A/N:
Hey! I just want to clear something up.
I just want to say that, yes this story has a lot of drama...BUT! if you read the summary, it clearly says
Hurt/Comfort and DRAMA!...
And Bella did choose...it was Leah.
Now that I got that out of the way, here's chapter 21
No POVS~ but might have a suprise!
Enjoy!
Alice and Leah slowly walked into the room with Renee and Charlie, they made there way to the bed where Bella laid...not moving. Alice was barely keeping it together; if it wasn;t for Leah, Alice would have been running back to the waiting room by this time.
"God she looks so pale" Leah whispered, as Renee held her white hand in hers and cried. Alice was looking a little green and Leah knew what was going to happen and quickly ran Alice to the bathroom, they barely made it as she emptied her stomach into the toilet. Leah held her hair and rubbed her back, Leah was confused and just stumped that she was actually helping the girl who her girl friend cheated on her with...must be the hormones.
"Okay" Leah asked, as Alice nodded but didn't get up.
"I'm scared" She whispered at Leah as she closed her eyes, trying to wish the tears away because, it seems that...that's all she been doing since they been here, Leah snniffed and let a shaky breath.
"I'm scared too, but I not going to freeze up and bolt...Bella needs us and I'm not going to lose her, I never will...she mean too much to me...even more now that I'm carrying her child"
"How can you even look at me, after everything I did...but to my defense I didn't know" Leah nodded and looked over at her.
"I know, I just felt hurt and insecure that she wasn't happy with me, that she had to cheat" Alice quickly butted in
"You know when we were together, I knew that she was still messing around with you even though she told me over and over that you guys were not together...and you guys must of got your wires cross because, she was so angry and sad...very sad all the time. She would just let me hold her as she cried...and that when I knew something was going on but, I didn't want to believe it" Leah saw the Alice was trying not to cry as she gently grabbed the girl hand and laced thier fingers together.
"I don't think you were just someone Bella wanted to use from time to time, I always wondered why she was so damn happy sometimes, why her face would just be shining like Christmas morning everytime I saw her...I thought it was because of me but now that I know...it wasn't" Alice looked at Leah and smiled sadly.
"This girl got us fucked up doesn't she" Leah laughed and nodded, they finally got up and Alice washed her mouth out, and suddenly looked at Leah stomach.
"How many months are you again"
"Four" Alice started to count in her head.
"It was our third time being with each other, she has some seroius swimmers" they both laughed and Alice was about to open the door when Leah suddenly close it, Alice looked confused.
"Look! I know we don't like each other...But when Bella wakes up, she will have to pick and I just want to say that whoever she picks...I'm not letting go so I just wanted to you to know that" Leah told Alice bluntly as she could as Alice nodded and spoke, opening the door.
"I was thinking on the same lines...may the best women wins" They walked out the bathroom and saw that the room was empty, they had Bella for the first time alone...together.
"Do you think she can hear us" Alice asked watching Bella chest rise and fall, she felt like a lion has been lifted off of her chest at that movement. Leah shrugged her shoulder and walked over to Bella and looked her over, Alice slowly made her way over as Leah rolled her eyes.
"Damn! Girl just get your ass over here, she's alive see" Leah pointed to the heart monitor that was beepping strong...it only relax Alice a little, they both just looked at her.
"Damn, she does look pale...this color does not agree with you baby" Leah laughed as Alice ran her fingers in Bella hair, Leah wanted to tell her to stop but something told not too...damn hormones, Leah suddenly grabbed Bella's gown and raised it up, looking inside as Alice gasped.
"LEAH!" looking up confused, Alice snatched the gown from her hands and dropped it.
"What! I was just checking to see if everything there" Leah said as Alice shook her head as they both sat down, they both had so much to say but didn't know how to say it with the other right across from each other... Alice decided to go first.
"Bella" grabbing the sleeping girl hand into hers, she was getting her thoughts together and pulled the girl hand to your face and closed her eyes, she didn't care if Leah was here...it was only her and Bella.
"You scared the crap out me yesterday you know, when I heard that you were in a car accident...I swear I thought my life was over, I know we had our differences and said somethings before but, I still stand where I told you and with the situation we're in...we need each more that ever. You can't leave me Bella...you just can't" Alice had lost her composure, Leah just watched with tearful eyes as this girl spilled her heart out.
"I love you and that won't change...I don't care who you pick; my love will not disappear because you decided to pick. Truthfully, this wasn't a fucking game to pick from, it was people lives you were playing with Bella and my heart is still cracked...but like they say, the only person who can heal a brokenheart is the one who broke it. So I need you to wake up so you can heal my heart, because I'm fading without you" Leah wanted to beat the crap out of Bella...she had this Alice girl fucking sprung, but she couldn't talk.
"I'm going to go and leave you two alone...I said what I needed it to" Alice quickly got up and ran out the room, a huge part of Leah was angry as hell as she looked down at Bella.
"You really did a number on her" she spat at Bella.
"I should kick your ass right now but, I need you to wake up so That will have to be pospone for another time, damn it Bella...you have really dug yourself a hugh ass pit of shit. Where is that sweet and shy Bella I met on the plane, uh I want that Bella back; not this wannabe that you are trying to portray...its not working. I love you; I really do but, seeing that girl damn near pass out from being afraid of seeing you just makes me want to beat the living shit out you. But I can relate...I swear you can make the most strongest girl buckled at the knees, your heart is so big and your not afraid to show your feelings. Your just lost and you need to find your way and I... no we need you to find it so you can be here for us and..." she felt it was hard to talk and she blinked her eyes trying not to cry but it was getting hard.
"Alice...I see why you fell in love with her, I know I've said some awful things about her but now that I got the chance to really know who Alice is, I do see why. The girl loves you, as do I and I want you to be honest and choose from your heart...if she make you happy; than so be it...but I don't want you to pick because of guilt, Please wake up and let me see those beauitful brown eyes of your" Leah cried as she grabbed her hand and kissed it, sitting for another five minutes, she suddenly started to sing her feeling to Bella hoping the girl would repsond to that.
I keep on fallin'... in and out of love with you
Sometimes I love ya, uhh, sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good, At times I feel used
Lovin' you darlin', makes me so confused
Leah let her feeling go lose not knowing that Alice was behind her listening to her sing to Bella, Alice thought that Leah was singing the words right from her heart.
I... never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure,
cause me so much pain,
'Cause when I think
I'm taking more than would a fool
I start fallin'
back in love with you.
I keep on fallin', in and out of love with you
I never loved someone the way that I'm lovin' you
Alice had walked over to Leah and put her hand on her shoulder, Leah didn't stop singing...
I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
I'm fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
I'm fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
Bella POV~
It was like heaven waking up to Leah voice in the morning, she rarely does it but when she do...her voice was a choir of angel from above. Opening my eyes, I suddenly realized...that I couldn't, Trying to opening them I heard Leah voice stop as this beeping sound came through...NO Leah where are you? Where am I? Trying to move my hands and my feet...but nothing happened.
"HELP!" I screamed but nothing came out but a groan...that's when I heard Leah and... Alice call my name, Holy shit! if I'm not dead, I really wish I was...why was they together. There voices where getting louder and more clear when suddenly my eyes finally opened.
"Al..Lea" I was all groans and baby talk, they both looked at each other and then back at me, they both had tears in thier eyes and that's made me sad...my girls shouldn't be crying.
"D...Don't c...c...cr..cry" I whispered as they both lunged for me and hugged me...tight as I hissed in pain.
"Oh God! I'm sorry...shit Alice! why did you squeezed her like that" Alice rolled her eyes at Leah and spoke
"You were squeezing her too" I just looked back and forth between the two and quietly laugh but it came out as a hard cough as Alice ran out of the room and came back with her father, my Fater and suprisingly...my Mother too. I was shocked that she was here, I missed her so much.
"Mom" I coked out as she ran to me and hugged me to her and kept apologizing and telling me that she loved me" I was confused and asked the million dallor question...
"What the hell happen" my voice was not that loud but they heard and they all just stood there like some idoits but Carlisle finally spoke breaking the ice
"Well, Bella you were in a really bad accident and really I'm suprised that you are talking right now after the concussion you've had" I looked shocked...I was in a accident.
"Wait...I was in a car crash" they all nodded, I was just...shocked.
"Your left leg is broken as well as your shoulder and other broken bones...but other than that and the pain, you should be fine; it looks like that old rust bucket save your life" Carlisle joked as I nodded and looked at Leah and Alice, I turned to my parents and Carlisle and asked them to give us some time, they nodded and left.
"So" Leah didn't waste anytime.
"Yeah that's what I want to know...so" I shallowed my nerves and closed my eyes and looked at them both.
"I tried to do this for the last month and a half and I keep coming up with fucking blanks as to who I pick...but I did choose but I don't want to say" I explained as I felt Alice hand coming down hard on my cheek as both Leah and I gasped, she looked down at me with fire in her eyes.
"Hospital or not, I will make sure your ass don't leave this hospital, you fucking can't do that...your a fucking manipulating bitch who been having a hell of a time fucking with our hearts like some game of ping pong, this isn't about us any more Bella, so who is it going to be" I never seen Alice so pissed...I looked at Leah and she nodded her head and stood by Alice, I shook my head.
"It's been Leah since the begining" I wanted to so badly take it back as I saw the heartbreaking look on Alice face, Leah didn't look shocked but she did have tears in her eyes as we both saw Alice break right in front of our eyes, I saw her eyes roll as Leah caught her before she fell and screamed for Carlisle.
"ALICE" I yelled, gritting my teeth at the pain as Leah put Alice in the chair and put her hand on her stomach...but before I could say anything, people started to just bust into the room.
"What happen" Carlisle said as Leah spoke.
"She fainted..."
"We need to take her to a get a ultrasound" I felt my throat fall to my stomach as they rushed Alice out, I looked up at Leah.
"U...Ul...Ultra...Ultraso-
"Bella relax, your heart monitor is going wild, its beating too fast...baby please calm down" I shook my head and started to unhook the cords but the nurse ran in.
" You can't get up" I glared at her and yelled.
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME" I needed to get to Alice...Oh God! She pregnant, I felt my eyes burn.
"Leah... I needed to get to Alice" I told her, she sign and put the covers back on me but I push them off.
"I will go and check on her, you stay here and don't try to move okay" I shook my head, struggling with her strengh, I looked up at her.
"NO! I need to go to her...she's carrying my child Leah, I need to be there" I yelled at her, I was getting pissed that she wasn't letting me go as she was struggling herself with something but...it wasn't importatnt than me getting to Alice and...my baby.
"Bella Please, she will be okay...I just told you that I will check on her"
"You don't even like her Leah, for once can you put your jealousy to fucking side...this is between Alice and I and our child" Her face got so red as tears fell down her face, she suddenly let me go and rushed to the door, but she stopped and turned around.
"Whatever...she's not the only one you should be worrying about" she yelled and turned the knob to walked out but I yelled...stopping her.
"What's that suppsoe to mean" she looked down and back up, I was not parpared for what came out of her mouth.
"Because, she's not the only one carrying your child Bella" she ran out and slamming the door behind her, leaving me there alone as I sat there looking at the door where both my loves and unborn children left in...leaving me behind with my on going pain...
A/N: Bella's is finally awake! and she knows that she's a Mommy to not 1 but 2 buns in the oven...God! Leah was so heartbroken at how Bella was so worried about Alice and her baby as she should but Leah was getting mad that Bella wasn't giving her that attention. And Alice...I feel so bad for her, but like she said in the bathroom, she wasn't giving up.
Until next time...
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