores me.
I smile and hug my man, "I love you Christian Grey, I love you so very much."
"I love you Ana, my beautiful Angel."
With our words, our declaration of love for one another we get lost in one another again and again...oh my!
CPOV
I wake up to find Anastasia and I wrapped and entangled in each other. She is sleeping peacefully & she is sucking her thumb. Christ she is so fuckable! My baby manages to seduce me even while she sleeps.
Shit! I just remembered! We're supposed to have dinner at my parent's house tonight! I check my alarm clock, we have plenty of time.
My Ana doesn't need much time to get ready, she's very low maintenance when it comes to dress and make up. I love the fact that she wears minimal make up, she doesn't need it. She is a natural beauty.
Having said that, I have taken care of purchasing my Angel new clothes. I want my baby wearing only the finest labels. I know it was presumptuous of me to get her a complete wardrobe without her permission but I needed everything ready in case she signed on the dotted line.
It seems like a million years ago but it was only yesterday at the basketball court when I told her about my wanting her to be my sub.
How could I have wanted my Angel to be my sub if I love her? Don't over think this Grey, just enjoy. Save that shit for Dr. Flynn.
"Ana, hey baby. It's time to get up. We're having dinner at my parent's house tonight remember?"
Anastasia moans and slowly wakes up. She opens those baby blues of hers and smiles at me. "Christian, there's no better way to wake up than in the arms of the man that I love." She says as hugs me.
"Oh Ana, I love you so much baby."
APOV
Christian and I take a long shower together and it is pure heaven. I get the body wash, lather it up in my hands and clean my Christian. It feels so good rubbing my hands all over my man's body. I feel every muscle, every ripple, every curve of his taut strong body.
Christian washes my body and I revel in his hands as they caress me, the way he washes my hair and massages my scalp. He's a pro! He's probably done this many times...I sigh.
"What is it Anastasia?"
"I was just wondering, I mean your hands Christian, how they make me feel, what you do with your hands while we shower, you're so good at this."
"You want to know if I've done this before." It's a statement rather than a question.
I sigh again, knowing the answer.
"Ana, you're my first. One of the very many firsts that I have experienced only with you my love."
I launch myself at him and we are slippery bodies merging together. He laughs out loud at my reaction.
Christian dries my body and I have a sudden moment of panic.
"Christian, what am I going to wear? I don't really have any dressy type of clothing."
"Relax baby, this is just a casual dinner, nothing fancy. I'm wearing jeans and a t-shirt."
"Oh, thank goodness." I feel instant relief.
"Ana, I do have something I would like to give you and I hope you can accept it."
Christian sounds edgy, what could it be?
"What is it Christian?"
"Ana, you're my girlfriend now and I'd like for you to be my date at various social and charitable events. These events are fund-raisers, some of them are for my parents charity 'Coping Together' that they founded after they adopted me. It's their way of giving back. They are black tie events so of course you are expected to wear nothing but the best as well."
"What are you trying to say Christian?"
CPOV
"I've purchased you an entire wardrobe." There, I said it. Now I will brace myself and wait for the fallout.
Ana is quiet but then she approaches me, "Christian, that is very kind of you to do. I look forward to being your date and showing everyone that you are mine and I would like nothing more than to look my very best so that everyone knows you are not available."
She hugs me, nuzzles my chest, gets on her tip toes and kisses my cheek.
"Anastasia you are so unpredictable, I never know what to expect from you."
"I like it that way Mr. Grey, I like to keep you on your toes."
"Miss Steele, I prefer to keep you on your back."
She beams at me as she squeezes my ass.
Ana happily goes to her closet and is overwhelmed at the amount of clothes that I purchased for her. She selects a pair of skinny jeans and frilly blue blouse that compliments her skin & eyes.
"Ana, you look beautiful as always."
"So do you. Shall we go? I'm looking forward to meeting your family, though I must admit I'm nervous."
"Ana, you just relax. They are going to love you baby."
APOV
"Christian, tell me about them." I ask as Taylor drives us to Bellevue.
"Well, you already know that my father was a lawyer for many years but he's been a judge for the past 5 years, my mom Dr Grace Grey works in pediatrics, my older brother Elliot is in construction, he owns his own business and then there's my baby sister Mia, frankly I've no clue what she does." He says as he smiles at me.
I start to get the jitters. Christian senses my anxiety.
"Relax baby, we're good."
Christian opens my door and my heart begins to race. Holy cow, this is it, I'm going to meet the parents. My stomach is in knots. I hope I make a good impression, I hope they like me, I hope I don't fall, I hope...
Shut up Steele, we will be fine. One foot in front of the other now walk!
Christian takes my hand and we are greeted by what I assume is a butler of some sort. Oh Lord have mercy, Christian's parents have staff. I hope I can pull this off.
"Come on baby, you'll be fine."
"If you say so Christian, please don't let me go."
He guides me towards a huge sitting area and I see who I presume are Christian's parents, brother and sister.
Dad, Mom, Elliot, Mia...This is my girlfriend Anastasia Steele. Ana, this is my family. My father Carrick Grey, my mother Dr Grace Grey, my brother Elliot and my sister Mia.
Judge Grey smiles at me and says, "Well, well, well...if it isn't The Negotiator."
Dr. Trevelyan says, "Ana dear, it's so lovely to see you again!"
Mimi says, "Staysha? Is it really you? Oh my God! Staysha!"
Elliott says, "Hey Scooter! I hardly recognize you with out your metal ride!"
This is Christian's family? I know them! I know all of them!
Holy fuck!
A/N
From Chapter 20 Regarding Ana saying, "My eyes are blurry & I realize I'm still crying as we're fucking, I'm in heaven, I think I see Angels coming for me."
Those were the tiny angels painted on the playroom ceiling.
Regarding the painting of Ana The Angel on Christian's bedroom ceiling, you can go back to Chapter 11 & find Christian lost in his thoughts thinking this...
"I shower & dress in my low hanging pyjamas & lay on my bed face up. I look at the ceiling & stare at my beautiful Angel. Ana, Ana, Ana..."
This is the version of "Ave Maria" that is playing while Christian shows his Ana the painting of "Ana his Angel."
(For whatever reason, it won't let me copy & paste the page)
Go to youtube & search
Schubert - Ave Maria (Opera)
Please let me know how I did with this Chapter, from C's POV, to Christian's painted ceilings painted in his playroom and bedroom and how about Ana knowing Christian's family, what's up with that?
Cheers,
Rosie :D