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I heard loud gasps go around the room. My legs were shaking so much, that I couldn't even walk any further. I couldn't look up; my head just wouldn't obey my commands. I turned to the side and saw that Niya was looking at the ground just like me. I took one deep breath and looked up. My eyes darted towards Esme, her eyes were huge. One of her hand was on her mouth and the other on oh her head. I could hear her dry sobbing.

Next to her was Carlisle, he looked shocked but, happy. Next to him was Emmet. His expression made me want to laugh out loud, he looked confused, shocked and had this big goofy grin on his face, when he saw me looking at him his smile got bigger. I quickly looked away from him. Next to Emmet was Rosalie, she looked creeped out and a little freaked. Jasper was next, he looked scary. He was hiding Alice behind him and his arms were protectively around her. He probably thought I was a threat or something. I saw Alice peering from behind jasper's back. When she saw me she smiled.

"Bella" they all breathed.

I turned away from the Cullens and looked straight into the eyes of Edward Cullen. Edward was beyond shocked; his eyes were full of shock. His mouth was slightly open and his eyebrows were furrowed together. His lips moved but, nothing came out. He tried again.

"B-Bella I-I you—you h-how is-is this u-m w-why" he stammered. He ran his hand through his hair.

"No!" my voice ranged out in the big room. I was a little surprised at myself. My lips just moved by themselves. I couldn't even control them

"No! Don't say anything! It's my turn to talk. Listen to me and listen good" I said and held up my index finger to silence him. I saw more shock cross his face.

"Because of you! Because of you everything has changed in my life! Because of you I am damned into a life like this! You, you hurt me more than any other person in the whole wide world. You're the world most heartless person! I was ready to give up everything in the world for you, family, friends, school, normal life, everything! I gave you my heart and look what you did to me! You ripped it out of my body and set it on fire!" I yelled.

Edward didn't speak, I don't think he could. My breath was coming in short little gasps. I was so angry right now that my legs started to shake. I had to grip the table so that I wouldn't fall.

"How?" the person who asked that question wasn't Edward. I turned my head and saw Rosalie staring at me.

"You want to know how? Well I'll tell you how. After you guys left Victoria found me. She spied on me for days. One day I was hiking when I caught the sight of some unusual red hair which could only belong to Victoria. Before I had a chance to do anything she bit me and left me wounded. Three days. It only took three days for me to become like this." I said and pointed to myself

"B-Bella I-" Edward started to speak but, I cut him off

"Don't! Don't speak to me. I don't want to hear it!" I screamed at him.

My legs were shaking really bad. I turned around and found Aver staring at me. She looked confused and sad. I walked towards her shakily.

"You-you know each other?" She asked me. her kind golden eyes were confused. I nodded

"h-how?" she asked. I could see her hands were shaking slightly. I took a deep breath. Aver deserve d to know the truth.

"It all started when I met Edward. I was still human at that time. I fell in love with him and we kind of dated for a while. On my 18th birthday I went over to the Cullens to celebrate. When I was opening a present I got a paper cut and Jasper attacked me" I said and looked at Japer. he looked angry at himself, I smiled at him to show him that I was not at all mad at him

"And then well Edward left me. I was broken hearted, I couldn't live without them. One day when I was hiking when this vampire named Victoria changed me. Victoria changed me because her mate had been killed by a vampire. And here I am" I said sadly.

"No!" Aver said and fell to her knees. She held her face between her hands and I could tell she was sobbing. I felt so bad at this moment. I had never wanted to hurt Aver at all. I reached out and touched Aver's shoulder. She looked up with watery eyes

"I'm sorry. So sorry. I didn't mean to ruin your whole wedding. You're a great girl Aver. I really do like you. And I'm so sorry I ruined your wedding" I said sadly. I fought the urge to start sobbing with her. Aver shook off my hand on her shoulder.

"T-Thanks a lot B-Bella. Thanks to you my whole w-wedding is ruined. T-thanks. I thought of you as my friend, my sister! But all this time you were planning on hurting me. I can't believe I fell for that. All this time you were planning to take Edward away from me" she said and started to dry sob

"No! No no no no no! You can have Edward. I'm over him" I lied. Aver shook her head sadly.

"I'm serious Aver. Please believe me, I never meant to hurt you-" Aver cut me off

"Get out please" Aver said flatly.

"I'm sorry" I said one last time and bolted for the door but, before I could get out someone grabbed my hand.

"Bella! Don't go!" Esme cried. She held my hand in hers and pulled me onto a big hug. I rejected the hug. I didn't want to get any close to Esme because then it would we hard to leave. Esme looked at me, her almond shaped eyes watery.

"Bella please don't be angry at me! I love you so much dear. When we left it felt like I had lost a daughter! Please don't be angry at me I-" I cut off Esme

"Esme I am not angry at you. In fact I love you so much! But I have to go now, I can't stay!" I said. Esme leaned down and kissed my forehead but, she didnt release my hand. Esme looked heart broken that i was leaving. her grip on my hand was so tight that if i were a human i would have surely fainted by now

"please Esme" i said to her. Esme let out a cry and then slowly released my hand. my heart was on fire again.

I looked back and saw that Alice and Jasper were standing near the door. Japer looked too stunned to do anything at all. I looked at Alice and my frozen heart melted

Alice was sobbing. She had collapsed into Jasper's arms and was sobbing into his shirt. Her tiny body was shaking very hard. I walked towards her shakily, It hurt so much to see Alice like this. I walked towards her and touched her head. In an instant Alice turned around and hugged me. Very hard.

"B-Bella! o-oh Bella! Bella! B-bella" she sobbed into my dress but, I could care less about my dress.

"Alice. Shhhh… its okay. Alice its fine" I said to her. She released me and looked at me.

"I-I'm sorry" Alice sobbed. I hugged her again. When I released her, I brushed back her hair from her face and looked right into her eyes.

"Alice you know that I love you right? I do. I really do. But I can't stay Alice. I really can't. It hurts too much" I said. My heart was aching. Alice looked so sad at this moment. her eyes were so sad that it made me hate myself for doing this to her.

"I love you" Alice said

"I love you too" I said and kissed her on her cheek.

I then ran. I didn't turn to look around. To see what Edward was doing. It would hurt way too much; the pain would possibly kill me. I ran out the door in full Vampire speed. I didn't stop. I ran and ran until I reached a forest. I collapsed to the ground and sobbed.

I sobbed for Esme and Carlisle. I sobbed for Emmet and Rosalie, I sobbed for Alice and Japer. I sobbed for Niya and Ryan. I sobbed for Aver and I sobbed for…..Edward. But most of all I sobbed for myself

"Why do I still love Edward? Why? Why? Why?. Why can't god just kill me so, all this pain would end. Why? Why? Why? Why can't I just hate Edward? Why did I have to love him so damn much? Why couldn't Edward love me? Why did he leave me? Why is he getting marring Aver?" I screamed at the sky

"Why?" I whispered put my head in between legs and sobbed. Suddenly, there was a sound. I jumped up still sobbing. Who was it? Was it one of the Cullens? Who was it?

A small figure stepped out of a tree. She had dark black hair, brown skin and dark gray eyes

"Niya" I whispered.

"Why are you here? You should go back to Ryan!" I told her. Niya ran over to me and put her hands on my shoulder.

"I'm not going anywhere without you. Where you go, I go. I will not leave you for some guy who I barely know" Niya said.

I left happy, mad, and sad. Happy because Niya still hadn't abandoned me. Mad because Niya had abandoned her love for me and sad because Niya would have no one to love just like me.

"Oh Niya" I sobbed into her shirt. Niya put her hands on my face and made me look at her. Her eyes looked determined but, they had lost the twinkle that she used to have. Some part of her went dead when she left Ryan.

"Shhh Bella…..it's going to be okay" she said as she hugged me. for once in my life, I didn't believe her

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