Your Beautiful life
Chapter 21
It's so dark and it is weighing down on me so heavily, I just had to say goodbye to my beautiful daughter and the love of my life. I would make the same choices with my life over and over again as long as it led me down the same path.
"Bella look at me, please. Bella" I turned to look at a man I once loved, hell to be honest I still do because of what he was given me, Jake and Ali.
"Emmett why are you here? Where am I? I kept shooting off questions faster than he could answer them. He stops and smiles at me and for some reason that pisses me off. "What the hell are you smiling at Em?"
"Bells if I was you I would stop cursing and listen to what I am going to tell you, please. Isabella I love you and I am sorry for the way things in our life turned out. I was a bad husband, a horrible father and a worse friend to you when you needed me most."
"Please don't cry Bella you need to know this before it is too late. When I was alive and I made the wrong choices at the end of my life ,ok I know I made them long before then but that is not important what is important is that when I crossed over to here, I have watched you grow and saw how much you love Edward."
"Bells I knew from the moment I was told I would be here when the time came for Edward to wake up or for you to stay with your daughter that you would choose him over yourself. You are the most selfless person I know and have ever known."
"There for I made a choice also, I was told if you choose Edward over yourself then I could get my wings ,I know but God is forgiving and he has forgiven me for my past, but if you choose yourself that I would be stuck here on the earth plane for the rest of forever."
"Bella, I want to do something for you that I should have done it well I was still alive, to put you first. Now I'm going to do that Bella "
Wait what are you talking about Em? He kissed my forehead, kissed my lips and said I love you more then you will ever know, now go. Then he pushed me hard saying I love you Bells stay strong and kiss Ailey for me. Then I, don't see Emmett any more I can't hear him even though I'm fighting to hear him.
I don't want to be here alone on whatever plane this is. I fight and fight and I hear something, what is that? Beep….Beep….Beep… Beep, she's back guys and her heartbeat is strong. It looks like some prayers were answered here tonight, good job team.
"Sleep Bella, I will always be watching over you and your family be happy" "Emmett" I hear you thank you.
I am fighting again but now it is not to get back to Emmett it is to get back to Edward and Ailey and Jake and Ali.
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"Can I please see my daughter? " I asked the nurse that keeps giving me and my family sad looks. I have to keep strong for my daughter and I have to believe that life isn't this unfair to take Bella away from her children and I now that I have came back to them.
"Yes sir, I will have Doctor Miller come and talk to you and I will have someone bring your daughter down as long as her tag matches yours Mr. Cullen." "I have the bracelet Edward, it matches Bella's and Ailey's"Wes said and he showed the nurse.
"Thank you Wes," was all I could say. I hated the fact that someone else was with Bella my Bella and my baby when she was born. If I would have died I guess I would have wanted Bella to lean on Weston. I know he has feelings for her and he may even love her. Watching him now I would say they have gotten closer while I was sleeping.
"We will get you an id band also Mr. Cullen, Dr. Miller Is on his way now." Toothy smile nurse says to me before she walks away.
I started to thank Wes for everything he has done for Bella and for being there today for my daughter when the Doctor walked in.
"Weston and family I have some good news Bella has pulled through and is stable. In fact her heart beat is strong and I feel like she will make a full recovery. She is awake and is asking for her love so you can go in but not long she needs her rest. The rest of you can see her tomorrow. "Dr. Miller said.
"Sir, I'm just Bella's best friend Edward here is her boyfriend and the father of the baby." Wes said. The doctor raised his eye brow at us like he was lying but he smiled and said ok and told me I could go in to see Bella.
I am starting to see just how much I have to say thank you for to Weston and Bree for being there for Bella when I couldn't. She had to deal with the whole pregnancy alone and the death of Emmett and me being out of it in a comma for so long. How the hell am I ever going to be able to pay everyone back?
The nurse brings Ailey and hands her to me just before I go in to see Bella. I take Ailey in with me to meet her mother.
"Bella sweetheart, you awake? I have someone who would like to meet her mother." I smile at my weak girl and at my gift that she gave me.
"Edward "she whispered.
Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward, Edward
Sorry for the delay, this chapter isn't finished yet but I didn't want to hold it up any longer I will try to work on the ending if this story very soon. Life has just been busy Zandie