I hope you enjoy the little twist of feelings . . .
Hey, r u going with anyone 2 the dance?
I stared down at the unfamiliar number not knowing whether or not to answer. Biting my lip, I typed a hesitant reply.
I haven't been asked so currently no.
-Mitchie
I then realized I hadn't answered Miley which probably left her suspicious.
Like I have said 200000 times, there is no "me and Shane". He's prob. gonna go with Taylor.
-Mitch
What if he asked u?
-Miles
The unknown number replied:
Oh. Would u go with me?
That could b a problem if I don't know who u r.
-Mitchie
I thought about Miles question much harder than I should have. What if Shane did ask me? I guess if he just wanted to go with a friend or something. I'm . . . not sure what I'd do. Do I want to go with him? Yeah, definitely it would be a lot of fun . . . being with him. Wait what did I just think?!
Dancing with Shane . . . That would be nice.
Twirling me around and holding me like a princess . . . sounds . . . romantic and sweet.
We sit and talk like usual and he makes me laugh . . . laugh so much . . . making me so happy . . . that's normal right?
He takes me home . . . into my room and . . . kisses me goodnight . . .
My heart was horribly off beat right now, cheeks flushing and I felt lightheaded just thinking about it. Shane whispering goodnight, placing his strong arms on my hips like he likes to do . . . I love when he touches me . . . and leaning in so his sweet, warm breath was just blow over my skin and I would shiver. His lips . . . so hot . . . would just graze over my jaw and mouth until he would . . .
R u there Mitchie?
I jumped when my phone went off with the mystery caller's text. Who the heck was this guy? Jeez, for all I know, they could be a girl! How did they even get my number?! I sighed and texted back.
Yeah but really who r u?
-Mitchie
I swiped the stupid Shane fantasies out of my mind and just inhaled and exhaled staring at my purple walls until I could think of a reply to Miley's question.
I would say yes.
-Mitch
Before I could breathe again, the mystery person replied:
Ur secret admirer ;)
I rolled my eyes, at the overload of cliché and not having my answer. How could I say yes to someone I didn't even know? They could be a rapist or serial killer or something!
Aww that would b awesome. I bet he's gonna ask u maybe 2morrow!
-Miles
I'll c u 2morrow.
With a frustrated groan, I turned off my phone, flinging it somewhere in my room and shut my eyes.
==No one's P.O.V==
==Thursday==
==Next Morning==
(Dream)
"Oh Shane!" Mitchie moaned as he sucked on her neck, massaging her thigh. Shane smirked against her neck pulling back to crash his lips over hers once more. Both felt sparks crackle in their stomachs at the contact. Shane tugged on her hips and she smiled, wrapping her legs around his waist and knotted her fingers through his hair.
He carried her over the bed, once again smirking and threw her down roughly before pouncing on top of her. Mitchie laughed sounding like sweet bells in Shane's ears. He kissed her hungrily letting his hands slither down to unbutton her blouse and slid it off her shoulders. She blushed as his hands found her breasts and began stroking them delicately, smirking as her moans reached his ears again. Shane unhooked his lips from hers, trailing soft kisses that made her shiver from her jaw, neck, and collarbone until he reached his destination and her blush thickened.
Shane's golden eyes were predatory as he slowly – agonizingly slowly to her – kissed around her black bra before his hands gripped the back and yanked it off, flinging it far away to leave her only half bare in front of him. His lips found her chest again, kissing and chuckled on her cool skin when she tugged on his hair to quicken his pace. Shane then began to work his tongue making her loudly gasp and groan begging to be inside of her. He shook his head whispering "soon" before he traveled his kisses down her stomach, enjoying her warm giggles, until his lips met her jean shorts.
He growled at the material blocking him and ripped them off listening to Mitchie gasp as the cold air attacked her. Shane could hardly wait until his name was gasping from her delicious lips. He smirked, tracing his finger along her lacey, black panties as she watched him. He stopped and lean down so his hot breath was spraying over her bare legs, up her stomach and exposed breasts. Shane smiled as Mitchie shivered once again, loving the way he affected her.
Secretly, she was afraid of what he was about to do, her heart was thundering, but she wanted it more than anything, wanting Shane to take her virginity away so it could be his and to feel him inside of her. Shane's thoughts were almost the exact same.
Finally, his soft, full lips touched the fabric before taking it in between his teeth and ripping it off of her so Mitchie was completely naked before him. Shane truly had never seen such a beautiful girl until Michelle Devonne Torres came back into his life. Oh how he loved saying her name. He was planning on screaming it many times that night.
Just as Shane's lips were about to reach her core along with his fingers an obnoxious, shrill alarm shattered the dream
Mitchie awoke gasping for breath as if she had just run a mile, her body soaked in sweat and hair a tangled nest. Her hand flew to her lips, feeling a tingling sensation as if Shane Adam Gray had really touched them. She was in horrible shock at her dream, disgusted and astonished with herself with what her thoughts had engineered and was doubting – not for the first time – her brotherly thoughts towards Shane.
Her alarm shrieked again and shaking her head, Mitchie stood up dressing for the day and locked up such thoughts from her mind and heart.
(Dream)
The beating of his heart had never been so even. Shane's lips automatically pulled into a smile at the breathtaking woman in front of him. Mitchie Torres, snuggled in his warm, strong arms as they laid in the open and empty field of cut grass. She gazed at him with the loving eyes he could only dream the real Mitchie would, gently kissing his chin.
Shane twirled a lock of her vanilla-scented, chocolate hair around his finger staring in admiration at the girl in his arms. With the cool breeze around them, the night sky glistening with stars, it was a perfect night. And all the 18-year-old wanted was to feel her delicate lips on his for the first time.
As if reading his thoughts, Mitchie guided her hand to his chest, leaning up lazily to press her sweet, warm lips over his in the lightest of kisses. Shane didn't hesitate to place his hand on the back of her neck, the other cupped around her cheek, and kissed her back with a raging passion.
Shane's eyes fluttered open, staring at his white ceiling in shock. Had he really just dreamed of kissing Mitchie? The young girl he had known since birth, picked on because when he was younger he secretly had a crush on her, defended and protected her from everything, and was his best friend that just so happened to be a strong, beautiful 16-year-old girl?
Did he really . . . have a crush on her?
No, a crush wasn't it exactly . . . Shane gasped to himself.
No, No, No! Shane Gray could NOT be . . . falling in love! That was impossible! And most definitely NOT with Michelle Devonne Torres, that was ridiculous!
But . . . why did he dream about her being with him and kissing her?
Shane combed his fingers through his hair, shrugging it off as his lust taking over. He hadn't had sex with a girl in weeks so it was just his hormones acting up, nothing else. It's not like he was lusting after Mitchie. Never.
He crawled out of bed, shaking his head and went off for a nice shower to clear his mind.
==Mitchie's P.O.V==
==20 Minutes Later==
The dream I had had been circling my thoughts all morning. I couldn't believe what I was thinking! Sex with Shane?! That was his desires not mine! I was pacing the kitchen, refusing to eat with my racing thoughts, when I heard Alex's horn.
I had to tell someone. My cheeks were still hot, heart still pounding, from the dream. It all felt so real; even his body touching mine . . . I could still feel it. I groaned and got my bag, running outside.
Once in the car, I waited until we reached a red light to avoid any accidents. "Guys?" I squeaked, blushing as I thought about it. Technically we didn't do anything, but we were about to!
Miley and Alex caught my tone and body language urgently turning to me in concern. I bit my lip before sighing and just blurted it out. "I had a dream about having sex with Shane!"
"YOU WHAT?!"
My hands were shielding my face but I'm positive they were staring at me in the same shock that I was still feeling. "Yes ok my alarm clock when off when Shane was about to . . . "I couldn't even say it.
"Oh my god!" Alex yelled, smacking her hand into her forehead. I looked over seeing Miley just gaping wide-eyed at me, jaw slacking. I sadly nodded still drowning in confusion and frustration.
"The worst part is . . . I was enjoying it. I had . . . never felt so happy."
They gasped in surprise all over again before turning to each other with another frantic, silent conversation. No more words were spoken as the light shifted green and Alex drove to our school.
Once we were all out of the car, they grabbed me, us running inside to the first girls' bathroom we found and Alex slammed the door shut. "What the hell were you thinking?!"
"Calm down, Lex, she didn't do anything!"
"But she wants to!"
"Ugh stop no!" I groaned. "I don't like him that way! This is too weird!" I continued shaking my head refusing to see the truth that was right in front of me. I wasn't accepting it, no way.
"Mitchie," Miley whispered sheepishly and we all hushed to silence as the truth hung in the air. None of us could acknowledge it or wanted to, but it was there.
"No I-I can't be . . . no!"
"Mitch, I'm sorry to say this but I think you just might be . . . crushing on Shane Gray, very hard."
My fingers scraped my hair as we all stood just staring at each other all upset about it, but no one understood how much it was bugging me. I could not be crushing on freaking Shane Gray! He was my best friend, a heartbreaker, a manwhore and definitely not someone I would ever like!
"Please tell me there is another answer, lie to me for two seconds." I whispered desperately praying this was just another dream that I could wake up from but I never would, no matter how hard I pinched myself, this was reality.
I had a crush, on Shane Gray.
I avoided him.
All day I made sure to completely ignore and avoid anything that involved Shane. The girls were more than elated to help me stay away, at least Alex was. I guess something good was Nate was in school today. But I knew I couldn't avoid him forever. Like I mentioned, we were closer than like peanut butter and jelly now, he would know if something was wrong.
Now it was lunch and I was panicking. Not only did I have to see him in the cafeteria, but our class together was coming and there was no escaping that, I didn't ditch. Alex and Miley got ahead of me to search the cafeteria for him and save me a seat at a full table so I didn't have to see him. I walked through the halls going to my locker to get my money when I heard this moaning coming from the janitor's closet.
My nose scrunched up, but I heard gasping and then "Shane!"
My stomach rolled, heart dropping and mouth popping open. Shane was in there with a girl. Strangely, my hands curled up into fists not out of jealousy but disappointment. My crush on him was forgotten as I thought about how he had supposedly changed which meant to stop playing girls.
I stomped to the closet swinging open the door and nearly gagging when I saw Shane shoving his tongue down Baillie's throat before they both jumped away, Baillie only in her skirt and pink bra as Shane was in his boxers. I rolled my eyes before glaring at him in utter disappointment.
"Mitchie, I-I . . ." I didn't say a word or drop my glare, just shut the door and walked away from it. But it tossed open again, Shane now in jeans but still without his shirt as he chased me.
I opened my locker, as before ignoring him and got my money before he ran towards me, shutting the locker for me with apologetic eyes. "Mitchie I'm so sorry I promise I wasn't—"
"Save it for someone who cares, Shane." I growled, shocking myself at how deeply I was taking it, and spun around to stomp away when he snatched my wrist, roughly spinning me back around and slammed me against the lockers.
My eyes were wide as I was pinned on the green lockers, Shane's arms on either side of me. I gazed into his tender, hazel eyes that suddenly looked beautiful to me. What was I thinking? But, Shane was gawking back at me, looking . . . as breathless as I was.
"I know you care, Mitchie and I'm sorry." Shane begged.
"Why were you doing that? I thought you were done with being a jerk! I mean I understand if you're um horny or something but do it will Taylor. She's your 'girl' at the moment that really likes you."
"I don't want to be like that, Mitch. I'm really sorry. I just had a lot of stuff on my mind that didn't let me think and—"
"You were throwing your anger at the world again." I sighed leaning my head against the lockers. I still had a lot of work to do on him, but made me realize that when I wasn't around, Shane couldn't be good. It was my fault for avoiding him.
"More like frustration." He shrugged looking away in deep thought, glancing slyly at me then back.
"What was this frustration about?"
Shane snorted. "Partially why you were fucking ignoring me all day! I'm not stupid Mitchie besides what Alex may say!"
I winced as his temper came back and grabbed his hands, squeezing them real tight until he exhaled and calmed himself down. "I'm sorry, but why were you ignoring me?"
"Um do you not like it when I do that?" I asked stupidly, but was biting my lip thinking about the possible other meanings that I would never say out loud.
His tan cheeks tinted with light pink, but he steadily stared directly into my eyes. "No I don't. I want you with me all the time. I need you there, Mitchie. I . . . do stupid stuff without you here."
I was the one feel horribly guilty now. Without thinking, I placed my hands over his bare chest and reached up on my tippy toes to kiss his cheek. Shane was shocked, but I acted like it was nothing and began casually walking down the hallway.
It took him a few seconds, but he caught up with me. I pretended like there was nothing in the atmosphere but friendship but . . .
The heart never lies.
==Miley's P.O.V==
==same time, in the cafeteria==
I followed Alex through the various bodies in the cafeteria to our usual "loser" table. My mind was as far as stars as we walked though. I saw Nate earlier and had been floating in bliss every since.
I was so worried he dropped out of high school or something and of course didn't understand why he was taking Alex's lies so harshly. My thoughts sadly wondered if it was because he was jealous or angry because he actually liked Alex.
"Where is Mitchie?" Alex pondered as we sat down along with our friends Nico, Grady, Jackson, Harper, Zack, Cody, Maddie, Caitlyn and other "unpopular" people. My eyes were stuck on the table of jerks where Nate sat next to Troy, silent as usual.
I really had enough of this. I slammed my lunch on the table and stood up, marching over to where the idiotic jerks laughed at some joke Justin had said and stopped in front of Nate, placing my hands over my hips.
"Wrong table, Stewart." Oliver cracked. I can't believe I use to be friends with some of these morons. They were so nice in middle school, what the hell did puberty do to them?!
"Actually I'm here to talk to Nate." He looked up but rolled his coffee brown eyes when he saw me. Ugh now he was mad at me! I didn't even get why he was so upset with anyone! It should be Alex that was angry with Shane, but she had the heart to forgive him!
"It doesn't seem like he wants to talk to you." Jake laughed along with the other guys but his face suddenly grew serious and he smirked at me. Ew. "Hey has your friend Mitchie said anything about me?"
The guys whistled and hollered just like the buffoons they were when he said that. I guess they thought Mitch was hot or something, but she was pretty just like Alex. I bet Nate would never think that kind of stuff about me.
"No she hasn't and never will." I rolled my eyes. "Now Nate, I really need to talk to you."
He rolled his eyes again and stood up walking off. I took this opportunity and followed him over to where him and Mitchie first "met" by the trash cans. "What do you want?"
"My friend back. Why are you acting like an old version of your brother?! This isn't you, Nate."
I was actually surprised and proud of who Shane had become and because of Mitchie. She was like the best thing that ever happened to this school and an amazing best friend. It was really adorable though to see the way Shane look at her with this adoration in his eyes, like she inspires him to be a better person. I could see that one day he would realize he loves her and they could be happy forever.
Mitchie dreaming about Shane wasn't a surprise but what she dreamed about them doing was and it was gross. Shane really had always been like a big brother. He was starting to be like that again. But I prayed every time I saw them that he would never hurt her.
Nate snorted. "Like you know who I really am."
I scowled, his words stabbing me secretly. "Yes Nate in case you've forgotten, Alex and I use to be your best friends so I don't think don't I know you! Stop hiding behind this anger ok!"
"Damn it Miley, stop telling me what to do and how to act! If I want another mother I call you!" Nate began to walk off, but I furiously reached out, grabbing his arm and ran over blocking him.
"No ok, I'm sorry for seeming bossy but we care about you, Nate. I understand that you're mad at Alex—"
"No Miley, you don't understand! Alex, Shane, Mitchie and you all kept this from me! I get it was a long time ago, but back then we were still speaking! I want us to be friends again but not with all these lies and secrets!"
After his little explosion Nate marched back to his table. Just then laughter burst from the doors when Shane and Mitchie walked in, Shane topless. How lovely. Sighing I returned to our table to find Alex had moved our stuff back to our new table as "Smitchie" as we secretly called them came over to us.
"How was the confrontation?" Alex grilled with a roll of her eyes. I sat down, sighing and began digging in to my sandwich. Smitchie sat down both smiling as usual and I didn't miss Shane's eyes linger on her longer than they needed to as she opened her bag of Lays. As long as he didn't hurt her, I was all for getting them together. We just needed Mitchie to accept her feelings.
"Confrontation?" Mitchie asked, looking at me first with questions filling her deep brown eyes. She was always there for Alex and I, helping us with our problems and she was the reason Nate and Shane we're even talking to us again. I was so lucky to have a sweet, best friend like Mitchie again. I understood why Shane was so broken when she left. Mitchie would never know what she left behind, in pieces, but telling her was just make her feel horrible, so we kept our mouths shut.
"Yep, Miley decided to play police and go interrogate Nate then caused a scene in the middle of the cafeteria." Alex explained with sarcasm loaded in her tone and all across her face. I took a piece of salad throwing it into her hair as everyone laughed. Yeah shocking, I know, Shane was laughing with us. He did that a lot now, as long as Mitchie was here to keep him good.
Mitch groaned. "Was he mad?"
"Oh no! We talked everything out then hugged and watched Barney together!" I replied just as sarcastically as Alex. Shane made a cat noise with claws mocking me and we all cracked up.
"Ok I get it." Mitchie giggled. "But what happened?"
"It was just a disaster. He said he wants to be our friend again but without all the lies and secrets." I explained.
Alex rolled her eyes, hiding behind the mask of 'I don't care and I'm too tough'. "Doesn't want to be our friend? What are we in, kindergarten?"
There goes Alex's attitude again. She uses that along with sarcasm a lot. As you've heard, she's been used and hurt a lot in her life, so it takes a lot for Alex to trust anyone. No one may notice, but Alex is slowly coming around back to friendship with Shane. He betrayed her, ditching us after Mandy, then came back to just use Alex for sex so it would take a long time before they were friends again.
Mitchie, of course, laughed at her sarcasm. She was always so happy, giggling and laughing. Mitchie was a really blessed girl, great family, perfect grades, musical and singing talent, she had a great life. I seriously couldn't be happier than she got her best friend back, but I worried about where that was headed.
My eyes fell to Shane. He was watching with the same look of mesmerization as Mitchie giggled. He never noticed, only I did, when he would just stare at her with this look in his eyes. It was plain to see Mr. Heartbreaker was falling hard for Mitchie and she didn't even see it.
Love was so complicated.
Wow those were some interesting dreams guys. So 11 reviews? Have I said thank you? Seriously thanks so much for all those lovely little messages you leave me, espically answering my questions, it really helps me make the story better for what you guys like. Well I hope everyone enjoyed a little taste of Miley's thoughts and for a "big scene" I have coming up, it will have EVERYONE's mind including Jason (he's not stupid in this story, just acts and thinks like Kevin) I'm gonna try to add Nate in here sometime and maybe some new characters. =)
I hope you guys haven't forgotten about the bet, because it is still on! Shane's still thinking about it (hint hint) and we all know the lovely challenge he has if he doesn't do it right? The problem is, will he tell Mitchie he started their friendship again by a bet? Hmm . . .
Questions :
Whose P.O.V do you want for the next chapter?
Alex
Shane again
Just Mitchie
No one's P.O.V (that way I can write in everyone's mind.)
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Should I add a new, beautiful -nice- girlfriend for Shane or a hot, nice guy for Mitchie?