Hey you guys, no this isn't a new chapter, this is a tiny update between chapters... So, I know it's been FOREVER since I've focused on my own stories, and for that I'm really sorry... I AM going to update my stories.. Just as soon as I finish the chapters I've been working on...
A little insight to where I've been and why I've been gone for so long... So, I actually left when my grandpa died... I lost motivation, he passed away from cancer.. He'd only had his first treatment and then he was gone... So, I took a month long break at that point.. Uhm.. After that, my dad's family had a lot of problems.. It's been a lot of back and forth to hospitals and not much sitting time... So there went my energy...
Here recently, I've finally gotten around to going to the doctor myself... I have very bad anxiety... Like, just stepping out the door I have a panic attack... The very THOUGHT of having to talk to someone makes me hyperventilate... On top of that, I've had some pretty bad depression... I don't want to get into a lot of detail, but a lot has been going on in my life, and it's really caused me to sit in a hole... I hate not writing, but I hate writing a shitty story even more...
I am currently on medication.. I am starting to return to my normal self, and starting to get that motivation to write back... The next chapter for AoDM is currently halfway finished... The next chapter for CID is currently in the planning process... Again, for CID, we're in the break between action.. In the turning point of the story, and it's different for me, so it's kind of an experiment of sorts...
I know it's been forever and I've been working on the story with Kitty a lot, but honestly I haven't been working on that either... It took me two months just to get chapter 42 done... And we plan out our stories one line at a time... So she's really been helping me to recover.. I have been drawing a lot.. We have 600+ story ideas planned out right now.. All I ask is that you amazing guys and gals be patient a little bit longer while I'm on the road to recovery...
Thank you all so much, I love you all, you are all amazing.. I'm hoping to update again within the next month.. If I'm unable to, I'm sorry.. Life hits you hard sometimes and occasionally it hits you right off a cliff... I'm almost back to the top.. I hope...
