Bella's /Renesmees P.O.V.

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(Bella)

It was the middle of the night when I heard an all too familiar cry. Horrifying screams of pain were coming from Nessie. She was feeling the way I felt when Edward had left, Nessie was uttering the shrill cries of abandonment t. Even though time passes, the memory doesn't. I ran to her room, I couldn't take her screams and the memories they brought back.

"AHHHHHH" she shrieked. I put a comforting hand on her head and she subsided.

"Its okay" I said as her eyes popped open. She covered her face with her hands.

"This sucks" she said, wiping her tear streaked face

"I know, three more days" To her that would feel a lot longer than it was

"I use to do the same thing, scream like that in my sleep, when Edward left" We were so similar. Besides looking like she could be my sister instead of my daughter. She was stubborn and often irrational but she was caring too, like me when I was human.

"I'm not as strong as you" She said

"No, you're stronger" She was. Renesmee could hold her shape better than I could have ever tried as a human. I kissed her head lovingly.

"Don't stay in bed all day" I poked fun

"Yea, I won't" She smiled gingerly

(Renesmee)

"Yea I won't" I smiled to her as lovingly as I could, being that I was a little annoyed at her joke.

Sigh and so starts day ONE. I needed to do something that would keep my mind busy so I wasn't thinking about how much I missed Jacob, though nothing could keep him off my mind. Playing with Emmett was out of the question, I was bored beating him. Maybe Alice…

"We are going shopping, I've already seen it happen" She burst through the door, speak of the pixie.

"Ok Alice" I raced to my bathroom to wash up and I put on something casual. We drove to the nearest mall which to me wasn't close at all. I was content with spending all day here and knowing Alice we probably would be.

"So are we shopping for anything in particular?" she asked

"Um not really" I didn't need any more cloths to add to the whole department store I had in my closet

"Maybe you should get Jake something, you know like a welcome home present" That wasn't a bad idea but I wish she wouldn't, I was trying not to think about…him.

"This might sound crazy but I wouldn't know what to get him" I don't. As much as I knew about Jake I couldn't think of a suitable gift. I mean I've bought Jake presents before for his birthday and Christmas but that was when we were just friends. Now the present would have to mean something more.

"We could get him a car, he likes those" She linked her arm in mine and grinned— the wide smile exposed all her perfect, glistening teeth.

"Something a little less extravagant" No need to make him feel that he has to get me something fancy in return. What would make Jacob happy?

"What if we fixed up that spare room Jacob stays in?"

"That's a good idea Ness, it'll make him feel more at home" I could tell she was excited

"He might as well move in, he's spends more time there than his actual house" She commented. Why doesn't Jake just move in?

"Alice that's a great idea!" I shouted, pulling her along. We went around the whole town looking for things that Jacob would like. We got him dark blue bedding instead of that purple looking one that was in the room already. I picked out a nice stereo and a mini fridge, even though he is perfectly capable of walking to the kitchen. Alice went to Foot Locker and got Jake a couple of sweat suits, Some T-shirts, and a new pair of sneakers. We were so excited to get home and put the room together. After we were done added the finishing touches by putting pictures of me and him on the nightstand and filling the fridge with his favorite snacks. Now all I had to do was ask Edward if he was okay with this.

"Dad?"

"Yes"

"I need to ask you something" I was surprised that I kept this from him for so long, usually he would have read my mind by now.

"Ask away" he said cheerfully. Yes, he was in a good mood.

"Let me just say that he practically lives here anyway and I think you should consider this" I couldn't think of one good reason why Jake shouldn't move in.

"I f you're talking about Jacob, which I know you are then I agree. I don't see why not" I practically exploded with joy.

"But there will be rules" Of course there will, it would be crazy if Edward Cullen didn't set rules.

"Are you going to back sass me or do you want to hear the rules?" He asked

"Sorry"

"You and Jacob are not allowed to sleep in the same bed let alone the same room" He stated

"And?" there had to be more

"No that's my only rule" I jumped across the room to hug him

"Thanks Edward" He kissed the top of my head and I almost skipped back to my room

When I got to my room I noticed a bag sitting on my bed with a note from mom.

I think it's about time you had one of these, should have gave it to you sooner.

Love you, Mom

I opened the bag and pulled out its contents. It was a cell phone, purple of course. It had all the numbers I needed programmed into it and I already had two text messages.

Jacob-Ness I miss you and love you. I'll be home soon.

Jacob- Txt me back, I'm going crazy, love you.

I smiled to myself; he missed me just as much as I missed him.

Jake I miss you too and I'm already crazy. I cnt wait 4 you to come home. I love you.

No more than two seconds later I got a reply.

Jacob- It's good to hear from you, I'll call you as soon as I get the chance.

It was good to hear from him too, great even. The longer I stayed awake the more I dreaded sleep. The dreams were horrible and there was no stopping them. I wonder how long I could avoid sleep before I passed out from exhaustion. I've had kind of a long day, with all the shopping. I got into bed, begging for a night of peace. I'll dose off soundly or I could lie awake and miss him, either way I was screwed. My eyes fluttered open and closed, I was drained. I must be the only seven year old in the world that doesn't have to be forced to go to bed; I'm never going to be a night owl. Tonight I wanted to dream not have nightmares.

"To sleep, perchance to dream-ay, there's the rub( Hamlet)." I whispered. The waves of fatigue that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over me, pulling me under. I did not resurface.