Thanks for the great reviews, same warning, sexual themes, slight slash, language , although this chapter is pretty tame.

May 1997

"Ally are you sure theres no one you can call?" Her doctor asked.

Ally wiped the sweat on her forehead. "No Doc, just me." She flopped back panting, her babies would be here soon, and thank goodness she didn't have to have a c-section.

"Okay Push hard Ally."

One of the nurses helped her sit up and she screamed as she pushed. "Okay I see the head, c'mon Ally, the little one has head full of red hair, one more push and you can meet this one." The doctor said.

"Just like daddy." She murmured as she started to pushed again, she felt the little body slide from her and she cried as the doctor grinned as he cut the cord and laid her son on her belly. "This one is a little boy."

Ally ran her hand gently over his head, he was bawling. "Yeah just like daddy. Already bellowing out orders."

The nurse took him to clean him up. "Okay Ally we have one more to go."

Ally sat up with the nurses helped and screamed her way through six more hard pushes, and then the doctor laid her daughter on her belly, she had brown curls and big brown eyes , her mothers daughter.

Ally watched them lift her daughter to clean her up and they laid her son in her arms, Ally grinned and cradled him close. "Hello baby boy, I'm your Mama."

His gaze seem to focus on her face and she smiled and kissed his smooth little cheek. "I love you."

The nurse handed her the little girl and she held a baby in each arm. She kissed the little girl and lay back for a minute. "Now I just need to figure out names for you two."

Mark was drunk, as drunk as he could be, he was laying on the floor of the bar, just wishing he could lay here forever. "Alright big guy come on."

Mark felt someone pulling him up. "Shawn ?"

"Yeah c'mon lets get you to your room." Shawn said.

Mark held on to the smaller man and he helped him to the elevators. "Mark you have to stop this, she's gone, we've all tried to find Ally, but she's gone, she don't want to be found, let it go."

Mark shook his head. "I need my Kitten, I fucked it all up Shawn..."

Shawn sighed, Mark had spent a few months looking for her and realized it was hopeless, now he was drinking himself into a stupor everyday.

He got Mark to his room and dumped him on the bed, he pushed him more fully on the bed and pulled Mark's boots off and pulled the covers over him. He hated seeing him like this, but he had no one to blame but himself, he had hurt the girl deeply, she had enough and walked away, it was done and Mark needed to get over it.

Shawn headed back to his and Kevin's room, he opened the door and small body ran into his legs. "Jacob, why aren't you in bed." He said lifting the seventeen month old in the air. "Papa." The boy yelled giggling.

Kevin laughed. "He's fighting bedtime as usual."

Shawn hugged the squirming little boy. "Bedtime Jacob."

"Nooooooooooo."

"His favorite word." Shawn said grinning and carrying the boy in the extra connecting room, Kevin followed and laughed as the boy scooted out of bed as soon as Shawn laid him down. Kevin caught him and put him back in the bed. "Don't get up again Jacob."

Jacob sniffed, he knew the game was over from his daddy's tone of voice. "Dada." He pleaded.

Kevin shook his head and Shawn got up and grabbed one of Jacob's books. "Lay down Jacob, Papa will read to you."

Jacob flopped in the middle of the bed and Shawn got on one side and Kevin sat on the other, the boy cuddled between both as Shawn read him goodnight moon, the boy was alsleep before the last page and Shawn smiled and laid the book on the table and bent to kiss the boy's cheek, Kevin pulled the covers over his son and Shawn plugged in the night light and the two left the room. "Mark drunk again?"

Shawn nodded and flopped on the couch. "Yeah, he's eat up with it."

Kevin sat down next to Shawn and pulled him in his arms. "He brought this on himself."

"I know." Shawn said putting his head on Kevin's shoulder. "I guess he realizes what a idiot he was, and he wanted that baby so bad, then to find out it wasn't his, he's been through a lot."

Kevin nodded. "I know, he should have woke up sooner and realized what he had with Ally, then maybe she would still be here."

Shawn reached up and Kissed Kevin. "I know you miss her, I wish to God we could find her."

"Me too." Kevin said, he wondered if they would see her again.

Ally smiled as she lay her sleeping son in his crib, she had learned one thing about herself, she was made for motherhood, she enjoyed every minute with her babies.

She had been home for two weeks and now had a new purpose to her life, her beautiful children. Ally still missed Mark, still needed him as she always had, but she put that on a back burner, how could she be sad when she had these two beautiful children that came from her love for Mark, she couldn't.

She smiled down at her two children Zachery Elijah Calaway and Tabitha Leah Calaway , she gave them their father's name and his name was on their birth certificate, she figured they should get one thing from their father, she didn't think there was any danger he didn't even know she was pregnant, she felt she was safe from discovery.

She had a small business going and could be picky about the jobs she took, she had a nice nest egg, so she was going to be okay for now, she just wanted to spend as much time as possible with the babies.

Mark rolled out of bed and grabbed his head, Shawn was right, he had to let go of this, Ally was gone and she didn't want to be found and he couldn't blame her after the things he said to her. He got up and hit the shower, as he washed he thought about his life, he had fucked it up pretty good, he had used Ally for the lifestyle he really wanted and tried to have a separate so called normal life with Jodi.

He knew what he needed and wanted was the kind of lifestyle he had got used to with Ally, but Ally was gone, but Mark promised himself, before the next time he got involved with a woman, he as going to make sure they had plenty in common.

Shawn smiled at Mark as they boarded the plane. "Feeling better?"

Mark nodded. "Thanks Shawn."

Shawn nodded. "Thats what friends are for, look Mark, you need to move on."

Mark nodded. "You're right, Kitten was special, she always will be, but thats in the past."

Shawn was glad to hear him trying to get over this, he had made a huge mistake and lost Ally, but he had his whole life in front of him, he needed to start living it. "Why don't you come home with me and Kev, on our next days off, we'll get a babysitter, go out on the town, have some fun." Shawn offered.

Mark smiled. "Sounds good."

Shawn waved at his friend and went to find Kevin and Jacob, he was going to get Mark out and get his mind off all this, he himself wished Ally would show up, but he had a feeling if she went to that much trouble to disappear she wasn't going to show up anytime soon.

Ally held Taby, as she called her in her arms breastfeeding her as she watched wrestling, she knew she was just torturing herself , but she could resist watching Mark, as well as Kevin, Scott and Shawn.

She wondered how little Jacob was, she cried every time she watched and she knew she should just stop watching , but she couldn't.

Ally kept hoping her love for Mark would fade, but it didn't, every time she looked in the faces of her children, she knew she would never get over Mark, she just had to learn to live without him.

May 1998

Ally celebrated the twins birthday alone, just her and her babies she smiled as Zack shoved cake in his mouth, or the general direction of his mouth, the cake was all over him. "Happy Birthday Zack."

She smiled at her daughter the calm quite one of the two. "Happy Birthday Taby."

The little girl grinned and stuck her hand in the cake and ate it only marginally better than her brother. Ally snapped pictures of the two and smiled at her son, he looked more like his daddy every day, with those auburn curls and big green eyes ,he was a charmer.

Taby was much like her, shy quite and reserved, but a sweet loving baby.

She cleaned them both up and took them to the nursey.

She picked up the framed picture she had of Mark, she had taken it that long ago Christmas they had spent together, he was just relaxing on the couch, just the picture took her breath away. She sat the twins beside her. "It's daddy." She said holding the picture up for them to see.

Zack felt the picture with his chubby fingers. "DA!"

"Thats right smart boy, Daddy and you look just like him."

Taby looked at the picture and looked at her mama. "Da."

Ally nodded and set the picture on their little dresser, she rocked both in her arms in the rocking chair. "You're daddy is a wonderful man, Mama loves him very much."

The babies gazed up at her with love and trust, she was all they knew of life and they were content in her love and care. "Tomorrow daddy will be on TV, we'll watch okay?"

Two pair of eyes watched her and she just knew they understood, they may never know their daddy but she would make sure they knew who he was.

Mark rolled over and groaned. "Who the fuck are you?"

The blond grinned. "Don't you remember last night Taker, it was the best night of my life."

Mark groaned and rolled out of bed, another ring rat, he really needed to quit drinking his self into oblivion. "Where are you going?" The blond asked sitting up.

"I have a flight." He snapped.

She smiled. "Can I have your number, well maybe we could hook up again sometime." She asked hopefully.

"No, it was sex, thats it." He snapped and pulled his shoes on and headed for the door.

He looked back and seen the hurt in her blue eyes, but hardened himself, this is all he was good for hurting people, he remembered the hurt in his Kitten's eyes last time he seen her, he wouldn't even listen to what she had to say.

Mark turned and left and walked down the hall to his hotel room, too much had changed, Kevin and Scott had moved to WCW, him and Shawn roomed together.

Shawn was a mess without Kevin around, they lived for their days off, when Shawn and Kevin could be together.

Mark shook his head as he let himself in the room he had shared with Shawn.

Shawn was packing his bag. "Well hey there you big whore."

Mark sighed and grabbed his bag. "I'm not a monk, I have needs Shawn."

Shawn laughed. "Well you must have a lot, all you do is fuck."

Mark shrugged. "I like sex."

"C'mon big man lets go before we miss our flight." Shawn said grabbing his bags, Mark nodded and followed him out.

Scott slapped Kevin in the back of the head. "Stop brooding."

Kevin sighed. "I miss Shawn."

"Well no one forced you to come here, you should have stayed with Vince." Scott said.

"Daddyyyyy."

Kevin grinned and caught his two and a half year old son in his arms. "Hey buddy."

"Daddy want Papa." The boy said sniffling.

Kevin hugged him close. "I know Jacob, I miss him too."

Scott rubbed the boys brown curls. "Hey Jacob, lets go grab some food, you hungry?"

The boy nodded and Scott lifted him in his arms. "C'mon Kev."The big man got up and followed him. "You know I still have a detective looking for Ally." Scott said.

"I think its hopeless." Kevin said looking even more depressed.

"Its never hopeless, we'll find little girl one day and when I do, I'm gonna bust her tail." Scott missed the girl terribly .

They had become so close, he hadn't realized how much she meant to him until she was gone."

The three walked into the catering area and Scott took the boy to get something to eat, Kevin sat down and stared at his son, he knew Ally loved the boy, he just couldn't believe she took off not caring about any of them, they were so close, something must have happened to make her run off the question was what.