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One month later

Garcia looked at herself in the mirror, she felt nervous as the shop assistant zipped up the back of the dress. She loved the feel of the dress on her skin and she loved the way that it hugged her body. This was the one, she knew it was. She turned around to see the shop assistant with a smile on her face.

"This is the dress," Garcia nodded as she looked at herself in the mirror, she turned around and stepped out from the dressing room. Emily, JJ and Lily let out a small gasp as they saw her.

"Garcia, you look beautiful," JJ smiled.

"It's perfect," Lily said as she snapped a photo on her phone. "Sorry, couldn't resist."

"This is the one, I just know it. I want to add my own touch to it but this is the one. I loved the red rose design on the bottom of it," Garcia smiled before turning to the shop assistant. "I'll take it."

"You look wonderful in it, your future husband won't know what hit him," the shop assistant smiled. "Let's get that dress all packaged up."

Emily, JJ and Lily watched Garcia go back into the changing room. JJ turned to Lily.

"Lily, do you wish you had had a bigger wedding?" JJ asked, curiosity getting the better of her.

"No, I loved the way we got married. Spencer asked me to marry him, he didn't want to wait. All he wanted was the team around him. A big wedding wouldn't have suited me or Spencer. Spencer is so romantic," Lily grinned as her mind went back to the day she married Spencer.

"How are things with the baby?" Emily asked. "I'm always around if you want a babysitter."

"I may take you up on that offer," Lily said before she frowned slightly. "Spencer is such a good father but sometimes he worries me. It's only been a few times that it's happened but he wakes up at night. He doesn't think I notice but I do. He wakes up in such a frightened state. The last time he woke up I felt him kiss my forehead, it was as if he was making sure I was still there. He gets out of bed and he goes to the nursery. I found him asleep in there."

"He must be having one hell of a nightmare," JJ said, her eyes concerned. Emily squirmed uncomfortably and Lily noticed it.

"Emily, do you know something?" Lily questioned.

"I know what his nightmares are about but I promised I wouldn't tell you. He doesn't want you to worry," Emily said sadly.

"Emily, please tell me. I'm worried about him, he isn't sleeping properly," Lily pleaded gently. Emily looked at Lily and knew she was going to be able to keep Reid's secret any longer.

"He has been dreaming about Alexander, you father," Emily began to explain. "He dreams that Alexander has killed you and stabbed him, in his dream he sees Alexander taking baby Derek away from you and him. He knows Alexander is dead but he still has that fear of losing you and Derek. Lily, you have to understand that Reid went through so much before he met you. He rebuilt his life and when he met you, he felt as if his life was complete. He is happy and he doesn't want that happiness to be taken away from him."

"Why he didn't tell me? We are supposed to tell each other everything," Lily sighed before running her hand through her hair.

"He just want to keep you calm and not have you worry. Reid has always been like that, he will keep things inside as long as he possibly can. He hates worrying the people that he loves. It's just the way he is," Emily said gently.

"I'll have to talk with him, he is with the baby right now. We promised each other we wouldn't keep secrets."

Three hours later

Lily unlocked the apartment door as quietly as she could, she closed the door gently. She felt confused as she heard Spencer talking and the sound of the Doctor Who theme tune. She tip-toed to living room but stayed against the wall. She smiled as she listened to Spencer, she took a quick peek and saw Spencer sat on the sofa with Derek sat on his lap and resting against his stomach. Derek was smiling and making happy noises as Spencer talked.

"Your mummy thinks that David Tennant was the best doctor but I disagree. Tom Baker was best Dr Who. We will just have to convince her," Spencer laughed gently. Lily peeked again and watched Spencer turn and hold Derek so that he was facing him. "Your mummy is the most amazing woman in the world, she's the reason you are here. She was stronger than daddy."

"She's only strong because of her husband," Lily said as she stepped from around the corner.

"Hey, I didn't hear you come in," Spencer said before turning Derek to face Lily. "Look Derek, it's mummy."

Derek made a high pitched happy noise as Lily took him from Spencer's arms and kissed him on his little cheeks.

"Do I get a kiss?" Spencer asked. Lily leaned forward and gave him a small kiss.

"Is something wrong?" Spencer questioned.

"You've been keeping secrets from me," Lily sighed, a hint of disappointment in her voice. "I pulled it out of Emily. You have been having nightmares and you didn't tell me."

"Lily, I didn't want you to worry. They are just dreams, I know Alexander is dead."

"Spencer, I find you in the nursery sleeping and it worries me. Derek isn't going anywhere," Lily said.

"I've put away a lot of people in my career with the BAU, I have enemies. I don't want them to come after me through my family if they ever got out. Lily, Hotch lost his ex-wife, he loved her so much and did to the day she died. I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose the happiness I have now."

"Spencer, there is a lot of evil in the world but there is also a lot of good. Derek is surrounded by a family of good people. You won't lose us, I promise," Lily smiled gently before leaning down and kissing Reid. Derek's small hand touched their noses causing them to separate.

"Okay, little man," Reid laughed.

"Derek, if you love your mummy, you will choose David Tennant as the best Dr Who," Lily giggled.

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