**I dedicate this chapter to Rotshach in Blue Jeans! Also I am very sorry for not specifying that last chapter was in Jokers point of view. Sorry for the confusion Zeny!**
I open my eyes to see Jokers closed ones. He was… kissing me… I begin to struggle is his grip feeling embarrassment crash over me. He lets go of my lips and his teeth crash down on the right corner of my lip, right where my stitches begin.
I cry out in pain as I taste my own blood. He lets go of me and I fall right on my ass to the floor where I hear and feel a painful pop. I can't help the spasm of agony that overtakes my body. My eyes clamp closed and I cry out once more.
I do not hear Joker leave but when I open my teary eyes he is no longer near me. What the fuck just happened to me? I slowly sit up glad when I realize that my tail bone isn't broken and the pop had been my ass landing on Xanders phone breaking it.
My schizophrenia decided to kick in just then and I am up and running into the house. I see a pissed as fuck Xander yelling at Joker who has his back to me.
Before I can stop my self I charge up to Joker cock my hand back and punch him square in the jaw. His head snaps back but I'm to far gone to care about my actions. I grab his shoulders and bring my knee up and land it in his left side. Satisfied as I felt one of his ribs give way.
I back off then shaking and seething with rage. "I swear on my life you piece of fucking shit! If you so much al look at me I will fucking kill you!" I scream as he hunches over slightly.
He looks me in the eye his eye flashing with challenge as his hand connects with my jaw.
I stumble slightly but hardly feel the pain. I throw my leg up and catch in under the chin sending him sprawling back. He lands with a thud on the floor and doesn't move.
Xander is on me in half a second, his hands going about mine and he rips them behind my back. "Semira calm the fuck down!" He commands.
I snarl at him and rip my hands from his grip. "I don't fucking think so! That prick kissed me and fucked up my stitches!" I scream my voice rising in pitch.
My hands were suddenly grabbed and I was lifted from the ground by them. Sorix is behind me holding my a good foot of the ground. I thrash about seething with rage. A string of cuss words spill from my throat.
"Semira! It's ok! Your safe! He wont hurt you!" Sorixs' gentle voice I my ear says the word that calm me instantly.
Safe… I was with Xander and Sorix. I dropped my head as tears filled my eyes and a sob shakes my entire form as I go limp in Sorix's grasp.
Fear and self loathing fills my system. I had let my illnesses run me… As soon as Joker woke up I would be dead. He was going to kill me. There was nothing that Sorix and Xander could do to stop him either.
Sorix slowly put me back on my feet and released my arms. It was silent now. I wasn't even making any noise from the intensity of my sobs. I moved slowly towards the stairs.
Neither of the two made a move to follow me. I would no way in hell let Joker kill me. I was going to do it my self. I nearly smiled at this thought.
Joker had not taken the knife back from me when I killed Dig. It was sitting on my bed side table in my room. Moving up the stairs with new resolve I went into my room. Turning to look down at a frozen Xander and Sorix. They were looking up at me with worried expressions.
I smiled at them my cheeks smarting painfully. "Thank you, you guys. I'm glad to have met you." I whispered knowing full well that they could not hear me.
With that I turned into my room and flicked the lights on and I moved quickly and silently to the knife that sat on the small table at the bed.
Taking it up in my hand I sighed sadly. I would have gotten to see Brother if I wouldn't have bee so weak and let my illness take over my rational mind. With another sigh I moved into the bathroom and locked the door.
**… Your all going to be somewhat upset at this chapter… I am sorry about that. Don't worry though! I won't let anything to… grave happen just yet… Review and don't be to angery my friends :D **