Chapter Twenty-one

"I can't. I've loved you since I was younger and I've never let that go." He said as he whispered into my ear and started to nibble on my neck. My body was trying to react to his touches but I refused to let go of my logic. I needed to stop this before we make a huge mistake.

I transformed into Jyuubi chakra mode and pulled him off of me with my chain-like tails and held him two steps away from me as I waited for his struggling to lessen. He finally realised by who and what he was caught up in. His eyes widened as he took in my transformation.

"This is the chakra of the Jyuubi that I'm using right now so there is no point in struggling and listen to me." I said in my dead voice again. He stopped and waited for me to speak.

"I push people away so that I protect myself and them. There is a soul mate that is a normal human out there for you and I am not that mate. Burry those thoughts and emotions now before they have become like you are now Tobirama. Demons and humans are forbidden to be together anyway so suck it up and move on." I finished deadly with a bit of killing intent. Rage was burning in his eyes now as I put him down and shifted back to normal.

We stared at each other for a while, his fists clenching and unclenching before he spoke with a chilling tone.

"You will regret this, Sonea Storm Shadow." And he left.

I leaned back against the wet paint again, as I let out a calming sigh. I stood back up and left the painting to get cleaned up before I had to go to the admin office for my meeting with Hashirama and Madara.

I got to my temporary residence, took of the loose and painted clothing carefully and tried to un-braid the pig-tails that had now dried with paint. I got under the scalding water again to wash away the paint and the feel of Tobirama's body off of me.

Feeling better after burning my skin and having to heal it, I got out and dressed into my Halter neck top with fish net boob tube to hold it in place, my tight black pants and my boots, as well as my dragon leather skirt and weapons, I was off.

I flew there and landed on the roof of the cylindrical building and walked into Hashirama and Madara's temporary office and they gave me a small smile as I walked in and waited.

"Good timing miss Shadow. Now onto business." Madara said and I nodded.

"We are busy registering all of the shinobi and would like to talk to you and fill out a form." Hashirama said as he held up the form but didn't give it to me.

"Okay so?" I asked a little confused.

"We want to know where you stand. I have told Madara all the relevant things about you and your power and we are a little worried about your allegiance. So we will fill in this form while we get your answers and fill it out ourselves while studying you for any ill intensions." Hashirama finished, a little guilty.

"I understand and I ask that you register my circle this way too." I said a little disheartened but I did really understand.

"Full name." Hashirama asked as I sat in a chair in the middle of the room and created a solid eye contact with me seriously.

"Sonea Storm Shadow."

"Affiliation."

"Konohagakure."

"Date of birth."

"Twenty November."

"Age."

"Eighteen." I answered just to make it believable.

"Height."

"1.75 Meters."

"Weight."

"Fifty-seven kilograms." It's because of my blood limit, we carry more than a normal person.

"Blood type."

"O."

"Right, you have now been registered, your registration number is 000001 and you will be tested for your rank at a later date." Madara said. Hahsirama got up and followed me out. He stopped and pulled me into another room and looked at me as he gripped my shoulders.

"I haven't said anything about you being a jinchuuriki and it has been recorded that you are a top secret person for the reason on your immortality. Your circle will also be recorded as such as a system is being created by Tobirama." He finished as he noticed my flinch at his name. He sat me into a chair as he settled into one across from me.

"What did he do?" He asked with a sigh as he leaned back and crossed his arms, waiting for an answer. I looked down and clasped my hands together in my lap.

"He forced himself onto me when he told me his feelings but I didn't return them, I then tied him up using my Jyuubi chakra mode and told him, emotionless, that I had no desire for him and he needs to crush his feelings for me and move on. He then said that I would regret it and he walked away." I finished with sobs and tears that I didn't notice. I looked up at Hashirama and he had looked down to his right. There was anger burning in his eyes but something else to.

He stood up with a sigh, as I mirrored his movements. He walked over to me and hugged me and I broke down, after years of holding in my tears and emotions.

I woke up in my bed and my eyes were sore as I remembered what happened. I fell asleep in Hashirama's arms and he must have carried me back to my residence. I shot up as I felt a presence in my residence.

I grabbed a kunai from under my pillow and stalked quietly to the living room. It was Hashirama who was still around, just sitting down with a cup of tea. I shoved the kunai into the wall and he looked up at me and smiled.

"Dammit, I could have killed you." I said as I sat down on the couch next to him as he took a sip of his tea.

"But you didn't." He pointed out annoyingly.

"Why are you still here?" I asked as I noticed it was already night.

"I didn't get to finish my discussion with you." He said plainly, taking another sip.

"Sorry about that." I mumbled, remembering earlier.

"No don't worry about it. Anyway we want to elect a shadow that protects the village and give the title of 'Hokage' to someone and I was thinking of giving it to Madara and carve his face into the mountain so he can watch over the village for eternity. What's your view on this?" He turned to me as alarm bells went off in my head for some reason at the mention of Madara having control.

"I think you need to talk to your brother on this as well as the civilians and clans, they need to make sure that they can trust the man in charge." I said trying to calm my panic down.

"That's a good idea. A council that can help in the decision making. And I would want you on it with your experience, it should help. Okay I'll arrange everything soon and talk to my brother." He said with newfound excitement.

"Good to hear." I said happily.

"Have you decided where you want to stay permanently?" He asked, "We're going to build a wall soon so you better decide quickly." He said with a slight pout. A perfect idea popped into my head.

"Hey, would you mind making a tower into the wall that connects to the mountainside and leave it hollow?" I asked with a grin.

"You want to live there?" He asked confused.

"Yeah, you have a problem with it?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"No, no. Just odd anyway I got to go. Mito's waiting for me. See you later." He said disappearing out of my residence with a suishin.

Plan for my own club, part one complete. I cleaned up and got into bed and fell asleep, dreaming of my soon to be owned club.