Note: Going on a trip until Sunday. Do not know about internet service. Will be working from a phone. Doubt any updates for whole weekend. Thanks for support. Sorry if this story is taking too long. I just... I write what comes to me through this broken mind of mine.

July 13th

Calliope,

I had an amazing 4th. Mark, Addie, Owen, Cristina, Lexie, Meredith, Derek, Alex, Jo, April, Jackson, and I all went out to Joe's bar and got drunk. It was so much fun, but I don't remember most of it. Eh.

I woke up in Mark's shirt and freaked out. Cristina told me that we played truth or dare, so I guess it was part of the game. We all stayed at Meredith's house. It's like a frat house over there. Alex, April, Cristina, Derek, Jackson, Jo, and Meredith all live in one house. It's crazy.

My student, Alex Karev, he has become a fellow for me! He's so sweet. I love him, I mean he has this really bad outside to him. He is always starting fights with the tiny human makers, but he is so good with the tiny humans.

Last night he stayed up to play a videogame with this teenager who is stuck on bedrest. There was this one girl who got better and she came back to take him to class for show and tell. He went there, missing one of the biggest surgeries there are, to go sit in a class for his patient. He's perfect for Peds.

I'm happy the ring keeps guys away. My ring is keeping the nurses at bay. They act like I'm Sloan. I'm not a whore. I don't think most of them think you're real. In fact they are whispering about me right now, I can see them looking at me.

Anyways, I don't care if they think I'm going crazy. I got you.

The first thing you do when you come back better be to kiss me. I'll have been waiting for a year.

Arizona xoxoxo

Dear Tim,

You and Teddy? Really? You really did it?

So proud of you bro, finally find the one?

Get her to write me. I want to find out if she;s as good as you two say she is.

Thanks for writing to me.

You should try to do it again, maybe write our parents.

Love you,

Arizona.

Cal,

It was no problem to do that for you. You should hear some of the rumors going around about her now though.

She is going crazy, her brother died, so she created you, Callie Torres, who just so happens to be famous and well known.

The nurses have started a big thing about making her better, but sleeping with her of course. Kinda like how the nurses went against me after a few months of me being here.

I am going to stay here for a while. I didn't just follow Addison up here. I came up here for Derek. He's my best friend. I miss him.

Write your Dad. He's calling people to ask where you are. He loves you, even if he doesn't show it the best way. I bet a simple "Hi. I'm still gay" would work just fine for him. He just wants to talk to you again. I've talked to him a few times, he misses you Cal. Please write him.

I think you are in love with Blondie. You asked her to wait a year for you. You don't ask that of just anybody. You should wait until you come home though. Makes it more romantic.

Or at least that's what Addison says. You should write her for this girl stuff. I am not a girl, I shouldn't have to do this girl talk.

I love you Cal,

Mark.