An Angel At My Table

by cinnamon twist101

There are two sides to every story His and Her's. When Edward and Bella make the mistake of blurring the lines between Employer and Employee at the Annual office Christmas party both of their lives change dramatically. Told by both Bella and Edwards POV

21. Chapter 21 Getting to know your friends

A/N: As always thank you to those of you who took the time to review all feedback is appreciated. Also thank you to those of you who have added this story to your subscriptions. And a shout out to all my friends on Facebook ...Also special birthday wishes going out to Flora73 I hope you have a really wonderful day and your family and friends spoil you :)

I feel I need to give you a quick explanation about the bruising Bella obtains in this chapter. First and Foremost it is not a result of abuse or domestic violence, so please don't panic. Part of the reason we wrote it into the scenes was a just a twist to the way cannon Edward reacted to bruising Bella in the honeymoon scene in Breaking Dawn which Greenaway and I both thought was a little over the top (Broken Bones we could understand, bruising not so much). Also what happens between Irina and Bella is purely a bit of fun no offense is intended and there is no plans on taking it further than that scene...I think this chapter begins to show their personalities a little more and also I think it starts to show the dynamics of Edward's and Bella's relationship... Cinnamon :)

Disclaimer: S Meyer owns Twilight, CinnamonTwist101 & Greenaway own An Angel at my Table, All music used in this story is the property of the respective owners.

Playlist: Christina Aguilera: Dirrty, The Divinyls: Touch Myself.

WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ADULT THEMES PLEASE BE ADVISED THAT THIS STORY IS FOR MATURE ADULTS 18 YEARS AND OLDER....

Chapter 21: Getting to know your friends...

Bella's POV...

I had planned to go straight to my place with the twins when we arrived back at Wellington airport, but when I saw Edward's face change from blissfully happy to full on sulk mode complete with pouting bottom lip my resolve waivered. When Louis refused to let go of Edward, his little arms locked together in a vice like grip around Edward's neck and repeatedly crying "no mummy, daddy too," I was completely torn, but when he screamed when I tried to prise him from Edward's embrace my resolve crumbled completely and I relented.

I noticed with some ire that Edward had snapped straight back into blissfully happy mode and Louis had stopped throwing his tantrum. He grinned cheekily at me as he threaded his fingers into his father's hair and buried his face into his neck. The only reason I had wanted to go home was so I could see Jake, I had barely seen him since Edward and I got back together and I knew he was probably feeling very hurt and confused right now.

I knew Edward couldn't care less if I never saw Jake again, but I had no plans to cut him out of my life and ultimately I wanted them to get along...

Renee had called when we were in Queenstown to inform me that she and Charlie were coming down to see the twins for the weekend. She spent an hour going on about how she was looking forward to catching up with Esme again; Renee thought Esme was absolutely charming, which of course she was. I was hoping that maybe Edward would agree to let Charlie and Renee have the Twins for the night so we could have a little get together with Demetri and Irina who were just back from their honeymoon in the Maldives. I thought I could ask Jake, Alice and Rose as well and I thought I would ask Jake if he would like to bring a date.

We arrived at Edward's and it felt like I was coming home; the house was so perfectly designed for a family and we just seem to fit as perfectly as the furniture. I took my cell phone onto the balcony to call Jake when Edward went to bath Apple and Louis and get them ready for bed; Jake gave me a frosty reception on the phone when I explained we wouldn't be home tonight after all.

"Are you going to move in with him?" Jake demanded, I could hear the anger building in his voice and I wished I was at home talking to him face to face.

"I have no plans to. Look Jake I'll be home in the morning, can we talk about it then?" I could see Edward through the window making his way toward me.

Jake set off on another tirade, not believing a word I said. I was finding it hard to concentrate on what he was saying, due to the fact that Edward's hand had slipped under my skirt and his fingers were sliding in and out of my warmth while his thumb drew lazy circles over my clit. His lips were attacking my neck and I had to make a conscious effort not to let my moans of pleasure escape my lips.

"Jake… I really need to go now I'll see you at home in the morning." I was shocked when I heard Edward's low growl resonate against my neck.

I hung up the phone and leaned back against Edward's chest as he continued his ministrations, I was fast losing my train of thought as he brought me closer to the edge, I reached back pulling his lips harder against my neck as he continued to suck and nip the skin there. Edward thrust hips forward grinding himself against me, I could feel his erection straining through his jeans and the anticipation of wanting him inside me sent my orgasm crashing over me, my eyes rolled back in my head and his name fell repeatedly from my lips.

He walked me forward his free hand moving to undo his fly as he leaned against me so I was bent over the table; he entered me in one fluid motion.

I gripped the edges of the table to stop my hips from being rammed into the unforgiving wooden edge, Edward's fingers dug deep into the flesh of my hips as he pounded into me all most violently. I could feel the frustration and desperation in each one of his thrusts and I wondered what he was so angry about.

I didn't have to wait long to find out, Edward's pace had become frenzied, his voice low and breathless with hint of venom, "you are mine Bella, not that pup's," He growled as his fingers dug even deeper into my flesh, "You…belong…here...with...me...this…is…your...home!" He punctuated each word with a forceful thrust, he began to shake violently as his climax took hold; "You are mine." He hissed. He collapsed on top of me his breathing coming in short sharp gasps; I didn't speak as he buried his face into my hair, "Move in with me Bella. Please I'm begging you. I've waited so long to have a family; I built this house with you and the kids in mind. Please say you will, make my dreams come true."

My mind was momentarily stunned how Edward had gone from nearly all consuming anger to desperate pleading in a heartbeat. "Edward I can't move in with you yet." I knew that's not what he wanted to hear and I knew he was going to turn feral.

He slid out of me and was already doing up his fly when I turned around. I stood up and readjusted my skirt.

He looked up at me and I could see the confusion in his eyes, "Why not Bella?" he demanded his voice losing its composure, "I love you, you love me I don't see this as being some short term thing, so I see no fucking reason why not!"

"Because I have my own place and I have a mortgage to pay, Renee and Charlie don't even know the status of our relationship, there's Jake to think about. I want to move in with you honestly I do; it's just that I need time to sort everything out."

The glimmer of hope in his eyes, alerted me to the fact I was most likely going to lose this argument and relent, again.

"Your mortgage is no problem, just give me your details and consider it gone! Hell, rent the place to Doogie if you want, you could put the money into a savings account for the kids or something! You could start your own property portfolio! So see? There's your mortgage and Jake sorted. Gone! As for your parents I'll admit, your Dad's not my biggest fan, but Renee seems to like me. I'm sure your father would come around, and I'd bet you a million dollars your mother would be thrilled."

Edward's eyes sparkled and he looked quite proud of the fact that he had solved all my perceived problems. I wasn't happy though.

"Edward there is no way I'm letting you pay off my mortgage, that's my responsibility, that's the reason I work at the university. And I don't want Jake to have to pay rent, he's a struggling student and he doesn't know very many people in Wellington. You are right about Renee though, she will be over moon and Charlie will come around eventually…maybe…but still can you give me a couple of months to sort myself out?"

A frown marred his beautiful face, "a few months? I could have that sorted out for you by the end of the week. Look if you don't want to charge the pup rent, then fine. I think it's foolish, but it's your decision and I respect that. You could still start a portfolio if you wanted, we could go look at some real estate after you move in, Mum would watch the kid's I'm sure…"

I rolled my eyes and sighed in exasperation, "Edward I don't want a property portfolio. I'm happy with my one little house. I love the gardens and the tranquillity of the place, and why would you think it foolish to help a friend?" I was annoyed by his comment, I would do anything to help Jake or any of my other friends.

"Bella, I'm just trying to look out for you. And there's no reason why I shouldn't I pay off your mortgage, what's mine is yours. It always has been…" Edward was looking at me with smouldering eyes and I knew I was in trouble.

I looked away, Edward was trying to dazzle and hypnotise me into relenting and giving him what he wanted. I knew I was making flimsy excuses,but part of me was scared of what Carlisle would do when he found out. "Edward I absolutely refuse to let you pay off my mortgage and that's my final word on it, and I will move in with you, I just don't want to rush this I want you to be sure that it's what you really want."

I chanced a glance at him; he was looking at me like I might be clinically insane.

"Am I sure this is what I want?! Are you fucking crazy? This is All I've wanted since the first time I saw you! God, do you know how many times I've dreamed of you walking around this house? Everything down to my T-shirt, much too big on you, to your bare feet," His hands reached up to gently cup my face holding it steady so I had no choice but to stare into his sparkling green eyes, "You are all I've ever wanted Bella, it rips my heart out every time I see you and our babies walk out the door. I can't breathe until you're back beside me. Please Bella; I'll do anything you ask of me, if you give me this." He leaned forward and brought his lips to mine, his kiss was soft and tender. "You hold my heart in your hands Isabella Marie Swan. You always have and you always will."

His sweet breath blew lightly across my face and I leaned forward to meet his lips once more.

As soon as Edward had said I was all he ever wanted, my resolve waivered,when he told me I held his heart in my hand, my resolve vanished all together and I was ready to promise him I would move in tomorrow, but then Jake's broken and sad face popped into my mind and stopped the words from tumbling out of my mouth. "Edward I love you with every inch of my being and I want to spend forever with you, but I want you to give me a month. It doesn't mean we can't spend time together in the mean time; it will just give me time to get myself organised. I won't just leave Jake until he has decided what he wants to do."

Edward's head snapped up and his eyes were blazing, "Jake! Always fucking Jake!!!" He turned away from me and stalked across the balcony looking out over the vast green paddocks. I could see how much effort it was taking to control his temper but I was angry at him for being so unreasonable.

"Edward," I spoke quietly but didn't approach him, "I think you need to know that I have no intention of cutting Jake out of my life, he's been a really good friend to me and he's a very important part of my life and the kid's lives. I know that he was there for parts of the kid's lives that you missed out on and that upsets you, but I want you to give him a chance and try to get to know him better. I've accepted your friends without question and I expect you to show my friends the same respect."

Edward's muscles tighten, his back muscles were straining against his T-shirt, his knuckles whitened with the force of his grip on the railing, "Bella, I've had to watch my son run into that boy's arms like he was his father! I've watched Jake smirk and gloat at the fact. Are you seriously standing there, asking me to tolerate the boy that seems to hold more of your loyalty than I do? Tell, me Bella, what is it exactly that you want from me?"

I shivered at the steely tone of his voice. His words rung in my ears, was I more loyal to Jake than I was to Edward? I didn't think so, but I wasn't going to banish Jake from life because of Edward's jealousy.

"To trust my judgement, I love you Edward and the last thing I want to do is hurt you but I won't hurt Jake either. You know how important good friends are. If you want me to give up my friendship with Jake fine I will; after you give up yours with Irina."

I knew I was being unreasonable and when Edward turned to look at me his eyes were glinting dangerously and a small trill of fear rippled through me.

"And what has Irina ever done to you Bella? I've got insults from Jake, but what has Irina ever done to you? Except for defend you and befriend you! Jesus Bella." Edward took a seat he looked totally dejected, he tugged his fingers through his hair roughly, "I trust your judgement Bella, but I don't trust Doogie's. That little shit pisses me off, what I wouldn't give for one lousy shot. I'd make it fucking count…" He pulled his hand from his hair and I noticed several strands were still connected to his fingers; he looked down at them with a frown. "I'm not going to ask you to give up your friendship with him, but I am going to ask you to come home to me instead of him."

I walked to his side and slid into his lap, I didn't know why I was being so stubborn, I could see Edward was hurt and once again I was the one causing his pain, "Edward, I will move in with you at the end of next week and spend the rest of this week with you if you will please try to get along with Jake." I kissed him passionately hoping to convey the depth of love and commitment to him.

He slid his arms around my waist and pulled me closer, his fingers absent mindedly stroking the soft skin of my hips, he pulled his lips from mine, his face moved to my hair and he inhaled deeply, "I can't promise you anything Bella, but I will try. Can I start moving you in this week or next week?" Edward chuckled into my hair his warm breath weaving through the strands.

"Next week, give me a chance to tell Jake. And thank you for trying; it's all I ask...Edward I was wondering; do you mind if we throw a party for Irina and Demetri this weekend? Charlie and Renee are coming down for the weekend and I thought they could have the kids for the night. I thought we could ask Alice, Rose and Jake…"

Edward looked up at me with an adorable grin on his face, like a kid who's Christmases had all come at once, "It's your home now too; you don't have to ask permission to do anything here. I even promise to have a beer with Jake."

He didn't look like he liked the idea much but I appreciated the fact that he was going to try.

"Thank you my love," I kissed him chastely and smirked, "and now I might go and put some ice on my hips I can feel the bruising already." I watched the colour drain from his face as he lifted me to my feet, his hands gently pulled up my top and he inspected the slightly discoloured skin there.

He dropped his hands from me immediately, shame washing over his features, "Oh my god Bella I'm so sorry..."

"What are you apologising for? I wasn't complaining. I just want to minimise the bruising so you don't freak out in the morning."

"I'm freaking out now!!" He looked up at me and he looked so forlorn, "I'm so sorry I just got carried away and I know that's no excuse." He looked down at my hips again and then back at me and grinned sheepishly, "I'm so sorry I hurt you, but a little bit of me kinda wants to see a bruise. I'm a sick fuck."

"Not that sick Edward! Well I won't bother about the ice then shall I and you can admire your handy work in the morning. Now do you want to take me to bed and bruise me some more?"

Edward grabbed my hips and pressed his fingers into my already marked skin, my breath came rushing through my teeth in a low hiss and Edward smirked at me, "You always ask the silliest questions..."

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I could feel Edward's fingers tracing pattern's on my skin and my eyelids fluttered open, his eyes were bright and clear and a smile played on his lips.

"So is it a work of art?" I giggled and lifted my head so I could look down on my body. The marks on my hips were dark purple, and fit the shape of his fingers perfectly, my stomach was littered with marks in varying shades of red and bluish purple, and I covered in scrape marks. I let my mind wander back to last night and Edward's lips and teeth attacking every inch of my skin. My eyes drifted toward my breasts they were covered in deep purple marks, my nipples were swollen as were my lips. looked up at Edward and smirked, "I'm impressed with the colours, red and purple are my favourites. And the patterns are pretty cool to."

"Not to mention how exquisite the canvas was, I have to say although I think it's a masterpiece I'm positive I could do better."

"Hold that thought sweetheart... Were you planning on going into work today?"

"I was actually going to work from home today, since Irina's not officially back to work until tomorrow. Why is that?"

"Well I was hoping you'd watch the twins while I go ho… go and talk to Jake and grab some things for the twins and myself."

"Of course I'll watch the twins, the quicker you tell Doogie you'll be living with me the happier I'll be."

"Yeah, yeah I know." He might be happy for me to hurt my best friend even more than I already had, but I wasn't.

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Jake wasn't up when I got home; so I took the time to load up the car with the items the kids and I couldn't live without, including Louis' collection of Bob the Builder DVD's and Apple's copy of Wall-E. She was totally obsessed with the planet saving little robot.

I was just making myself a coffee when I heard Jakes approaching footsteps, "Oh you're home are you, where are the twins?" I could tell from his tone that he was pissed off. I was getting mightily sick of Edward and Jake taking their frustrations out on me, even if I was the cause of their frustration.

"They're with their father." I said a little defensively.

"Are you two all happily together now?" Jake looked at me seriously and I could see a hint of sadness in his eyes.

"Yes Jake we are. We love each other and our children deserve the opportunity to be in a family with both parents actively participating."

"So are you going to be living with Edward now?" Jake took one look at my face and got his answer, his face crumpled and he fell into the nearest chair.

"You're welcome to stay on here Jake rent free. You can get some flat mates in and charge them rent if you want, that way you'll be able to make some extra money. Although may I suggest studious girls instead of party animal guys." I smiled at him but he never returned it.

"I don't want flatmates Bells; I want you and the twins. I like our living arrangement."

"I know Jake I like our living arrangement to, but I owe it to Edward and the kids to make sure they don't have to spend any more time apart."

"I don't think you owe that arrogant controlling fuckhead anything, he just waltzed back into your life and all of sudden you're just bending over backward to give him whatever he wants. He acts like he owns you Bella," Jake was beginning to lose his cool, I felt my own anger rising, but I pushed it back down I didn't want to fight with Jake or leave on bad terms.

"Jake he doesn't own me, I'm not his possession." I could hear Edward disagreeing with me in my head. I shut him down. " But I do owe him the chance of having his family together, and I'm going to tell you what I told him, Edward is an important part of my life but so are you Jake and I don't want to lose your friendship but I want this pissing competition between you two to stop now. I don't want to have to make a choice between you and I won't... I want you to make the effort to get to know each other."

Jakes eyebrows disappeared under his fringe and he snorted, "You can't be serious Bella?"

"I am serious Jake, Edward has agreed to try and I want you to tell me you will too." He looked at me for a long moment and sighed in resignation.

"Fine Bell's I'll try for you." He gave me my favourite Jake smile and I knew we would be fine. That was the best thing about my Jake he never held a grudge and I knew that now he'd given me his word; he would try to get along with Edward.

"Thanks Jake." I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. He hugged me back and kissed the top of my head.

It's ok Bells I'm not promising you anything though."

"That's alright as long as you try, which I know you will... Oh and by the way we are having a party this weekend and I want you to come along. Rose and Alice will be there. Charlie and Renee are coming down for weekend; I was going to offer to let them stay here if it's alright with you?"

"Sure, sure and I guess I could swing by your party." He kissed the top of my head again.

"Thanks Jake, for everything. You're the best friend anyone could ever ask for." I tightened my grip on him. I wanted him to know in my hug how much I loved and appreciated him and that no matter what; he'd always be my best friend.

"I feel the same way about you. So when are you moving in with the toad…oops I mean prince charming." I rolled my eyes at him but I couldn't stop the giggle that escaped my lips.

"I told him I didn't want to just up and leave you, I tried to get a few months but he wasn't having it, he did agree to the end of next week."

Jakes eyes darken and a scowl appeared on his face. I felt like scowling a little bit too, not because I didn't want to live with Edward; more that he had manipulated me into relenting.

"Oh well that was mighty generous of the dictator prick. Are you sure you want to do this Bella? The guys are complete control freak."

"I'm sure Jake. He's not really that bad once you get to know him." I said a little defensively.

"Sure he isn't Bells...Well you don't need to worry about me; you're free to leave today if you want honeypuff. And I will get a couple of flatmates in if you don't mind? I know a couple of girls in my study group who are looking for somewhere to live..."

"Of course you can have flatmates! I wouldn't want you rattling around the house on your own, besides you need to have someone to whip your ass at scrabble; it'll keep you honest."

"Hmm. Best you get packing Missy before I challenge you to an all week match."

"Don't tempt me Jake; I love the heady sense of power I get from beating you in scrabble."

"Go now Bella before I change my mind and keep you here as my prisoner." He growled playfully.

I kissed Jakes cheek and rushed from the room, I made it down the hall in record time. I began emptying my draws and closet of all the clothes I owned and hastily stuffing them into the two tatty suitcases I stored under my bed. I grabbed a couple of things from Louis and Apples room, they didn't need a lot Edward had everything they needed and much, much more. I lugged my suitcases into the kitchen, I tried not to let my tears spill over.

Jake looked at my cases sadly but never said anything, for which I was grateful. This was hard enough to do without him changing his mind and laying a guilt trip on me as well.

I headed for the garden and gathered up the kid's trikes, balls, buckets and spades, all their favourite toys and lugged them back to the kitchen. Jakes eyes fill with tears and my heart throbbed painfully, I thought about going and unpacking my stuff and just staying here with him but then the image of Edward, Louis and Apple filled my mind and I knew I was doing the right thing.

Jake got up grabbed my suitcases and headed for the door, I grabbed the trikes and followed him. He packed the car for me and then stood back, tears streamed down his face. I rushed forward, wiping my own tears from my eyes and threw my arms around him, "I wish it didn't have to be like this Jake, I want to stay but I can't, I have to put my family first."

He hugged me harder, his voice thick with emotion, "I'm gonna miss you so much Bell's, promise me you won't be a stranger."

"I won't be Jake; I'll be here so much you'll get sick of me."

"Like that would ever happen, you're my best friend."

"And you're my best friend." I kissed his cheek and quickly hopped in the car, my tears were relentless as I drove down the road.

Edward and the kids were playing ball on the driveway when I pulled up, he saw the car loaded with our gear and his face broke into a huge grin, he was at my side in seconds. He opened my door and pulled me out of my seat and into his arms.

"Does this mean you won't be leaving again?"

"Yes that's what it means, I sorted things with Jake and the rest can sort itself out." Edward crushed his lips to mine; his kiss was so full of emotion it overwhelmed me...

The first week rushed by in a blur, every evening Edward walked through the door with a blinding smile on his face when he found us home waiting for him.

We both euphoric at finally being together as a family:

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I gave Charlie and Renee a brief explanation of how I'd moved in with Edward when we dropped the kids off to them, Jake wasn't home yet so I texted him to tell him I was expecting him to show up to the party tonight. As Edward I both knew she would be; Renee was indeed over the moon that Edward and I were together and living as a family, Charlie on the other hand was not impressed. I didn't have time to argue with him so I kissed his cheek and grabbed Edward's arm quickly dragging him from the house, there would be time tomorrow to sort Charlie out.

Edward and I grinned at each other when we pulled into our driveway and saw Irina's car parked there and by the sound of the booming bass that shook the house; she was already in party mode. We found her and Demetri on the balcony sipping an interesting looking cocktail. They both grinned and stood in unison when we approached and Irina threw her arms around me as Felix extended his hand to Edward.

"Welcome home Irina did you have a good time?" She pulled away, her eyes sparkled and her face shone with that inner light she possessed; but it seemed to be even brighter than usual.

"Oh my god Bells it was wonderful the Maldives are so beautiful at this time of year."

"I'm so happy for you Irina it was such a beautiful wedding. So what is that you're drinking? It looks yum."

"It is it's called a Turkish delight; it's made with vodka, strawberry liqueur, white crème de cacao, frangelico and rose water. It honestly is the most heavenly concoction; here let me pour you a glass."

Irina was right it was heavenly and before I knew it we had already gone through three jugs of the intoxicating liquid. Felix, Kate and Jasper arrived not long before Rose and Alice. I immediately introduced Irina and Kate to Rose and Alice. I knew Irina and Alice would hit it off straight away and they did. And although I didn't know Kate that well I thought she would probably like Rosalie they had quite a few similarities.

I was happy to see I was right, as soon as the men left to hang out in the kitchen Rosalie immediately engaged Kate in conversation as they downed the delicious cocktails Irina kept serving up, I noticed that Kate was loosening up more and more with every cocktail she had and I looked up at her in surprise when I heard her sugary sweet laugh ring out in the air.

I watched Alice with a grin through the window, she had totally taken over Edward's house and was treating it as her own; she was busy setting up the sing star for some sing off competition she was planning. Even though I was well on my way to being inebriated I still wasn't drunk enough to want to get up and sing. What I really wanted was Emmett to hurry up and arrive, I knew he'd know what I was after and I was sure he'd come ready. The question was how I was going to convince Irina to give Emmett an encore now she was a married woman, and even more difficult would be convincing Kate. I wasn't the least bit worried about Alice or Rose, Alice would do it for the fun of it and Rose would do it because she had had the hots for Emmett for years.

Irina brought out another couple of jugs of cocktails and quickly refilled our glasses, insisting we all down our cocktails in one before pouring us more. I was surprised at how confident Irina seemed to be, I guessed it was probably the alcohol making her that way, but it seemed to me she could be up for anything tonight and the possibilities were endless.

I looked back through the window and saw Emmett's massive form making his way to the kitchen and noticed he wasn't alone. My eyes drifted to his companion and I rose quickly from my chair when I saw it was Jake who was with him. I was about to go inside when I decided I'd watch how Edward and Jake interacted when I wasn't in the room to keep them civil. Emmett made introductions and I was please when Edward's friends all offered their hand to Jake. Edward hesitated for a moment then offered his hand and I was ecstatic when Jake shook it. Edward headed to the fridge and got Jake a beer while Jasper engaged him in conversation.

I turned my attention back to the giggling girls at the table and cleared my throat to get their attention, they all fell silent.

"So who's up for fun? Our Christmas fairy is here but he won't part with his candy for free, so Irina I hope you're up for an encore and Kate it's not bad as it seems." I said with a smile. I looked at her with a smile hoping I could coax her out of her shell and finally get her to let down her guard. I couldn't help but laugh when Rose threw her arm around Kate's shoulder and giggled.

"Of course Katie's up for it, aren't you Kate? What's life without a little bit of naughtiness?"

Kate laughed that sweet sultry laugh and threw her arm around Rose, "Yeah Bella I'm in. You only live once after all!"

"Cool, let's go before Alice makes us sing." I shuddered at the thought.

I got up and led the way into the kitchen, Emmett took one look at me and smirked, "How's it going Bella?"

"Better now you're here, I've come prepared, have you?" I turned and winked at Edward whose face broke into a wide smile when he saw Kate holding on tightly to Rose's hand.

"I'm always ready for you Baby," I rushed into Emmett's outstretched arms and crushed my lips to his, he wasn't going to let me get away with a quick kiss and I let him draw me in deeper, his tongue softly caressed mine.

"Emmett, save some of that for the other girls." I whispered against his lips and he broke away from me with a chuckle.

"True Bells: You got a mighty fine selection tonight theirs one in particular I know I'm going to enjoy." I smirked at him when his eyes shifted to Rose and he smiled appreciatively.

I wriggled out of his embrace and turned to Jake with a sly smile, he was looking between Emmett, Edward and I in confusion, "You'll see," I whispered.

I watched with satisfied smirk as Felix's face changed colour when Kate stepped forward and into Emmett's massive arms, Edward went to stand discreetly next to him as did Demetri, my smile widened when Felix's eyes bulged as Kate's lips met Emmett's. Felix took a step forward and both Demetri and Edward held out a hand to stop him, I was surprised that Kate didn't pull away immediately but kissed Emmett for a full minute before she finally pulled her mouth from his and sought Felix's eyes.

I never caught the look that they shared, my attention was distracted by Rosalie who leapt into Emmett's arms and yelled, "Where have you been all my life cowboy?" Before smacking her lips to his and kissing him hungrily. After five minutes it didn't look like Emmett or Rose were going to come up for air so I slipped my hand into Emmett's pocket and pulled out the small velvet pouch. I waved it too the girls who all cheered and we rushed back to the lounge, leaving Rose to continue to make out with Emmett. Inspiration struck when my eyes drifted to the small Picasso painting on the wall, I'd always wanted to snort coke off a Picasso and here was my chance. I slid it off the wall and placed it on the coffee table, all the girls laughed raucously when I tipped half of the contents of the tiny plastic bag onto the glass surface. I carefully chopped the pile of crystals making sure not to scratch the glass with the blade, and split it into lines.

I did a couple of rails before I passed the rolled up hundred dollar bill to Kate who took it with a grin.

Irina was next and she hugged me tightly as she passed the bill to Alice, "Oh Bells this going to be a good night I can feel it."

I couldn't believe the change in Irina, and I wondered briefly what happened on her honeymoon that had brought about such a turn. "The possibilities are endless for making it a good night Irina." I laughed at her rapidly dilating pupils; her eyes were already as wide as saucers. I was feeling a little mischievous, a little more reckless than usual. It was nice to let my hair down and not have to be responsible, I had spent two years at home being the best Mother I could be, I deserved to have some time out to be an adult.

As I entered the kitchen I noticed Jake handing Edward a small yellow pill which he slipped into his mouth with a grin. I knew straight away what it was. I dragged Rose off Emmett's lap and back to the lounge, she headed for Kate and I headed to turn up the sound system, just as Alice announced to the room the sing star battle was about to begin.

Irina, Kate and Alice were flicking through the song choices and I was taken aback when I overheard Kate's choice. She really was cutting loose tonight. I poured a couple of drinks and handed one to Irina as she grabbed the microphone and started the music. She had drawn the short straw and was up first.

She downed her cocktail in one quick mouthful and started to sway to the music next to me. I joined her, her sweet and surprisingly sexy voice rang out through the room,

"I love myself I want you to love me
When I feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
I forget myself I want you to remind me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I don't want anybody else, oh no oh no oh no

You're the one who makes me come running
You're the sun who makes me shine
When you're around I'm always laughing
I want to make you mine

I gulped down the rest of my drink and Irina did the same, we giggled as we danced closer toward each other. I noticed the boys had drifted toward the room but I ignored them as I danced closer to Irina and ran our hands down our bodies.

I close my eyes and see you before me
Think I would die if you were to ignore me
A fool could see just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees I'll do anything for you

Irina was smirking at Demetri who was looking slightly shocked at his wife. I hugged her to me when she finished her song and dragged her into the middle of the room as Kate took the microphone; I was keen to see what Felix thought of her song choice.

Kate had a good voice, kind of gravelly and sultry.

"Get your boys
Gonna make some noise
Rowdy

Gonna get a little unruly
Get fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirrty

It's about time I came to start the party
Ooh sweat dripping over my body
Dancing getting just a little bit naughty
Wanna get dirty

Irina and I took a step closer to each other at the same time, our bodies bumped together and we ground our hips into each others, I could see Edward in my peripheral vision looking at Demetri in surprise, Irina followed suit and took a covert look at Demetri she giggled as she pressed herself closer into me. I couldn't pass up the chance to have some fun with Demetri and Edward, and I was curious to see if Irina shared my twisted sense of humour. I winked at her as my hand reached out to cup her breast my fingers giving it a gentle squeeze; she giggled and stepped in even closer to me pushing her hips into mine as her hand slid around my waist. I turned and smirked at Edward and massaged Irina's breast again as I leaned forward and licked a trail up her neck and brought my lips to hers, she responded immediately and I was distracted by how soft her lips and tongue were.

I twined my fingers into her hair and pulled her lips harder against mine.

I was aware that Kate had stopped singing and I heard the collective gasp ring out around us, I kissed Irina for another minute before I pulled away. We both broke into a fit of giggles, we turned in unison toward Edward and Demetri who were both standing there liked stunned mullets and laughed harder.

"Come on Bell's, Rose, Alice, Kate I've got an idea." Irina grabbed my hand and pulled me through the open balcony doors, I could hear the other girls following behind us as Irina pulled me down the stairs and through the gate to the pool. Irina started stripping off her clothes and so did the rest of the girls, I shook my head and giggled with them as I stripped off my dress. I hadn't bothered to wear a bra or panties since I moved in with Edward, I never usually got to wear them for my than five minutes before he was cornering me in some part of the house and covertly removing them.

I was eternally grateful that Edward's pool was heated or I would never have gotten in it, there was a cool breeze blowing the wind caressed my skin leaving it covered in Goosebumps and my nipples hard. I had only been in the water about two minutes when Edward stalked toward the pool; I smiled at the look on his face and swam toward the ladder.

I stepped straight into his waiting embrace, he wrapped his arms around me his lips heading straight for my throat, "Fuck Bella…you are such a bad girl."

"I know…but what are you going to do about it?" He never said anything he just pulled me into the pool house and kicked the door shut behind us...

I had no idea how long we'd been in there, Edward had me tied to the day bed and he was totally obsessed with touching my hair, my skin, my lips and every other inch of my body. I wasn't too worried about the others they were used to us disappearing at random times day or night and not surfacing again for hours if we even did at all. I did however hope they were taking care of Jake, I felt a bit mean that I hadn't really had a chance to talk to him, but I was glad to see that he'd made the effort to turn up and try to get on with Edward.

The sun was beaming through the windows when Edward finally withdrew from me and pulled his lips from my skin, I was grateful when he finally untied bindings and massage the blue black bruising on my wrists, every inch of me was aching in both pleasure and pain. My lips were swollen and my mouth was so dry I could barely swallow, I was grateful that I didn't have to get up to the kids and made a mental note to ask Renee and Charlie to have them for another night so I could recover. I looked around the floor and couldn't see my clothes anywhere, I had no idea where they were and I tried to remember back to last night and groaned in embarrassment when broken images of my antics flashed through my mind.

I heard Edward's chuckle and my eyes snapped open, he looked at me with a smirk, "having flashbacks are we? Jesus Bella you nearly gave Demetri a heart attack?"

I laughed and stopped abruptly when my head throbbed painfully, "do you think he's angry? I was just trying to fuck with him you know a bit of a laugh."

"Yeah I explained that to him, and your clothes are out by the pool." He kissed my swollen lips and slid out of bed, I couldn't pull my eyes from his gorgeous body and I was ready to call him back into my arms.

He caught me looking and smirked, "later you little minx, we should probably go and survey the destruction." He left the pool room only to return seconds later holding my dress, which I scrambled into quickly.

We found Irina and Demetri on the deck, both of them laughed at our dishevelled appearances, "how did you sleep Bells?" I was happy to see Irina was showing no signs of embarrassment about last night. I wondered if maybe she'd had a black out and Demetri had had the heart to fill her in yet.

"Um I haven't slept, how did you sleep?" I mumbled

She gave me a shy smile, "I haven't either." Well that was my questioned answered definitely no black out or embarrassment, Irina was definitely my kind of friend.

I looked at Demetri and back to Irina, "let me guess Demetri enjoys the effects of sex on E as much as Edward does."

Irina looked down at my bruised wrists with a slight frown, "well maybe not quite as much as Edward does." She gave him a questioning look and he winked at her. "So what happened to Rose, Alice and Jake?" I hoped Jake had made it home safely.

I was looking at Irina but it was Demetri who answered, "Well we sent Jake off in a taxi about three hours ago and we heard Rose and Emmett in the room next to ours, god those two are a force to be reckoned with! You're lucky your house is still standing." Demetri smirked at me and I couldn't help but laugh. "And I'm not sure about Alice and Jasper they were pretty quiet when they disappeared, though I think they're still here."

I rung Renee and asked her to have the twins for another night to which she readily agreed as I knew she would, neither Edward nor I were in any state to be attentive parents today. Alice and Jasper turned up on the balcony about two o'clock, Jasper took a seat and pulled Alice into his lap, she smiled at him shyly when he brought her hand to his lips and kissed it softly. Emmett and Rose surfaced about four; I wished they'd go back to their room their public displays of affection were bordering on porn.

I decided to order a whole lot of Chinese takeaways to feed the masses, which was demolished within minutes and I was grateful when everybody decided to leave not long after.

As soon as we had closed the door we headed straight for our room and after a quick shower we collapsed into bed, I think we were both asleep as soon as our heads hit the pillow...

Chapter: Twenty One

Edward's POV...

We arrived back in Wellington and between the three of us, Apple, Louis and I we managed to convince Bella to come back to my place instead of going to hers. As I drove home I could see her looking at her phone wistfully and I knew she was thinking about that fucking dog again. My fingers clenched reflexively on the steering wheel and I fought to keep my face blank.

Inside I was the burning man.

We arrived home and I was appeased a little by the look on Bella's face as she looked at our house.

Bella muttered something about returning some messages and I picked up the twins and took them to the bathroom and get them ready for bed. I was furious, we had only just got home and she was going to call him? What the fuck was with that?

I tucked an already sleeping Apple and Louis into their beds and smiled down at them. They had practically been falling asleep while I dressed them for bed, and as soon as their heads had hit the pillow the battle was lost. I made my way upstairs to see a visibly upset Bella on the balcony. She glanced nervously at me and I knew who she was talking to.

A growl erupted from me, and I strode toward the door. Doogie thought he had a chance? Bella was my fucking woman, only I could play her body like the finely tuned instrument that it was. Perhaps Boy Wonder needed a little reminder? A devious plan formed in my head.

"I have no plans to. Look Jake I will be home in the morning can we talk about it then?"

I heard Bella's anxious voice through the glass as I approached. She should be nervous, I knew she cared for Jake, and Jake would be suffering soon. I opened the door and came up behind Bella, licking my lips in anticipation of the lesson that both her and Jake seemed to need. I placed my flat palm against her mound and slid my fingers into her tight pussy, while rubbing her clit with my thumb. Her body reacted exactly as I anticipated, and she trembled as her back arched out. She was close, but not close enough.

I was going to get my fucking point across once and for all.

I began to pump her harder, feeling her walls tighten and clench around my fingers, I twisted my thumb slightly on her clit the way she liked, and that high breathy moan of hers, came spilling from her luscious lips. I smiled into her neck, as I continued to nip and taste at her skin. That moan had brought on many a fucking orgasm for me, and I suspected that Bella was unaware she even made such a noise. But I knew what it sounded like and now so did darling Jake.

That's right fucker, only I make her sound like that.

"Jake… I really need to go now I'll see you at home in the morning." She said trying to control her voice. I couldn't suppress my growl.

It appeared Bella might need more of a lesson than I originally thought. I pushed my erection into her ass, and she fell apart around my insistent fingers.

Good.

I walked her forward, my fingers still lodged firmly within her warmth and I undid the fly of my jeans with my other hand. When I reached the table, I bent her over it roughly, grabbing at her hips with my hands.

I spanked that sweet little ass before I slammed into her and made my claim known.

I pounded into her again and again, letting her know who she belonged to. "You are mine Bella, not that pup's," I growled and bit her sharply on the neck. My fingers tightened fiercely into her hips. "You belong here...with...me...this…is…your...home!" Each word was driven home to her through her tight, wet warmth. She would learn; I would make sure. My orgasm was surging through me as I hissed into her ear, "You are mine." All my aggression left me, sucked out by the tidal wave of my climax. I breathed in her scent deeply. "Move in with me Bella. Please I'm begging you. I've waited so long to have a family, I built this with you and the kids in mind please say you will, make my dreams come true."

So many emotions were coursing through my body, anger, sadness, defeat; it all swirled in my brain making me feel crazy. I looked into Bella's apprehensive eyes.

"Edward I can't move in with you yet."

In all honesty, I had been expecting it, but still. It fucking hurt.

"Why not Bella? I love you, you love me I don't see this as being some short term thing, so I see no fucking reason why not!" I could hear my voice rising, but I couldn't stop it. Did I not fucking deserve some happiness? Didn't Bella? Apple? Louis? Didn't we fucking all deserve just a little bit of peace? Bella was looking at me nervously.

"Because I have my own place and I have a mortgage to pay, Renee and Charlie don't even know the status of our relationship, there's Jake to think about. I want to move in with you honestly I do it's just I need time to sort everything out."

I felt my heart expand with hope. A mortgage? That was no fucking problem; I could have that paid off by lunchtime tomorrow. It pissed me off that she was still fucking concerned about that pup, but hell, it didn't really matter in the scheme of things. Granted her father seemed to hate the very air I breathed, but her mother loved me. It was enough for me to work with, the Cullen Charm was legendary. "Your mortgage is no problem, just give me your details and consider it gone! Hell, rent the place to Doogie if you want, you could put the money into a savings account for the kids or something! You could start your own property portfolio! So see? There's your mortgage and Jake sorted. Gone! And as for your parents I'll admit, your Dad's not my biggest fan, but Renee seemed to like me. I'm sure your father would come around, and I'd bet you a million dollars your mother would be thrilled."

Ideas and plans began to form in my mind; Bella could start her own 'nest egg' so to speak. I mean, I would always see her never want for anything, but I hadn't forgotten Irina's little speech on a woman needing her independence and I could certainly respect that. Her father I would just have to work on.

I looked at Bella, rather proud of myself. She didn't look quite as happy as I would have liked however.

"Edward there is no way I'm letting you pay off my mortgage, that's my responsibility, that's the reason I work at the university. And I don't want Jake to have to pay rent, he's a struggling student and he doesn't know very many people here in Wellington. You're right about Renee though she will be over moon and Charlie will come around eventually…maybe…but still can you give me a couple of months to sort myself out."

It was Bella's turn to look hopeful now, but she was about to be disappointed. Two fucking months? What the hell for?

"A few months? I could have that sorted out for you by the end of the week. Look if you don't want to charge the pup rent, then fine. I think it's foolish, but it's your decision and I respect that. You could still start a portfolio if you wanted, we could go look at some real estate after you move in, Mum would watch the kid's I'm sure…"

My eyes must have glazed over or something, because I was once again lost in all my machinations.

"Edward I don't want a property portfolio I'm happy with my one little house. I love the gardens and the tranquillity of the place, and why would you think it foolish to help a friend?" She sounded mildly insulted, but I didn't understand why. I hadn't said anything that would warrant such a reaction. Had I?

"Bella, I'm just trying to look out for you. And there's no reason why I shouldn't I pay off your mortgage, what's mine is yours. It always has been…"

I tried dazzling her into my way of thinking. It had worked for other things in the past; I hoped it wouldn't fail me now.

"Edward I absolutely refuse to let you pay off my mortgage and that's my final word on it, and I will move in with you, I just don't want to rush this I want you to be sure that it's what you really want." She gave me a shy glance, and though I saw no traces of insanity, it had to be fucking there! Was I sure this was what I wanted??? Was she fucking joking? This was all I had ever wanted! Surely she knew that by now?

"Am I sure this is what I want?! Are you fucking crazy? This is ALL I've wanted since the first time I saw you! God, do you know how many times I've dreamed of you walking around this house? Everything down to my T-shirt, much too big on you, to your bare feet," I cupped her face between my hands, forcing her to meet my gaze. She had to see the truth of my words. "You are all I've ever wanted Bella, it rips my heart out every time I see you and our babies walk out the door. I can't breathe until you're back beside me. Please Bella; I'll do anything you ask of me, if you give me this."

I kissed her, pleading my case through the simple act. I would give her anything, if only she would be mine, she had all of me anyway. I was nothing without her; she made me into a man I could be proud of. Live with me and make my house a home, Isabella. I am at your mercy. I begged her silently.

"You hold my heart in your hands Isabella Marie Swan. You always have and you always will."

She leaned forward and her lips met mine again. I sensed victory and I was elated. But as suddenly as she had initiated the kiss, she ended it, shaking her head slightly.

"Edward I love you with every inch of my being and I want to spend forever with you, but I want you to give me a month. It doesn't mean we can't spend time together in the mean time it will just give me time to get myself organised. I won't just leave Jake until he has decided what he wants to do."

Jake.

"Jake! Always fucking Jake!!!" I spat at her and recoiled inwardly at the way I was treating Bella, it was too reminiscent of the time I spent with Tanya and I felt sickened. Had I not vowed never to treat Bella in such a manner? I turned and walked to the edge of the balcony, gripping the railing as I stared out at the expanse of green. I needed to calm down, I had to. This was Bella, the woman I loved, the mother of my children. I took a few deep breaths, but the anger was still there, almost suffocating me.

"Edward," Bella's timid voice cut through the still night air "I think you need to know that I have no intention of cutting Jake out of my life, he's been a really good friend to me and he's a very important part of my life and the kid's lives. I know that that he was there for parts of the twins lives that you missed out on and that upsets you, but I want you to give him a chance and try to get to know him better. I've accepted your friends without question and I expect you to show my friends the same respect."

I tightened my grip on the railing, and forced myself to stay still. I was terrified that if I moved I could hurt Bella. And that was completely un-fucking-acceptable. It didn't stop the words from tumbling out of my mouth, dripping with repressed venom. I was furious; it seemed her concern lay more with Jake's needs and feelings than mine.

The rejection and betrayal burned through me like fire.

"Bella, I've had to watch my son run into that boy's arms like he was his father! I've watched Jake smirk and gloat at the fact. Are you seriously standing there, asking me to tolerate the boy that seems to hold more of your loyalty than I do? Tell, me Bella, what is it exactly what it is that you want from me?"

"To trust my judgement, I love you Edward and the last thing I want to do is hurt you but I won't hurt Jake either. You know how important good friends are Edward. If you want me to give up my friendship with Jake fine I will after you give up yours with Irina."

What?

What???

She had the fucking nerve to compare Irina and Jake! It was fucking insulting to the woman whom I called my best friend. The same woman who had defended Bella a million times over, without whom, there would be no Edward and Bella. I released my death grip on the rail and turned slowly, measuring each movement I made, preparing to bolt if I felt my control slipping.

"And what has Irina ever done to you Bella? I've got insults from Jake, but what has Irina ever done to you?! Except for defend you and befriend you! Jesus Bella." Bella was looking at me in fear, cowering slightly against her chair.

She was afraid of me.

The fire in my veins was replaced with ice, and I was disgusted with myself. I was a fucking monster. I ran a hand through my hair in frustration. I was acting pathetically and I knew it, but I simply couldn't back down. "I trust your judgement Bella, but I don't trust Doogie's. That little shit pisses me off, what I wouldn't give for one lousy shot. I'd make it fucking count…" I wrenched my hand from my hair and looked down in confusion at the strands caught between my fingers. I could see Bella's reasoning, although her example of Irina was a poor choice. What right did I have to ask Bella to give up her friendships? And despite his misgivings, Jake had been there for my children, I may hate the fact, but it didn't make me any less indebted to him. It was an uncomfortable position to be in, but I accepted it.

I would just be an easier pill to swallow if I knew Bella was by my side.

"I'm not going to ask you to give up your friendship with him, but I am going to ask you to come home to me instead of him." Bella climbed onto my lap and began stroking my cheek tenderly. She smiled at me and I could feel the tension seep away.

"Edward, I will move in with you at the end of next week and spend the rest of this week with you if you will please try to get along with Jake."She kissed me with such passion; I knew she was reinforcing her statement. She did love me; she would move in with me, I just had to give her time. A week in comparison to what we had already gone through, it was nothing.

I could do this.

I wrapped my arms around her and held her to me. I inhaled the rich fragrance that was Bella and sighed "I can't promise you anything Bella, but I will try. Can I start moving you in this week or next week?"

I laughed weakly into her hair. Yeah, I was as well known for my patience and forgiving nature as my father was.

Bella gave a small snort "Next week, give me a chance to tell Jake. And thank you for trying; it's all I ask... I was wondering... Do you mind if we throw a party for Irina and Demetri this weekend. Charlie and Renee are coming down for a few days and I thought they could have the kids for the night. I thought we could ask Alice, Rose and Jake…"

I smiled at her, happy that she felt comfortable enough to plan something like that here, like it was already her home. I knew it was; it was just nice to see her acknowledging it too. "It's your home now too; you don't have to ask permission to do anything here. I even promise to have a beer with Jake." It was a gesture of my goodwill towards her; I would try to get along with Boy Wonder, even if it was only for the sake of Bella and the kids.

"Thank you my love," She kissed me and gave me a saucy smirk "and now I might go and put some ice on my hips I can feel the bruising already."

My good humour vanished and I quickly lifted Bella to her feet, lifting her top and staring at the purple, blue blemish on her otherwise flawless skin. My stomach lurched and I thought I might throw up.

Fuck, I could see the impressions of my fingers, marked on her skin. Marking her as mine; now and forever. Fuck that shit is hot.

I shook my head, trying to stop the thoughts that invaded my conscious. I stared at my hands, touching the beauty before me, though they had no right. "Oh my god Bella I'm so sorry..." I began weakly. How could I fucking apologise? Just a moment ago I had practically been congratulating myself on marking her as my own. I was a fucking caveman.

"What are you apologising for? I wasn't complaining I just want to minimise the bruising so you don't freak out in the morning."

"I'm freaking out now!! I'm so sorry I just got carried away and I know that's no excuse." I looked again at the bruises on her skin and felt that rush of possessive pride sweep through me again, but stronger this time. I looked at her guiltily "I'm so sorry I hurt you, but a little bit of me kinda wants to see a bruise. I'm a sick fuck." I waited patiently for the tirade. She would condemn me as violent, a sick bastard who got off on hurting others. I waited for the slap, but it never came. Instead, she shocked me by being nonchalant about the whole affair.

"Not that sick Edward! Well I won't bother about the ice then shall I and you can admire your handy work in the morning. Now do you want to take me to bed and bruise me some more?"

Wait, she was fucking encouraging my behaviour? This woman couldn't get any more perfect if she tried; she saw the darkest sides of me and loved me regardless.

I grabbed her hips and squeezed, a shiver running through me as I heard her hiss. "You always ask the silliest questions." I purred...

I awoke early the next morning and propped myself up on my elbow so I could see Bella better. She was sleeping, a small smile playing on her lips and she would giggle sometimes, saying my name playfully. She was having good dreams and they were of me, I was a happy man indeed.

I pulled the sheet down carefully and sucked in a breath when I saw Bella's mottled skin.

The bruises on her hips were much more prominent today, and there were little bites marks on her breasts and stomach. I had been in an almost frenzy, and Bella's cries of ecstasy and her goading to grab or bite her harder had been the only encouragement I had needed. It seemed my little Bella was somewhat kinky and enjoyed a bit of rough play. It suited me to the ground; in fact, I had been thanking my lucky fucking stars for the fact all morning.

I was still tracing my fingers around the marks, when I heard another of Bella's girlish giggle, "So is it a work of art?" She lifted her head and inspected the damage for herself. "I'm impressed with the colours, red and purple are my favourites. And the patterns are pretty cool too." She gave me a cheeky smirk, which I returned.

"Not to mention how exquisite the canvas was, I have to say although I think it's a master piece, I'm positive I could do better." I said and raised an eyebrow suggestively as I leaned forward.

Bella stopped me with a hand on my chest, "Hold that thought sweetheart, were you planning on going into work today?"

I gave her a wink, "I was actually going to work from home today, since Irina's not officially back to work until tomorrow. Why is that?"

"Well I was hoping you'd watch the twins while I go ho…and talk to Jake and grab some things for the twins and myself."

Bella's eyes darted quickly to mine, nervous no doubt after last night. She needn't have been; I would walk across hot coals if it meant she told that little shit she was moving out. I didn't say that though, I had given my word I would try and I intended to keep to it.

"Course I'll watch the twins, the quicker you tell Doogie you'll be living with me the happier I'll be."

There. That sounded a lot better, I thought smugly.

"Yeah, yeah I know." Bella rolled her eyes, and I pounced on her, eliciting the most delicious giggles from her sweet mouth...

The kids and I kept ourselves occupied while Bella was away, but I was finding it hard to concentrate. I kept thinking about the fact that she was alone with him, which was ridiculous, but still how I felt.

I was jealous.

"Daddy! Look me!" Apple squealed gleefully as she kicked the ball to Louis. I smiled and nodded in encouragement, but my mind was distracted, still on Bella and Jacob.

The sound of an approaching car caught my attention and I looked up, grinning automatically at the sight. Bella was pulling into the driveway, her car full to the brim with suitcases and toys. She was here to stay, and finally I felt complete. Years, I had been waiting for this and now it was finally here. My family: my Bella, all in our home.

Fucking perfection:

I went to her car, yanking the door open and frowning at the squeak the door made. This car was a piece of shit and I would have to replace it soon. I had already ordered a new BMW X5, since the Aston Martin was not really a family kind of car. I had been tossing up between the BMW and the new Jag, but had decided the BMW was much more practical and roomy. The jag was fucking beautiful though, quite like my Bella. I made the decision to call my vehicle dealer later and get one delivered at the same time as my BMW; then I could get rid of this travesty that Bella called a car.

For safety's sake of course:

Bella looked at me in surprise as I scooped her into my arms. "Does this mean you won't be leaving again?" I asked, even though I already knew the answer. I simply wanted to hear her say it out loud.

"Yes that's what it means, I sorted things with Jake and the rest can sort itself out." She replied with a tiny smirk, she knew exactly how the news would make me feel.

I held her face in my hands and kissed her fiercely. I loved this woman so damn much, it physically hurt.

But I wouldn't have it any other way.

Bella and I dropped the kids off with Charlie and Renee the night of Bella's party and her sheer excitement was infectious. As I navigated Bella's car back to our home, I had was torn between laughing at her antics or crying at the fact I had lowered myself to drive a car such as this.

I had to be fucking whipped, there was no other explanation. I just prayed no one I knew would see me.

Irina and Demetri were already there and the party was well under way with Bella barely managing to hold back her squeals. Now I wasn't behind the wheel of Bella's Oldsmobile, I could enjoy her enthusiasm just that much more.

We made our way onto the deck where Irina practically launched herself at Bella, while Demetri rolled his eyes at the pair, "Dear god, we should have taken you, Bella and the twins with us, Irina wouldn't stop talking about you all the whole time! 'Oh Demetri, Bella would love this!' or 'We've got to get these for the twins, I wish they were here so I could just double check the sizes'." I grinned at Demetri while he glared in response. "Yeah, fucking laugh it up, but you are being replaced my friend, Bella is more popular than you now."

I laughed as we watched Bella and Irina chatting conspiratorially. They kept an arm around each other at all times, their eyes both shining with their shared camaraderie. Felix, Kate and Jasper turned up, Jasper and Felix brandishing bottles of kiwifruit 42Below and my own eyes must have lit up like a Christmas tree lights, I fucking loved that drink.

We had barely said our hellos, when Rose's voice echoed throughout the house, "Jesus Cullen, you really are one spoilt little rich boy, aren't you?"

"And you are just as bitchy as ever I see Rosalie." I teased her giving her a quick hug that she returned.

"I'm really happy for you and Bells, Edward. Those little ones need you both." She said seriously and I agreed.

Before I could say anything, Alice had launched herself into my arms and I couldn't help but chuckle at her. Even though I had never had much to do with Alice through her association with Cullen Industries, I had always harboured a soft spot for her.

"Hello Alice." I kissed her cheek and she smiled in return.

"Nice place Edward, I approve. Now, where is my sister?" I pointed her and Rose in the right direction, covering my ears as they reached the deck and a high pitch squeal that would have had all the dogs in Wellington cowering erupted from the group of girls.

"Let's go to the kitchen, shall we? I have no desire to lose my hearing." I said grabbing Jasper's bottle of 42Below off him and sauntering into the kitchen. I grabbed a few shot glasses and lined them up before filling them and handing them out.

"Sounds like my Katie is making friends with that Blonde hottie; think she might be interested in a threesome?" Felix asked, causing Jasper to choke on his shot. "Shit, don't waste it man!" Felix chided.

"Whatever; just don't let Emmett hear you say that, he's had a thing for Rosalie since the first time he met her." Jasper responded, wiping the vodka from his chin. I nodded in agreement and refilled the shot glasses, downing mine quickly and refilling it.

"Fucking hell Cullen, you take the boy out of the bar, but he's still just a fucking booze hound underneath it all!" Felix said while Jasper snorted.

"That's not how it fucking goes, you fool!"

Felix gave him the finger "Whatever Jasper!" He said imitating a high school girl.

"You're so like totally clueless Felix!" Jasper mocked back and Felix stood up straight.

"Ok dude, there are something's you just can't joke about and Alicia Silverstone is one of them. I had like the biggest crush on her in high school, man I must have jacked off to her till I got cramp when I was younger!"

Jasper and I were staring at Felix in disgust when Emmett's raucous voice cut in, "Fuck yeah, Alicia! I've always had a thing for blondes, what about you Jacob?" My head snapped up and I noticed that Doogie was right behind Emm.

Ok, you fucking promised Bella you would try, so maybe you should get out of the habit of calling him, Doogie, Boy Wonder, Teen Dream or any of the other little nicknames you have.

"Uh, she's never really been my type." Jacob said, eyeing me warily. I couldn't blame him really.

"Dude, that shit is so uncool, but I'll overlook it." Felix said holding out his hand.

Jacob shook it.

"That's Felix, one of Edward's little sidekicks." Emmett interjected and Felix blanched at him.

"Hey, if anyone is Batman in this semi-quasi-homo relationship I have going on with Cullen, it's me! Edward's fucking Robin." He finished sulkily.

"I'm Demetri, Irina's husband though you would think her and Edward were married some days." He said with a friendly smile. Jacob shook his hand and then Jasper's.

The room fell suddenly silent as Jacob and I regarded each other cautiously. Taking a deep breath I held my hand out and nearly started in surprise when Jacob shook it firmly.

"Shots or beer?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

"I might just start with beer and maybe move on to the shots later." he said and I laughed as I got a beer from the fridge, handing it to him.

"Then you are a much wiser man than me Jacob Black when it comes to drinking."

"Anyone is wiser than you when it comes to drinking." Demetri scoffed and Jacob snorted in response.

"Yeah alright: enough with the Oprah-esque bonding. Where are all the ladies? Daddy Emm brought some party favours and I know at least two of your women are dissatisfied enough with your performance to want some of this." Emmett began stroking his hands up and down his body and I heard Jasper gag.

"Ignore the big idiot; our mother dropped him when he was a baby." Jasper said to Jacob and then began laughing and talking like he was an old friend.

It was nearly impossible to feel uncomfortable around Jasper, he radiated a peaceful calm that put most people at ease, and it seemed Jacob would be no exception.

"I'll fucking pash you for some lines." Felix said seriously, cracking his knuckles and neck. "You'll forget all about Rosalie once you taste some of this." He licked a finger slowly and then touched his ass with a sizzle noise. He looked completely ridiculous as he followed up that action with placing a finger against his pout lips.

"Dude, I will give you all the fucking coke I have if you promise me never to do that again." Emmett responded with a laugh "Kate is a different story though; I'd accept an offer like that from her!" He grinned evilly, hoping to get a bite from Felix.

He was sorely fucking disappointed when Felix returned his grin, "It's cool if she wants to. You guys don't see it, but my Katie is a freak. It's why we work so well together." He said with a shrug.

"I thought it was because she felt sorry for you." Demetri piped up and Felix punched him in the shoulder. "Fuck dude!" Demetri yelled, but cut off when Bella sauntered into the room.

Her eyes were glazed and I knew she was already pretty wasted. I also knew why she was here and I grinned at her when she shot me a saucy little smile.

"How is it going Bella?" Emmett smirked at her.

"Better now you're here, I've come prepared, have you?" Bella gave me a cheeky wink, but I was distracted by Kate and Rose. They were standing there holding hands and I realised in that moment that Kate had found her friend like Irina and Bella.

"I'm always ready for you Baby," Emmett replied before kissing Bella passionately. I just rolled my eyes at his little display. "True Bells you got a mighty fine selection tonight, there's one in particular I know I'm going to enjoy." He said as he pulled away and stared at Rosalie, blatantly eye-fucking the shit out of her.

She batted her eyelashes at him and licked her lips seductively.

Kate stepped up next and tossed her hair over her shoulder before grabbing Emmett and kissing him deeply. Felix took a step forward and Demetri and I both moved next to him. He looked at us, then back at Kate and Emmett with wide eyes, "What? I just wanted a better look!" He said with a little grunt. When Kate didn't pull away, Felix laughed under his breath and Demetri and I shuddered at his next words, "Oh man, she is such a naughty little girl! Damn, I'm gonna love spanking that tight little ass later!"

Almost as if she heard him, Kate broke away and fixed her smouldering eyes on Felix. He licked his lips and bared his teeth slightly as her eyes brightened with excitement.

"I'm gonna throw up." Demetri declared, but Felix never took his eyes off Kate.

"Whatever dude, I got the hot one you got the boring one. Edward nearly got the psycho one. Nice escape by the way… Fuck! Ow! Stop it!" he brought his arms up protectively as Demetri and I both began to beat his stupid fucking head.

"Where have you been all my life cowboy?" Rosalie hollered and Jasper stood up looking at me.

"All those two need is a fucking camera and they would be shooting porn." I laughed and patted him on the back as he went to find Alice.

Emmett and I weren't the only ones who had lusted after a Swan girl from afar.

"Um...Edward? How expensive is that painting in your lounge?" Jacob asked me as he walked back into the kitchen.

I frowned, "The Picasso?" I asked in confusion. He paled

"As in genuine Picasso?" He asked and I nodded. "Well, the girls are all snorting lines off it." He said and Felix burst out laughing.

"Bet that was your girl's idea Cullen!"

"I'll bet it was too." I said with a chuckle, life with Bella was never boring.

"She's happy." Jacob said suddenly and I looked at him in shock, I hadn't expected him to bring the 'Bella' situation up. I had thought we would just dance around it uncomfortably for the evening.

"I'd like to think so." I said throwing back another shot and refilling Jacob's glass as well as my own. We clinked our glasses and tossed them back.

"I can't pretend that I'm happy for you, because I'm not. I want what you have but I'm a big enough man to realise that you are what she wants, and what makes her happy makes me happy." He said and I nodded in appreciation.

Doogie was making it hard to not like him. He loved Bella, and really how could I fault him that? My newfound attitude was helped by the fact that I had the girl of course.

"Well, I thank you Doogie, I know if I was in your position I would not be quite so cordial about it." Jacob looked at me in confusion.

"Doogie: as in Howser?"

I winced as I realised my mistake. Shit. "Um...yeah, there's also Boy Wonder, Teen Dream among a few others." I waited for him to punch me and was surprised when he laughed.

"You put a lot of thought into hating me, didn't you?" He asked chuckling.

I grinned in response, "Well, I don't do things by half…." I handed him another shot and we slammed our glasses down at the same time. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a little bag with several yellow tablets in it. Fucking E.

"Well, lucky for you the motherfucking Doctor is in the house!" He grinned gleefully and I beamed in response. It had been a long time since my last E and I was eager for the experience again.

"Who the fuck am I to argue with a Doctor?" I replied throwing back my own E.

The E was beginning to kick in when Jake and I made our way back into the lounge where the sing star was being used and bound to be abused before the night was out.

Jake and I were talking about my Aston Martin and I proudly told him all my baby's attributes. I had just finished promising him I would take him out to the race track with me next time I went, when Kate's husky voice cut through the chatter. I had heard her sing before and she had the most fucking amazing voice I had ever heard. I looked over at Felix who was licking his lips in anticipation as Kate reached the chorus.

"I'm so fucking grateful that woman is mine. I'm going to get her some fucking leather pants like in the music video, and she can fucking dance right over me." Felix was practically fucking drooling and Jacob looked at him in disgust.

"Fuck, even E's not strong enough to make that cool." He said and I agreed wholeheartedly with him.

My eyes scanned the room and nearly fucking bugged out of my head when they came to rest on Bella and Irina, "Oh fuck me; now that is the shit that E is made for." I breathed and I heard Jacob breathe in next to me sharply. "Not a fucking word Jacob Black or I will kill you." I promised lightly and he nodded

"Fair enough bro, fair enough."

Demetri had come to stand next to me and I think Jacob may have drifted off, but I didn't really care. I was fighting the irresistible urge to drag Bella out of the lounge by her hair and fuck her senseless in our bedroom. My inner caveman was fucking horny and on E. It was a dangerous combination.

When they began to really fucking bump and grind I looked at Demetri in Astonishment.

"It's your fucking Bella that's done it to her. Irina was a sweet girl before she met Bells, not that I'm fucking complaining man…" Demetri breathed and I nodded, not really hearing a fucking word he said.

They were full on fucking groping each other and Bella the dirty little minx, was smirking at me over Irina's shoulder, her eyes never leaving mine. She was doing this for me, teasing me, turning me on and by fuck if it wasn't working. Kate had stopped singing and a gasp rang out through the room. Kate was standing there holding the microphone against her mouth and smirking while Felix held her from behind.

"Damn baby, you and that sexy voice of yours. Look what you've done; it's all girl on girl down at Edward's Place." Kate just pushed her ass into his crotch and he hissed, biting her ear.

I saw all this out of the corner of my eye, because I still could not drag my eyes away from Bella and Irina.

Apparently Bella was really a corrupting influence on my best friend, because Irina decided the best course of action would be a spot of skinny dipping.

I watched as Bella stripped off without hesitation and I imagined what that milky white skin would feel like under my fingers. The E was super charging my nerve endings and I could feel fucking everything. The breeze caressed my skin like I was being teased with thousands of soft feathers. I made my way towards Bella, desperate to touch her, taste that skin. Fuck she smelt incredible; I needed to smell her again. And taste her, oh and touch her, fuck I really needed to touch her….

I was at the ladder of the pool and she stepped out into my waiting arms. I could feel the conflicting temperatures of her skin warmed by the pool, now assaulted by the chill breeze. I literally felt the Goosebumps forming on her skin. I buried my face in her neck, simultaneously breathing in her scent while sliding my tongue across her throat. I nearly fucking collapsed at the sensation; nothing ever in the history of the world had ever felt like this.

"Fuck Bella…you are such a bad girl." I murmured against her fucking silky skin. Was it this fucking soft all the time? Did I really fucking care or was I just going to enjoy it?

"I know…but what are you going to do about it?" She answered cheekily and I dragged her into the seldom used pool house.

I took her to the day bed and lay her down, looking down at her sternly, "Stay there and don't move." I ordered and she nodded in anticipation. I quickly went to the heating controls and turned them up high, stripping my shirt off at the same time, leaving me only in my jeans. I wanted to watch her skin flush that delicious shade of red. I went next and removed the curtain ties, swinging them around on my fingers as I made my way back to her. "You are not to speak Bella, or I'll stop. No second chances, no warnings. Nod if you understand me." I said and she nodded furiously.

I smiled at her excitement and dragged the tassels of the curtain ties up her arms before binding her wrists together tightly. I then tied her bound hands to the day bed and smiled down at her. Fuck she looked beautiful, so helpless and pure from one angle and like a seductress sent from hell from the other.

My gorgeous little paradox:

I trailed a finger from the top of her head right down to her pussy, before running my finger down the inside of her thigh. I could feel the electricity under my finger, amplified no doubt by the E. I could feel the residual static that I left behind in my wake and I shivered at the sensation. "So soft Bella: so very, very smooth, your skin is flawless, did you know that? So soft…" I murmured as I brushed my lips against the sole of her foot, my body jolting to life as she arched her foot, and lifted her back off the bed.

I trailed my lips up her legs, breathing in deeply. It was like someone had slapped me, the force in which her musky desire hit me was breathtaking. I couldn't help it; I ran my nose up her wet folds and rubbed it against her clit, eliciting a whimpering noise from Bella. I nibbled lightly on those fragrant lips and circled her clit languidly with my tongue. I could have been there for hours or days, I didn't know. All I knew was that nothing on this planet could compare with the pure essence that was Bella. I lapped up every single drop, from every single orgasm as I pushed her body on further, I needed to feel her come, her tight walls trembling around my fingers or tongue; it was indescribable. It was fucking everything, secrets of the universe, the meaning of life, I had fucking found it all at the apex between Bella's thighs.

Sometime in the early morning, my cock sprang to life as the E left my system, allowing my senses to slowly regain normality. I tugged down my jeans and looked at my panting goddess. Her body was slick with sweat as she moaned and undulated on the day bed. She was completely at my mercy and the sight of it was un-fucking-believable.

I climbed upon her and sheathed myself in one thrust, hissing at the tight warmth of her, constricting around me. She was fucking coming already. I held off my own orgasm, although it felt like her walls were trying to pull it from my very being. When her shudders subsided and I thought I could move again, I began to slowly slide in and out of her, she was so fucking wet and I didn't know how she could be after all this time, but I wasn't going to argue. If her body still wanted mine as much as I did hers, then I would not complain.

Eventually when I felt the sun warming my back, I pulled out of her and untied her wrists, rubbing at the bruising there and kissing each one tenderly.

I pulled on my jeans and looked down at her as she searched for her clothes. She had a confused frown on her face that was quickly overcome with her blush and she groaned. I assumed the previous night had finally caught up with her. "Having flashbacks are we? Jesus Bella, you nearly gave Demetri a heart attack!" I teased. Demetri had been more than fucking happy at the show. I think he was quite grateful to Bella for turning Irina into the little freak that she was becoming.

Bella laughed, but quickly stopped clutching at her head. My body was so conditioned to hangovers; it was second nature to function while still enduring its wrath. "Do you think he's angry? I was just trying to fuck with him you know a bit of a laugh." She worried unnecessarily. I just rolled my eyes.

"Yeah I explained that to him, and your clothes are out by the pool." I kissed her lips and crossed my fingers behind my back. Maybe I had said something like that to Demetri? It really didn't fucking matter anyway, he was enjoying the show just as much as the next man in that room last night.

I got out of bed and picked my shirt up off the floor, while Bella's eyes roved hungrily over my body. I couldn't help my self-satisfied smirk.

"Later you little minx, we should probably go and survey the destruction."

I quickly ducked out and returned with her clothes, holding them out to her. She quickly dressed and grabbed my hand as we made our way back into the main house. Irina and Demetri were both on the deck, their sunglasses firmly in place. They laughed at us, obviously aware at what our disappearance had meant. We chatted about the previous night, with Bella teasing Irina about Demetri being on E. I winked at Irina when she frowned at Bella's wrists, letting her know that Bella was a very fucking willing participant.

I nearly fucking kissed the very ground Renee walked on when she agreed to have the children for another night, as I would be winning no Father of the Year Awards in my current state. The comedown off E was a fucking bitch and I remembered now why I only occasionally indulged.

I was unsurprised to find that Emmett had finally hooked up with Rose and Jasper with Alice. Unsurprised but fucking happy for the chuckle heads, they deserved a bit of happiness themselves.

And me? I was most certainly fucking happy, and happier still when everyone finally went home and I could crawl into bed with the woman that I loved...

A/N: Please feel free to review this chapter as you know your feedback is our reward :) ....Chapter photos are up on my facebook page. (Details on my profile page on how to find me on facebook) Cinnamon xx