Author: Vampirerex1
Category: Movies - Pirates Of The Caribbean
Disclaimer: I do not own POTC, just this OC and some of the plot (The rest of it belongs to the writers of POTC)
Genre(s): Romance/Suspense
Pairing(s): Maccus/OC
Rating: M
Summary: Emily Francis is a great fan of POTC and wants to be in one of the movies. What happens when she 'dies' and awakens aboard the Flying Dutchman? Will she make friends with all the Dutchman crew and Davy Jones himself? And what happens when she begins to have odd feelings for a certain Hammerheaded man? Rated M for future chapters
Title: Same Difference
Warning(s): None

Chapter 20:- Maccus' POV

The ten year mark had hit us again, and yet again we were allowed to go ashore and have some fun, go into the taverns, get drunk, have some whores...well, that's what the others did, I, as always opted to stay on the ship, not just because I didn't want to go into the taverns, but also because I was literally aching to be with Emily, alone. For several months now, I've been using my left hand on myself, imagining that it was Emily bringing me the pleasure I was feeling, and for months I've been having dreams about her. Some of them left me wanting, and some of them left me sticky and wet.

But now was my chance to have her. I've wanted her for so long, I can feel it now, the risin' in my breeches. Quickly, I looked up to the sea, thinking about something else, anything to get the feeling to go away, it helped, a little, but not too much. I was still burning for her. So when Jones declared that we could go ashore, I had to contain my excitement of being alone with the one my heart beat for.

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When the night came, I could barely contain myself. As the last of the crew, and the captain disappeared from the ship, I seized my chance. I saw Emily by the starboard rail and I walked up behind her, just watching her, I heard her sigh, and she turned around, almost hitting her face on my chest. I took her hand in my more human hand and led her to the crew's quarters where I could no longer contain myself, I crushed my lips to hers, trying to be gentle, as my teeth are quite sharp. She seemed to be enjoying it, until she pushed me away. I gave her a confused look.

"We can't...what about Davy?" She asked.

I shook my head and stepped closer to her again.

"I'd take the cat-o-nines for you...lord knows I've wanted you for so long" I told her.

When I admitted that, her face turned from one of sorrow, to one of shock. I began to get worried, what if she left me? What if she said she didn't want me? What if she told me that she didn't feel the same?

"What is it?" I asked.

She shook her head and looked up at me, her ocean green eyes contrasting with her blueish skin and her seaweed like hair.

"Y-you want me?" She asked.

I saw her blush...she must think that was a bit of a stupid question. I nodded and claimed her lips again, before pulling away from her sweet lips and nibbling along her jawline. I was leaving little welts and tooth marks, but she didn't seem to care.

"For so long. I tried to stem me feelin's Emily, but I can't help how I feel about ye" I said.

I felt her lift my head up, and I heard her take a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"And how do you feel about me?" She asked.

I looked into her eye, I'm pretty sure all the love I felt for her was shining in my blackness.

"I love ye" I said.

This is it...she's either going to tell me she loves me too, or she's going to run away. I prepared myself for the worst, when I felt her wrap her arms around my neck, and I felt her lips against mine. I know she could probably feel my excitement, that had decided to make itself known in my breeches, and I heard her groan into our kiss. Just the sound of it made me groan. We couldn't do this here, so I pushed her off me and I dragged her down to the brig.

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When we got down there, we were all over each other. I used both my hands to take her top off, she seemed to love that, and I felt her hands go down to my arousal, I gasped. After not having a woman's touch down there for so long I felt almost ready to burst. I heard her gasp when she felt me, she looked up at me and I smiled down at her.

"Is it going to fit?" She asked.

I chuckled at her innocence...it made me want her even more.

"It will...I'll take it as slow as I can" I said.

She nodded, but after so long without having the touch of a woman, I don't really think I'll be able to hold back.

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A while later, we were both panting on the floor of the brig. I pulled myself free of her and lay down beside her. I looked to her face, she was smiling.

"That was amazing" she said.

I felt pride swell up in my chest, and my heart began to beat faster. She liked it. I chuckled and held her close.

"We need to put our clothes back on, anyone could come down here, and where they've seen me naked plenty of times, they haven't seen you" I said.

I wasn't going to have anyone look at my Emily naked, other than a doctor and myself. She nodded and reached for her clothes. She put them back on and I put mine back on. She smiled at me when she turned around.

"Can I let you in on a little secret?" She asked.

I nodded, wondering what the secret could be.

"That night, a year ago, a few days after the Malestrom, when you were in the brig..." She began.

I nodded again. I remembered that night, it was the first time I got aroused over her, and I had to get rid of it.

"I saw what you did..." she said.

My eye opened wide...she was watching me? I gave her a predatory smile...I could feel myself rising again, but I pushed it down, she wasn't ready for a round two.

"Did ye now?" I asked.

She grinned and stuck her tongue between her teeth, oh how I wanted to do that right now.

"I did...and you know what else I saw?" She replied.

I shook my head and I was surprised when she reached around me to take a hold of my backside.

"I saw a pert, yet very squeezable bottom" she said.

I laughed and pulled her in for a kiss. She was just responding, when the cap'n came into the brig. He didn't look happy.

"Cabin, now" he said to Emily.

She looked down, but then she looked back up.

"No...I'll take the cat-o-nines, but you're not going to punish Maccus for this. We both wanted it, and we both love each other. Davy...can't you understand that? You once told a woman, that you loved, that your heart will always belong to her. I love Maccus, and what we did, I'll never regret" she said.

I was so surprised, she was sticking up for what we had. I wanted to kiss her again...she keeps surprising me. Davy gave her a look of dismissal, anger and shock.

"Cabin-uh...now" he said.

Oh...he was angry. She stalked off, and Jones turned his look on me.

"Did I, or did I not tell ye, not to insinuate any type of relationship on my vessel?" He asked.

I stood up straighter.

"Aye cap'n. Ye did" I said.

Jones came right up to me.

"Then would ye mind tellin' me, why ye just had her on the floor of the bloody brig?" He asked.

I looked at him, my eye full of anger but respect too.

"Because I love her...and she loves me. We both wanted it sir" I said.

He growled and turned around.

"When Bos'un gets back, fifteen lashes fer ye" he said.

I nodded...I would take it all for Emily, and I'd do it again, if given the chance.

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A few hours passed, and I hadn't seen Emily at all. Jones had come out, looking for her.

"I thought she was with you" I said.

He gave me a glare and walked back into his cabin. But then Koleniko came onto the ship.

"I've just seen Emily walking around in Tortuga...she looked pretty unhappy" he said.

I cursed my luck and walked into one of the masts, coming out in the water. I quickly swam to shore and ran up the beach into the town of Tortuga. I searched, and searched and searched, but I couldn't find anything. My chest hurt from doing so much running around, and my eye was beginning to sting, I could feel the threat of tears, but I wasn't going to give in to it.

'Where are ye lass?' I thought.

All that night, I sat on the beach, waiting to see if she would come back to the ship at all, I felt the tears fall down my face. The only woman I loved, and who I thought loved me, had left me. I leaned down and put my head in my hands. I felt a presence beside me.

"You'll find her Maccus. She can't have gone far...Tortuga's a small place when you think about it" Koleniko said.

I shook my head.

"She's gone, she's gone and I'll never find her" I cried.

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I went back onto the ship, and Jones was stood at the starboard rail, looking out to the beach.

"Did ye find 'er?" He asked.

I gave him a glare, and thought about the amount of trouble I was in. I decided it wouldn't harm to say something to the captain, I was in enough trouble as it was, and I didn't care.

"No...we didn't. And I am not surprised she ran off. How could you punish her for a thing we both wanted! Now she's gone...and she might not ever come back!" I shouted.

I then walked off, towards the brig, where I began to destroy the cells and everything in there. Tears running down my face, and my feet now bloody from the kicking.

"Love is an illness Maccus...it'll kill ye" Jones said.

I looked up at him.

"Then I will quite happily bow down before it, and allow it to claim my life. I never knew what life really was aboard this ship, until I met Emily...when I met her, I had something to live for...now what do I have? NOTHING! I shouted.

I turned away from him, and stood there, looking down to the floor. I felt him leave, and I just broke down.

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A/N: Awww...I don't know why, I'm putting up loads of sad chapters these days. Anyway, the next chapter will be the last one...I hope you enjoy this chapter. Anyways:

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