Well now I'm confused. I'm seriously hating on this FanFic site right now. When i went to go view my story on like half of it was there, so i reposted half of it but then i went to go look at it again and it was all there. I wrote fucking ('scuse the french) 12 pages on word for you lovelies becasue i felt bad not updating in like the extremely long month or weeks. Now I am entirly confused, I am like a moth going into the light beacuse i am stupid, that really makes no sense but whatever i dont feel like pressing backspace and i cant think of a better analogy. So i come to you with 2 questions.

- Can you see all the text or does it cut off randomly, there is 12 (YES 12 AND EXTREMLY LONG WELL THOUGHT OUT CHAPTER) pages posted, if you cant see all 12 please please tell me bc that would suck and then i would throw my computer across the room, regroup and then repost in two seperate updates so its shorter therefore you would deff. see all of it.

- Question number 2, I am seriously considering making a fanfic myspace, which is more convienient for you? me making a myspace or me just keeping this up becasue i wouldnt update this if i had a myspace. BUT if i got a myspace i would need some one with mad computer and photoshop skills to help me and maybe "co-own" the site bc i am retarded when it comes to making pretty things on a computer. The visual person wouldnt have to write anything (if they wanted to with a passion they could) but they would make supports defaults headers blah blah, so let me know what you guys want.

So no more questions, but i do have some juicy gossip to spill. So, I was caught on the computer...by my dog, he walked in and started barking so my mom was like rawr stop barking what are you barking at, and there i was sitting at the computer, i sort of slid down on my chair to get under the desk but my freaking dog followed my but, i was like hello my butt is not made of bacon stop following it like it is. Anywho she saw me and was like delphine you betrayed my trust i was like chill ma, she was like dont tell me to chill. and then i stopped listening. So thats part of the reason i didnt post, another part was i had a vacation...yes i was away with my cousin. In a turn of events we wound up going up to Massachusetts with them to go skiing. So, from 10-4 we skied not always together, sometimes i "accidentaly" left her and sometimes she "forgot" i was there and went ahead to, and then we were quarentined to our rooms for the rest of the day. We had a lodge me and my cousin to ourselves. So like we haad to stay in them while we werent out eating or skiing. So i had like a good 8 hours of eachother a day. I felt bad bc i read the whole time and when i asked her about something she would get hives. And i was like whoa whats up with your neck and she would be like of i guess a nervous reaction and i was like what are you nervous of? and then it would get real quite, so i guess shes nervous of me?... pshff whatevs.

So we had some gts like when i laughed at her becasue she skiied off the trail into the trees and got stuck in one she didnt think that was funny and she laughed when i walked through the glass door to our lodge (8 stitches in my scalp) yea i didnt think that was too funny. whatever shes gone now and i hate to say it i dont think we will ever be friends, first impressions really do matter and i made an ass out of myself and embarresed her beyond belief so its over. My mom cried in the car when we were driving home (without them) because she wanted us to be great friends and raise our childern together aand i was like ma calm down i was going to raise my childern in peru anyway so i dont think she would have been down with that anyway, yea it didnt make her laugh. So we cant work out our differences my cousin and I, what do i say, SO WHAT??! Its not liek we are openly mean to eachother, we both pretend to be nice to eachother and maybe when i get older and when she gets over the grudge shes holding bc i revealed she was adopted maybe we can be freinds. But right now its not looking to good.

As for my punishment i asked my mom if my punishment was lifted and she was like Del (finally got her to stop calling me Deli) i dont feel like you made an effort to befriend the poor girl. can you say frustration!? But i dont take that as a "Del you cant go on the computer" so here i am.

So this is more than i probably should have ever typed in but it feels so great to WHABAM get rid of all this crap that happened to me, i finally realize why people blog, its frickin amazing. I fell like a female version of a nicer Perez Hilton. Anyway, If you go this far kudos and thanks for reading. Please answer my questions too.

Next obstacle: Next break: weekend with the grandparents- who dont speak english- and the only memory i have of them (they just moved to America...from you guessed it France (note my name Delphine...my grandmothers name)) was when they insisted i play in this "belle chateau" and then the cops came, they didnt understand the english sign- no trespassing.

xoxo Delphine. Peace.