I groaned and rolled out of my bed and onto the floor. What a wonderful start to my day! Wow I hate waking up.

I sighed wondering if it was worth going downstairs and doing my same monotonous routine I had picked up since living with the Cullens. Get up, avoid Rosalie, eat some, watch TV, avoid Rosalie more, avoid certain rooms….

I do a lot of avoiding.

Well I value my life.

And sight.

I'm sure at this point you're like "She's insane." Which is partially true. But I have my reasons for avoiding Rosalie and rooms.

Trixie and Emmett.

I know right? What the hell? Well Rosalie probably wants to cut me into little pieces and feed me to the crows. So naturally I avoid her…I do value my life, as stated before. She probably thinks I purposely did all of this just to fuck with her. I've said this before; I will mess with you if I really hate you, but never ever ever your love life.

Well I avoid certain rooms because I…er…walked in on Trixie and Emmett doing erm—certain activities that no one else wants to see. Needless to say I screamed. Loudly. So did Trixie but for different reasons. You probably didn't want to know that, sorry.

I climbed back onto my bed to try and go back to sleep again and get those horrible mental pictures of Trixie and Emmett out of my head. I closed my eyes and heard a knock on the door. I just stayed hoping that whoever it was would leave so I could just lie in bed all day. But if it were Edward he would know so if it is…I hate you and go fuck yourself.

In walked Jacob.

I take back what I said earlier.

Anyways, Jacob walked in quietly and shut the door. I just sat up smirking at his attempt not to wake me. "Hey Jake." I greeted him.

"How long have you been faking sleep?" He asked sitting down next to me.

"Oh about fifteen minutes."

"What have you been doing for fifteen minutes in your bed?" He asked confused as to why I wasn't downstairs.

"Contemplating ways to achieve world domination." I snapped sarcastically.

"Yeesh, someone needs to put on their happy pants." He added with a smirk.

I stuck my tongue at him. "Meh, Rosalie stole my happy pants and burned them. Trixie and Emmett stole my peace of mind too. I'm just getting robbed."

He burst into a fit of laughter. "Jesus I'm glad I'm not you! You're locking yourself in your room to avoid Rosalie, Emmett and Trixie? I understand Rosalie, but Emmett and Trixie?"

"They are rather attracted to each other and I got a good glimpse of that."

He was turning red in the face he was laughing so hard. "You always manage to make your life more interesting than it is!"

"Why is that funny?! I have been scarred for life! I even heard her…nevermind…I didn't know vampires could do that….huh."

I knew those comments would shut him up. Thank God.

Now he was pink.

Now it was my turn to laugh.

It's karma bitches.

"Suck it." I said smiling.

"I hate you." He added.

I leaned in and kissed him.

"I love you." He said smiling.

I grinned. "That's more like it. Now what brings you to this hell hole on this fine day Jacob?"

"I wanted to go get lunch with my favorite girl."

"Oh, Alice is down the hall. You're in the wrong room."

He rolled his eyes. "How stupid of me…get dressed Amber your going to lunch with me."

"Damn." I said smiling.

"You're in one of your moods aren't you?"

"I don't know what you could mean." I batted my eyelashes.

"Get dressed."

"Yes mother."

I snatched my black skirt and turquoise t-shirt before he could say anything and ran into the bathroom giggling like a little girl.

Lots of arguing about my 'well being' and a broken vase later we were speeding down the highway to Port Angeles to Café Express.

"FREEDOM! HAHA SUCK IT CARLISLE!" I screamed out the window onto the highway.

"You really are insane today aren't you?" Jacob said chuckling.

"You would be too if you were locked in a house full of vampires, one of which who wants to kill you."

"Touché."

Once we ate lunch we went and saw Cop Out and then back to the Cullens.

I was so grateful to have a day with just me and Jacob and not have Carlisle and Edward hovering over me waiting for me to die. It had been an awesome day and I was exhausted and fell asleep in Jacob's car on the way home.

He must have carried me up into my room because I woke up in it the next morning.

Me being tired and not worrying about a possibly insane vampire waiting for the moment when you let your guard down to kill you just waltzed downstairs.

Esme was the first one to notice me. "Good morning sweetheart. Do you want cinnamon rolls for breakfast?"

I smiled and nodded. "Rosalie could you start them for me?" She asked.

My smile left my face. "Er, you know what I can just have some cereal…I hate to trouble you…"

"Oh no not at all Amber!"

I was going to have to dump those cinnamon rolls or just pray that Rosalie had some sort of sense of honor and wouldn't kill me. Which we know won't happen so I was dumping the cinnamon rolls. Screw feelings this is my life people.

"Okay then, thank you." I tried not to sound terrified.

I decided that I would watch Rosalie in the kitchen rather than trusting her. I didn't want to be poisoned. She seemed all right to me, she wasn't like throwing everything into a bowl and crying or anything. She was just…cooking. It was weird. I didn't like it.

"I haven't seen much of you around Amber. I guess you just have been tired. Right?" She finally spoke.

I didn't buy this. A nice Rosalie, especially after what happened. "Yeah, kinda." I decided not to make conversation with the devil.

"I'm not mad you know."

I just kept my mouth shut at that comment.

"I'm actually kind of happy for him, you know. I'm glad that he's happy. Same with Trixie because of her past, you know? I just hope I do find someone one day…"

My eyes were wide. Since when was Rosalie happy for anyone but herself? It wasn't 2012 so the world can't end yet…

She turned and saw the shocked look on my face. "That's why you've been in your room. You were scared of me."

Damn her intelligence. "Er…well…yeah…" She knew so I decided not to lie to her.

"I'm not as mean as you think I am."

I laughed at the comment.

She frowned not amused. "The only reason I haven't been nice to you is because you just walked into Forks thinking you would own the place and now I'm not so mean because you were knocked down when your sister died."

I stopped laughing and tears formed in my eyes at the mention of my sister's death.

"Oh God, wait Amber I didn't mean that…" She quickly apologized.

Then I realized every word was true. I did act like that. I came in and destroyed her life and acted like I was still better than her. I acted like I was better than all of them. No I didn't come to Forks knowing there was vampires but when I found out I was determined to bring them down emotionally anyways. They still helped me.

And when Katie died I humbled myself knowing I needed their help.

I'm truly a terrible person.

"No. It's true. Thank you." I said and got up from my seat and walked back up to my room.

I sat down on my bed and just let my thoughts swirl in my head until noon.

Finally someone walked in. It was Jacob, go figure. "What's the matter?" He asked seeing that I was deep in thought.

"Rosalie doesn't hate me. She's actually kind of smart and told me what was wrong in my life and all of it is true. So now I'm thinking of ways to make it up to the Cullens." I replied not even looking at him, just keeping my eyes on the blank white wall.

I felt the mattress shift indicating that he had sat down on it. "Are you all right? You have been acting weird these past few days."

Then I felt a horrible pain in my chest. I gasped for air. "Get Carlisle please." I said calmly then proceeded to pass out.

A/N: I'm back from the dead! I know I know, please don't murder me for not updating…I try! And I am quitting track so I will have more time for writing! Thank you to all of you who reviewed! Those are what keep me going how ever slow it may be. Anyways, I know because I took off those author notes from earlier the chapters are different and it may not let you review for some odd reason, just review anonymously. The site can't tell the difference ;). For those who did review here are your shoutouts!

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