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"Don't-just don't go alone ok? Sammy. Go with Loryn please."

"Yeah sure."

"And bring me back some pie!" I chuckled as I took my wallet out of my purse. I went over to Dean and we kissed.

"Don't worry. I'll get you pie. Knowing Sammy he'll forget." Dean chuckled as Sam and I left. We went to a Harvey's where I got 3 double bacon cheeseburgers for me and Dean. Along with 3 extra large fries and 2 cookies. After Sam got food for himself and John we went to a bakery where I got a whole cherry pie for Dean and me along with some whipped cream. Just as we got back John was packing his bag.

"Dad...where are you going?"

"I'm going to take the colt to the demons. They've killed too many hunters as it is." I had a feeling there was no stopping John so I didn't say anything as Sam and him argued. I went over to Dean and handed him a bag.

"What'd you get me?"

"Double bacon cheeseburger and extra large fries."

"Where's the pie?" I set the box with the pie down and Dean opened it.

"Cherry pie. And whipped cream."

"Nice. You know me so well."

"How can I not? You're my husband." Dean smiled as he took out his burger and started eating. After we all ate Dean and I got in the Impala and went to an antique gun store that I had remembered seeing. We looked around then found a gun that closely resembled the colt. Dean paid for it then we went to meet John and Sam. After John left Dean dropped me off at the motel then him and Sam went to protect the family that Sam had a vision of. As I was checking my email I felt pain in my chest. I held my chest in pain and took a couple deep breaths. "Stop hurting mommy. It's not nice." Just as the pain passed Sam and Dean came back in. Dean was on his phone and I assumed was trying to get a hold of John.

"Come on, Dad. Answer your phone, damn it. Something's wrong." Sam didn't say anything. He was pretty much just staring into space. "Did you hear me? Something's happened."

"If you had just let me go in there, I could have ended all this." Sam said softly.

"Sam if you had gone in there you would've been killed and the demon would've been gone anyways." Sam turned to look at me.

"You don't know that."

"So, what, you're just willing to sacrifice yourself, is that it?"

"Yeah. Yeah, you're damn right I am."

"Yeah. Well, that not gonna happen. Not as long as I'm around."

"What the hell are you talkin' about, Dean? We've been searching for this demon our whole lives. It's the only think we've ever cared about." Sam said.

"Sam, I wanna waste it. I do, okay? But it's not worth dyin' over."

"What?" Sam seemed shocked.

"I mean it. If huntin' this demon means you gettin' yourself killed, then I hope we never find the damn thing."

"I'm with Dean on this Sam." Sam shook his head, but remained silent. Sam looked at Dean.

"That thing killed Jess." Sam said softly. "That thing killed Mom." Dean sighed as did I. "You said yourself once...that no matter what we do, they're gone. And they're never comin' back." Dean was then up against the wall. Sam had grabbed him by the shirt and shoved him.

"Sam! Don't! Let go of Dean!"

"Don't you say that! Don't you...not after all this, don't you say that."

"Sammy, look..." Dean began. "the four of us...that's all we have. And that all I have." Sam loosened his grip. "Sometimes I feel like I'm barely holdin' it together, man." Sam let go completely. "Without you and Dad and Loryn...now the twins." he trailed off.

"Dad. He should have called by now. Try him again." Dean picked up his phone and dialed John's number. A few moments of silence until Dean looked at Sam and me.

"Where is he?" My eyes widened as I knew who had answered. Meg. A moment later Dean hung up. "They've got dad." After quickly packing our bags we signed out of the motel. We drove through the night until arriving at our destination. We had agreed during the drive to head to a friend of theirs in South Dakota. When we got there I ran to the bathroom while Dean chuckled. After I did my business I heard Dean yelling. I had a feeling why. Meg had arrived and they were exorcising her. I stayed in the bathroom until I heard a loud scream. And it wasn't from the guys. I rushed out and saw a large black smoke come out of Meg who was tied to a chair in the middle of a devil's trap. Instead of disappearing it lingered on the ceiling. Then a crack appeared on the ceiling, right at the edge of the devil's trap. The smoke then rammed down my throat. I could vaguely hear Dean yelling my name. Even though I was now possessed. I could see and feel everything. Including hear the demon use my voice.

"Ugh. I'm in a pregnant body. Gross. Oh no you don't bitch." I said taking control. I focused on the demon in my body and then the smoke left through my mouth. Dean ran over to me and caught me as I collapsed to the floor.

"Loryn? You ok?"

"I am now."

"What happened?"

"I could feel her-it-inside me. I was able to focus on the demon in me and it was gone."

"Bobby. Has this ever happened before?"

"Never in our lifetime. It's rare for someone to have full control."

"When was the last time?"

"Of all the lore I've read of possession...centuries ago. Like back in the ancient times. It's that rare." After Bobby called 9-1-1 for the dead Meg Dean, Sam and I left in the Impala. The ride was silent until we reached Jefferson City. Dean pulled aside along the river then he and Sam got out. I opened my door but didn't get out. I was sticking with my promise of staying in the car. After pacing Dean stopped and came over to me as I stuck my legs out of the car.

"How are you feeling? You know...after being..."

"Possessed? Perfectly fine. Even before Bobby gave me this." I said as I played with the amulet Bobby gave me to ward off possession. "I don't know. It was like I had complete control over my body and mind while it was inside of me."

"Bobby said it was rare what you did. Last time was back in the ancient times." I smiled as took Dean's hands in mine.

"Dean I know. I heard him. Right now you and Sam need to worry about finding John. I'll be fine." Dean smiled before he kissed me. I smiled into the kiss before we parted. "Once you guys are in the building I'll drive to the back so it's quicker to get away."

"I knew I loved you for a reason."