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When I awoke the next morning Jasper was on the floor with Ace. I grinned down at them.

"Good Mornin' beuatiful Bella." He flashed up and kissed me roughly but some how still sweet.

I pulled up closer to me, and he let me, not like I could pull him down by myself. Then I suddenly realised I just woke up.

Jasper moved off me alarmed as I ran to the bathroom. "Morning breath!"

His chuckles echoed through the house.

I decided to just go ahead and take a shower, attempting to wash away all the embarrassment. As I lathered my hair in grape smelling shampoo a horrible thought popped into my head.

I had no cloths.

Fuck my life!

After I finished up I wrapped the huge white fluffy towel around me.

Well atleast it was large, my room was closest to the bathroom as well.

I fast walked to my room, closed my door a leaned against.

Safe.

I opened my closed eyes to see Jasper staring at me still on the floor. Mouth hanging open.

His eyes were dark, not just dark pitch-black. He got up slowly , and in a predator to prey way walked to me.

I shivered. He leaned forward and pressed his icy lips to my hot slightly wet ones. His hand moved behind me, opened the door making me stumble slightly and flashed out of the room.

The closed loudly behind him since I was still supporting my weight against it. I slid down the door and tried to calm my self.

I thought for a second, that things were going to get a hell of a lot me serious.

Not that I would mind, but Edward always told me it was dangerous to be...sexual... with a human. Intercourse was off the table with Edward. I snickered. Intercourse. He actually called it that.

I being my very much virgin self, tried often. I was thankful now, that I hadn't given it to him.

I want to be with Jasper, but not now. I'm not ready. Everythings moved so fast, in a span of a little over 3 weeks my entire life has changed. I have yet to call my Dad during this. My truck has disappeared though, I had a feeling they just didnt want to tell me yet.

Ace started licking my face then. "Hey boy." I scratched his ears and got up to get dressed.

While getting dressed I thought about our new house guest that would be showing up sometime today. I zipped up my dark green fleece sweater, and called Ace to go outside with me, bringing the tennis ball Jasper gave him.

The back had a small porch that had steps to lead out into the back yard. I sat down there and taunted Ace with the ball before throwing it the best I could. He took off like a bullet. He really was a fast learner. He listened to anything Jasper told him today. He just loved to kiss and tackle me.

He brought back the ball faithfully but he had a little issue letting go. "Let go Ace." Drop. The ball plopped from his mouth. Wow. Does he listen to anything you tell him? I never had a dog before. Mom was allergic.

I contained to throw the ball for him, I wasn't hungry this morning I was to busy worrying about things. From Jasper and I to the impending sense of doom. It all came down to one method that would help for everything. Turn me.

I wanted to be a vampire, I wanted the speed, I wanted to strength, I wanted to live forever, I wanted to truly be a part of the Whitlocks, I wanted to protect Jasper. I wanted to make sure he would be okay in this upcoming battle.

Screw being older, that was just a cop out for me being a chicken. I feared the bloodlust, I feared not being able to have control over myself. I could do it. I know I could.

I was Charlie Swan's daughter. I was the girl who punched werewolves in the face. I was the girl who ran with vampires.

Bout time I became one.

I sensed Jasper and Peter walking out of the tree line then. I looked at them to confirm then looked away quickly and played with Ace once again.

I was embarrassed for showing my emotions so much to him. He clearly couldn't be with me like this. That's why he left.

Or maybe he didn't want you that way.

No! He wanted me..his eyes. It was hunger..I felt it from him, he tried to hide it, but it was there. I didnt know why I could feel what he was feeling. Maybe I should mention it.

"Hello." Jaspers deep voice said. I felt him more that saw him sit besides me. My shaggy hair was in my face, my bangs had gotten long. My hair always grew so fast. I liked it like this. Just above the shoulders and straight, glossy black that was choppy in lengths.

Except it wasn't straight today. Was to worried to care.

I sighed and wondered if he was going to say anything else.

JASPERS POV

I ran from the house, I kept running I didnt stop until Peter tackled me in the deep mountain woods of Montana. I was going to fuck her. Not make love sweetly like I wanted out first time to be. At that moment I was so close to throwing her on the bed and tearing that towel to shreds. This uncontrollable need to claim her ran through my frozen veins like fire. Except it didn't hurt like the fire of burning, it ached. I ached to have her close to me. That close to me.

"Cool your engines man! " Peter said breathlessly.

"I had to get out there! Tiny fucking towel around her Pete! Soaking wet! But still! What the flying fuck is wrong with me!? I wasn't going to stop!"

"But you did."

"To close Peter, she isn't ready for that. I wouldn't of been gentle either. Fuck I could have really hurt her. "

"You can't hurt Petal. You never will bro." He clasped a hand on my shoulder. "It's strong aint it? That feeling to claim her. Ah I remember with Charlotte it was horrible, and we had to keep it quite. I didn't want anyone else but her, I couldn't let anyone go near her. You know what I was like. You know what it's like."

"Your mates with Charlotte, though."

"I'm mates with Charlotte." He gave me the are you retarded look. I frowned. What was he saying? Criptic bastard.

He did a face palm and dramatically fell to the forest floor. "What is wrong with you?" I asked.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? Your so fucking emo and all that shit but you can't realise your own emotions. It's fucked up bro. Alice and Maria sure fucked you up good. I thought you were better, that me and Char helped a little, but we haven't, have we? Bro if I have to spell it out I will, but I wanted you to figure it out on your own."

My own emotions?

Mates with Charlotte.

That feeling to claim her.

Protective.

"FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT HOLLY! "My hands went to my hair that was now getting maybe a little too long." I'm an idiot aren't i?"

"Yes, yes you are. "

"Does she know? She can't know. How would she."

"She knows. "

"WHAaaaat?

"Charlotte. They talk, but as far as Char told me Bella was already havin feels' bout ya. Took it way to calmly. "

"Why hasn't she said anything to me?" Why? Why wouldn't she tell me.

"She wanted you to love her for her. Not because she's your mate. She didn't tell Char that, but I just know."

I thought that over trying to remain calm.

"You know, you and her should start paying me and Char for your therapy sessions."

"Fuck off bro."

I got up and he followed me. "I'll tell her tonight, after Kate and her are introduced."

"OH! Char told me thats shes a little worried about Kate."

"Charlotte has no reason to be-"

"Not Charlotte, Petal, shes worried about her being here."

"Why? I told her she wont hurt her."

"Single female bro. "

I stopped dead in my tracks. "Shes worried about me leaving her for someone esle?"

"And that you dont wanna get jiggy with it. Not told, but one of those just knows."

I was silent the rest of the way home.

I walked up to her she was seemingly on the outside content, but on the inside it was like she came to some revaluation.

"Hello." I said simply and sat beside her. I admired her, for the first time since finally knowing she was my mate. This girl I had stared at from across the room for a year. Wondering why she dosen't fear me and why she stares back at times. The girl that instantly became my best friend and sole person I could confide in.

God she was beautiful. The true essence of woman. Strong, fierce and fiery. Her black hair that was getting longer looked great on her. It was messy curls at the moment. Her ivory face was clear of any imperfections and had no makeup at this time. So perfect.

I moved my hand to her hair and moved it from her face, she turned her cheek into my palm. I stared at her lips and projected what I was feeling at her. She gasped slightly, I took that moment to kiss her, and to kiss her fully. She tasted so wonderful. I didn't thirst for her blood anymore. Not after tasting her hot little mouth. She moaned and it was the best sound I had ever heard.

Just at this moment of course I heard Kate approaching. I released her mouth and kissed her lightly once more. "I hear Kate." I grabbed her hand and held it gently.

"Ace!" She called, he came bounding forward. "Go to our room and stay." He looked at me as if to ask should I?

"Go on boy." He jogged his way into the house and I followed his footsteps with my ears until I heard him make it to our room, and jump on the bed. Our room?

"Our room?" I asked grinning ear to ear.

She blushed crimson and smiled at me.

"So this is what you wouldn't tell me?" Kate said suddenly. Damn I could loose track of time staring at her.

"Yes, I couldn't have the Cullens know she was here. "

She looked confused. And then to my shock, Bella started telling her story. I chimed in when needed but patiently waited until she was finished before I told her of the newborns that were now after her. Once we were completely finished Kate grinned a little evilly.

"Why would they leave you? I can't understand why they'd leave you." She sat down on the ground cross legged. "I'm Katrina, or Kate by the way."

"I wasn't Edward's. " She glanced at me, then quickly looked back to Kate."Isabella, or Bella."

"He couldn't read your mind?"

"She can block me too. And I have this feelin' Alice can't see'er anymore." Bella looked a little shocked at the last part. "Alice is a bitch, but she would have seen Laurent."

Kate held out her hand for Bella. No. No. A growl erupted from my chest before I could stop it. "I'll put it on low Jasper!"

"Taiser right?" Isabella said with a grin. She held out her hand without a trace of fear. Kate grasped it and nothing happened. Nothing at all.

"Hmmm..."She looked thoughtful and something was brewing in her head."You said she can't protect herself but what about others?" She let go of her hand and grabbed my arm.

I groaned in the bad way and attempted to remain still.

"STOPPPPPPPP!" Bella screamed a blood curdling scream and grabbed my other arm. The pain ended instantly. Kate hadn't stopped, she still had that look, and I could feel a tickle. Bella was completely focused and staring at her hand. Her eyes had a far away look it reminded me of the look Alice had during a vision.

She was shielding me as well. Kate let go and smiled largely. "You did it." I said in complete shock. "You did it." Pride full in my voice this time. I kissed her then and she kissed me back giggling.

"I HAVE A SUPER POWER!" She jumped up and danced up to the porch where Peter and Char was.

"What could we call you?" Peter said thoughtfully.

"Hmm..."She tapped her chin with her finger. I took her outfit in then. New purchase. Bright blue pants and a black shirt under her green sweater. " All I know is, I want a cape."

Peter chuckled and Charlie giggled.

"OH! By the way, we have a dog, dont eat him." Bella said before she called out, "ACE!"

His clumsy awkward puppy legs ran through the house and tackled Bella to the floor of the porch where she hugged him nearly to death. All he did was lick her and wag his tale violently. The dogs love her was strong. The thing even loved me. It didn't care for Peter and Charlotte much. They didn't like him. He knew that.

"Eww. Jasper you've changed."

"Naw, he's showing you the real him." Bella said through giggles.

"Don't know how you could do that to that damn beast, but hey you did just kiss Jasper, thats pretty foul. " Bella glared at Peter and as if she could really do anything he actually got afraid.

"Your really afraid?" I said between my laughter.

"Man! The tiny thing is going to get a bic!"

Bella's evil grin confirmed and sent all of us into howling laughter.

That began a very good evening, Bella and Kate got to know eachother more. They liked eachother. Looked like we had three girls now. I would have loved if Kate stayed permanently.

Later that night we were back in our room. I decided I was going to turn my room into a study, we only needed this bed, I'd move her books to the study and move my cloths here.

But now I needed to tell her what I had learned today. At the moment she was at her desk, Ace at her feet, while she drew. I moved behind her and kissed her neck. "You've been hiding something from me."

"You know dont you? When you walked up today...I felt what you sent me and how you were feeling."

"We're mates." I stated and looked into her eyes in awe of her. Still surprising me. Sometimes I thought she'd have a gift like Peters, but with todays experiment she was definatly a shield. She just observed and learned.

She smiled so widely, her emotions were a heavenly mix of joy, love, contentment and release. She'd been waiting for me to learn this. I kept her waiting and for that I was deeply sorry. Suddenly her lips were on mine and I got lost in her. We got carried away on the bed for a bit, but didn't cross that line. I tried to make her know she was wanted, I was to chicken to bring that conversation up tonight. I to embarrassed from earlier.